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What is liking is that when you see him, you blush and your heart beats, and you are very excited.

What is love is that you can give up your life and give everything you can.

For a long time afterwards, Yuan Xiang kept asking himself, does he love Ning Ruibai.

Yuan Xiang never understood why he got stuck in Ning Ruibai and couldn't get out of his way.From the first time he saw Ning Ruibai that year, Yuan Xiang felt that he was finished.In the following days, Yuan Xiang asked himself again and again, how can he get that boy.

Yuan Xiang never thought of himself as gay, before he met Ning Ruibai he still liked beautiful sisters with big breasts.But when that young man broke into his life, Yuan Xiang's life became him.

He knew that Ning Ruibai was not gay either, and many things proved that no matter how close they were, it was only brotherhood.

Yuan Xiang also thought, let's just live like this for the rest of his life, let's see Ning Ruibai get married and have a child, and bless him.In that way, in Ning Ruibai's life, there would still be a little brother Yuan, but the seed that is often called favorite, would soon grow into a towering tree, and the root system would spread around, penetrate deep into the thick soil, and grow more and more. deeper.

How did they become strangers from talking about everything? After being drunk once, Yuan Xiang still couldn't control himself, and almost followed his desire to desecrate Ning Ruibai.

Since then, Ning Ruibai has been avoiding Yuan Xiang.Compared with not getting it, what Yuan Xiang couldn't stand was Ning Ruibai's alienation.

After persisting for a long time, Yuan Xiang still decided not to disturb Ning Ruibai anymore, he chose to leave.

In the years since then, he has looked for men and women, but no one can make him ignite the flame of love again.He would rather fantasize about Ning Ruibai than find someone to make do with.

In his heart, Ning Ruibai never left.Since meeting Ning Ruibai again, Yuan Xiang's heart has never been at peace.

Yuan Xiang began to blame himself, regretting his departure, if he could always be by his side, would Ning Ruibai's life be better.He didn't dare to look for him, so he kept inquiring about him at school, and when he learned that his studies were very good, he even felt a little proud of himself.

Yuan Xiang is usually a very self-disciplined person, never going to bars, clubs, etc., but this day, when a friend invited him to go to Twilight, he agreed without even thinking about it.

Yuan Xiang drank wine glass by glass. He hoped that the alcohol would anesthetize his mind and make him stop thinking about that person.But the more you want to forget, the more clearly you remember.

"Yuan Xiang, what's the matter recently, I'm so absent-minded every day." Friend A asked.

"It's okay." Yuan Xiang didn't say anything. In fact, his friends knew that he had someone in his heart, but they didn't know who that person was.

"Is it related to that person?" Friend B was the first to know Yuan Xiang, so he guessed.

Yuan Xiang looked up at him, didn't speak, but his eyes were full of sadness. Friend B could be sure of the reason this time, so he persuaded, "Don't do this, you really can't hang yourself from a tree."

"The rope that hangs me is a dead link, and I have never untied it." Yuan Xiang said leisurely, looking weak, but he still smiled to comfort his friend, "It's okay, it's been so many years, I'm going to the bathroom, you guys first drinking."

Ning Ruibai sang the opening scene today, and at this time he was playing with She Boyu and Meng Chen in the exclusive box on the second floor. In She Boyu's words, before Long Zhe came, the proprietress had to wait on him.

"Little Baibai, come and have a drink with me." Du Boyu's frivolous appearance made people want to beat him up.

"Young Master Du, your buddy and my husband told me not to let me drink it." Ning Ruibai took a POCKY and explained leisurely.

"Your husband and my brothers are not here, so come and listen to my brother." Du Boyu said with a smile.

"Xiaochen, just take care of him." Ning Ruibai looked at Meng Chen who was huddled in the corner.

"Brother Yu, don't bully Ruibai, okay?" Meng Chen looked at She Boyu and said seriously.To be honest, he was really jealous of Ning Ruibai, if he could be molested by Du Boyu like this, he might be blown up into fireworks.

"How dare I." Du Boyu raised his eyebrows.

"Hmph." Ning Ruibai snorted, "There are still things you dare not."

"Then have a drink." Du Boyu still looked peachy.

"How about this, how about I drink juice to accompany you?" Meng Ruibai smiled.

"That's fine too." Du Boyu smiled, originally it was just to tease him.

Ning Ruibai went out, went straight to the bar, and ordered to bring drinks to them.

It was that background again, Yuan Xiang felt that he really drank too much, and when he saw a background, he thought it was Ning Ruibai, but no matter how he denied himself in his heart, his consciousness did not change, he just thought that person was Ning Ruibai white.He hid in the dark and watched the man talking and laughing with the bartender.

The moment Ning Ruibai turned around, Yuan Xiang felt that all the blood in his body was gone, and it really was him.Today's him is different from last time, much like the boy when we first met.

Yuan Xiang followed Ning Ruibai all the way up the second floor, and met several waiters on the way, all of whom seemed to be very familiar with Ning Ruibai.Yuan Xiang saw Ning Ruibai stopped in front of a box door, so he hid in the dark to observe.He also couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he just vaguely felt that Ning Ruibai didn't come to play.

As soon as Ning Ruibai walked to the door of the box, he saw Du Boyu on the phone at the door. Ning and Ruibai didn't want to disturb him and wanted to go in, but they didn't expect to be caught by Du Boyu.

"Why?" Ning Ruibai glared at him.

"You man." Du Boyu smiled and passed the phone to Ning Ruibai.

"Who?" Ning Ruibai put the phone to his ear hesitantly.

"I, Long Zhe." Long Zhe's pleasant voice came from the phone.

"Oh, looking for me?" Ning Ruibai's tone suddenly softened a lot.

"Put your phone in the lounge again, no one answered."

"Oh, I forgot to take it out."

"Little confused, I haven't negotiated the contract yet, just wait for me a little longer." Long Zhe confessed.

"Then I'll go back first." Ning Ruibai teased him.

"How dare you." Long Zhe was slightly angry.

"That's fine, see if I dare."

"Daughter-in-law, don't be like this, just wait for me, I haven't hugged you for several days." Long Zhe's coquettish voice caught Du Boyu's attention nearby.

"I'll go, is it Young Master Long?" Du Boyu asked with wide-eyed eyes.Ning Ruibai nodded with a smile, Du Boyu was more energetic now, and put his ear to him, listening to the two of them talking.

"Daughter-in-law." Long Zhe's voice was sweet every minute.

"En." Ning Ruibai suppressed a smile, seeing Du Boyu's dumbfounded expression.

"Daughter-in-law, you must wait for me, or I will go to school and arrest you."

"understood."

"Also, don't listen to She Boyu's nagging."

"it is good."

"Long Zhe, what do you mean?" Du Boyu yelled into Ning Ruibai's ear.

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