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"Stay in France all the time." Looking back on the past four years, Jiang Mengshan is really a little hard to say, how should she explain to Leng Xinyang that she was recruited to be a lover of another woman?Do you want to explain that because of the family's business accident, you deliberately approached a gay benefactor?It's hard to imagine Leng Xinyang's expression when he knows it, but he still wants to be mentally prepared that it will be hard to say if he is discovered one day, so he said, "Xin'er, if... I mean if I was adopted by someone else , will you forgive me?"

"No if." Leng Xinyang thought about it, and really thought this if was ridiculous, how could Jiang Mengshan be taken care of by others?So there is no possibility, nor will such a thing happen.

"Let's not talk about this, the plane at [-]:[-] pm, it's not early, let's go to the airport after dinner!"

Leng Xinyang nodded and said nothing. Jiang Mengshan vaguely felt that the quieter she was, the more something was wrong. Sure enough, after eating and packing up, and sitting on the way to the airport, Leng Xinyang became a little restless. She always looked at Mobile phone, at first I thought she was checking the time, but after watching too much and looking around, it showed that she was very irritable, but she didn't want to say it. In the end, she started calling. Maybe she didn't get through. After calling several times, she finally gave up up.

"Are you motion sick?"

"No."

"Whose call are you waiting for?"

"No!"

"From getting in the car to now, you have been looking at your phone, can't you see that I am by your side?"

Leng Xinyang's irritated mood was filled with guilt, and he immediately explained: "I'm leaving soon, will I be back in a while, I just want to talk to Ruo, but she doesn't answer the phone, I'm very worried..."

"I called her yesterday to warn her not to contact you again. Are you at ease?"

Leng Xinyang didn't look at Jiang Mengshan again, feeling complicated, so he didn't say anything.

Arriving at the airport 10 minutes earlier, the feeling of emptiness, annoyance and uneasiness has never been let go. Even though Jiang Mengshan explained why Zhang Xiaoruo didn't answer the phone, Leng Xinyang was just worried and absent-minded all the time.Then Jiang Mengshan dragged her to a coffee shop near the airport. She thought she was waiting for the plane to sit for a while, but she didn't expect to see Zhang Xiaoruo in the coffee shop. She was sitting with another short-haired woman, and she didn't know what to say.

Jiang Mengshan probably didn't expect Zhang Xiaoruo to be here, so she was a little embarrassed and helpless, "Doctor Zhang, so you know each other!" Leng Xinyang was confused, seeing that Zhang Xiaoruo's expression was not very good, she asked with some distress: "If , why didn't you answer my call?"

"You? Are you Leng Xinyang?"

"Who are you?" Leng Xinyang looked at the woman beside Zhang Xiaoruo vigilantly, but couldn't figure out why Zhang Xiaoruo was at the airport, did he come to see him off?No, no...Looking at this posture, they must know each other because of something else!

"I'm Zhang Mingming, which is Beiming as Xiao Ruo said!"

Leng Xinyang looked at Bei Ming from head to toe in surprise, sure enough, this short-haired woman is really beautiful, if she didn't speak, she really thought she was a handsome man, but Zhang Xiaoruo likes this type?Except for the face, it is printed all over the body from head to toe. This woman is not a good stubble. Thinking of this, Leng Xinyang is a little angry. For the past four years, Bei Ming, who Zhang Xiaoruo has been thinking about day and night, is really standing in front of them, watching them sitting together He actually thought it was a good match, but why was he so angry? Why should he be a substitute for Bei Ming?One thing that has been repeated over and over again in the past few years is that Zhang Xiaoruo, who is so nervous, is all because of Bei Ming!

"You are Bei Ming?!" There was something wrong with Leng Xinyang's tone, even Jiang Mengshan who was beside her could hear it.

"Yes, I am Bei Ming in Xiao Ruo's mouth. It seems that everyone is here today. How destined is Jiang Mengshan and I? It's a coincidence that even our ex-lover is friends like us, right...Xiao Ruo? "

Zhang Xiaoruo had been drinking coffee with her head down, and then raised her head, "Well, it's a coincidence."

Leng Xinyang finally understood the meaning of the words. It turned out that Zhang Xiaoruo was ignoring Bei Ming these days because Bei Ming was back. Thinking of this made her heart chill. After all, the company of several years could not be worth the Bei Ming in her heart, but After all, she has waited for it, just like Jiang Mengshan has returned, everyone has waited for the person they should wait for, so what are these four years, two lonely women warming each other?Maybe maybe maybe, that's it!

Jiang Mengshan smiled, "Zhang Mingming, so someone has been waiting for you," she said, glanced at Leng Xinyang, and said, "You are really happy, you must know how to cherish what you have in front of you."

"I should say that. Jiang Mengshan, you should cherish your current life. What's the situation? Are you planning to take your lover to France?" Zhang Mingming sneered, "You are so clever, others will support you , you keep your lover..."

"You..." Jiang Mengshan also saw Leng Xinyang's different eyes, "Baby, don't listen to her nonsense, I love you!"

Zhang Xiaoruo said suddenly, "If you love her, you shouldn't lie to her." Leng Xinyang became more and more confused when he heard it, but he felt that there was something wrong, and he didn't hold back the question like he did a few years ago. This time, he must ask clearly. "Shan'er, what do they mean?"

Time paused at Jiang Mengshan's place, Jiang Mengshan couldn't say it out loud, Zhang Mingming smiled and explained, "Leng Xinyang, you don't know, do you, Jiang Mengshan has been someone else's mistress these past few years, and was taken care of by others... a happy life I’m so happy! I brought you back to France this time just to have you by my side when I’m lonely, you’re so big-hearted, I can bear this, I wish you all the best!”

Jiang Mengshan looked at Leng Xinyang anxiously, but Leng Xinyang didn't show any emotion on his face, and said, "So you have lived so well these four years, that's very good!" It's just an understatement, it's good because it's good, When Jiang Mengshan heard this, she couldn't find a suitable reason anymore. In fact, she had already noticed Leng Xinyang's change belatedly. In addition to thinking about it, thinking about it, life is still going on, and it is normal for life to break into someone. Those past things have really passed away, no, it should have passed since a long time ago, and it turned out that the only thing I couldn’t let go of was myself.

"Xin'er... I hope you can find your own happiness." When Jiang Mengshan said this, she still had a glimmer of expectation, hoping that Leng Xinyang would say, my happiness is you, but in exchange, she was surprised Response: "You too."

Hearing this, Jiang Mengshan was completely awake and knew that Leng Xinyang was no longer the Leng Xinyang she used to be. Her heart had changed. Even so, she still wanted to hear her say it, so she said again, "It's been four years, and you still love me?" me?"

"..." Leng Xinyang fell silent.

Seeing her silence, Jiang Mengshan smiled, "I just asked casually, I didn't say we broke up four years ago, today..."

"Shan'er, I misunderstood you in the past, but you have always been in my heart, but you are living a good life now, I hope you are happy and don't wrong yourself, you know?"

Zhang Mingming got up and looked at her watch, "Okay, it's almost time, Jiang Mengshan...can you go now?"

Before leaving, Jiang Mengshan said, "I waited for four years and searched for four years, but you didn't go with me, but it's all over... I will wait for you in France... let you choose again." Followed Zhang Mingming.

A little embarrassed, Leng Xinyang felt a little uncomfortable being stared at by Zhang Xiaoruo, "We..."

"It's still too late to go after her."

"Huh?" Leng Xinyang also guessed that Zhang Xiaoruo would say that, but she didn't move, let alone chase after her, "She's doing fine without me, and I'm fine without her, why bother to change the status quo?"

"Have you considered?"

"You are afraid that I will regret it. In the past few years, I thought I did not let her go, but when I saw her again, I realized that I didn't miss her that much...Maybe time goes too slowly and you came too suddenly ,I…"

"I'm the same as you, Bei Ming said, this is life, it's not that people's hearts have changed, it's that feelings have faded..."

Leng Xinyang smiled wryly, "What else did she say?"

"She said she would come back next month and let me wait for her."

For a split second, his heart was pulled hard, Leng Xinyang kept a wry smile on his face, "That's good, you've finally waited."

"Yeah, I finally got her. What about you, we are all the same, but now you really don't regret it?" After Zhang Xiaoruo asked, Leng Xinyang turned around and changed the subject, "I just suddenly realized that I might have made a mistake. It's..."

"What went wrong?"

Leng Xinyang didn't answer any more, but walked out of the coffee shop, stood at the door and did not leave. Now he was in a state of confusion, maybe because he suddenly found out about Jiang Mengshan, or because he suddenly discovered that besides Jiang Mengshan, another person had sprouted in his heart , or knowing that the person is famous and beautiful, but can't help but take it to heart...

Are people like this, pretending to be strong but really wanting someone to care and comfort, pretending that it is fake concern, but secretly rejoicing in the bottom of my heart that she didn't take it seriously, watching all her sadness and happiness, accompanying and coaxing her, Get used to it day after day.

I don't know when it was, and I can't remember it. Maybe sometimes, I just put you in my heart so casually!

Zhang Xiaoruo came out and felt strange seeing Leng Xinyang, walked up to her and asked, "Why are you standing here?"

"……Wait for you!"

Leng Xinyang hesitated for a moment, and after speaking, he saw himself in Zhang Xiaoruo's eyes. Under the short hair, there was a smile on the curved brows and eyes. It has been a long time since he took a serious look at himself. On the face, it turns out that this kind of comfort that already exists is you!