Little mortals' dreams come true

"On the Ferris Wheel,"

Li Fan's voice was very soft, if it wasn't for the slight trembling at the pause, it would sound extraordinarily cold:

"You asked me about my fear of heights. Since I've already said this, I'll just tell you all about it. Yes, I used to suffer from a serious fear of heights. At that time, I didn't even go over to take a look at the situation. You can’t do it. That summer vacation, you went to that small village again behind everyone’s back, right?”

Speaking of this, Li Fan stopped, glanced at Han Sheng who was a little astonished, lowered his head and smiled wryly, and continued:

"Yes, you refused to see me during that time, I... have been following you secretly. I followed you to that village, and saw that you always liked to go near that valley, looking at the abyss in silence. I was so afraid that you would be desperate I jumped down, but I don't even have the ability to approach. I can only watch from a distance, you are standing too close, so close that you can lift the cordon in front of you with your hand, so close that you only need to look at it I couldn't take the first step back... Gradually, that kind of fear didn't only appear when I saw you approaching that cliff. I always thought of it from time to time, and then suddenly broke into a cold sweat. During my time, I went to many places, mountain tops, towers... as long as they were high enough, I forced myself to climb up. Although there were some twists and turns in the process, but, as you know later, there is finally progress, isn’t it?”

Han Sheng was trembling all over, he knew that everything was not as simple as Li Fan's light "some twists and turns", he looked at Li Fan's slender shoulders, astonished, surprised, distressed, guilty... complex emotions intertwined in his chest , making his heart sore and numb.

But all the feelings are insignificant compared to the love that burns from a small flame to a heart-burning fire in the depths of the body in an instant.

At that moment, all the cages in his heart were reduced to ashes in the fire, and he finally saw his heart that had been trapped for a long time.

Han Sheng tremblingly grabbed Li Fan's hand, his throat was dry:

"Xiaofan, I..."

The fingertips touched the cool skin, but disappeared in the next second.

Li Fan took a step back and hid his hands behind his back:

"Don't apologize, I'll say it again for the last time. You are not wrong, everything is my own choice, it is my own obsession that is too deep."

It was only then that Han Sheng realized that Li Fan's eyes had been covered with a thin layer of frost. He looked at his hands that were frozen in mid-air, his throat seemed to be blocked by a thick cotton ball, and he said nothing. Can't come out, but he has to say it.

"I don't want to apologize, Xiaofan, please give me another chance, please, come back with me, we will live a good life in the future, if you want, you can come to Wansheng to work, if there is something else you want to do, I will I will definitely support you, we have dinner together every day, and celebrate birthdays together every year, I will definitely make up your cake... Oh, yes, there is also a Ferris wheel, don't you like Ferris wheels, we can... "

"Han Sheng, that's enough."

As Han Sheng was talking, he began to lose control, and the speed of his speech became faster and faster, until Li Fan interrupted coldly:

"Zhao Tianping has taken care of the debt, right?"

Li Fan has always called him Ah Cheng gently and softly, and this is the first time he has called him by his first and last name. Han Sheng was startled by this chilling tone, and couldn't recover for a long time. It took him a while to remember, Zhao Tianping is the lawyer who came to sign the debt contract after Li Fan left.

Han Sheng didn't know why Li Fan suddenly brought up this matter, but he still answered with doubts:

"Well, he came to see me on the third day after you left."

Li Fan raised his head slightly and looked straight into Han Sheng's eyes:

"Don't you understand? What you owed me has been paid off. Why did you agree to be with me in the first place? You and I both know the reason, don't you?"

Han Sheng opened and closed his lips, but no words came out.What Li Fan said was not wrong, even though Han Sheng had almost forgotten the idea that he was so wrong at the time, he really thought that way at that time, and he has no right to deny it.

Li Fan ignored the struggle in Han Sheng's eyes, and continued:

"So, it's time to end, this was a wrong start. You don't have to feel guilty, this is not your fault alone, so, no matter what you do, I won't hate you. We, Come here, don't make any further mistakes."

"You don't hate, do you...you don't like me anymore."

Han Sheng asked with difficulty, his throat seemed fishy and sweet.

Li Fan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Han Sheng to ask such a question, the slight coldness in his eyes dissipated in an instant, and turned into a daze.

Han Sheng grasped Li Fan's hesitation at this moment:

"You still like me, don't you? Xiaofan, please, don't lie to me, you still like me, right?"

The bewilderment in Li Fan's eyes dissipated, and he sighed softly as if helplessly:

"Yes, I admit that I really can't forget you right now, but I don't want to chase after a fruitless person like before. Human greed is terrible. I used to think that as long as I can Just looking at you, but I found that I started to try my best to get close to you. Then I thought that as long as I could stay by your side, it was enough, but I couldn’t control my heart, I didn’t want to see you and others Getting too close, I can't bear the way you don't care about me... Now I understand that what I want will only get more and more, but you can't give it. I don't want to be with someone who doesn't love me anymore We're together, and we don't want to make do with it. The money you owe me has been paid off, and you don't have to wrong yourself to be with me anymore. Let's stop here. "

"don't want,"

Han Sheng took a step forward and grabbed Li Fan's shoulder. This time he moved very quickly, without giving Li Fan a chance to break free:

"Xiaofan, don't stop here, do you remember? You promised to give me a period of time! I figured it out, I like you, but I didn't see my heart clearly before! But now I understand, so , let’s be together again, okay, I won’t ignore you, if you don’t like it, I’ll stay far away from others... It’s not just a matter of time, this time, let’s be together well, okay, Xiaofan..."

Li Fan didn't struggle, let Han Sheng hold his shoulders, listened to him calmly, and responded calmly:

"Don't be stupid, Ah Cheng, don't be stupid, you don't really like me, you're just guilty."

"No, it's not guilt, I really like you, Xiao Fan, you believe me!"

Li Fan just looked at Han Sheng quietly, his eyes seemed to be frozen by frost.Han Sheng wanted to explain, but when he met that gaze, he suddenly couldn't say anything.

Li Fan refused to believe him, no matter what he said, he refused to believe him.

How to do……

How to do……

Li Fan's thin figure appeared very faint in the light, and Han Sheng seemed to see the back of that person walking away from him in the dance room again, and a huge chill hit him, and he didn't even have time to think about why he would take that person away for no reason. The back was Li Fan, he was so flustered that he couldn't think of anything, he only knew that he couldn't just let go like this, absolutely not!

Han Sheng used all his strength to pull Li Fan into his arms. Li Fan was unprepared, and staggered to Han Sheng's chest.Han Sheng hugged Li Fan's back tightly with one hand, as if he wanted to push him into his body, but the other hand slid upwards into the soft hair on the back of Li Fan's head, trembling and not daring to use any force at all.

He murmured softly:

"I can prove it to you, you believe me, what I said is true, Xiao Fan, I like you, not because of guilt, but because I really like you..."

Li Fan was a little dazed at that bump, but when he reacted and wanted to push Han Sheng away, Han Sheng suddenly remembered something, stopped his muttering, and loosened the hands that were tightly wrapped around his back.Li Fan took advantage of the situation and wanted to leave Han Sheng's embrace, but in the next second he felt a pair of strong hands holding the back of his head, forcing him to raise his face, and then, the hot and humid breath rushed towards his face, and a piece of softness fell on his lips.

Li Fan's body trembled, and the familiar breath made his eyes turn red instantly, but this time, what he felt was not the intoxicating sweetness, but the anger that almost burned from his eyes.

With all his strength, he pushed Han Sheng away, wiped the corners of his mouth roughly, and his eyes looking at Han Sheng were no longer calm, but filled with fire.

Han Sheng was stabbed by Li Fan's eyes as if he was offended, but he still refused to give up and took a step forward. However, before he could make a move, Li Fan suddenly rushed forward and grabbed his collar, pulling hard. , used so much force that the top button fell apart.Han Sheng thought that Li Fan was going to slap him, but instead of avoiding it, he lowered his eyes and waited for the pain that was about to hit his cheek.

The expected pain didn't hit his face for a long time, but his collarbone felt cold, a cold hand went in from his neckline, grabbed something and pulled it out, and the thin rope tied behind his neck strangled him. It wasn't very painful, but Han Sheng froze suddenly.

What Li Fan pulled out was the earring that he tied and hung around his neck, the earring of Song Dongdong.

Li Fan let go of Han Sheng, raised his head, and showed a stiff smile, but his eyes were full of lifelessness. He said:

"Han Sheng, how do you make me believe you? Why should I believe you! Do you believe it yourself?"

In the end, he couldn't control it and turned into a roar:

"Do you dare to say that you have forgotten him? Let me tell you, I don't accept it, I'm not as magnanimous as I imagined, and I can't tolerate people who are with me always pretending to be someone else!"

It didn't know when it started to rain, and Li Fan's eyelashes had a few small raindrops, like tears, but he didn't cry, his scarlet eyes stared at Han Sheng.

Bigger and bigger raindrops hit the two of them, but neither of them moved, letting the rain run across their cheeks, just looking at each other silently.

Li Fan's anger gradually calmed down in the icy rain. He looked at the man in front of him who was always dressed in formal attire and sat in the office with an iceberg face, but now he was standing helplessly in the rain with his neckline ripped open. , the clothes on his chest were wrinkled, and he was in an indescribable embarrassment.

He couldn't help feeling distressed, but he knew that he couldn't let this kind of feeling go on.He wiped the rainwater that slipped into his eyes, and whispered:

"Let's all calm down."

Then he turned and left without looking back.

Han Sheng wanted to reach out to stop him, but his arm seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and he couldn't lift it no matter what.He could only watch Li Fan's back gradually fade in the rain and disappear into the darkness.

He knows that there are some things, and if the timing is missed, it will be impossible to say clearly.

He slowly raised his hand and grasped the earrings tied on his chest. The thorn-like metal fell into his palm, causing a slight tingling sensation.

He is very familiar with this kind of pain. For a long time, he relied on the slight tingling of his palm to wake himself up from his terrible dream.But before he knew it, he hadn't done this for a long time.

At this moment, feeling the tingling pain in the palm of his hand again, he failed to regain his sense of security like before.