Raiders of Bai Yueguang actor

Meng Xiaochun had a heart attack in the early morning before entering the hospital. If Mei Xiaochen hadn't noticed the abnormality by his side and called an ambulance in time, everyone might be gone.

When Wen Zhengyan arrived, Meng Xiaochun hadn't left the emergency room. There were three people sitting on the bench outside the corridor. Mei Xiaochen and Su Jingci were sitting together, and on the other side was a woman who looked about the same age as Meng Mei. , looks somewhat similar to Meng Xiaochun, probably a younger sister or something.

He sat beside Su Jingci and asked in a low voice, "How is it?"

Su Jingci turned her head back, shaking her head with an ugly expression: "I'm not out of danger yet."

Wen Zhengyan's heart sank when he heard these words, but since he was like this, Mei Xiaochen at the side stopped talking. He wanted to comfort Mei Xiaochen, but he saw his pale and solemn face, and his eyes were fixed on him. In the face of this kind of matter, any outsider's words are pale. If the person lying inside is someone close to him, no one will feel relieved by a word or two of comfort. .

He glanced at his watch, and it was already past ten o'clock. He knew that the few people sitting here probably hadn't eaten, so he went downstairs to buy some food. He also knew that no one had the appetite to eat at this time, so he just After buying some liquid food that was easy to swallow, Wen Zhengyan first handed the food to the lady opposite, who took it and thanked him politely.

Then it was given to Su Jingci and Mei Xiaochen. Mei Xiaochen refused as expected, but Su Jingci didn't let him go. He took the porridge and put it in a straw, and said to Mei Xiaochen, "Wait until Uncle Meng comes out. , you still have to take care of him, you don’t want to faint in front of him, right, one patient is enough for a family.”

Mei Xiaochen paused, just took it, and started to eat in silence.

Wen Zhengyan sat down next to Su Jingci again, and accidentally touched Su Jingci's hand, which was cold, he subconsciously covered it, and then shook it hard, Su Jingci shook his head slightly at him, Indicate that you are fine.

About an hour and a half later, the door of the emergency room opened, Mei Xiaochen stood up immediately, and several others followed suit. The doctor said that the operation was successful and the patient's life was not in danger. Mei Xiaochen, who is so human, was the first to say "Thank you, doctor." The rest of the people were also relieved.

Soon Meng Xiaochun was pushed out and sent directly to the intensive care unit.

Family members are not allowed to accompany them in the intensive care unit, and family members are only allowed to visit at a fixed time every day. Mei Xiaochen asked Su Jingci and Wen Zhengyan to go back first, while he insisted on staying here. Before Su Jingci left, he repeatedly told Mei Xiaochen had to tell himself what he needed, and then he went home with Wen Zhengyan.

On the way back, Wen Zhengyan drove the car, looked at Su Jingci in the co-pilot with a tired and preoccupied face, and said, "If you're tired, go to sleep for a while, and I'll wake you up when you get home."

He knew that Meng Mei was very important to Su Jingci. If they hadn't picked her at a glance back then, Su Jingci wouldn't have won her first trophy in her life right after she stepped out of school. Su Jingci was criticized by everyone. Shi Shi still believed in him unconditionally, pulled him in the dark, and reactivated Su Jingci against all opinions when he fell into the quagmire, helping him to stand in front of everyone again. He is also a very good senior, whether it is filming or with Su Jingci, he has helped him a lot. Although he is not related by blood, his feelings are no different from those of the elders in the family.

Right now Su Jingci only nodded, but did not close her eyes. For the next day, he was very silent, and he was relieved only when he learned that Meng Xiaochun had woken up and was in a stable condition.

In the next few days, Su Jingci still went to the hospital every day, and Wen Zhengyan would accompany her when she had time. Even if they couldn't see Meng Xiaochun, doing small things with Mei Xiaochen would make them feel better. Fortunately, Meng Xiaochun His physical recovery is relatively good, and he was transferred to the general ward less than a week later. After he was transferred to the general ward, his sister only came to visit at a fixed time every day, and Mei Xiaochen took care of the rest.

Meng Xiaochun has been in the industry for so many years and has a wide range of friends, so there is an endless stream of people who come to see him. Every time Su Jingci goes, she can see different flower and fruit baskets by the bedside, and even squatting outside the hospital to wait The media in the know.

One day Su Jingci was sitting on the stool in front of him and peeling apples by the bedside. At this time, only he and Meng Xiaochun were there. Mei Xiaochen went out. Meng Xiaochun suddenly raised his arm and beckoned to him, "Sit over."

Su Jingci leaned forward, and Meng Xiaochun held his hand with a loving expression: "Jingci, there is one thing, please promise me."

Su Jingci stopped what she was doing and looked at him, "Say, Uncle Meng."

Meng Xiaochun's voice sounded slowly, "If I leave early in the future, can you please take care of your Uncle Mei, for most of my life, I have had fame, wealth, works, everything, I have no regrets, the only thing is to let go Don't let him down."

The white hair on his sideburns is shining in the sun, and his face is more wrinkled than before. "You also know his temper. He usually doesn't have many friends around. For so many years, because of me, he has been very stiff with his family, brothers and sisters." We don’t come and go often,” he coughed twice and sighed, “Your generation is still much happier than ours.”

Su Jingci looked at Meng Xiaochun, who seemed to have suddenly aged a lot due to the illness, and couldn't help feeling sour in her heart, knowing that what she said at this time, "You will live a long life", seemed a bit empty and hypocritical. , and just walked through the ghost gate again, it is normal to think about what will happen next, so I solemnly nodded, "I promise you, if there is such a day, I will take care of Uncle Mei."

Meng Xiaochun withdrew his hand cheerfully after hearing this, and said to Su Jingci: "Don't look at me as stronger than him, but he is actually physically better than me. Alas, somehow he has lived to this age, as if he was still in college. In front of your eyes, people are already old.”

"If you know that you have a problem with your body, treat it well. Quit smoking and drinking. Don't bother the junior here." Mei Xiaochen's cold voice sounded. The nutritious meal from the hospital came to the bed.

Meng Xiaochun kept his mouth shut and didn't say anything ahead of time, but he still wanted to make fun of it, "People say young couples are always together, but I don't think we are any different!"

Mei Xiaochen glanced at him, it's rare that he didn't push anything, just helping him eat.

Seeing that the two of them seemed to have something to say, Su Jingci went out and sat in the small garden downstairs for a while. When he went downstairs, he saw a man walking downstairs holding a woman who was about to twitch from crying. During these many days in the hospital, Su Jingci has seen many such scenes. He has played the role of a doctor, killed people in the play, and also died, but these scenes still make him uncomfortable. The life and death in the world are staged every day. Can escape.

Not long after, Mei Xiaochen also came down. Seeing Su Jingci looking over, he first explained, "His sister is here."

He twirled his fingers and said to Su Jingci, "Is there any smoke?"

Su Jingci shook her head, "I quit a long time ago, you know it." She smiled again, "You were talking about Uncle Meng just now, and now you are looking for cigarettes behind his back."

Seeing that Mei Xiaochen's expression was not very good, he asked, "What's the matter? Are you bickering?"

Mei Xiaochen shook his head, just sat beside him, looking at the top of the gazebo, "Do you know what he just said to me?"

Before Su Jingci answered, she continued on her own, "He asked me if I regretted it."

The meaning of this sentence is obvious. It is asking him to walk this road with him, to be estranged from his family, to have no children, and to have no one to accompany and take care of him in his [-]s and [-]s, and he will never be able to openly announce his relationship to the world. I spent half my life and paid several times more hardships than ordinary people, and I will not regret it later.

If Meng Xiaochun asked this kind of question in the past, Mei Xiaochen would be so angry that he would scold others, and he has been with him for decades. It is really annoying to ask this at this time, but right now he can't care about a patient, just throwing down three words "No regrets." He left the room.

At this time, he smiled, a little angry and helpless, "We have been together since college. We haven't met for so many years, and we haven't been able to separate successfully. Although we quarreled from time to time, we came over anyway. Do you think he is I was confused and asked me this," and then said the stinging words that I couldn't say in front of Meng Xiaochun, "At this age, even if I regret it, can I kick him and find another one?"

After a pause, he said angrily, "I'll kick him tomorrow and find a younger one!"

These words are really childish, not only Su Jingci wanted to laugh when she heard it, but Mei Xiaochen also wanted to laugh. After confiding with Su Jingci, the depression dissipated a lot, and he leaned back, looking a little lazy.

Su Jingci said: "Uncle Meng is unavoidable to think and worry a lot when he is ill, this is normal."

Mei Xiaochen seemed to have thought of something, nodded his head, "He has been accommodating me and taking care of me for so many years, I also know that I have many problems, thankfully he doesn't dislike it, now it's my turn to take care of him, it's also very good."

Then he put his hand on Su Jingci's shoulder, "Don't listen to him, even if he really leaves me after 20 years, so what, I'm too old to have a bone left, do I still love this world? The worst thing is to be with him Just leave, it's such a big deal, it's not as hypocritical as him."

Su Jingci looked at him with frowned eyebrows, but was interrupted by Mei Xiaochen when she wanted to say something, "Don't be in a hurry to speak, you are still young, when you and Wen Zhengyan reach our age, you will understand. Age is to let go of the obsession with life and death, otherwise you will live more and more confused, just like him."

An hour later, seeing Meng Xiaochun's younger sister coming out of the door, Mei Xiaochen went back. Su Jingci was still concerned about the wailing she had just heard, fearing that she would see that scene again, so she didn't want to go back so soon. sat for a while.

He leaned on the back of the gazebo chair, his thoughts drifted away unconsciously, just now Mei Xiaochen's words kept circling in his mind, people are mortal, no matter how beautiful they are when they are young, and how many people surround them, they cannot escape aging after all, Then step by step towards death, under the tombstone, no one can hold anyone's hand, the end and the beginning of life are so lonely.

The same goes for him and Wen Zhengyan.

It's just that Su Jingci thinks that she is older than Wen Zhengyan, and her health is even worse. If there is no accident, she should walk ahead of Wen Zhengyan, but if she leaves him alone in the world, is she too sorry for him? .

Thinking of this, after several days of exhaustion, he fell asleep like this, and even dreamed of himself and Wen Zhengyan getting old.

When he woke up again, he was wearing a coat, and the old man in the dream had turned into a young one, looking at him for a moment.

That face was handsome and bright, and his body was strong and straight. He blinked and confirmed once again that no matter how hard he tried, it seemed unlikely that he would outlive Wen Zhengyan.

When Wen Zhengyan saw that he had woken up, he sighed, "Why are you sleeping here? What should I do if I catch a cold from the wind?"

Su Jingci got up and hugged him directly, "Zhengyan."

Wen Zhengyan hugged her firmly in his arms, but said, "Yo, if you do something wrong, act like a baby, Mr. Su, you've grown up."

Su Jingci didn't speak, but rested her chin on his shoulder silently, feeling his body temperature and heartbeat, and said suddenly: "I'll ask you a question, don't be angry with me."

"what?"

Su Jingci slowly said: "With me, we can't get married, we can't announce our relationship like lovers in other circles, there is no legal constraint, there is no piece of paper that represents responsibilities and obligations, and we will never If you have a child and have no one under your knees in a hundred years, will you regret it?"

Wen Zhengyan was stunned for a long time, then suddenly laughed out loud, "Oh my god, baby, you really know how to ask, it seems that you really don't know how much I like you."

"There are so many regrets in life. Compared with the regrets of missing you, these are nothing. Every morning when I see you, I can't wait to go to the temple to offer three sticks of incense to the Bodhisattva. You actually asked me if I regret it. "

He pressed Su Jingci's head, "You are the thing I will never regret in my life."

He added with disgust, "Besides, what's so good about the child, and there are so many noises, how can you be better than you, what a pity, it's just luck!"

Su Jingci was amused by him, thought about it and said solemnly: "I won't regret it either."

He seemed to make up his mind, "I will stay with you a little longer."

Seeing what he was thinking, Wen Zhengyan first snorted maliciously, "I regret not exercising well now." Then he stroked the man's hair and said with emotion: "But that's fine, you don't have to go through the experience. The most difficult thing, I can't bear it."

Seeing that Su Jingci was silent, Wen Zhengyan kissed him between the eyebrows, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "I can allow you to go before me, but you have to live a long life."

Then you wait for me, I will find you soon.

"OK?"

Su Jingci nodded and smiled, "Okay."