Little mortals' dreams come true

"This neighborhood is relatively remote, there are not many things, so I won't ask you, just take you to a place. I went there when I first came, and it was not bad."

While straightening his collar, Li Fan pushed the door out of the bedroom, completely ignoring Han Sheng's froze expression, and spoke in a calm and polite manner, as if entertaining a friend.

Han Sheng followed Li Fan out of the house in such a daze, and arrived at a small restaurant without saying a word. He watched Li Fan skillfully order dishes, several of which were his favorite flavors, and then he played with the tableware naturally. , put the dishes gently in front of him.

The hands are very slender, the cuffs of the shirt are slightly folded up, and they are rolled up to the wrists, revealing a small section of fair arms, the light blue blood vessels are slightly visible under the transparent skin, the fingertips holding the white porcelain plate are soft and flexible, and the movements are gentle and moist .Han Sheng stared blankly at Li Fan's hand, and suddenly remembered that such a warm scene had been staged in front of his eyes so many times, and he never watched it carefully.

Right now this time, I can't wait to engrave every frame in my eyes, but even that can't make up for the many regrets I missed in the past.

The dishes were served quickly, and Li Fan saw that Han Sheng was just staring at the table, not knowing what to think, so he reached out and picked up a piece of pork ribs and put it in Han Sheng's bowl, saying:

"Try it, their signature is quite light, it should suit your taste."

Han Sheng raised his eyes to look at Li Fan, and met Li Fan's gentle eyes.Perhaps because of the rain, the sky was darker earlier than usual today, and the two of them chose a position near the corner. The light was not very good, and the light fell on their faces, leaving a few faint spots of light.Looking at it from Han Sheng's perspective, Li Fan's eyes were very bright under the shining light, and the corners of his mouth seemed to be raised in a slight arc under the contrast of light and shadow.

Did he laugh?

Or an illusion?

"Eat quickly, this must be served while it's hot."

As he said that, Li Fan reached out to pick up a piece himself. He liked the slightly sweet soup of this pork ribs very much. The meat was stewed so badly that it was soft and glutinous in the mouth, and the taste was not inferior to the expensive dishes of Cheng Yuege.Today's soup is also adjusted just right. Li Fan hasn't eaten it for a while, and he took a bite. The satisfaction of his taste buds made his mood much happier, and he didn't even notice it. When he looked up, he subconsciously bent He closed his eyes and smiled, a small canine tooth was still biting the tip of the chopsticks at the corner of his mouth.

This time Han Sheng saw it clearly, it was not an illusion!

His heart skipped a beat, he didn't dare to look at it but couldn't help wanting to look at it. Under the contradiction, he could only pick up the chopsticks in embarrassment, tried his best to control his trembling hands, and after slipping down several times, he finally took the piece of chopsticks. Put the pork ribs in the clear soup into your mouth.

He lowered his head and chewed the pork ribs that were obviously soft and rotten for a long time, as if he wanted to taste every bit of the slightly sweet sauce between his lips and teeth.

During the period, the waiter served the last dish, which was a steaming pot of mushroom soup.As soon as the soup was served, Li Fan naturally filled a soup bowl and placed it on the side facing Han Sheng. This was Li Fan's habit when the two of them ate together before.Li Fan doesn't like to drink soup, but every time he will fill a bowl for Han Sheng and put it aside to dry.

Han Sheng still lowered his head, his eyes suddenly turned red, like a child who has made a mistake, he carefully probed, and finally saw the familiar tenderness on the angry mother's face, crying loudly and threw himself into his mother's arms, mother what? Without saying anything, a gentle hand brushed his hair lightly, and then he knew that everything was over.

But Han Sheng was not a child, and he didn't have a hug for him to cry. He could only look at a bowl of soup, letting the unreasonable sourness and grievances of a child flood his heart.

At this moment, he suddenly realized that he had really found Li Fan, who was fresh and warm, right opposite him, would serve him vegetables, and serve him soup as before, instead of He walked far ahead and refused to look back.

He picked up the bowl of soup and took a sip, a stream of heat flowed through his chest, as warm as if it could evaporate all the anxiety in his heart, for a moment he even thought, maybe there is no difference, maybe Li Fan really didn't blame him .

However, he couldn't keep making the mistake of deceiving himself and others.After the momentary dizziness dissipated, he clearly felt Li Fan's silent rejection.

Indeed, on the surface, no matter what he said, Li Fan had an obedient and tolerant attitude.These days, Li Fan Mingming discovered that he had been following behind him, but he pretended to be ignorant and indulged him.He clearly told Fang Qing that he would not see him, but when he came to the door, he didn't say a word of reluctance, received him calmly, invited him to dinner, and didn't deliberately alienate him. Everything was the same as before, as if Li Fan really didn't care about anything. don't care.

However, if he really didn't care, why would he choose to leave alone.

Li Fan said to forgive seemingly indifferently, but he was actually avoiding Han Sheng's compensation, and the reason why he avoided it was because he simply couldn't care less.So, whenever Han Sheng apologized, he said it was fine, but whenever Han Sheng wanted to beg him to go back with him, he would immediately change the subject and pretend he didn't understand anything.

Like a slowly flowing water, he gently hugged the stone that wanted to stop it, neither angry nor complaining, but walked away in silence, no one could keep him.

Probably, the new injuries and old diseases, the pain that scratched his heart one by one, and went deep into the bone marrow, he had long given up hope of being cured.

After the two absentmindedly finished their meal and walked out of the store, it started to rain again outside.

Li Fan stretched out his hand to probe the rain:

"Where do you live? Is it far? Take a taxi and go back. I'm not far away from here. It's no problem for me to walk back while the rain is still light."

Han Sheng looked at the chaotic sky without saying a word, Li Fan took out his mobile phone, clicked on the taxi app and shook it in front of Han Sheng:

"I called a car for you? Are you staying in a hotel? Tell me the address."

Li Fan lowered his head and began to fill in the order information. Han Sheng was stunned for a moment, and suddenly pressed Li Fan's hand:

"Don't, don't!"

"What's the matter? Is it close? No need to take a taxi?"

Levan paused, and canceled the order that hadn't filled in a few lines.Han Sheng withdrew his hand in embarrassment, hesitated for a long time, didn't say a word, but hummed in a low voice.

"Okay, then let's say goodbye here. We are in a hurry today. Let's go back early. Don't wait for the rain to rain heavily. I will treat you to a good meal when I have a chance. Then... I will leave first? Evening Didn't feed the cat."

Saying that, Li Fan put the phone back into his pocket, looked up at Han Sheng again, smiled vaguely, turned around and was about to leave.

Han Sheng immediately panicked. The moment he saw Li Fan's back, he almost subconsciously wanted to rush forward and pull him into his arms, hug him tightly, and never allow him to leave.

The moment before the muscles contracted, a young couple came out of the shop arm in arm, smiling, and then several drunk-looking boys staggered past, Han Sheng woke up and realized his impulse .

He can't embarrass Li Fan in a place where people come and go, but he can't accept Le Fan leaving like this.After finally meeting, finally talking, but nothing can be done, nothing can be resolved, right now the person is still in front of him, still within his reach, how could he just let him go like this.

All the strength that could not be regained was transferred to the nails pinched tightly on the palm of his hand. Han Sheng forced himself to calm down, bypassing a Mediterranean uncle who was coming out of the shop, and rushed up to follow behind Li Fan, clenched fists Still trembling uncontrollably, her voice became hoarse:

"We are going in the same direction, walking together."

Li Fan turned his head in astonishment, he has lived here for a while, of course he knows that the direction he lives in is some old apartment buildings, and the only lot nearby with a hotel should be across the street, from the other direction go around.

However, he didn't say much, just turned around, continued to maintain the original pace, pretended not to know anything, and answered softly:

"Row."