Little mortals' dreams come true

Li Fan never thought that before the little fear in his heart had just surfaced, Lu Qiu had already pushed someone over quickly.He never thought that when he decided to believe in Han Sheng after a difficult ideological struggle, he would suddenly see the boy who had been stuffed for a long time.

After get off work that day, Li Fan planned to sneak out as usual so that he could go shopping in the supermarket and buy some nourishing ingredients to make soup for Han Sheng to make supper.As soon as he stepped out of the office, the secretary stopped him with a blue face.

There is something wrong with an old fund that Yang Cheng settled before. It's not very serious, but there are a lot of projects involved, and it may cause a chain reaction if you don't pay attention.Li Fan had no choice but to take his feet back, urgently called a meeting of the finance department, and added the long-lost shift.

After ten o'clock in the evening, the problem was finally solved.Several employees who stayed at the company and struggled with the financial affairs let out a long sigh of relief, clamoring to eat hot pot together to celebrate.Li Fan soaked in a pile of numbers for several hours, his temples throbbed with pain.Now he just wants to go home and lie down, even though his stomach is growling with hunger, he has no interest in the greasy hot pot.

Li Fan sent a big red envelope to a group of hungry people, participating in the party with capital investment.The group of people were sent away in a noisy manner, before Li Fan turned off the lights and drove home alone.

Along the way, Li Fan was driving almost instinctively, holding on to his energy.After finally parking the car in the parking lot of the community, the last string of Li Fan's tension broke immediately, leaving only a ball of paste rolling slowly in his head.

This ball of paste hindered the brain's rotation, causing the body's various senses to go on strike, and could not respond to external stimuli for a long time, so that when Li Fan opened the door, he saw a boy lying on the sofa with Han Sheng in his arms. At that time, it took me a long time to come up with two sentences:

Ash is back.

this is my house.

Li Fan's ears were buzzing, and he was standing at the door in a daze, his body slightly leaning against the door frame, as if if he moved, it would turn into a handful of ashes like burnt paper.On the contrary, the boy stood up immediately when Li Fan entered the door, his face turned red and then pale, and he hurriedly helped Han Sheng who was about to fall to the ground.

Han Sheng lay still, was supported a bit, and groaned a few times in discomfort.Li Fan's heart tightened like a conditioned reflex, his whole body became more sober, and he immediately realized that Han Sheng was very drunk.He squeezed the key in his hand, straightened his back vigorously, cleared his throat, tried his best to keep calm, and said:

"What are you doing at my house?"

The boy stood bewildered, as if he had been found stealing food, with his head bowed in embarrassment.Li Fan's voice seemed to hit him, shaking his whole body, wringing his fingers and falteringly replied:

"I'm Lin Dong, Wansheng's intern. Brother Cheng is drunk, so I'll take him back...well, Sheng, uh, no, this is the address Mr. Han said, I...I thought this was Mr. Han's home, then , That, are you a friend of Mr. Han?"

The boy's clear voice fell into Li Fan's ears word by word. First, Li Fan suddenly remembered the embarrassing call in the office that Fang Qing turned on the speakerphone. At that time, Han Sheng told him that it was Lu Qiu's driver. .Then the memory suddenly changed, and it became the screen of the mobile phone that I accidentally glimpsed on New Year's Eve. One of the blessings for breaking the queue began with the sentence "Brother Sheng".

In just a few seconds, Li Fan seemed to be smashed into pieces by a sudden blow, and then he scrambled on. He became more and more unsteady, but his expression remained calm.While bending down to change shoes, he said:

"Thank you for sending Ah Cheng back. It's so late, you should go back quickly."

Lowering his head, the blue cotton slippers that Li Fan used to wear were gone, and there was a pair of strange black leather shoes next to him.Li Fan frowned, retracted his half-protruded heels, and walked directly towards the sofa.

Lin Dong was still standing there with his head down, his shoulders shrunk slightly like a child who made a mistake, and he looked pleasing to the eye. The black suit on him gave him a sense of disobedience as a child stealing an adult's clothes.Seeing Li Fan approaching, his body trembled again, and he shuffled towards the door, sneaking a sneaky glance at Han Sheng from time to time, then turned his head to meet Li Fan's gaze, and suddenly lowered his head again as if being pricked by a needle.

Li Fan felt that his face could not be stretched anymore, but he didn't want to collapse in front of this obviously heartless boy, so he gritted his teeth and asked in a low voice:

"Why, you're not leaving?"

"Go, of course I will go, then...then I will go back."

Lin Dongmen didn't even have time to close it, and left as if fleeing.Li Fan frowned, and just about to go up and close the door, Lin Dong rushed in panting again, and said with some embarrassment:

"Yes, sorry, I forgot to change my shoes."

"In the future, don't change your shoes casually when you enter other people's houses."

"I'm sorry, I... I'm afraid of stepping on Mr. Han's house, oh no, you... your house. I, I thought Sheng and Mr. Han lived alone. I saw the two pairs of slippers at the door and thought they were for guests. of……"

Li Fan squeezed out a smile with a stiff face, and looked coldly at Lin Dong as he explained upside down, changed his shoes in a hurry, and rushed out again as if escaping, but still did not close the door.

The smile on Li Fan's face shattered with a click, he walked quickly to the door, and slammed the door hard.

A bang sounded in Li Fan's heart.

Li Fan stared fixedly at the closed door, and then at the pair of cotton mops turned over on the ground. After a while, he raised his hand to slowly cover his cramping stomach, and refused to turn around.

There was a muffled sound in the living room, and Han Sheng turned over unconsciously, fell off the sofa, and grunted a few times in pain.Li Fan's heart trembled, and all the messy thoughts in his head were instantly cleared, and he rushed over to help Han Sheng up.

Han Sheng's tall body was curled up at the foot of the sofa, his brows were furrowed, and his lips were so dry.Li Fan felt a dull pain in his heart, he gritted his teeth and helped Han Sheng up, and half dragged and dragged him into the bedroom.Han Sheng was sweating a lot, Li Fan twisted a wet towel and gently wiped his forehead.

Feeling the soft touch, Han Sheng subconsciously brought his face closer and rubbed against it like a big docile dog.Li Fan's heart trembled, and his whole body began to feel hot.He paused, and tentatively stretched out a hand towards Han Sheng's face.As soon as he touched his cheek, Han Sheng tilted his head in the direction of Li Fan's outstretched hand, murmured something indistinctly, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, as if he was acting like a spoiled child.

Li Fan's whole body trembled, and all senses of his body were closed, only the touch of his fingertips was continuously amplified, like an electric current rushing into his heart, and all the way up, it turned into a touch of red, staying in his eye sockets.

"Dongdong... um... coltsfoot..."

When Han Sheng called "Dongdong" vaguely, Li Fan's first reaction was the "Dong" of "Lin Dong", and his whole body froze for a moment, his mind was full of Lin Dong bowing his head and shrugging his shoulders in embarrassment.Then the sound of "coltsfoot" pulled Li Fan's consciousness back, and Li Fan felt relieved, and withdrew his hand tremblingly.Just when he was halfway down, Li Fan suddenly stopped, his brain hurt a bit, he quickly took out his mobile phone to look at the date, and then he lost his strength for an instant, and fell back to the ground.

He forgot that today is Song Tiaodong's death day.

At this time in previous years, Li Fan would either go out for a vacation, or arrange a dispensable business trip for himself, and consciously disappear from Han Sheng's presence.Wait for that day to pass quietly, and then come back in silence, and go alone to the cemetery to put a bouquet of flowers.For so many years, Li Fan never knew what Han Sheng would do on that day, nor did he dare to know.Only a few days later, when a person drives to the cemetery, will he see a bouquet of white roses that have fallen apart.

This year, Li Fan was so busy worrying about Han Sheng, who was socializing so hard every day, that he couldn't think of it.Besides, since he is with Han Sheng, he can no longer run away like before.

Li Fan sat slumped on the ground, staring at Han Sheng's tightly closed eyes.Perhaps because he noticed that the gentle touch on his face had disappeared, the corners of Han Sheng's raised mouth gradually flattened, and then slowly twisted into an arc of grievance.The hand hanging by the side raised unconsciously, as if trying to grab something.

The scene of Lin Dongfu on the sofa with Han Sheng in his arms was replayed over and over again in front of Li Fan's eyes. Li Fan's mind turned very slowly, and it took a while before he slowly came up with an idea:

Could it be that every year on this day, Ah Cheng gets himself drunk and finds a boy to comfort him?

I hid in the distance, holding on to the inexhaustible longing, was it just to not disturb the comfort of this deformity?

pat.

A drop of tear fell on the back of Li Fan's hand. Li Fan raised the back of his hand and wiped the corner of his eye, but a bigger stream of tears came out.All the grievances accumulated in my heart began to churn, getting bigger and bigger, I couldn't hold it anymore, and they all poured into my eyes.Li Fan gritted his teeth, and still let out a sob from between his teeth, a small sound, like the weak cry of a little beast that couldn't find a home, it was almost inaudible.

"coltsfoot……"

Han Sheng began to shout unconsciously again, Li Fan's head went blank for a moment, and suddenly he felt hot all over, wiped his face vigorously, threw the towel in his hand to the ground, tremblingly took off his coat, panting heavily Got into bed.

For a moment, Li Fan thought that he had really collapsed to the point where he didn't care about anything, and almost threw himself on Han Sheng directly.But in the end, he just shrank into the bed, lying on the small half of the bed that he lay on every night, trembling uncontrollably.

Han Sheng moved, turned slightly, and lay facing Li Fan for the first time, still whispering "coltsfoot".

Li Fan's eyes were scarlet, and every time Han Sheng yelled, his heart was rubbed hard.When the pain was unbearable, he stretched out his hand and grabbed the corner of Han Sheng's clothes like before. He held it gently at first, and then tightened his grip.

Han Sheng was still yelling one after another, breathing into Li Fan's collar with alcohol-smelling breath, Li Fan finally couldn't help it, grabbed Han Sheng's hand tremblingly, leaned forward struggling, and buried his whole head into Han Sheng's arms.

"Stop barking, please, stop barking..."

Li Fan repeated softly, the voice was so small that no one could hear it except himself.