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Xiaotianzhen... is he really my child?

After the intense unbelievable feeling, the emotions in Qin Zhan's mind suddenly hit like a torrent of mountains and seas, and the frenzy surged against his limbs and temples.Ning Xuan, little crying bag, you are really ruthless!I understand your suffering, I understand your pain, and I also know all the misunderstandings between us.

But... But, why did you want to separate us for 20 years, and let our flesh and blood be separated for 20 years?You can take revenge on me for the injury and pain the Qin family gave you.But I beg you, don't punish us and our children in this way, okay?

The children surrounding Qin Zhan lined up unconsciously, and stood not far away, quietly looking at him as if they had made a mistake.However, Qin Zhan tried his best to control his emotions after the turbulent thoughts ran wild.He walked back like the wind under his feet, until he rushed into Ning Xuan's room and suddenly calmed down.

Because he saw Ning Xuan sleeping, lying sideways on the bed, his brows were slightly frowned, and the Sichuan pattern seemed to be engraved on Qin Zhan's heart, and there were bursts of tingling pain.This man, this man who I have been thinking about for 20 years.This is the man who he has worked hard for seven years and died for 13 years.At this moment, he was lying there quietly, and there seemed to be a resentment that could not be resolved in his heart.He looks so good-looking as if he doesn't belong to this world, but he fits perfectly with this world.

It was not Ning Xuan, but the Qin family that caused their separation.It was not Ning Xuan who separated their flesh and blood, but also their Qin family.And where did I find the courage to blame him?And as a man, he endured 20 years of nurturing his own flesh and blood. Who can bear this kind of pain?Not to mention the hardships of being pregnant for ten months and the pain of childbirth, he didn't know how much suffering he would have to suffer just to bring this child up!

Didn't you say that a gentleman stays away from the kitchen?Why let the child of the person you hate be conceived in your womb?Why do you want to bring up the flesh and blood of the person you blame?

Qin Zhan's heart was full of distress and self-blame, if he had caught him and asked him.Fuck ethics, fuck respect for his choice!Fuck it without disturbing his peace and tranquility!Why suppress your own nature?Even if he is really married, break them up!

Obviously it's me who underestimates our relationship too much.He is so dependent on me, how is it possible, how is it possible to get married and have children?This child is obviously my fucking own!

Qin Zhan slapped himself suddenly, then walked heavily to Ning Xuan's bed step by step, and knelt down in front of Ning Xuan at the same time.Tremblingly stretched out his right hand, brushing the Sichuan character line between Ning Xuan's eyebrows.He thought to himself: "Can I use my remaining, few lives, to eliminate the resentment in your heart? Do my best for the rest of my life to make you happy?"

Qin Zhan's hand was caressing between Ning Xuan's eyebrows, but Ning Xuan opened his eyes and took his hand from his forehead.Qin Zhan was startled, and said in a hoarse voice, "Are you awake?"

Ning Xuan glanced at Qin Zhan, who was kneeling on the ground, and said, "I didn't sleep at all. Besides, even if I fell asleep, just because of your movement just now, no matter how deeply I fell asleep, I still woke up. What? What song is this singing?" ? Self-torture?" As he spoke, he propped himself up and leaned against the head of the bed.As soon as he sat down, Qin Zhan rushed up and hugged him.

Ning Xuan was hugged tightly by him, a little out of breath.He moved and said: "It's broad daylight, don't do this. The children are all there, it's not appropriate."

Qin Zhan didn't let go, and whispered in his ear: "After joining the army, I was secretly sent to the Falcon's Nest. Although I felt that the situation was wrong, for the sake of the three-year agreement and to be with you forever, I endured After three years, I got the highest honor and successfully retired. I didn't know until I went back that the Qin family had done you a bad job. They sent me to the falcon's nest in order to send me far away. Three years, what kind of feelings It also faded. But they don’t understand, they don’t understand my heart for you. After I came back, I knew what you went through from the fat man. The photos are fake, and the video tape is also fake. I am not engaged, let alone with other women and men No matter what happened to any improper relationship. They don't understand, who has slept with such a beauty, who else in the world can catch their eyes?"

Qin Zhan's eyes were bloodshot, as if trying to suppress his anger.This anger is for herself and for the harm the Qin family imposed on Ning Xuan.Originally, he could continue his graduate studies at Tsinghua University, do what he likes, and perhaps achieve great achievements in the circle of Chinese studies.Just because he fell in love with himself, ruined everything about him, hurt his love, and was trapped in this small village all his life, never seeing the light of day.

Ning Xuan was a little surprised, why he didn't open his mouth after coming here for so long, but today he suddenly wanted to say this to him.

Qin Zhan went on to say: "I am a decisive person, but once I meet you, I don't know what to do. When I came back, I ran to find you, but I was locked up by the lady. For half a month. After being released, people followed me wherever I went. I knew that if I didn't get a status in the Qin family, I would never even think about doing what I wanted to do in my life. So I spent four full years! Only then did the Qin family treat me as an heir and cultivate me. With the support of the old man, I sat in the position that everyone in the Qin family was staring at. I came to you in the second month of taking power. At that time ... Before I came, the eldest lady gave me a photo of the two children. She told me that you were married and had children, and showed me the scanned page of your household registration book. The relationship between the twins and you is indeed Father and son. But I don't believe it, I must come to find you. But I was at the entrance of the village, and I happened to see you, a woman, and two children enjoying themselves happily."

Ning Xuan was startled, he had heard about this matter from the fat man.This should be the reason that caused them to separate for the next ten years, right?

Qin Zhan lowered his voice, and continued: "After I went back, I went back to the falcon's nest and made a falcon claw (zhao). Do you know what a falcon claw is? It's a sharp weapon. Let it go out and do the most dangerous and desperate work." Yes, the job of the most narrow escape!"

Ning Xuan's breathing was stagnant, and he seemed to be able to guess why Qin Taolue changed his face into Qin Zhan.Although the fat man told him that Qin had come to look for him, he didn't tell him that Qin was stimulated to return to the special forces to die.But there is one more thing, he wants to ask clearly: "Since you have already left, why did you come back? And why did you come back after so many years?"

Qin Zhan took Ning Xuan's hand, put it on his forehead, and said, "If it wasn't for it, we might never see each other again in this life.... There is a bullet stuck here. If I take it out, I might I will die. I just want to see you once. It is enough to see you before I die! Even if I can’t get off the operating table, even... my life has finally come to an end. Just let me see you once again, that’s enough! No regrets I... don't want to see your family, I don't want to see you having fun while I risked my life for you. I'm sorry, I let my second child lie to you. I thought you must hate me, no I'll see you again. But I really don't know, I don't know that the fact is like this..."

Ning Xuan's brain couldn't digest it, but he only grasped one important point.That is - a bullet was stuck in Qin's head, and because it was pressed to an important position, it had to be removed in time.But because of the particularity of that location, it is very likely that life may be in danger when taking the bullet.Therefore, he wanted to fulfill his only long-cherished wish before he died.

Just after hearing what Qin Zhan said, Ning Xuan's insensitive heart, which had been cultivated in the past 20 years, finally felt pain.He asked in a daze, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Qin Zhan said: "Why? I'm not afraid of the sky, the earth, death, pain, going to hell, bruising my bones and ashes forever and never being reborn! I'm fucking afraid of you! I'm dead, you will be sad, right? Will you cry so much that you can’t be coaxed? The first time I saw you cry, it broke my heart. I thought, anyway, I won’t live for a few more days, and I can count as a few days if I can rub by your side. If the situation deteriorates, I will quit the rent and go to the hospital to wait for my death. It is better than waiting for an unknown death, and I will never touch or look at you for the rest of my life. This way you don’t know who I am, and you don’t have to feel sad for me. Anyway You already know that when I die, the death of my lover 20 years ago is different from the death of my lover 20 years later."

Ning Xuan carefully felt the pain in his heart, his eyes were empty and desolate, and he asked: "Oh, then let me ask you, did you ask me when you made this decision?"

Qin Zhan was stunned.

Ning Xuan asked again: "When making all these decisions, when you suspected that I betrayed you, did you come to question me?"

Qin Zhan shook his head lightly.

Ning Xuan sighed, and said: "Forget it, anyway, I am not qualified to question you. After all, I suspected that you betrayed me back then, and I never asked you personally. The situation is similar to what you encountered. I will tell you before you leave. The unit in the United States came to you and they told me 'there is no such person'. Do you know how I felt? Especially when I saw that video tape, I guess, you told me to go to the army, why? Went to get engaged again? After seven years, you came to me again, no one would have thought that one person would wait for another person for seven years, right?"

Qin Zhan said: "I know, I understand, I understand. In short, everything is my fault. I don't want the Qin family, I don't want this position, I don't even want this life. Just let me stay with you By my side, for the rest of my life, I will always be with you. I know that even this can't make up for the one-tenth of what I missed before, and it can't dispel the resentment in your heart. But I still beg you to let me stay by your side, if you really don't feel relieved... He directly took out the previous gun, loaded it with bullets, put it flat on the table, and said, "It's full, even if it beats me like a sieve, I won't complain."

Ning Xuan backed away, he has always avoided such lethal weapons.But now it is much better than before. In the past, I didn't even dare to kill a fish, but now I dare to kill a chicken.My son loves the beer chicken he made, and occasionally he would go to someone in the village to buy one, kill it and cook it for him.But he couldn't help frowning when he saw the gun, and he asked, "What are you doing? I know you have a gun license, so put it away! I won't kill you, and killing you won't do me any good." After all, the human form There is only one massage stick, and there is no way to buy a new one if you kill it.

Qin Zhan's eyes lit up, and he said, "Then...then you agree to let me stay by your side?"

Ning Xuan said: "Before answering this question, can you let me go?" He hugged her so tightly that she couldn't breathe.

Qin Zhan shook his head capriciously, and said, "No, I will let you go only if you promise me."

Ning Xuan said: "Originally, I didn't intend to drive you away. If I drive you away, who will warm my bed? After all, at my age, it is not easy to find a bed partner."

Qin Zhan: ...Wait, why did this topic go around and back to the original point?This... the knot has not been untied yet?

At this time, a joyful little voice came from behind them: "Dad! Dad! Dad, Dad! I have good news for you! Ahhh, it's amazing! A spring gushed out from the top of the back mountain ! Haven't we never had a spring here?"

Just as Ning Hanqi stood still, he raised his eyes and saw that Uncle Qin was holding his father tightly in his arms.The two had ambiguous postures, their eye circles were red and swollen, and it was obvious that they had just confided in each other.

Ning Hanqi pointed to the outside, then to them, covered his face, turned around and ran outside, shouting as he ran, "I'm sorry! Keep going! I'll remember to knock on the door next time!"