deep in the first part

let you go

better lock you up

your life and death

only me to decide

After watching the video, Long Zhe threw the phone out.He looked at Ning Ruibai with a guilty conscience, and sure enough, the cute little girl who was still in love just now has a pale face.

"Xiaobai, I..." Long Zhe saw Ning Ruibai took a step back, avoiding his outstretched hand.

"I know, she did it on purpose, I... believe you." Ning Ruibai clenched his fists, his voice trembling.

"Baby, don't..." Long Zhe took a step forward, and Ning Ruibai took a step back. He began to wonder if such a confession would really help their relationship.

"I'm going to take a shower." After Ning Ruibai finished speaking, he turned his head and left.Long Zhe didn't chase after him, and he seemed guilty if he said too much, and it was a knot if he didn't say anything. This kind of thing is really like eating flies. It can be said that his life is bad, but it is really disgusting.

Ning Ruibai put the water on, then lay in the bathtub in a daze, his exposed upper body was a little cold, he moved down, wanting to surround himself with hot water.Why do you still feel cold, why can't you warm up?It seemed that it was difficult to breathe, but the fear of suffocation made him temporarily forget the cruelty of reality.

Long Zhe continued to wash the bowl, suddenly his heart throbbed, the bowl fell into the basin, Long Zhe stabilized his body, and rushed to the bathroom door in the next second.

"Xiaobai. Xiaobai." Long Zhe shouted while knocking on the door, but there was no response from inside.

"Ning Ruibai, open the door for me." Long Zhe suddenly yelled, but the result was still silence.

"Fuck." Long Zhe took a step back and kicked the door directly.Regardless of the precariousness of the door, Long Zhe rushed in and dragged the person out of the bathtub.

Long Zhe dragged the person out, casually spread the bath towel beside Ning Ruibai under Ning Ruibai's body, and then began to press the chest cavity and perform artificial respiration.Long Zhe could feel himself trembling, he could only control himself by holding the other with one hand, he put his hand under Ning Ruibai's nose, fortunately he was breathing weakly, why is he called Ning Ruibai? Bai didn't respond, Long Zhe could continue to give first aid.

"Cough..." Ning Ruibai spat out a mouthful of water, opened his eyes slightly, and looked around in confusion.

Long Zhe took a deep breath, and the blood in his body began to rush back to normal. He no longer had the strength to support his normal physical activities.

"Long Zhe?" Ning Ruibai squinted his eyes and looked up at Long Zhe who was sitting beside him. Long Zhe was soaked, he didn't know whether it was water or sweat.

"What do you want?" Long Zhe suddenly yelled, Ning Ruibai trembled a few times in fright.

"I..." Ning Ruibai was trying to remember what he had done just now besides taking a bath.

Ning Ruibai felt that the ground was a bit cold, and he struggled to stand up, feeling a little uncomfortable, but it was still within an acceptable range.He looked at Long Zhe, Long Zhe sat on the ground with his head down, his breath was disordered.

"Long Zhe, what's the matter." Ning Ruibai stretched out his hand to Ning Ruibai tentatively, but the moment he was about to touch Long Zhe, Long Zhe forcefully opened Ning Ruibai's hand.

"Am I so untrustworthy? Am I so unworthy of your nostalgia? You would rather choose this than face it with me." Long Zhe's voice was trembling, and he had to listen carefully to some words before he could Can hear clearly.

Ning Ruibai seemed to realize something, and rubbed against Long Zhe again.Seeing that Long Zhe didn't move, Ning Ruibai wanted to pull Longzhe, Long Zhe got up violently, and opened the distance between Ning Ruibai and Ning Ruibai.Long Zhe's eyes were bloodshot, frighteningly red, but his lips were white, abnormally pale.

"Brother, I was wrong." Whenever Ning Ruibai felt wronged, he thought about it, but he didn't dare.

"Okay, Ning Ruibai, if you are capable, you will learn to commit suicide." Long Zhe leaned against the wall, suddenly smiling.

"I didn't, I just fell asleep..." Ning Ruibai said with guilt, his voice became smaller and smaller.

"Oh, so, then I have a fatty liver, so I can scrape the oil off myself with a knife, right?" Long Zhe still pointed to the location of his liver.

"elder brother."

Before Ning Ruibai could finish speaking, Long Zhe turned around and opened the bathroom door and went out.

"No." Ning Ruibai flew over and hugged Long Zhe directly from behind.

"Ning Ruibai, I regard you as a treasure, but you yourself." Long Zhe's voice was cold and piercing.

"I'm sorry." Ning Ruibai didn't want to let go, let alone let go.

"Ning Ruibai, I really don't know how to make you believe me. I treat you like a treasure and my life, but you trample on me like this. Ning Ruibai, are you a fucking human? We love you so much, you Have you ever thought about me, your parents, your friends? Ning Ruibai...you fucking...too selfish." Long Zhe sniffed after finishing speaking.

"Brother, I was wrong."

"Wrong, what's the use of being wrong, if I don't find out, if you can't save it."

"Brother, I'm sorry." Ning Ruibai was really scared, he had never seen Long Zhe like this, Long Zhe was so indifferent that he seemed to push him away in the next second.

"I'm sorry, me? There's no need. Ning Ruibai, don't fuck me, I've endured you time and time again, don't force me to lock you up."

"Brother." Ning Ruibai was suddenly pushed away by Long Zhe.

"Ning Ruibai, don't fucking cause trouble for me, don't force you to be locked on the bed, do you want to die? If you want to die...you can be fucked to death by me."

Ning Ruibai looked at Long Zhe with tears in his eyes. He was afraid, but he didn't dare to go any further.Long Zhe really scared him, not because he said so many cruel words, but when he scolded himself coldly, tears were already streaming down his face.

"I'm sorry, I don't dare anymore." Ning Ruibai leaned in front of Long Zhe, looked at Long Zhe's red eyes, leaned forward again, and kissed Long Zhe's lips.

Ning Ruibai's lips were cold, because he was only wearing a bath towel at this time, while Long Zhe's lips were hot, because he had been bitten by his master in grief and anger.Ning Ruibai doesn't know how to kiss very much, all his experience comes from Long Zhe, he carefully sticks to Long Zhe's lips, sucking slightly.Long Zhe didn't move, just quietly looked at Ning Ruibai in front of him, tears fell on the other's face, a little cold, like the panic of losing, a little hot, like the anger of almost losing.

"I'm sorry, I don't dare anymore, you hit me." Ning Ruibai took Long Zhe's hand and hit himself, itching and not hurting at all.

Seeing that Long Zhe didn't respond, Ning Ruibai wiped his nose, blushed and said, "Don't do this, just hit me, do it... I can do it too."

Long Zhe suddenly threw Ning Ruibai away, squatted on the ground, hugged his knees, and the crying parents no longer knew each other.

The author has something to say:

Long Xiaozhe: Daughter-in-law. . . 555555. . . .

Ning Xiaobai: All right, cry again, the scene is over.

Long Xiaozhe: No, I feel bad, my daughter-in-law almost died, ahhh~~~~55555555555555~~~~

Ning Xiaobai: Alright, I'm all stupid now

Long Xiaozhe: Daughter-in-law hug

Ning Xiaobai: Well, come here

Ning Xiaobai: What are you doing?Let you hug me, why do you still start, where to touch, take your hands away from my chest.