Conformity

Among a group of children of the same age in Tongcheng, Shao Bowen was not the worst, and Chang Yuan was not the happiest. They were just right, possessing what the other party envied the most.

Waiting and looking at the beginning was only out of jealousy when he was young. At that time, Shao Bowen was still unable to rely on himself. The weak family relationship without blood made him always wake up in his dreams like falling from a high altitude. Being lonely, he couldn't help peeping and acting like a baby in front of his parents. He will also be troubled by others, fearing that one day he will be homeless.

He hates this kind of weakness, but there is no way to mature overnight. The road of heart is a road that does not exist in the world, so it is also the most difficult to walk.

But the boy next door, who is two years younger than him, is his opposite. He was born on the winter solstice. This good solar term brings good luck. He is cute and has a happy family.He eats egg, milk and meat three times a day, his mother never yells at him, and he never needs to default on tuition fees. His new clothes, new toys and even pocket money make Shao Bowen very jealous.

Like magnets attracting opposite poles, Shao Bowen couldn't control his gaze towards him. Strictly speaking, when he realized that he should control it, some situations were on the verge of getting out of control. The more he knew, the less he remembered his own. original intention.

What he remembers is that this boy coughs like a dog at the beginning of the month, is obsessed with small puddings in summer, and his hands are as cold as ice in winter.The voice is good, but the music class is full of lip-syncing, only talking and not making a sound, watching the limbs not working hard, but he is a good hand over the wall.The first time the two escaped from the school over the wall during dinner, squatting on the side of the road to eat barbecue, sweating profusely, Shao Bowen felt a little bit guilty that he had spoiled a good student. Self-taught, his quick hands and feet make habitual offenders smack their tongues.

It was the first time Chang Yuan climbed the courtyard wall. Although he was a little guilty, he felt excited like "getting out of prison". He also enjoyed the legendary unhygienic roadside barbecue. He also said seriously that it was all because of his own long legs, and he passed the top of the wall with a casual flick.

Of course, this is just Wang Po selling melons. Shao Bowen was so taller than his index finger that he couldn't touch the top of the wall when he kicked his legs, but this cold joke was caught off guard, and he didn't hold back and sprayed fried powder all over Chang Yuan's face .

The victim frowned and looked at him with a strange expression. Shao Bowen was stared at for several seconds before he realized that he probably had to dig and bury it. He wiped the chili oil off Chang Yuan along the way. , glanced down by the way, and admitted that his legs... are indeed not short.

His feelings for Chang Yuan are complicated, it's not easy to understand with a simple sentence of liking, this person has been with him for so long that the formation of his character is closely related to this person.He watched this person turn from a boy to a teenager, and the anger about the unfairness of fate gradually faded in his heart. There are indeed extreme injustices in the world, but he shouldn't be counted among them.

He didn't live on the street, but he was fed and clothed. He wanted to live a better life and insisted on waking up two hours earlier. The improvement may be slight, but it will never remain the same.Besides, not everyone is like him. There is one Fa Xiao who would rather brave the heavy rain than skip class to go to the city to see his injuries.

In the third year of junior high school, he went to the provincial capital to participate in a competition on behalf of the school. He was hit by someone and suffered a concussion. The pair of underwear lay in the quilt and thought about it. He was a little unreasonable, so he felt regretful. He sneezed three times in one go, which immediately blackened his face, so he shouted at the top of his throat: go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go go , Go to the doctor to prescribe Banlangen.

Chang Yuan was very kind to him, in a calm and calm way. This is probably a self-taught post from Chi Mei's 360° care method without dead ends. He never boasted, but when he was asked for help, he was always Apart from anything else, he looks like a scholar, but he also has a bit of loyalty in his temper.

Shao Bowen borrowed money for urgent needs, and also borrowed money for textbooks; if he was in a bad mood and asked him to go out to drink, the courtyard wall could be overturned; he was cut off by a bum on the street, and before meeting him, he still remembered to blow a big head like Grandpa Mao with a fake blow The way the snot is wrapped in toilet paper and thrown into the rubbish-infested grass by the side of the road, leaving small change will not look too fake.

His strength on the construction site is not groundless, he has such a personality, but he can't use it at school and at home.

Shao Bowen was a rough guy who was hard to get infected by viruses, so he knew Radix Banlangen and iodine. Later, because Chang Yuan fell ill, he remembered the awkward drug name of San Zuo Lun, but these things gave him unimaginable pressure.

Chang Yuan has not been getting better, and the college entrance examination is approaching. He is trapped in his own world, thinking that every tomorrow is the college entrance examination day. Shao Bowen is shocked and unfamiliar with the appearance of being anxious and crazy. Facts have proved that love and patience cannot generate electricity. I spend more and more time and energy to take care of Chang Yuan, but my patience is diminishing day by day.

At that time, Shao Bowen was under a lot of pressure, and he would have some terrible delusions from time to time. He thought that if Chang Yuan would be like this forever, then he...is he still the person he likes?

The way Chang Yuan smiled and showed his little tiger teeth made him feel cute, but this person was so nervous all day long that he didn't seem to know how to smile at all.

People will fall in love with another person, and the inside and outside of the body are always the same. If the things in the picture are gone, the benevolence and righteousness will fade away.

Although it is very selfish to say so, Shao Bowen's feelings are like this at the moment. He cannot control the anxiety and retreat. He can't hide it from himself. When, he didn't say anything.

When Shao Bowen agreed to go back to look for relatives, it was not because he wanted blood, but because he wanted to temporarily escape the psychological torment caused by Chang Yuan's memory disorder.He needs time to calm down and sort things out. If Chang Yuan is not going to get better, will he abandon him in the end?Or stay with him?

What was waiting for him was a scam, and it took him a lot of effort to escape from that den, which was no different from living in a group. He took 12 passing trains, escaped a section of trains, and walked countless times penniless. He returned to Tongcheng only a few kilometers away, and he scratched his heart and lungs thinking about Chang Yuan, but he still didn't think about it.

If you don’t accumulate steps, you can’t go a thousand miles. You can imagine it ten thousand times, but you still have to watch a flash at the end. Shao Bowen stabilized his mind at the entrance of the street and decided to break the jar and take every step. However, Chang Yuan’s family is human. Go to the empty building.

That day Shao Bowen sat at the locked gate of Chang's house for a whole day, feeling regretful in his heart. He was not interested in his biological parents, but wanted to find Chang Yuan very, very much.

After that, he searched for ten years, but there was no news during that period, but he always held a little secret hope that he could meet Chang Yuan in a certain city.For half of his life, he had almost done what he said he would do to others, but only to this person, he became a coward in the face of his pathology.

It's hard to say clearly and Daoming, this person has become an obsession in Shao Bowen's heart after 17 years of company and sudden exit.

Assuming he hadn't moved back then, Shao Bowen couldn't think of how long he could hold on to his determination after he came back. The economic foundation determines the superstructure. He has neither foundation nor confidence. He doesn't know whether he can accompany Chang Yuan until heals, or he can't stand Suffering and disappearing first.

When I met Chang Yuan again, his posture was sober and strong, so that Shao Bo misunderstood it when he heard it.

But fortunately, I misunderstood him, and I have to thank Chi Mei for seeing him at such a good time. Shao Bowen couldn't calm down, but he had to secretly say that it was dangerous. After getting along these days, if he had known that Chang Yuan's illness would not be cured at all. He couldn't treat him lightly at all. According to Chang Yuan's current temper, his cautiousness was sympathy, and he probably would have to be beaten!

The situation seems to have returned to ten years ago, he is still not good, and I still like him, which is very lucky.

Shao Bowen's heart ached, he forever missed the time when Chang Yuan needed him the most, and the appearance of this person made him awe-inspiring, when he started to have a good impression of this person, he felt that he was like a bamboo, as slender as if It breaks when it is folded, but it is so tough that it is unimaginable.

At this moment, he was sitting in the magnificent hotel lobby, and suddenly he felt like returning home. He wanted to see Chang Yuan, even if he didn't say anything, just look at it.