Little mortals' dreams come true

Li Fan lay on his back on the hospital bed, surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness.

It hurts too much.

He couldn't recall how he was sent to the hospital, and how he lay alone on the hospital bed for two days.There is only pain in the memory, physical and psychological, and the pain is piercing.

But one thing he knew very well, the knee on his left leg was broken, and he couldn't dance anymore.The light that was finally recovered was easily extinguished.

According to the aunt who took care of him, his mother came to visit him once, but he hadn't woken up yet.But after waking up, Li Fan never saw her again.The aunt said that the mother looked very worried and looked very tired, and told him to take good care of him.Li Fan listened expressionlessly, turned around and covered his head with the quilt.So what to worry about, what a cheap worry.

Dawn never came.

Li Fan stayed in the hospital alone for nearly a month.During this month, he can't eat much and always sleeps.When falling asleep, the intertwined pain in the body seems to be peeled off, leaving a little gap for breathing.The waking time is very little, and it is not very clear, and it takes a lot of effort to think a little bit.Fortunately, he had plenty of time, and after thinking about it piece by piece, he managed to spell out the answer.

Apart from the most serious knee, Li Fan's injuries are actually not serious, apart from pain, there is no other harm.When he was discharged from the hospital, although his left leg hadn't recovered, he was able to walk with crutches.

Li Fan didn't contact his mother, but Uncle Li sent a driver to pick him up. He probably got the news from his aunt who has been taking care of him.The driver helped Li Fan into the car and asked him whether he was going home or going back to school.Li Fan hugged his thin arm, looking out of the window. After a long time, he said lightly:

"I don't want to go back to school, I don't have a home."

The driver scratched his head in confusion, not knowing what to say.Li Fan's light voice fell into his ears:

"Uncle, do you know where I can rent a house?"

The driver hummed perfunctorily, took out his mobile phone and sent a few messages quickly.Li Fan knew that he was asking Uncle Li, but Li Fan didn't care, Uncle Li would know sooner or later.

After a while, the driver turned around and asked:

"I took you to find a house, but Mr. Li said that you must go back to school as soon as possible. The house will be rented for you all the time, and you can live in it anytime. Do you think this is okay?"

"Let's go."

Li Fan was still looking out of the window, his voice was so low that he could barely hear it.The driver exhaled and started the car.

It rained a little today, but it was morning, but the sky was so heavy that it was hard to tell day from night.Li Fan's cell phone rang, he opened it and looked, it was Uncle Li's message:

"Xiao Fan, we are the ones who are sorry for you. You take care of yourself, if you are short of money, just ask."

Then there was a transfer message, Li Fan looked at it, the amount was huge, enough for him to spend a long time.In addition to these, Uncle Li will pay living expenses to a card on a regular basis every month.In fact, Uncle Li who is not drunk can be regarded as a very good person.However, Li Fan was stunned for a long time looking at the message, but he still didn't reply after all.

From the moment he fell down the stairs, he already had a premonition.

From then on, he was alone.

The driver's uncle took him to rent a single apartment, which was not big, but probably because there was nothing, it looked empty.The aunt who took care of him in the hospital came soon, bringing a lot of daily necessities and cleaning the apartment.Li Fan sat on the sofa and watched silently without saying anything.Uncle Li probably also knew what he was thinking, the aunt left after cleaning and did not stay to take care of his daily life as Li Fan was worried about.

Li Fan stayed in the apartment for two days, and took a taxi back to school by himself.

He called Teacher Lin. Teacher Lin seemed to be shopping outside. It was very noisy when the phone was connected. She just said "Don't hang up" in a hurry and then fell silent.Li Fan waited for a while, and the noisy voice on the phone disappeared. Teacher Lin panted slightly, with deep worry in his voice:

"How are you? I've always wanted to see you, but I don't know which hospital you are in. Why didn't you reply when I sent you a message? Are you okay?"

"Mr. Lin, I'm sorry, I can't dance for you. After me, I can't dance anymore."

There was a brief silence, only the breathing of the two on the phone.

"Xiaofan, can we meet? Let me meet you."

"What about your dance?"

"Xiaofan, let's meet and say, where are you, I'll find you!"

"Ms. Lin, is there anyone else who can dance your dance?"

Silence again.

"Xiaofan, don't worry. I taught this dance to a boy before. Although he is not as good as you, he can still perform. So don't worry, can I come to see you?"

"That's good... Mr. Lin, I'm fine, but I don't want to see you now, I'm sorry, I know you're worried. I'll go to that dance, you should be able to see me there, but, can you, Don't let me know you're looking at me..."

When Li Fan said this, he kept staring at his knees. He knew that what he said was too much, but he really didn't have the courage to go to see Teacher Lin now. He was afraid that the wound he had so hard to hide would suddenly bleed .

Teacher Lin hesitated for a while, sighed softly, and finally agreed.

Because the scale of the show was not large, there were not many people who came to see it. Most of them were investors or staff of some public welfare activities. Li Fan easily found a seat in the corner.However, he didn't expect that Han Sheng would come too.

Li Fan's seat was very far away, and it happened to be blocked by a curtain on the side, making it look a bit dark.Although there is no one around, a person hidden in the shadows will not be conspicuous.Li Fan leaned a pair of crutches against the wall and sat motionless, but couldn't help turning his gaze to Han Sheng who was sitting in front of him.

Han Sheng also came alone, and was playing with his mobile phone with his head down.In his arms was a bouquet of white roses, so white that it hurt Li Fan's eyes.Li Fan didn't dare to think about who would get the bouquet of white roses, he comforted himself, maybe he just came to cheer a friend?After all, he has been following Han Sheng's news and has never seen him have a girlfriend.

Teacher Lin's dance was scheduled at the end of the show, Li Fan was just waiting for that dance, and didn't pay much attention to the previous program.He didn't know why he came to see this dance. He was obviously scared even to see Mr. Lin, but he masochistically watched others dance a dance that he had practiced for more than a month and was finally satisfied.

When the familiar guqin sounded, Li Fan unconsciously clenched his hands on his knees.In fact, it's not that sad, it's probably numb, but the body will tremble slightly uncontrollably.Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Han Sheng not far away. He put down the cell phone he had been holding in front of him, and looked intently at the boy in red on the stage.

Li Fan suddenly thought of the Han Sheng he saw in the practice room that day, did he also watch the dance that he tried his best that day with such focused eyes.That was, the first and only time, danced for him.

Unfortunately, he didn't have time to put on this red dress.

Unfortunately, from beginning to end, he hid himself behind a mask.

The boy who replaced him at the moment is called Song Tiaodong, a very beautiful name.Although Li Fan only read the beginning, he could see that his figure was not inferior to his own.Every frown and smile, every posture and posture, is so beautiful.

Li Fan lowered his eyes, closed his eyes slightly, and the sound of Guqin lingered in his ears.He has danced so many times to this piano sound, and tasted so many times of unrequited love in the incarnation of a fox demon, and he is familiar with every note.

The sound of the piano gradually became softer, and he knew that here, the fox demon was about to turn around and leave, and at the next moment, when he turned around again, it was the last dance with blatant love and passion.That night, Li Fan burned his heart red with blood, and danced this dance for the people who left outside the window without knowing when.To this day, he can still recall every breath he took.Every breath is a confession of love.

He closed his eyes until the sound of the piano ended and the applause broke out.In this dance, he had put so much emotion into it that he didn't have the courage to take a look at the person in the red dress for him on the stage.

Li Fan didn't intend to wait until the end, he slowed down because he suddenly opened his eyes that were hurt by the light, and planned to leave with his crutches.He looked up and found that Han Sheng's seat was empty, he looked around, and suddenly saw Han Sheng's back on the side of the stage.He walked through the little door leading to the back of the stage with the bouquet of white roses.

Li Fan suddenly panicked and couldn't bear it. He knew there were warehouses and dressing rooms behind the stage.When he got up, his legs were stung by something in his trouser pocket, and he remembered that it was the keychain he had picked up outside the practice room.

Yes, I have to go to Han Sheng and return the important things to him.

The moment he found the reason, Li Fan was shaking so much that he could hardly hold the crutch in his hand.He walked towards the direction Han Sheng left at his fastest speed, and the metal crutches struck the floor quickly, making a thumping sound.But the auditorium was very noisy, the sound only fell into Li Fan's ears, and only this sound was in his ears.

Hurry up, hurry up, Han Sheng is leaving...

My knee hurts, but it doesn't matter, hurry up, meet Han Sheng quickly, and return the important things to him...

Hurry up, or there will be no chance.

The back of the stage is connected to a small open space, which has not been taken care of very much, and a lot of grass has grown, which looks a bit desolate.Several small old houses around will be temporarily used as dressing rooms and warehouses when events are held.When Li Fan entered, there was only one room with the light on, which should be the dressing room.

After all, he was injured and left earlier than Han Sheng. When Li Fan opened the door on the side of the stage and came out, he didn't see Han Sheng.It was almost time for the collective curtain call. There was no one here and it was very quiet.He thought for a while, then walked towards the lighted dressing room.However, the sound of the crutch hitting the ground only sounded once, and Li Fan couldn't move anymore.

There was a tree next to that dressing room, the light was too dim to see what kind of tree it was.The figure under the tree was exceptionally clear, two embracing figures, one tall and straight, one thin and weak, one dressed in red, and the other holding a rose.

The white rose seems to be able to glow at night, very dazzling.

Li Fan covered his mouth and hid in the shadows, watching Han Sheng slightly leaned over and kissed Song Tiandong's lips.He didn't dare to escape, the scene in front of him was so beautiful, any sound would destroy the atmosphere, not to mention the ridiculous sound of crutches.

Time seems to have stopped, and it seems to pass quickly.Li Fan stood with his cane on his back, motionless.Song Tiaodong's face seemed to be very red, and he pushed Han Sheng slightly, but Han Sheng's hand on his waist did not let go.He must be shy, he turned his face sideways and didn't dare to look at Han Sheng, he gently touched the kissed lips with one hand, his eyes were as wet as a deer.

The light was so dim, Li Fan didn't know how he could see clearly.It's just that this scene ran into my head, and I couldn't drive it away.

Deep in the shadows, Li Fan heard a vicious voice:

Look at you, how ridiculous, how like a clown.

You are so pitiful, what you want is always lost.

But, it's no one else's fault, it's all your own fault!Who told you not to dare, who told you to be cowardly!

You are always afraid, afraid that Li Fan will blame you, and dare not tell him the truth, and he hates you so much; Yi; you are always afraid, afraid that Han Sheng will mock you, and dare not confess to him, but he kissed a boy in front of you...

You see, you are always afraid, you will never get it, how ridiculous...

Li Fan didn't remember how long he stood there, and when Han Sheng led Song Tiaodong into the dressing room, he suddenly became very calm.He supported his crutches with sore arms, and left the auditorium step by step.

He felt that his whole body was boiling, but his heart was extremely calm.He passed his first semester of college in silence as if nothing had happened.

After leaving school, he went to the small apartment alone, and did not return to Uncle Li's villa during the Chinese New Year.For the whole winter vacation, no one could contact him.

From the beginning of the second semester, on the campus of University A, the name Li Fan was suddenly known by everyone.Just ask someone around, and you will know right away, Li Fan, isn’t that the guy who is so talkative, carelessly pesters Han Sheng, and insists on being a light bulb in Han Sheng and Song Coltton, the recognized CP? ?But he is nice, always smiling, as if he will never be sad...