deep in the first part

I love you

do not know how to express

I love you

I don't know how to keep you

I love you

don't hesitate to hurt myself

"Ning Ruibai, put down the knife for me." Long Zhe was shouting, his voice was very loud and serious, but the ending was trembling in the water.He didn't dare to go forward, he was afraid that Ning Ruibai would be shocked, but he was also afraid that he would go too late, Ning Ruibai had already hurt himself.

Ning Ruibai just wanted to pour a glass of water to calm down, but after drinking his own glass, he wondered if Long Zhe was about to wake up, so he took out lemons from the refrigerator and made lemonade for Long Zhe.The knife was very sharp, and with just a light touch, the lemon peel was scratched.With a little force in his right hand, the tip of the knife cut through the skin and penetrated deeply into the flesh. The full juice gushed out, and one or two drops splashed on Ning Ruibai's cheek. Ning Ruibai's left hand stroked When he passed his cheek and the corner of his lips, the soreness spread between his teeth.The sense of touch drives the sense of stomach, and the sense of stomach drives the dusty memory.Sadness is always more memorable than joy in the past.There is even some haze, which is a wound that will never be erased.

It was so sour, Ning Ruibai frowned, his heart ached.

Ning Ruibai raised his left hand, his slender and fair arm, and with a little force, the arteries showed unusually clear meanders, whether it was a light swipe, and the juice carrying the bright red blood would gush out.He raised his right hand again and gestured, quite smoothly.

"Ning Ruibai, put down the knife."

Ning Ruibai's right hand trembled slightly, and his thoughts returned to the present from a few minutes ago.He knew that Long Zhe was right behind him. He didn't pay attention to what he said, but he knew that his tone was very bad.Well, his temper is getting worse and worse. I don't know if it's something wrong, or it's just to himself.

Ning Ruibai looked at his wrist in a daze, the blue blood vessels lined by his pale skin became more clear.

"Uncle." Ning Ruibai's voice was so weak that he couldn't hear it unless he listened carefully.

"Little Bai, put down the knife." Long Zhe's voice also softened.

But Ning Ruibai kept his back to Long Zhe, and he continued to ask, "Uncle, do you think it will hurt if a blood vessel is cut?"

"You put the knife down."

"The book says that cutting the pulse is the most comfortable. It won't take long before I fall asleep and the person is gone before I know it."

"Baby, I was wrong, don't hurt yourself, you have to get angry and put the knife on me." Long Zhe walked towards Ning Ruibai step by step, afraid of alarming him.

"Uncle." Ning Ruibai turned around suddenly, he lowered his head, looking at his feet.

Long Zhe was taken aback for a moment, the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen, every cell in his body was filled with severe cold, Long Zhe suddenly let go of his tightly clenched fists, stepped forward a few steps, stretched out his hand and knocked Ning Rui's white hand away on the knife.The knife made a crisp impact on the ground, and the red blood also bloomed beautiful flowers all around.Long Zhe picked up Ning Ruibai and rushed to the door. Ning Ruibai's left hand was hanging naturally, and the crimson liquid slid through the air, depicting a unique life.

"Uncle." Ning Ruibai rubbed against Longzhe's chest, and said slowly, "It's wrong in the book, it hurts..."

"Baby, I was wrong, it's all my fault, don't leave me." Long Zhe didn't stop, but Ning Ruibai could clearly feel something cold and wet dripping on his face.

Long Zhe didn't delay for a moment, he drove the person directly to the nearest hospital. Fortunately, he was delivered in time, and Ning Ruibai did not scratch too deeply. go home.

Ning Ruibai was lying on the hospital bed, with white quilt and sheets, and Ning Ruibai had no blood at all, like a vampire, beautifully breaking through the sky, but not at all popular.Long Zhe sat on the chair beside the bed, staring at Ning Ruibai motionless, the phone in his pocket rang for a long time, but he didn't want to hear it, he didn't care what happened, his lover was not important.

At noon, Ning Ruibai woke up from the dream, it was a good dream, the lovers finally get married.Wei Wei's eyes, which were about to open, were forced to close by the sun, Ning Ruibai instinctively blocked it with his hands, and the pain in his wrist hit his heart directly.He frowned, looked back and forth, left and right, at the bandages on his hands, and his thoughts came back bit by bit.

"Still...does it hurt?"

After Ning Ruibai turned around, looking at the cautious voice, Long Zhe's complexion was particularly ugly, sallow and sallow, his lips were dry and cracked, and there was no blood.The pajamas on his body could still clearly see bloodstains.

"I'm sorry." Long Zhe took Ning Ruibai's hand, but Ning Ruibai dodged it carelessly.

"It's my fault that made you worry." Ning Ruibai raised the corners of his lips, looking good-looking, but not very energetic.

"Xiaobai, can you listen to my explanation?"

"Well, tell me." Ning Ruibai sat up and waited seriously.

"Let's go back to the country."

"you?"

"No, we."

"why?"

"An accident happened in Shengshi. I really don't want to tell you. I was afraid that you would be worried, but I didn't expect it to make you even more worried."

"Something happened... what's the matter?" Ning Ruibai looked at Long Zhe, only to find the tiredness in his eyes.

"The mayor was shuanggui, pulled Shengshi out, and said we bribed."

"Will you go to jail?"

"I don't know, but it's possible."

"So you didn't tell me, for fear of hurting me?" Ning Ruibai's tears rolled in his eyes again.

"No, I'm afraid you're worried, I was wrong, and I'll tell you everything in the future." Long Zhe smoothed Shun Ning Ruibai's hair, but was pulled into Ning Ruibai's arms fiercely.

"I'm sorry, I'm the one who should say sorry." Ning Ruibai hugged Long Zhe, crying bitterly, crying like a child who doesn't understand the world.

"You promise not to hurt yourself, okay?"

"Well, I'm sorry."

Long Zhe pulled out his arm, walked around Ning Ruibai, and wrapped him in his arms.

"Is the matter difficult to solve?" Ning Ruibai found a comfortable position in Long Zhe's arms.

"Well, the political affairs, you know, are very troublesome."

"Is it just in time, or..."

"Long Yun."

"He hurt you?"

"No, it's just that it didn't help me, and even sent them a message."

"Them, who is our enemy?"

"No, our enemies are power and interests."

"What do you mean?"

"During the Migratory Bird Project, the deputy citizen wanted to help us because Shengshi could be his backing, but he didn't help after that, and we settled the matter by ourselves, so we have no interest relationship with the deputy citizen. This time the citizen was Shuanggui, the only beneficiary is the deputy citizen. Although the transfer has not been made yet, in the current situation, it is unlikely to be transferred from other provinces. The deputy citizen is not from the city, so he is more likely to take over. We have cooperated before Unhappy, Long Yun gave the deputy citizen the news that we may bribe the citizens. First, this news can allow the citizens to accept bribes, and in fact wipe out a person who might hate them. If I don’t ask him, it proves that I don’t If you are willing to make friends with him, then he may let go and deal with Shengshi, you know, which company does not have many black accounts. If I go to ask him, it will prove that I hugged this thigh, and from now on, we will be a cooperative relationship. "

"This...inside..."

"You are still young, the darkness in the officialdom is beyond your imagination."

"You want to protect, but I..."

"Little fool, it's okay, isn't it good that we talked about it?"

"Uncle?" Ning Ruibai's voice suddenly became unusually serious.

"What's wrong?" Long Zhe was also nervous.

"That...that...do you want to listen...well...when I was kidnapped...what happened."

The author has something to say:

Long Xiaozhe: Mom, why did you abuse my wife?

Yue: What, my novel, I have the final say

Long Xiaozhe: No, you abuse me, don't abuse my wife

Yue: Don't worry, you won't be able to skip a few chapters, I'm appointed to torture you to death

Long Xiaozhe: Daughter-in-law, he bullied me

Ning Xiaobai: Mom, what's for dinner?