[Complete] Sibyl the Immortal

Xi Yang's answer had devastating consequences for her almost immediately.

If Zhina Dubigu hadn't knocked on the door and told Xiluo that the King of Gold was looking for her, Shishu would have no doubt that Xiyang would die here today.

After Xi Luo and those two left.Ten bunches of Duo Duo Liang struggled to climb to Xi Yang's side, letting the curled up girl rest her head on his lap.

"Hey, Xiaoyang. Just now, why didn't you avoid it?"

During the entire time of being beaten, the girl never resisted, let alone fought back.She just opened her eyes wide in a daze, accepting all the abuse that was imposed on her.She didn't even know that she could dodge, she just stared blankly at the sky, as if waiting for all this to pass.

She waited for the end of the violence with a weary state of mind.Wait for the moment when the violence ends by itself, or when you lose consciousness.Maybe it was the cognition Xiyang gained from enduring pain for years in the uninhabited underground—the pain will always end, and if it doesn't end, her body will always make her faint when it exceeds the tolerance limit.

...Maybe it should be said, let her die before it's over.

Only at the last moment, when Xi Luo kicked her chest and abdomen hard, did Xi Yang slowly reach out to protect her stomach, and there was a muffled cracking sound from the arm bones, which made people feel painful just listening to it.But she just frowned slightly, facing the pain, her posture was so used to it, it was so numb that it was frightening.

"..."

Xi Yang looked at Shi Bea dully, her ears were full of buzzing sounds, making it difficult for her to hear what he was saying.However, the worried expression on his face still puzzled her.

The little girl struggled to raise her hand, and lightly touched Shi Beam's chest, as if to reassure him, her broken right hand was hanging powerlessly by her side, twisted into a strange angle, her arm was red and swollen.His expressionless face was extremely embarrassed by bruises and blood stains, but his eyes were peaceful.

"Ten bundles will be fine. Xiyang saw... Ten bundles will be fine."

Destiny has been decided, ten beams will not die here.So don't show such eyes, ten bundles of tatara will be fine.

——Don’t you care what will happen to you?

This sentence can't be uttered after ten bunches of questions.

Because the answer is obvious.

Xiyang doesn't care about her own life.She didn't even think that other people would care about her own life.

No, the crux of the matter does not lie there.

But...

"Xiao Yang, in your eyes, do all people have the same fate? Including yourself?"

Xi Yang nodded quietly.

"Is that so... that's right..."

Shishu Duoliang finally understands where the inexplicable feeling of disobedience has been since meeting Xiyang.

——This child, she couldn't see herself.

All along, it doesn't matter if you only use the third person pronoun, or just call yourself Xi Yang, or just watch everything silently.

All of this is because this child has trapped himself in the perspective of an absolute bystander.

This is why she can't learn the second person and No.1 pronouns.

Xi Yang couldn't understand the concept of "you" and "I".

Because for her.All people are the same.Yes, no one is special.Including myself, it is not special.

Where did her gaze stop?

Ah, that must be a very, very far away place.

The girl who has obtained the perspective of God has to watch everything from the perspective of God.After those eyes witnessed the lives of too many people, the little girl named "Xiyang" probably swallowed up her own personality, her own life, and her own existence by those eyes. ——No, maybe it should be said that it is called "fate".

Ahh, where do I start?

That little girl, the process of killing her "self".Where did it start?

Hmm...probably the moment when she "sees" the fate of others for the first time.

From that moment on.

The girl was dying slowly.

In the barrier of no one, to what extent has the girl's personality been eroded by other people's personality?

Ah, if I have to say it, it is probably to the point of being completely erased.

After being dyed by the lives of so many people, how much of her own color is left in the girl's self?

Well, if I have to say, probably, there is nothing left.

How much of the girl's emotions belonged to her after being impacted by so many people's joy, anger, sorrow and fear?

Well, if I have to say, probably, there is not a single bit of it.

Yes.

During that time, the girl who was sent underground was completely killed.

Completely, thoroughly.

Prophets have no future.There is nothing wrong with that.Her future has long been swallowed up by these eyes—the [destiny] witnessed by these eyes.

Maybe it's the body's self-protection function.Perhaps it was the girl's last "self" struggling.In short, the girl called "Xi Yang" relied on some method to allow herself to survive until now.

That's really unbelievable, but it's also a very effective method.

That's right, that girl completely abandoned her own existence.

I completely gave up and used my "own" eyes to "see" the world.She committed herself to fate and stopped her perspective at the perspective of God.Just like looking at other people's lives from God's perspective, she watched her own life coldly from God's perspective.

That's right, Xi Yang completely pulled herself out, locked herself in the perspective of a bystander, and watched everything in the world.

However, the so-called "self" was probably killed by Xiyang himself at that time.

——Everything in this world is predestined.

Therefore, no matter what kind of disaster "Xiyang" suffers, it is already determined by fate—just like the fate of countless people that her eyes have witnessed.No matter how tragic, unfortunate and sad the fate is, it has already been decided, and there is no need to lament, suffer or shed tears for it.

Just accept this fate equally.

Whether it's Xiyang, Xiluo, or the Xi family.

Ten bunches of Duo Liang didn't know exactly what kind of past Xi Yang had experienced.But this does not prevent him from understanding one thing.

That is, this child, before meeting them, was already broken.

Totally, utterly, broken.

"You" and "I" are specific.Not being able to refer to anyone in particular, not being able to understand the concepts of both, meant only one thing - she couldn't tell anyone apart.

All people are the same in the eyes of this child, and there is no exception in her heart, even she herself is not special.She can calmly watch anyone die, including herself.The value of all people is the same, which means that all people have no value in her eyes.

The child's personality, ego, and emotions were all gone.

What is here now is just... a puppet of fate.

If it is said that Anna Kushina closed herself in order not to let her feelings "overflow", then Xi Yang hollowed out herself from the inside in order to maintain her human appearance.

Really, worst case scenario.

Ten beams sighed deeply and leaned against the wall.

"That's not right, Xiaoyang. It's not okay to look at the problem this way. This kind of view, no matter how you say it, is absolutely wrong."

so easy.

Ten beams of Duo Duo Liang denied Xi Yang's way of life all along.

***

Three red glass marbles were spinning on the map, and suddenly gathered at a certain place on the map.

"They were in Nanagamado, and Tatara was also caught."

As a sensory superpower, Anna Kushina can confirm the opponent's location through the glass marbles formed from her own blood.

Misaki Hatta cut her throat when she heard that.

"Tch, is that place again?"

--"Thanks."

Hatta Misaki clenched her fists, recalling the last smile that girl showed to him, watching the shame of being taken away in front of her eyes swept over his body, not to mention that in a sense, she stood up to protect him. from.

"...I'm so bored!"

With fierce three white eyes raised high, the young man gritted his teeth and made up his mind in his heart, he must take the child back from those people intact!

"Who wants you to say thank you, idiot!"

Zhou Fangzun stood up with a cigarette in his mouth, his dark golden eyes revealed the coercion of a king.

"Let's go."

"Yes!!!"

***

at the same time.

Xi Luo hung up the call from the King of Gold.Taking a deep breath, he lit a lady's cigarette for himself with trembling fingers.

"Old undead monster."

She cursed softly.

"What's the matter, Sister Xiluo?" Zhizhi asked worriedly, "What did the old man say?"

"It's nothing, it's probably because our unauthorized invasion of HOMRA violated the 120 agreement, so the Red King will clean us up, or something like that. However, the old man himself is also reluctant to part with the prophet, and he didn't say that he would withdraw those rabbits. In short , as long as I snatch the prophecy ability from that guy before the Barbara invades here."

Xi Luo took a puff of her cigarette, her trembling fingers gradually settled down, and that ambiguous smile returned to the corner of her mouth again.

"Huh, 120 agreement? For the king, that agreement is just for excuses and convenience. How many people will follow it seriously? At the beginning, Barbara, under the leadership of the Red King, invaded the territory of the King of Gold seven Kamado? After we get the power of the prophet, it is impossible for the King of Gold not to bless us."

"But Miss Xi Luo, you've been using your abilities a lot lately, can you bear it?" Leech frowned and looked at her chest, "The result of the physical examination this morning shows that your heart condition is already very bad."

"it does not matter."

Xi Luo smiled at him, raised his hand that was not holding a cigarette, the boy consciously lowered his head, and let her pat his head.

"Even if it's for you, I won't die. Thinking about how you two idiots will cry if I die, I think, ah, I can't sleep well in the ground because of their noise, and I can't die either. "

"really?"

"real."

Leech stretched out his hand, and carefully held Xi Luo in his arms. The blond woman was very thin, so thin that only a handful of bones remained.It was the result of years of suffering from illness.

"Don't force yourself, Sister Xiluo... Zhi Na and I are both older... Both of us..."

I can't lose you.

Leech couldn't continue, fearing that Xi Luo would hear the choking in his voice as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Don't worry, your sister Xiluo is omnipotent. Trust me." She patted the boy on the back as if comforting, and the blond woman smiled, "Look, how powerful the hammer used to be, I don't know." Did you also save you from him? So it doesn’t matter, so what if it’s the Red King? Standing behind us is the King of Gold. The strongest king.”

"Well, I believe in Sister Xiluo."

Ever since I was rescued by you, I have always believed in you and the future you promised to bring to us.

So, before that, you must not die, absolutely not.