Raiders of Bai Yueguang actor

The awards ceremony started at six o'clock and ended at nearly nine o'clock. According to the practice of the Golden Laurel Awards, all the guests present will be invited to a dinner afterwards, which can be regarded as an exchange event within the film circle. Compared with a dinner, it is more like A large resource exchange.

As soon as Su Jingci showed up at the dinner party, a large group of people he knew and didn't know congratulated him. This is the case in the entertainment industry. You showed your kindness, but he didn't feel that there was any injustice, and he only responded politely out of habit.

Fortunately, Gao Fengyi also came and helped him avoid a lot of trouble.

Wen Zhengyan was dragged by Wu Lan to meet a director. The films directed by this director have always been very popular. If nothing else, Wen Zhengyan will be the male lead of his next commercial film. What is the company's position on him? It has always been clear that the TV dramas maintain their popularity, and the movies win awards and box office. Among the new generation of niche students, he is indeed the most popular one.

About half an hour later, Su Jingci managed to get rid of the entertainment and found a secluded place to take a break, but accidentally caught a glimpse of a figure in the crowd, and then froze there.

The man also saw him, was also taken aback, and then walked towards him.

Seeing Ji Chen approaching her, Su Jingci frowned uncontrollably.

Ji Chen stood still in front of him, staring at him "You..."

Su Jingci suddenly covered her mouth, bent down and rushed into the bathroom.

Beside the sink in the bathroom, Su Jingci retched uncontrollably while holding on to the edge of the marble, and it took a long time to restrain the surging nausea.

He didn't deliberately embarrass him with Ji Chen's face, but a psychological reaction of stress.

When Ji Chen came in, Su Jingci was washing his face with cold water, trying to get back to normal. Ji Chen wanted to help him, but he avoided him.

Su Jingci wiped her face with a handkerchief, and said, "I'm sorry, I feel sick when I see you."

Ji Chen: "...I didn't expect you to hate me so much."

"No, no," Su Jingci put down her handkerchief, and explained earnestly, "This is not purely emotional disgust, it's just that the moment you appear, it reminds me of some bad things, the physiological nausea caused by psychological reactions, I once thought of you My name makes me want to vomit, but it's much better now."

"..."

The corner of Ji Chen's mouth trembled, and he insisted: "Let's chat in another place, okay?"

Su Jingci thought for a moment, then nodded, "Okay."

He and Ji Chen came out of the bathroom and turned to the rooftop. Wen Zhengyan, who was looking for him, finally caught his figure in the crowd, and immediately recognized Ji Chen beside him.

His face darkened, and he was about to follow, but was stopped by Gao Fengyi who appeared out of the sky. He shook his glass and said to Wen Zheng, "Let him solve it by himself."

Wen Zhengyan hesitated for a moment, but in the end they didn't follow. The two walked to the railing on the second floor. Gao Fengyi raised his chin in the direction Su Jingci left, "I don't like him either, but he can only walk this hurdle by himself." past."

Seeing that Zhengyan's expression was still not good, he continued, "Really, as Su Jingci's manager, he almost ruined my artist. I wish I could beat him up just as much as you do."

Wen Zhengyan gritted his teeth bitterly: "I will deal with him sooner or later."

Gao Fengyi smiled, his face turned sad, looking at the high dome of the banquet hall, he seemed a little drunk, so he talked more unconsciously, "I thought so too, because he almost turned Su Jingci into a Another person, if you have seen him before, you will never forgive this person."

Wen Zhengyan was just about to refute, but Gao Fengyi said: "He used to have a gentle and humble image in front of the media, but in reality it's not like that at all. There was an interview, because a reporter offended him, even I taunted him for half an hour, and finally won the quarrel, can you imagine? It really took me a lot of effort to press this matter down, and he really caused me a lot of trouble at that time."

Gao Fengyi took a sip of wine, "But I don't know why, he is so tight now, but I often miss him in the past."

Wen Zhengyan didn't speak, because he had never seen Su Jingci like this, even when he first met in school, he was fragile and delicate on stage, not as sharp and unsophisticated as Gao Fengyi said.

If Wen Zhengyan was young and energetic, then Su Jingci at that time was full of genius conceit and high spirits, like a newly unsheathed sword, sharp and cold, but was broken by someone.

Wen Zhengyan's eyes sank, and he looked at Gao Fengyi, "Why are you telling me this?"

Gao Fengyi was surprised, "Don't you like him? Is it wrong for me to help you understand him?"

In exchange, the other party frowned suspiciously, "You don't object?"

Gao Fengyi smiled, "To be honest, I feel much more at ease when you are with him. It's better than Ji Chen."

Wen Zhengyan still looked at him, with unclear meaning in his eyes, Gao Fengyi seemed to see through his thoughts, shrugged his shoulders, "I know what you are thinking, but don't worry, I won't, this is not my style."

Wen Zhengyan was dubious, but still clinked glasses with him.

On the other side of the roof, Ji Chen and Su Jingci stood facing each other. He stared at Su Jingci for a long time, and suddenly said, "You seem to have changed a lot."

After hearing this, Su Jingci took a straight look at him and nodded, "You have also changed, and you are much uglier."

Ji Chen: "..."

"Do you have to be so mean to me?"

Su Jingci frowned and looked at him, "So you want me to thank you and your father for what you did back then?"

When the photos of him and Ji Chen were exposed, this person never showed his face. On the contrary, his father hinted in front of the media that Su Jingci was selling himself, and within a few days, Ji Chen was photographed with a tender model Going in and out of the bar, it is even more true that he is just a flirtatious young man, and Su Jingci is just being played.

And in that situation, Su Jingci couldn't stand up and refute at all, even if he tried his best to shamelessly put his private life with Ji Chen on the table, it would be tantamount to admitting that he was gay, and it would be tantamount to destroying his own future.

In the entertainment industry, there are many people who like the same sex, and many people know about it, but this is only a private acquiescence. If someone really brings this matter up on the stage, they will only be completely blocked, and there will be no re-emergence. opportunity to come.

The rules of this circle are like this, the identity of homosexuality can only be acquiesced, not explicitly stated.

You can be photographed being intimate with the same sex, but you can't admit it, and people can accept a person who is nasty, but they can't accept him saying that he is gay.

So Su Jingci was facing almost a dead end at that time. He allowed himself to be notorious, but had no choice but to leave a way out.

From college to work, they have been together for nearly seven years. Su Jingci never thought that the person she liked back then would be such a person.

And what he said just now was not mean, it was just an objective evaluation. Ji Chen was very handsome when he was in school, and he matured a little after work, but his appearance is still above ordinary people, but Ji Chen in front of him has a kind of desolate melancholy , it seems that all the energy has been worn away by this short period of four years. Even if the facial features have not changed, it still makes people unable to say a good word.

After hearing Su Jingci's words, Ji Chen lowered his head and said vaguely, "I'm sorry..."

"Okay," Su Jingci raised her hand to stop, "You really should say sorry, not only you, but also your father, but now, I don't want to hear it anymore, because your apology is meaningless, what you need, It’s about paying for your actions, if you’re only talking about this to me, then I’m leaving.”

After finishing speaking, he was about to leave, but was stopped by Ji Chen again, "Jingci,"

His face was shrouded in darkness. "I'm sorry, but you know, my family can't allow me to do something dishonorable, and I can't disobey my father."

Finally, a crack appeared on Su Jingci's face. He stared at Ji Chen, with extreme annoyance and absurdity in his eyes, and said word by word: "Ji Chen, you are not the only one who has a family in this world." .”

After speaking, he turned and left without hesitation.

Originally, Ji Chen didn't have any award-winning works this year, but was invited to a dinner party by a friend. After meeting Su Jingci, he was in a bad mood, so he planned to leave early and went to the garage alone.

At this time, the banquet was in full swing. It stands to reason that there should be no one in the garage, but he saw a tall, handsome man casually leaning against a pillar beside him. When he saw him, his eyes were as if he had seen him. The wolf, which had caught the enemy, stood up straight unconsciously.

Although Ji Chen looked familiar to this person, he could confirm that he did not recognize him, so he walked towards the driver's parking spot without thinking too much.

When the clinker was passing by this man, the man suddenly moved, grabbed his collar fiercely, punched him with all his strength, and hit him directly to the ground.

Ji Chen didn't remember that he had offended such a person at all, he was stunned for a moment, he wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth, and asked in panic: "Who are you?"

Wen Zhengyan shook his hands and smiled, "I'm Wen Zhengyan, you'd better remember who beat you up today."

Ji Chen got up from the ground, he had never used violence to solve a problem, it was the first time he met such an overbearing master at such a young age, not to mention that he couldn't beat this person in front of him, instead he was waiting for him there Seeing his employer being beaten, the little driver of Ji's family naturally wouldn't just stand by and jump out of the car to rush towards Wen Zhengyan.

Su Jingci was discussing work matters with Gao Fengyi at the moment, and Gao Fengyi suddenly patted his head in the middle of speaking, as if he had a flash of inspiration, "By the way, I saw Ji Chen go to the garage just now."

Su Jingci frowned, "What do you pay attention to him?"

Gao Fengyi added, "Wen Zhengyan seems to have gone too."

Su Jingci's face suddenly changed: "Then don't stop him!"

The other party looked puzzled: "Why did I stop him? I'm not his manager."

Su Jingci gave him a hard look, "Did you say something to him?"

Gao Fengyi smiled, feeling a little guilty, "I'm not helping you to test your inner brat!"

"You!" Su Jingci's face was livid, she was too lazy to entangle with him, she hurried away, after taking two steps, she suddenly stopped, turned her head and said to Gao Fengyi: "You wait for me."

Since Su Jingci came back, it was the first time that Gao Fengyi saw that gentle expression on his face that was beyond the disguise. Su Jingci left him behind and touched his nose, "We haven't been together yet, just protect yourself like this." Now, how can this kid be so good?"

When Su Jingci arrived, she saw the burly driver punch Wen Zhengyan in the face, and then was kicked away by Wen Zhengyan, while Ji Chen was watching from the side, not knowing how to react.

He rushed over to stop Wen Zhengyan, and said loudly, "Stop!"

"Why are you here?" Wen Zhengyan was a little surprised when he saw him, fearing that he would be accidentally injured, he quickly pulled him behind.

Seeing that it was him, Ji Chen hurriedly stopped the driver. Just as he was about to say something, Su Jingci pulled Wen Zhengyan to check him, then walked up to him, slapped him with a cold face, "How dare you move?" he?"

When the driver saw Su Jingci, he wanted to teach Su Jingci a lesson, but Ji Chen stopped him. Wen Zheng stood in front of Su Jingci calmly, but was glared at by Su Jingci instead.

Seeing this, Ji Chen seemed to understand the relationship between them, his lips trembled, "You..."

Su Jingci didn't want to talk to him, so she grabbed Wen Zhengyan's arm and left.

"Teacher Su? Teacher Su?" Wen Zhengyan called him flatteringly like a student caught in a gang fight by the teacher in charge. Su Jingci didn't like him at all right now. She found her car, opened the door, and let Wen Zhengyan went in, then came to the driver's seat by himself, and said to the driver: "I'll drive, you go first."

Most of them were driven by the driver with their manager today, and Su Jingci was no exception. Now his driver didn't dare to speak when he saw this posture, but Wen Zhengyan was on the sidelines to smooth things over, "Brother, take a taxi yourself." Go back, the two of us," Wen Zhengyan pointed at Su Jingci, and said apologetically, "There is something wrong."

The driver nodded repeatedly and said, "Then Mr. Gao..."

"Let him walk back by himself!"

After Su Jingci finished speaking, she slammed the car door and started the car.

Wen Zhengyan in the co-pilot had the illusion of replaying the scene, as if he had returned to the day when he took Su Jingci away, but this time his identity was reversed.

He looked at Su Jingci's angry expression, rolled his Adam's apple, and said tentatively, "Well, it's not safe to drive in a rage, or I'll do it."

Su Jingci gave him a hard look and said nothing.

Wen Zhengyan was stunned by his stare, and almost jumped up, "What kind of expression do you have? I hit him because I didn't like him! He looks like he deserves a beating! Really, you don't have to think about it, just treat it like that." Can't I still owe it!"

Because the expression was too exaggerated, and the wound on his face was pulled, he couldn't help but gasped.

Going to see Su Jingci again, I don’t know whether it’s distressed or anxious, there seems to be a faint glint in the corner of her eyes, Wen Zhengyan is completely panicked now, "I’m going, don’t cry, aren’t you killing me? I don’t care at all. It hurts, I used to fight with people in school, and I never lost! Even if you don't come, I can get rid of them!."

Then he snorted coldly with disdain, "Especially that Ji Chen, he is so weak, I can hit three of them!"

He muttered softly, "I don't know how you used to be..."

Su Jingci patted the steering wheel angrily: "Is it okay if I'm mentally ill?"

Although Wen Zhengyan didn't like Su Jingci talking about herself like this, she still had some immoral joy at this conclusion, and her mood was very complicated for a while.

He settled down for a while, and then slowly said, "Well, you can't say that, after all..."

"Shut up!" Su Jingci roared.

"Turn over!"

"Oh." Wen Zhengyan sat upright obediently, only secretly looking at him from the corner of his eyes.

This time it stopped completely.

Su Jingci drove him back to her home, let Wen Zhengyan sit on the sofa, went to find the medical kit by herself, dug out the medicine and gave him the medicine, but the more anxious he was, the more his left hand moved uncontrollably. Trembling, the cotton swab couldn't get into the medicine bottle at all, and instead spilled the medicine all over himself.

The wound on his left hand was too deep when he cut his wrist, which has already caused irreversible damage. The doctor said that it is impossible to fully recover the function. Once it is stimulated, it will tremble nervously.

He didn't care about it before, because he was an actor and didn't need to do precise labor with his hands, but at this moment he suddenly felt a great sense of powerlessness and the resulting irritability.

For the first time, he regretted what he had done to his body.

Su Jingci put the medicine bottle heavily on the tea table, held the wrist of her left hand firmly with her right hand, arched her back, frowned, and looked extremely patient, as if she wanted to forcibly stop the disobedient hand.

At this moment, Wen Zhengyan held his arm, rubbed his warm palm against his skin, and coaxed softly, "Go find a mirror, can I do it myself?"

Su Jingci straightened up, nodded, and went to find him a mirror.

Wen Zhengyan had two wounds on his face, one on the cheekbone and one at the corner of his mouth. The wound at the corner of his mouth had been split, and he grinned in pain when he applied the medicine.

Su Jingci felt her emotions calm down a bit, and couldn't bear to say, "Give it to me."

Wen Zhengyan looked at him, then passed the cotton swab over.

After Su Jingci gave him the medicine, the two of them were relatively silent, as if each had a thousand words to say, but could not speak out.

In the end, Wen Zhengyan spoke first.

"I love you."

He said.

Su Jingci's body trembled, and she seemed to be trying to say something, but Wen Zhengyan stopped her, "Listen to me first."

"At that time, you told me that I was still young, and I should see the world more and meet more people, and then I would find that you were not the best."

Wen Zhengyan's eyes looked at him, without the urgency and intensity of the past at all. He just said clearly, word by word: "In the past year, I have been to many places and seen thousands of people. Thousands of people are watching, but I still love you, so I think, even if I travel the world and see all 70 billion people, I still love you."

As soon as he finished speaking, a tear suddenly rolled out of Su Jingci's moist eyes.

Wen Zhengyan sighed, and went to wipe his tears, while complaining, "Why are you crying, even if you don't want to agree to me, you wouldn't use this trick, in fact, even if you don't agree to me, it's okay, I guess I can still wait for you long time……"

Su Jingci shook her head, hugged his neck, buried her head on his shoulder, choked her throat and said, "No."

He said again, "I'm sorry."

Wen Zhengyan was taken aback for a moment, and then patted him on the back, even thinking about joking, "I thought I would never wait for the day when you took the initiative to hug me."

Su Jingci's voice was muffled, but she asked another unrelated matter, "It rained when you left that day, did you get sick?"

The answer I got was Wen Zhengyan sighed softly, "I'm not sick, but I'm a little angry and very sad. At that time, I thought that even if I showed you my heart, you wouldn't take a second look. I like you." After so long, I finally had the opportunity to get close to you and stay by your side, why do you have to ignore me? I don’t even ask you to like me, I just ask you to soften your heart once, why you just refuse? "

He paused here, his voice suddenly stopped, and he turned around after a long time: "Now it's my turn to ask you, you drove me away from your house that day, have you ever regretted it, even for a minute?"

Su Jingci buried him on his shoulder, "I have always regretted it, and I still regret it until now."

Wen Zhengyan's hands on his back trembled a little, and he asked that sentence, "What about now, have you finally figured it out?"

Asking this sentence, Wen Zhengyan felt that the time was being multiplied, and every second of silence was an incomparable torment, he comforted himself, it was okay, even if he was rejected again, so what, you still like him, you There is no way, I have already given up my heart for this person, so what is there to be afraid of?

Finally, the voice that he had been waiting for for a long time said softly: "I don't know whether it's right or wrong for me to do this, but I can only do this."

Wen Zhengyan took Su Jingci out of his arms, held his face in both hands, and asked solemnly: "So now I can kiss you legitimately?"

Su Jingci didn't speak, but nodded slightly.

Wen Zhengyan first kissed him gently on the face, and then slowly covered his lips.

Su Jingci's lips are very soft, he has tasted it once before, the difference this time is that he is full of joy of being accepted, so his movements are extra gentle, Su Jingci obediently allows him to occupy every trace of air in his mouth , confirming over and over again that this person is completely, completely, his.

After a long time, Wen Zhengyan let him go, his face full of uncontrollable joy, as if he had obtained some treasure.

On the mouth, he joked: "Mr. Su, you need to practice your lung capacity in the future, so what if you can't bear it?"

Su Jingci pushed him away with a blushing face, Wen Zhengyan held him in her arms again, rubbing his neck contentedly.

Su Jingci seemed to suddenly think of something, and said to Wen Zheng: "I was confessing my love to you on the award stage just now, didn't you understand?"

"What, what confession?" Wen Zhengyan tried hard to recall his words, and suddenly remembered what Su Jingci said to thank him just now, and said loudly in disbelief, "Can you call that a confession?"

"Then what do you want me to say?"

Wen Zhengyan sued him heartbroken, "Think about how I confessed my love to you back then? Did you treat me like this? Fortunately, I was the one chasing you, and you should be the one chasing me. You will definitely not be able to chase me like this, you know? "

He added guiltily, "It's absolutely impossible for at least a week, hey... who made you look good?"

Su Jingci looked at him, seeming to be easy to discuss, "Then what do you want to hear?"

"I want to hear you say that you like me! Is this too much?"

Su Jingci blinked, "Does it have to be like this?"

"Must!" Wen Zhengyan's attitude was tough, and he did not allow him to question it at all.

Su Jingci smiled, leaned over and took the initiative to kiss the corner of his lips.

"I love you."