the seventh year he has been here

Liang Yisheng thought for a long time, and finally replied, "Okay, I promise you, but you must ensure Luo Yijiu's personal safety."

"Is Doctor Liang worried that we will threaten the lives of the special patients ordered by the superior?" Director Cheng deliberately emphasized the word superior, as if mocking Liang Yisheng for thinking too much.

"No, I'm just worried about his physical condition, and the environment there..."

"Don't worry, everything will be the best with him there."

"Are you satisfied, good doctor?"

"I'll do as you say."

Liang Yisheng was powerless after hearing Director Cheng's answer.

Liang Yisheng then left the office and walked in the corridor.

The sunlight outside the window was very good, a little dazzling, just like the day when the patients were admitted to the hospital, nothing happened, and everything was still the same as before.

I remember that he once said that he would not regret all the choices he made, and he was so firm, but now he feels that he is so ridiculous.

Thinking of Cheng Sixue calling his name getting weaker and weaker, and thinking of Luo Yijiu's pain eroded by addiction, he couldn't help but think, were these choices really right?Did he make a choice, or was he fighting against fate?Is that what fate is like?

The sun was getting bigger and bigger, and he gradually couldn't open his eyes. He was walking by the window and gradually walked inside to avoid the sun, as if a person in the dark is afraid of the sun, for fear that the sun will shine on the filth on his body.

Luo Yijiu, I'm sorry, no matter what kind of past and present we have between us, it's all over here, and there's only these things I can do for you.

Liang Yisheng returned to the office and began to pack his things.

Hearing the sound of the door being opened, Liang Yisheng looked up and found that it was Mu Fengwen.

"What, figured it out and want to go back?" Mu Fengwen patted him on the shoulder, looking at the box he was packing.

Liang Yisheng wanted to tell him everything that happened, the only person he trusted, but the less people knew about Luo Yijiu, the better. He couldn't do anything more sorry to Luo Yijiu. It will only make him bear more and more sins, and in the end he will only be unable to bear it and collapse.

Therefore, he chose to remain silent. The source of all this is him, and now, it will end with him.

Liang Yisheng and Mu Fengwen looked at each other questioningly for a long time, and then said: "I feel a little stressed recently, and I want to go home and rest for a while."

"What about Luo Yijiu?" Mu Fengwen asked.

"His condition has deteriorated, and he is very pessimistic. I have no choice but to apply to the superior to be transferred to the intensive care unit." Liang Yisheng said these words slowly, as if the lie was tormenting him a little bit. guilty heart.

"Then I heard that you fainted before, why did you do that?" Mu Fengwen said that he shouldn't ask too much about this, but when he saw Liang Yisheng who was dying, he was really frightened.

"It's nothing, it's just that I've been too tired recently, and I've suffered from some physical problems, as you know, I've been very busy recently..." Liang Yisheng paid attention to Mu Fengwen's face and explained carefully, but he didn't believe it himself, let alone others Woolen cloth?

"Well...then you go back and have a good rest." Mu Fengwen didn't ask any more questions after hearing this answer, but just said some words of concern.

"I will, and I will rest well at home." Liang Yisheng gave Mu Fengwen a smile, making Mu Fengwen not so worried.

"OK, bye."

"and many more…"

"I want to... want to meet him..."

"it is good."

Mu Fengwen brought Liang Yisheng to Cheng Sixue's ward. This time, he was no longer a doctor, but a family member of a patient.

His Cheng Sixue must have recovered. Before, Si Xue didn't want to read any books and only wanted to play. Sometimes he doubted whether there was a word for book in Cheng Sixue's dictionary.

But now, Liang Yisheng looked at Cheng Sixue who was sitting on the hospital bed very well-behaved, reading a book, frowning from time to time, showing a puzzled expression.

I was inexplicably sad in my heart. I thought Cheng Sixue would stay here longer, but I didn't expect it to be so soon. He really began to regret it, but at the same time he began to loathe himself. He was the one who pushed Cheng Sixue away with his own hands. I don't want to part with it, it's obviously because of him, Cheng Sixue, who suffered so much for no reason, and now she doesn't want to let go,

He is probably a heinous sinner.

"Si Xue, I'm here to see you." Liang Yisheng tried his best to suppress some sad feelings, pretending to be no different from usual.

"Well, it's brother." Cheng Sixue found out that Liang Yi was born, so she put down her book and sat up.

"Why did my brother come to see me, aren't you busy with work?" Cheng Tai asked

Heng looked at him, trying to find the answer from his eyes.

"Recently, I have been praised by my superiors for doing a good job. As a reward, I have free time." Liang Yisheng felt more and more guilty as he was watched, and turned his face away.

"Oh... when will my brother pick me up?"

"How is your condition?"

"It's almost recovered. I work hard every day, just to see my brother soon."

"...Then do you think of family members, or friends?"

"Don't you want to go home? Accept the warmth of your parents, the kindness of your friends, and live like a normal person."

This time it was Cheng Sixue's turn to be silent.

Seeing Cheng Sixue like this, Liang Yisheng couldn't help being a little sad, with mixed feelings,

No matter what, Cheng Sixue still wants to leave her, don't think about other possibilities, otherwise she will only make herself more and more ridiculous, he is no longer a child.

"What are you talking about, now, the place where I can live like a normal person, where I can feel warm and kind, where I can feel my heart beating and still alive, is here with my brother."

Cheng Sixue looked at Liang Yisheng firmly and said, without any hesitation and confusion before.

Liang Yisheng's heart stopped for a moment, and then, what replaced it was the rapid heartbeat that caught him off guard.

Sure enough, even a heinous sinner would want to be redeemed, Cheng Sixue was like a ray of light, giving him infinite hope, the hope of being chosen.

Liang Yisheng suddenly hugged Cheng Sixue tightly,

"Cheng Sixue, I..."

The remaining words were replaced by sudden choked sobs and tears that slid down the hospital gown.

Cheng Sixue didn't understand half of what he said, but he still hugged Liang Yisheng back and didn't speak, just like that, it lasted for a long time.

"I can't breathe anymore." Cheng Sixue waited for Liang Yisheng to calm down for a while, then whispered.

Liang Yisheng immediately let go of his hand when he heard this, and asked anxiously, "Then...then are you okay!"

"It's okay, I'm just kidding, you're so anxious." Cheng Sixue joked.

Liang Yisheng didn't speak, but his face was a little pale.

"I think you are more of a patient than me now." Cheng Sixue laughed.

"No, your brother is fine." Liang Yisheng retorted.

There was an untimely knock on the door.

"Si Xue is going to be treated..." Mu Fengwen approached Liang Yisheng and whispered in his ear.

Liang Yisheng nodded, and said to Cheng Sixue, "Brother still has something to do, so I won't talk to Si Xue for now."

Liang Yisheng spoke very gently, but what he said made Cheng Sixue's face change.

"Oh...brother...you...en." Cheng Sixue, who was usually expressionless, now had a face full of disappointment.

Ke Liang Yisheng couldn't delay Si Xue's treatment.

"Then brother... Will you come to pick me up?" Cheng Sixue said with some confidence.

At this time, several nurses came in pushing the shelves, and the sound of some tools colliding was a bit noisy.

Liang Yisheng had no choice but to leave without looking back.

This was probably Liang Yisheng's happiest day, although he didn't know how long it would last.

Liang Yisheng held the packed suitcases in his hands and walked to the bus stop to wait for the bus. Maybe it was the new year. People around were talking and laughing, but he was the only one standing aside, staring at the ground absently.

When the car arrived, no one seemed to get in the car, only he and a few people got in the car, and he found a seat by the rear window and sat down.

The sun seemed to be unaffected by time and was still dazzling. He opened the window, wanting to get some fresh air to relax from the oppressive atmosphere inside the car, but felt a little cold because the wind brushed against his face, so he stretched out his hand , wanting to be closer to the sun.

"Damn the one with the window in the back! Close the window!"

Liang Yi suddenly came back to his senses, and found that everyone in the car was looking at him, feeling uncomfortable, but this was not a big deal, after a while they all went about their own business.

Maybe he is really sick. Although there is nothing unusual about his body, his heart disease is already terminally ill.

After returning home, he didn't know what to do, so he just sat on the sofa in a daze until the evening, when he realized that he was hungry, he didn't think of cooking.

He randomly made some edible ones, and found that they were either too sweet or too salty, each of which seemed to have deliberately knocked over the jar, and the taste was too strong.

He suddenly thought of Luo Yijiu, his stomach was as if he couldn't eat, he wanted to convince himself that maybe it was the reincarnation of cause and effect, and he deserved to suffer, but he couldn't convince him at all, he didn't know what was waiting for Luo Yijiu What is it? Everything seems to be on the verge of death. Although it will not kill, it seems to be better than thousands of ways to die. There are too many. Kill without a sound.Whenever he thought of this, Liang Yisheng began to get scared.

He stopped eating, and sat down on the sofa in a decadent state until late at night.

A ringtone woke him up, and he looked at his phone, which showed: "Mom"

"Hey, Mom."

"What's the matter, kid? It's the first time I've heard your dejected voice."

A familiar voice came from the other end of the phone, which made Liang Yisheng feel like crying. Maybe only when he faced his mother could he let go of his most vulnerable side.

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