deep in the first part

he never walked out

just let him in

"Uncle, do you think Xiaobai is alright?" Long Zhe took a deep puff on his cigarette, and the look in his eyes became even more gloomy.

"Alas. Yesterday we contacted the best mental hospital in the United States, and we will arrive tomorrow."

"Uncle, thank you for letting me stay with Xiaobai."'

"He needs you more than us now." Father Ning patted Long Zhe on the shoulder and continued, "Don't think that I will take them together so lightly. If you do anything wrong, this time, I will directly Silence."

"it is good."

Father Ning and Long Zhe finished chatting, and went back to the ward together, Long Zhe opened the door, and Ning Ruibai threw himself into his arms.

"Didn't you say it was at the door, why didn't it disappear?" Ning Ruibai grabbed Long Zhe and began to cry again.

"I went to the toilet and changed my medicine." Long Zhe pointed to his chest.

"Because of me? I'm sorry." Ning Ruibai instinctively wanted to hide back, but his body didn't want to leave the embrace that he was thinking about day and night.

"I should be punished. Next time you make my baby feel wronged, you will beat me to death."

"Well, I'll kill you." Ning Ruibai said, crying even worse, tears falling even more fiercely, "Is it very painful, isn't it?"

"It's okay, I'm rough and thick, there's nothing wrong with it." Long Zhe hugged Ning Ruibai into his arms and gently persuaded him.

Mother Ning looked at the people who were tired of being together, turned around and went out the door consciously, and sat casually beside Father Ning.

"Oh." Mother Ning kept sighing.

"It's okay, at least I've talked to someone." Father Ning persuaded.

"What should I do, husband, is this still my son?"

"Why not, it's not your son who loves to cry, it's up to you."

"Our Ruibai used to smile every day, what's going on now."

"Whatever he is, he is my son."

"Honey, we don't know what happened to Ruibai until now."

"Don't ask. If he wants to say it, he will say it. If he doesn't say it, he just doesn't want to say it."

"I hope that kid Longzhe can bring us Ruibai out."

"Ugh...."

What Long Zhe and Ning Ruibai ate for this meal was also eye-catching. Everyone left at night, only Long Zhe and Ning Ruibai were left.

"How do you sleep at night?" Long Zhe asked with raised eyebrows.

"I..." Ning Ruibai leaned against Long Zhe, not knowing how to answer.

Although this is a VIP ward, it is still a ward, except for the bed under Long Zhe's buttocks, there is only a sofa left.Is there a double room? Yes, but no matter how rich the Ning family is, it can't stop their hospital from being full.Long Zhe could have gone home to take care of him, but because of Ning Ruibai's violent attack, he still needed to stay in the hospital overnight.

Seeing that Ning Ruibai blushed and did not speak, Long Zhe lay back on the bed, patted his side, and signaled Ning Ruibai to lie on his arm.Ning Ruibai bit his finger, then quietly rubbed into Long Zhe's arms.Long Zhe turned sideways, wrapped Ning Ruibai in his arms, and wrapped his whole leg around it.Ning Ruibai started to tremble, but he resisted it and did not push Long Zhe away.

"I can't do anything, you don't have to be afraid." Long Zhe leaned his head against Ning Ruibai.Long Zhe's heart beats very fast, why does every all-round physical contact touch Ning Ruibai.Did something happen during the days when he was missing? If so, could he accept it? If not, how did he escape.

"noob."

"En." Ning Ruibai snorted lightly.

"Can you tell me what happened?"

Ning Ruibai thought about it, then shook his head and said nothing.

"It's okay, we don't want to think about it anymore, I'm here for everything now." Long Zhe hugged the person in his arms tighter, and then closed his eyes.

Ning Ruibai didn't speak, nor did he close his eyes. In fact, he was deliberately forgetting some things. Indeed, some details have long been forgotten, but certain contacts reminded him over and over again that what happened, happened. .

Long Zhe was also tired, not long after, the sound of even breathing echoed in Ning Ruibai's ears, Ning Ruibai looked at Long Zhe, why he couldn't let go of this person.Looking back on this day, Ning Ruibai felt ridiculous, sometimes acting unreasonably like a barbarian, sometimes crying like a girl.Either way, it's not him.He told himself over and over that he could go back, he could return to the original Ning Ruibai, but he felt more and more that he couldn't go back.

Sorrow is like a wanton-growing tree, the roots of which have already penetrated into his internal organs. He worries about gains and losses and is a little nervous.

Ning Ruibai looked at Long Zhe, in a daze, and when he recalled the past, he would slightly curl his lips, and when he thought of that time, he would cry silently.

"Xiaobai, don't leave me." Long Zhe tightened his arms suddenly, Ning Ruibai thought that he woke up Long Zhe, but found that he was only in a dream.

Ning Ruibai moved a little further into Long Zhe's arms, leaning against Long Zhe's chest, the sound of a strong and powerful heartbeat beat rhythmically and against his eardrums.There is nothing more reassuring than this time, Ning Ruibai slightly closed his eyes to welcome the only sleep these days without external force.

what is it like to love someone

want to possess

Monopoly

What does it feel like to love someone crazy

just want to own him

we all despise some people

some things

And the last thing we want to see

is we after all

will be us

those who hate

The next day, the warm sunshine came as expected in the morning, and the birds danced and sang happily, except for a little slob who still refused to get up.

Ning Ruibai hasn't had a peaceful night's sleep since he came back to Ning's house, not even a single day, because as long as he closes his eyes, it will play back in his dream like he is in a movie.There are always those paragraphs, the more you forget them, the more often you will think of them.

Sometimes Ning Ruibai let himself stay up, and the doctor couldn't stand it any longer and would give him some medicine.

Ning Ruibai knew that he was ill, just like now he also knew that he was not well.But how to treat it, even the doctor doesn't know, so how can he know.

Ning Ruibai opened his eyes, his back was a little sore, because it was the sequelae of two grown men insisting on being squeezed into a small bed, his eyes hadn't adapted to the light yet, he squinted, and kept lying flat, Rest in bed.Gradually, thoughts came back, Ning Ruibai didn't feel crowded at the not-wide bed at this time, yes, why, it didn't feel crowded.Ning Ruibai sat up abruptly, and sure enough, the side beside him was empty.

He doesn't want himself anymore, this is Ning Ruibai's first reaction.

Tell him rationally, believe in Long Zhe, Long Zhe loves you.

The impulse told him that if he failed once, he would forget him the second time.

Ning Ruibai rushed to the door without even wearing shoes, but stopped because he saw Long Zhe's figure.

Long Zhe was talking to a beautiful little nurse, laughing and frowning from time to time.

Why, is he really going to leave this time?

The coldness of the tiles under his feet flowed into the whole body along the blood vessels, chilling the body and hurting the heart.