What to do if your crush is the Earl

"It's not a new face." Martin sat down at the edge of the long table, and rarely explained.

"Oh?" Eric's eyes on Xiao Sheng immediately became a little different.

Not a new face, what is that?

But Martin didn't explain any more, and Eric didn't ask any more ignorant questions.

Two newcomers came to the culture salon today, and everyone teased and tested them, so Martin's side became much quieter.

Eric is today's host. He held the atmosphere of the audience, and by the way, relieved the newcomers in an appropriate manner, and gained a lot of favorability.

Back then, Martin was such a social veteran, but now he doesn't care much about making new friends.

He just held the wine and kept drinking until the fourth cup, when a hand grabbed his wrist.

"Sir, don't drink too much, Dr. Tarnay will check."

Martin looked over, his vision slightly hazy.

How many times have you fantasized about this figure, and now it finally appears?

"Xiao...Xiao Sheng?"

"It's me, sir."

"You're finally... back..."

Xiao Sheng:? ? ?

Before he could react, the person in front of him had already leaned against him, with his head pressed against his thin waist, his blond hair hanging down, covering his face tightly: "I... miss you..."

Aggrieved voice.

???

Xiao Sheng was stunned.

It seemed that the previous cold reception and indifference were all illusions.

The head on the waist rubbed: "Why...you just found it now?...Do you know, I...have been waiting for you..."

Is this still that cold and noble gentleman?Usually he would never say such a thing.Ah, the damn alcohol.No, it's lovely alcohol.

Xiao Sheng's expression softened, he raised his hand to touch the blond hair, and sighed softly: "I miss you too, sir..."

"What's wrong with Mr. Sade?" Eric watched the audience and the movement on Martin's side. When he saw this scene, he came over and asked.

"It's nothing, sir, he's drunk too much, he's drunk." Xiao Sheng put one hand on Martin's shoulder, "Then we'll leave today, Mr. Eric."

Eric stared blankly for a while, and finally raised his etiquette and smiled: "Okay, you go slowly."

Watching the black-haired man slowly hugging the rising literary star of Manton City halfway, leaning on his shoulder, wrapping his arms around him, and slowly walking away.The color in Eric's eyes deepened, flashing jealousy and a little unwillingness.

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Doctor Tarnay's house.

"What's the matter?" Tarnay just turned down the stairs when he saw Xiao Sheng returning with Martin.

Martin was very quiet when he was drunk, and leaned meekly on Xiao Sheng's body. It seemed that he couldn't hear the words of the people around him, but he still knew that he needed to walk by himself, so he didn't put all his body weight on Xiao Sheng's body.

"At the salon party, I drank too much." Xiao Sheng explained.

Tarney approached, smelling wine, although the smell was good, but the taste was too strong, he slapped the sides of his nose with some disgust.

"He drank so much again? My God." Tarney rubbed his brow bone with a headache, "Let's take him to the bedroom to rest. I hope he won't have a headache when he wakes up tomorrow."

Xiao Sheng followed his advice and put him in the bedroom.

Martin's face flushed slightly, and he grabbed Xiao Sheng's hand and didn't let go.

"Don't go..." He just said that unconsciously.

"Sir... I'll get a handkerchief and I'll be back, okay?" Xiao Sheng was a little helpless, but he could only coax this man slowly.

After talking three times, the holding hand gradually loosened.

Xiao Sheng left, took a wet towel, turned back, and found that the bedding on the bed was messy, but the person was gone.

"gentlemen……?!!"

With lingering fear in his heart, he immediately rummaged around, and as expected, he found the man in the corner under the big wooden bed, curled up in a ball, still muttering words.

Xiao Sheng's ear was close to his lips: "What did you say?"

"Thunder...thunder" sporadic and intermittent words, still trembling slightly.

"Huh?" Xiao Sheng turned his head and looked out the window. Although it didn't mean that the moon was bright and the stars were bright, there was no thunder or rain either.

"It's thundering..." I was so scared that I put my head into Xiao Sheng's arms.

"Sir..." Xiao Sheng felt that this person might have fallen into some kind of nightmare. He felt a little distressed, and hugged him in his arms, holding him reverently and sacredly.

From the intermittent confession when getting close, Xiao Sheng could also guess that this person's childhood was not smooth, but how can he be able to explain clearly and empathize with him in a few words for more than ten years?It's more just that this person carried it alone.

Xiao Sheng felt distressed, so he hugged him even tighter.

Slowly, the murmur lowered and turned into an even and gentle breathing sound.

Xiao Sheng slowly picked him up and put him on the bed.

Looking at this person under the dim light and soft moonlight, it was still the one he was familiar with.

I don't know how it got so deep, and I can even temporarily abandon many things that I couldn't give up in the past to pursue this illusory hope.But even if he did that, he had no regrets.

Maybe it was like that when I first saw him.

Since then, starry sky, bright night, rain and dew, and snow.

They are all obsessed with each other, and their obsession is deep.

…………

So, no matter whether you are cold-faced or treat me coldly, as long as you don't drive me away, no matter what this time, I will never leave your side again.

Xiao Sheng watched quietly. After a long time, he left and went downstairs to the kitchen to order some sober soup.

Dr. Tarnay, who was sitting in the great drawing room, greeted him politely when he came.

Xiao Sheng said: "Mr. is here, I really bother you a lot."

"Isn't that a bad thing for you?" Tarner laughed, "My relationship with Master Odin is already very good, not to mention Owen's old kindness, I will not ignore him no matter what. "

"I'm glad that Mr. has such a friend." Xiao Sheng said with a smile.

"However... I think he is really happy to have you." Tarney looked at him meaningfully.

Xiao Sheng laughed twice, but didn't speak.

When I went back and looked at the man again, he was still breathing evenly, but he swallowed the anti-alcohol medicine he was given meekly.

Xiao Sheng was lying beside the bed, holding the man's plain white hand until late at night before getting up and leaving.

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The night of hangover was over quickly.

When Martin woke up the next day, he remembered nothing.

Xiao Sheng brought out black tea and simple washing utensils.

"You sent me back yesterday?" Martin asked suddenly.

"Yes, sir." Xiao Sheng replied.

"Did I...did I say anything strange?" Martin asked after coughing twice.

Looking at his desperately serious face, Xiao Sheng wanted to laugh a little: "...No, sir."

"That's good." Martin scratched the back of his head lightly twice, and got up, "What is Tarnay doing?"

I suddenly said a lot today, is it to ease the embarrassment?Xiao Sheng thought to himself, and replied, "Dr. Tarney got up early in the morning and made a visit."

"Oh."

What followed was a day-to-day routine, waking up early to drink tea and read the newspaper, taking a nap in the afternoon, reading in Tarner’s study in the afternoon, not going out at night, but writing manuscripts.

I wrote most of the previous short and medium story, but then too many things happened, so it was interrupted.

Recently, I picked it up again, and I plan to send it to Inspiration Daily after finishing the draft.The editor-in-chief had given up on urging him, but Martin felt that it was necessary for him to start well and finish well.

People who have accumulated n parts of manuscripts think so.

very serious.

Somehow, the atmosphere between Martin and Xiao Sheng eased somewhat, but it was still so tepid. Martin in a sober state was much more unkind than in a drunk state.Xiao Sheng even wanted to secretly drink him a few bottles of wine.

But the thought was only fleeting and then vanished.

One is that Martin should not drink too much because of his health, and the other is...he dare not.

Yes.Xiao Sheng always had the most basic humility and respect for Martin, and he didn't dare to surpass it.

But this is different from the pressure that comes from the status of master and servant. It is better to say that Xiao Sheng is willing to do this.

I always feel that it is a wonderful experience to hold that person in the palm of my hand, worship and look up to him.

Like a big shining jewel on the throne.You respect it, you love it, you watch others crave it, but you know in your heart that this gem is already yours.

It does... think of it this way.

"What are you thinking?" Before he knew it, a man in a sober state had already come to him, leaning very close, with blond hair curled up, and blue eyes looking at him, as if he was trying to catch the light in his eyes. mood.

"First...Mr." Xiao Sheng was indeed frightened, and his first reaction was to avoid those eyes that were sometimes extremely sharp and seemed to penetrate everything.

What was he thinking about?Can that be said?

"Turn off the lights, we'll be here tonight." Martin didn't mean to embarrass him, and after finishing speaking, he walked straight towards the door.

Xiao Sheng watched the figure leave, then slowly turned off the lights in a few corners, and followed him out.

The garden of Tarney’s family is actually not small. The 300-square-meter lingering courtyard is in the retro style of broken walls and ruins. Marble carvings are strewn at the corners of the roads.

There is a perched wicker chair under the garden porch, on which Martin lies and closes his eyes to rest.

"Sir...Are you afraid of thunder?" Xiao Sheng asked suddenly, standing far away.

"What?!" Martin exclaimed in surprise.

"It's nothing..." Xiao Sheng didn't expect the other party to react so strongly, so he shut his mouth embarrassingly.

Insects chirped everywhere, and after a long time, Martin said, "I'm afraid."

"Ok?"

"That was when I was very young. When I first arrived at the manor, the bed was very big, and the room was very empty. If there was thunder outside the vertical window, I would be afraid."

Xiao Sheng didn't expect such a past event to happen, and his heart moved slightly: "Then what will Mister do?"

"I'll hide under the bed." Martin laughed as he said, "Isn't it ridiculous?"

"No, sir," Xiao Sheng approached, half-kneeling, his eyes were at the same height as Martin's knees, and he raised his head to look up at him, "How I wish I was by Sir's side at that time."

Martin: "..."

He turned his head quickly.He himself felt that his expression was too embarrassing for a moment.

"The moonlight is very bright tonight." Martin said to him from left to right.

"Yes..." Xiao Sheng laughed.

Then don't be so provocative, okay?These words were pressed in Martin's heart, and he looked into Xiao Sheng's eyes, but he didn't say it.

Although those eyes were as black as night, they were clearly the brightest when reflecting light.

But this Martin would not say either.

He had sweet troubles tonight.

What if you want that person to go to bed and sleep with you?

I can't say it, I can't say it.

Martin tossed and turned.

The night wind is rustling, and the pillow is cool.

Gritting his teeth, the Earl endured it.

endured.

endured...