Raiders of Bai Yueguang actor
Chapter 22
Wen Zhengyan and Su Jingci were the second group of guests who arrived at the villa. When they were invited to the living room by the servants, Song Yuanyuan and Zhao Xiaorou were already sitting there eating fruit. I saw my loved ones! Why are you so slow!"
The tone is indescribably proud.
Wen Zhengyan snorted, "The two of us are enjoying the scenery while working, just like you!"
Song Yuanyuan stuck out her tongue at him, and Zhao Xiaorou fed her an apple.
At this time, the owner of the house, Christopher, came over. He was a tall French man with whiskers, wearing a formal suit, hazel eyes with a smile, and indescribable elegance.
Wen Zhengyan handed him the gift in his hand, and the ingredients had already been handed over to the servant when he entered the door. Chris happily said thank you, and then shook hands with the two.
Not long after, Ji Kang and Xiao Nan also arrived. Ji Kang was very ashamed that he was the last to arrive, while Xiao Nan kept smiling. The six exchanged photos and exchanged experiences of the day.
Song Yuanyuan and Zhao Xiaorou received a mission to take pictures at the Louvre, and then buy butter and a pair of cufflinks. The two girls helped the hawker sell all the unsold balloons and got a reward fee to pay.
Ji Kang and Xiao Nan worked as helpers in the bakery after taking pictures in the Palace of Versailles, and just got the ingredients bread and enough money to buy a Chinese porcelain doll as a gift.
Xiao Nan also prepared a few postcards for each of them. When Su Jingci arrived, he handed over the postcard with the Paris Museum of Modern Art printed in his hand. The smile on his face was still kind, but his eyes seemed to be poisoned. His snake teeth are ready to bite him hard at any time.
Su Jingci turned pale when she saw the photo on the postcard. Because he maintained a decent smile in front of the camera, his hands trembled uncontrollably.
Now that everyone has arrived, the director team took out the prepared surprises, which were six dresses tailored for the guests. Song Yuanyuan cheered, her eyes were shining, and she kept pulling Zhao Xiaorou's arm, "This is also great. Come on, Miss Xiaorou!"
She is also a girl, Zhao Xiaorou is much calmer than her, and even joked a few times, "I can't walk when I see beautiful clothes, and even dragged me to go shopping when I was doing a task before."
Song Yuanyuan was a little embarrassed, and the rest of them smiled and went to change their clothes.
Wen Zhengyan and Su Jingci are both in white suits, but there are some differences in details. Xiao Nan and Ji Kang are in black dresses. The two girls are treated better. Song Yuanyuan wears a light pink skirt with a slightly puffy skirt She also redid her hair, wearing a wreath and earrings, like a little princess in an old castle, while Zhao Xiaorou wore a bright red backless dress, just like her usual style, sexy and glamorous.
The six people came to the restaurant, and the owner was already waiting there. After they were seated, the chef introduced them to today's dishes, among which were dishes made with the ingredients they brought, although they couldn't buy them with the little money they earned. What high-end ingredients, but processed by the chef's skillful hands, served on a clean plate, under the candlelight, very attractive.
The guests had been traveling all day, and at this time they were finally able to sit down and enjoy the dinner. They ate and gorged themselves. Even Song Yuanyuan, who wanted to control her weight, couldn't help eating and drinking, but Su Jingci was absent-minded and basically didn't eat anything.
After the meal, Christopher took the guests to visit the paintings hanging in the corridor. It is said that this villa is his family property, has a history of hundreds of years, and has collected many valuable paintings.
Su Jingci used an excuse to go to the bathroom halfway, and hid himself in another corridor. He felt his heart was clenched uncontrollably, and the dark clouds weighed heavily on it, almost making him breathless.
With his hands on the edge of the window sill, he opened the window and took a deep breath of air. His eyes fell on the lawn downstairs, and his upper body leaned out slightly.
After he realized what he was thinking, he suddenly retracted his protruding body, and then closed the window.
Then a voice came from behind, "Are you okay?"
Su Jingci turned around and saw Christopher was looking at him not far behind him. Maybe Su Jingci's face was too ugly. He walked over worriedly and asked again, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Su Jingci touched her face, forced a smile and said, "Maybe I'm a little drunk, just blow some air."
He said again, "Why didn't you accompany them?"
Just when he was eating, Christopher noticed that he was lonely, and even the wine would only touch his lips before putting it down, but at this time he did not expose Su Jingci's lie, but smiled kindly, "I see you haven't come back for a long time , let the housekeeper take them to visit and come to you by yourself."
And mysteriously said: "Do you know, because this house is too old, there have been rumors that there are vampires living here. I am afraid that you will be taken away by vampires, so I will come to protect you immediately."
Su Jingci knew that this delicate Frenchman was making herself happy, so she smiled and said, "Let's go back, don't let them look for it."
Christopher took his shoulders and hugged him affectionately, "Let's go, I will protect you, you don't have to be afraid."
He added: "You speak French very nicely."
Su Jingci said: "Thank you."
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The recording that night lasted until almost ten o'clock, and the group just returned to the hotel.
After Su Jingci returned to the room, she felt extremely tired, and planned to go to bed after washing.
However, lying on the bed, the darkness rushed towards him like sea water, pouring into his mouth and nose, and countless painful memories flooded in his mind. Words are like sharp knives stabbing at his brain, tossing and turning for an unknown period of time, but they still can't get rid of it.
He didn't know how long he sat up like this, turned on the bedside lamp, found a few pills in his luggage, and sent them down with water. Before he fell asleep, the time on the electronic watch by the bedside was past two o'clock.
The sleep bought by the medicine was not stable. Su Jingci in Mengli felt that she was back on the stage where he won the first actor trophy. After the award presenter handed over the trophy to him, the audience applauded continuously There were approving smiles on both sides, and suddenly someone yelled, "Reject the scandal artist! His trophy is fake! It was bought! Don't give him the trophy!"
The faces of the originally kind people were suddenly distorted. A metal object was thrown up from the stage and hit his forehead. The blood flowed down his cheeks. The crowd rioted. rushed to him.
He seemed to be firmly held in place by an invisible hand in the void, unable to move a single bit, only letting countless people with distorted faces rush towards him...
Su Jingci suddenly opened her eyes, breathing heavily in the dark like a drowning person desperately trying to get air, a large drop of sweat dripped from her forehead, and wet her messy bangs.
He turned on the bedside lamp and looked at his watch. It was five o'clock in the morning, and he had only slept for less than three hours.
Maybe it was because of the nightmare just now, Su Jingci felt that the whole room was unspeakably stuffy. He sat on the bed for a while, guessing that he would not be able to fall asleep again, so he got up to wash, got dressed and went out. The cold air gave his brain a little sobriety and relaxation. The grass on the side of the road was covered with dew, the street lights on the road were still on, and occasionally there were a few cars and two or three joggers in the morning.
He walked along the road for an unknown amount of time, and came to a park, where he sat on a bench to rest. Today was a cloudy day, the sun that had already risen was covered by dark clouds, and the gray sky was hanging down, like can touch the top of his head.
Su Jingci rested for more than half an hour, then stood up and continued walking. He was aimless and didn't know where he was going, but he just kept going with the flow of people, as if he was going to walk out of Paris on his own legs generally.
Suddenly the phone in his pocket rang, and Su Jingci picked it up as if waking up from a dream, and Wen Zhengyan's voice came, "Where did you go?"
"I..." Su Jingci said blankly, "I'm going out for a walk."
"You don't even know the way to go out and walk around!" Wen Zhengyan's voice sounded a little depressed and anxious, and he said again: "Where are you now, can you still find it?"
Su Jingci looked around, this was a downtown area, it was already eight or nine o'clock, the streets were full of pedestrians, but none of them he was familiar with, including this road.
He suddenly discovered that not only did he not know the way, but because he came out to record a program this time, the program team arranged for food and lodging, and he did not exchange foreign currency himself, so he was penniless.
He whispered: "I'm lost."
There is no recording task today, Wen Zhengyan thought that Su Jingci didn't eat much last night, so he wanted to ask him to have breakfast together, but he couldn't knock on the door no matter what, he went to the front desk to find out that he was alone in the early morning After going out, I immediately became worried. When I heard Su Jingci say that I was lost, I couldn't help being a little angry. After realizing it, I suppressed myself and said patiently: "Just stand there and don't move. Send me the location. I'll go find you."
Just as Su Jingci was about to say something, Wen Zhengyan hung up the phone, so he had no choice but to send his location as Wen Zhengyan said, and then stood there and waited quietly for him.
Ten minutes later, it started to rain, and Su Jingci stood there unconsciously, allowing the rain to wet her hair and clothes, and flow down her cheeks, like blood from a dream last night.
He stood there quietly, like a forgotten statue, silently facing the entire gray, boundless world.
The rain washed him over and over again as if it would never stop. Su Jingci felt that she would be submerged in the heavy rain like the city, and would lose her trace in this world since then.
All of a sudden, Su Jingci saw a person holding an umbrella and breaking through the dense rain curtain. The people passing by hurriedly walked, and their faces were unclear. Only one person's face was clear, and his handsome face was full of tears. Anxious, I was looking around at this time, and after a long while, I finally found my target and ran over immediately.
Su Jingci watched him getting closer and closer, and his face became clearer and clearer. Her own shadow was in those worried eyes, which were dark and bright.
Then the rain stopped.
Wen Zhengyan quickly ran to Su Jingci's side, and covered his head with an umbrella. If he was just anxious before, he could be called angry now.
"What's the matter with you? Even if you don't have an umbrella, at least find a place to shelter from the rain, just stand here stupidly! What if you get gonorrhea?"
As if waking up from a nightmare, Su Jingci raised her head to look at him, Wen Zhengyan saw the wet hair hanging down his forehead, and the rain seemed to live in his eyes, covering them with a layer of gray moist.
"What's wrong with you?"
Wen Zhengyan was taken aback, thinking that he had spoken too seriously, and hurriedly explained, "I don't mean to blame you, but I'm just a little impatient to find you. I'm wrong, so don't think too much about it."
Su Jingci was not upset by his yelling, but the moment he found her, her unconscious heart suddenly ached, and even her eye sockets began to ache.
Wen Zhengyan asked him to hold an umbrella, took out his handkerchief to wipe off the rain on his face, and coaxed him softly: "Okay, okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't feel bad, look at you like this My heart is about to break."
He took off Su Jingci's wet coat, took off his coat and put it on him, and then called a car to take Su Jingci back to the hotel.
During the whole process, Su Jingci fiddled with him without saying a word.
After returning to the hotel, Wen Zhengyan accompanied Su Jingci back to the room, put hot water for him, and then urged him to take a bath.
Su Jingci stayed in the bathroom for a full hour before coming out. He was wearing a white bathrobe, his hair was still wet, but maybe the hot water soothed his nerves, his pale cheeks had faded, and he looked fumigated. The light red, the look is much more natural.
Wen Zhengyan pulled him to sit down by the bed, and wiped his hair with a bath towel, but Su Jingci stopped his hand, and said softly, "Thank you, I'll do it myself."
Wen Zhengyan looked at Su Jingci, he had a feeling that Su Jingci in the rain just now was so broken that she could fall down almost at any time, but it seemed that during the hour in the bathroom just now, Su Jingci had already He put on a mask for himself again, as usual, gentle, polite, but alienated.
He stopped his hands, and said briskly, "Okay, but you have to answer a question for me."
He fixed Su Jingci's eyes firmly, because he knew that this person was especially good at avoiding, he said: "Su Jingci, what happened to you just now?"
Sure enough, Su Jingci turned her eyes away, "I'm fine."
Wen Zhengyan sneered, pinched his chin with his hands, and forced him to look at him, "It's okay? Are you really okay or are you unwilling to tell me? I didn't mean to pry into your privacy, but Su Jingci, you have been Since then, you have kept people away from people thousands of miles away, kept everything in your heart, and those who wanted to help you didn't know how to do it. Do you think it's right for you to treat others' kindness like this?"
The corners of his eyes were red. "I don't care how you reject me, but you can't hurt yourself like this. What's the difference between you doing this and stabbing me with a knife?"
Do you know how much I like you.
Su Jingci was burned by his eyes. He didn't want to see Wen Zhengyan like this, but was forced to look at each other. He slowly closed his eyes and said, "Zhengyan, I'm very tired."
Wen Zhengyan looked at his exhausted face, his voice was hoarse and tired, as if he couldn't pull up any strength, he didn't understand why this person always knew how to make him soft-hearted and compromise, he just sighed, let go of his hand, and pulled him away again. embraced.
Sighing in his ear, "Okay, I won't ask, I'll wait for you to tell me, I know everyone has their own secrets in their hearts, and I don't want to tell others," he paused, "It's like you, who can understand French clearly , but pretend not to understand."
Su Jingci looked up at him, a little surprised.
Wen Zhengyan smiled, "Last night I saw that you didn't come back for a long time, so I went to look for you, and then I saw you talking with Christopher there."
He rubbed Su Jingci's bangs, "And you have been to Paris before, right?"
Wen Zhengyan continued, "Maybe there have been unhappy memories here, so you don't want to express your familiarity with this city, or maybe you have had very happy memories, but these memories later turned into painful ones. memory."
"Who left you with such pain?"
He knew in his heart that he shouldn't touch that name, but a certain force drove him to continue, as if holding a key to grope for Su Jingci's heart, he said softly, "Is it Ji Chen?"
Maybe it's because the life in Paris these two days reminded him of too many things in the past, maybe it's because the panic of getting lost has not completely dissipated, maybe it's some kind of dependence that he doesn't want to admit, and I don't know when it started, Su Jingci was stunned for a while, and then nodded.
Then he said in a hoarse voice: "I learned French with him when I was in school. Later, we came here for a trip. He proposed to me, and I agreed."
However, not long after returning to China, the photo incident happened, and what happened later.
The place where Ji Chen proposed to him was at the Museum of Modern Art in Paris, the address on the postcard Xiao Nan gave him.
He stopped suddenly, raised his hand and pressed the center of his eyebrows fiercely, "No, how can I tell you this."
Wen Zhengyan took his hand away, where Su Jingci had already pressed a red mark, he rubbed his eyebrows, and said in a low voice, "No, you can say it."
He paused before saying: "I asked you before if you still love him, but you denied it, then I will ask you again now, are you still unable to let him go?"
"No." Su Jingci shook her head, "I don't love him anymore, I don't miss those memories, I even hate them, I want them to disappear from my mind, but I can't."
Once the love for a person disappears, the memories of the past turn into nightmares, entangled around him from time to time, making him unable to escape.
He looked at Wen Zhengyan and explained, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just..."
"You're just afraid of hurting me. You don't think you should mention these things in front of someone who likes you."
Wen Zhengyan smiled, "Su Jingci, you are afraid of hurting everyone, but you don't mind hurting yourself at all."
He didn't deny that he was very jealous of Ji Chen in the past, but at this moment, all that jealousy dissipated. How could he be jealous of a person who caused Su Jingci such pain? He just wanted to beat that person up and let him do it for him. Pay for what you do.
Wen Zhengyan patted Su Jingci on the back, and then said, "You'll be fine if you say it, just wipe your hair clean, and then sleep, everything will be fine," he joked again, "Or do you want to Shall I wipe it for you?"
Su Jingci nodded, then picked up a bath towel and slowly dried her hair, Wen Zhengyan asked him to drink the milk that the waiter had brought just now, then stuffed her into the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, tenderly Said: "Everyone has a past. When I was very young, I broke my face when I was playing football and was laughed at by my opponent. I was so angry that I never touched it again. But after a long time, my memory faded away. After entering junior high school, I still played well." Very happy."
"The unhappiness in the past will pass. You haven't let go of it. It's just not long enough. After a long time, you will let it go. Before that, I will always be with you."
He blindfolded Su Jingci's eyes, "Go to sleep, I'll watch you, I won't leave, if you have a nightmare, I will wake you up."
Probably because he slept too little last night and exhausted his physical strength this morning, or maybe Wen Zhengyan really gave him a certain sense of security, Su Jingci quickly fell asleep.
Wen Zhengyan kept watching him by the bed until the phone rang, and he quickly pressed it off, then left the room and walked a few steps in the corridor before calling back.
"Hey?"
"Brother Wen," it was Xiao Lin who called, "I've finished washing the clothes you asked me to send for dry cleaning, and I've already sent them to you. Why aren't you here?"
"Oh," Wen Zhengyan worried about Su Jingci all morning, but forgot about it, "I'll go back now, just wait for me."
His room was originally next to Su Jingci, but the shower system in that room broke down for some reason, so he changed to a room upstairs.
Now I took the elevator back and saw Xiao Lin waiting at the door. He took the bag and explained casually, "Ms. Su is in a bad mood today. I'll go and accompany him for a while. Thank you for your hard work."
Xiao Lin's face froze for a moment, hesitant to speak.
Wen Zhengyan said strangely: "If you have anything to say, just say it, what are you covering up with me?"
Xiao Lin still hesitated for a moment before saying, "Well, is it because of that Xiao Nan that Mr. Su is in a bad mood? I accidentally heard that they seemed to be arguing that day, and they seemed to have a bad relationship."
"Xiao Nan?" Wen Zhengyan frowned, "How did you hear that?"
Xiao Lin scratched his head, "That's right, the day you went to meet the three new guests together, my classmate and I were also eating in that restaurant in Paris, and we accidentally heard it when we were going to the bathroom."
He told what happened, but did not mention the specific content, because from the content of the two people's conversation that day, the matter of Su Jingci and Ji Chen was exposed to the media back then, it was Xiao Nan's tricks, he intuitively felt He thought that if Wen Zhengyan found out about this matter, he might be impulsive and cause irreparable consequences.
He has followed Wen Zhengyan for so long, and Wen Zhengyan in his eyes has always been defiant, arrogant, and narcissistic. Although he is not harsh on his subordinates and treats most people with courtesy and tact, he is the proud son of heaven. That kind of innate pride is engraved in the bones and cannot be erased.
He has seen Wen Zhengyan in many ways, but he has never seen him like someone so much, so careful, treating Su Jingci like a treasure, reluctant to touch Su Jingci, it is not a secret until he finds out Don't be surprised when it comes to the secret, it turns out that the young master really likes people, and he is so serious and persistent.
Xiao Lin remembered Wu Lan's usual entrustment, so he didn't dare to tell Wen Zhengyan the whole story. Even so, Wen Zhengyan's face immediately darkened. He glanced at Xiao Lin, his eyes were like lightning, "Lin Yang, that's all. ? Are you sure you didn't hide anything else from me?"
Xiao Lin shuddered and said, "No, that's all I heard."
Wen Zhengyan nodded, sneered, and handed him the clothes bag in his hand, together with the room card, "Put your things in, and I'll make a call."
And patted him on the shoulder, "From this month, the salary will increase by 30.00%."
Xiao Lin hurriedly said something, although he was a little bit guilty in his heart, he still did as he said.
Wen Zhengyan walked to the end of the corridor and made a phone call. Xiao Lin was coming out of the room. He took the room card and went downstairs.
He walked to the door of Su Jingci's room, opened the door with the room card he took out from the pocket of Su Jingci's changed clothes before leaving, walked lightly to Su Jingci's bed and sat down again.
Su Jingci in her sleep seemed to be troubled by something, her brows were furrowed, Wen Zhengyan gently smoothed his brows, and then held his hand.
He will always be here. If Su Jingci wakes up from a nightmare, he will let him see himself at first sight. If he is afraid, he will hug him. If he is sad, he will comfort him. He faces everything alone.
What he didn't know was that at this moment, the repeated abuse and rioting crowd in Su Jingci's dream stopped, and the whole dream fell into a soft whiteness.
It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when Su Jingci woke up. He opened his eyes and saw a tall and slender figure standing in front of the window sill. Wen Zhengyan saw that he was awake, turned around and opened the curtains, the rain outside had stopped , The golden sunshine wantonly sprinkled into the house, just like the smile on the corner of that person's mouth, able to disperse all the damp rain and gray curse.
Then gently, give him the most peaceful sleep and the brightest dream in more than three years.
The tone is indescribably proud.
Wen Zhengyan snorted, "The two of us are enjoying the scenery while working, just like you!"
Song Yuanyuan stuck out her tongue at him, and Zhao Xiaorou fed her an apple.
At this time, the owner of the house, Christopher, came over. He was a tall French man with whiskers, wearing a formal suit, hazel eyes with a smile, and indescribable elegance.
Wen Zhengyan handed him the gift in his hand, and the ingredients had already been handed over to the servant when he entered the door. Chris happily said thank you, and then shook hands with the two.
Not long after, Ji Kang and Xiao Nan also arrived. Ji Kang was very ashamed that he was the last to arrive, while Xiao Nan kept smiling. The six exchanged photos and exchanged experiences of the day.
Song Yuanyuan and Zhao Xiaorou received a mission to take pictures at the Louvre, and then buy butter and a pair of cufflinks. The two girls helped the hawker sell all the unsold balloons and got a reward fee to pay.
Ji Kang and Xiao Nan worked as helpers in the bakery after taking pictures in the Palace of Versailles, and just got the ingredients bread and enough money to buy a Chinese porcelain doll as a gift.
Xiao Nan also prepared a few postcards for each of them. When Su Jingci arrived, he handed over the postcard with the Paris Museum of Modern Art printed in his hand. The smile on his face was still kind, but his eyes seemed to be poisoned. His snake teeth are ready to bite him hard at any time.
Su Jingci turned pale when she saw the photo on the postcard. Because he maintained a decent smile in front of the camera, his hands trembled uncontrollably.
Now that everyone has arrived, the director team took out the prepared surprises, which were six dresses tailored for the guests. Song Yuanyuan cheered, her eyes were shining, and she kept pulling Zhao Xiaorou's arm, "This is also great. Come on, Miss Xiaorou!"
She is also a girl, Zhao Xiaorou is much calmer than her, and even joked a few times, "I can't walk when I see beautiful clothes, and even dragged me to go shopping when I was doing a task before."
Song Yuanyuan was a little embarrassed, and the rest of them smiled and went to change their clothes.
Wen Zhengyan and Su Jingci are both in white suits, but there are some differences in details. Xiao Nan and Ji Kang are in black dresses. The two girls are treated better. Song Yuanyuan wears a light pink skirt with a slightly puffy skirt She also redid her hair, wearing a wreath and earrings, like a little princess in an old castle, while Zhao Xiaorou wore a bright red backless dress, just like her usual style, sexy and glamorous.
The six people came to the restaurant, and the owner was already waiting there. After they were seated, the chef introduced them to today's dishes, among which were dishes made with the ingredients they brought, although they couldn't buy them with the little money they earned. What high-end ingredients, but processed by the chef's skillful hands, served on a clean plate, under the candlelight, very attractive.
The guests had been traveling all day, and at this time they were finally able to sit down and enjoy the dinner. They ate and gorged themselves. Even Song Yuanyuan, who wanted to control her weight, couldn't help eating and drinking, but Su Jingci was absent-minded and basically didn't eat anything.
After the meal, Christopher took the guests to visit the paintings hanging in the corridor. It is said that this villa is his family property, has a history of hundreds of years, and has collected many valuable paintings.
Su Jingci used an excuse to go to the bathroom halfway, and hid himself in another corridor. He felt his heart was clenched uncontrollably, and the dark clouds weighed heavily on it, almost making him breathless.
With his hands on the edge of the window sill, he opened the window and took a deep breath of air. His eyes fell on the lawn downstairs, and his upper body leaned out slightly.
After he realized what he was thinking, he suddenly retracted his protruding body, and then closed the window.
Then a voice came from behind, "Are you okay?"
Su Jingci turned around and saw Christopher was looking at him not far behind him. Maybe Su Jingci's face was too ugly. He walked over worriedly and asked again, "Are you feeling unwell?"
Su Jingci touched her face, forced a smile and said, "Maybe I'm a little drunk, just blow some air."
He said again, "Why didn't you accompany them?"
Just when he was eating, Christopher noticed that he was lonely, and even the wine would only touch his lips before putting it down, but at this time he did not expose Su Jingci's lie, but smiled kindly, "I see you haven't come back for a long time , let the housekeeper take them to visit and come to you by yourself."
And mysteriously said: "Do you know, because this house is too old, there have been rumors that there are vampires living here. I am afraid that you will be taken away by vampires, so I will come to protect you immediately."
Su Jingci knew that this delicate Frenchman was making herself happy, so she smiled and said, "Let's go back, don't let them look for it."
Christopher took his shoulders and hugged him affectionately, "Let's go, I will protect you, you don't have to be afraid."
He added: "You speak French very nicely."
Su Jingci said: "Thank you."
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The recording that night lasted until almost ten o'clock, and the group just returned to the hotel.
After Su Jingci returned to the room, she felt extremely tired, and planned to go to bed after washing.
However, lying on the bed, the darkness rushed towards him like sea water, pouring into his mouth and nose, and countless painful memories flooded in his mind. Words are like sharp knives stabbing at his brain, tossing and turning for an unknown period of time, but they still can't get rid of it.
He didn't know how long he sat up like this, turned on the bedside lamp, found a few pills in his luggage, and sent them down with water. Before he fell asleep, the time on the electronic watch by the bedside was past two o'clock.
The sleep bought by the medicine was not stable. Su Jingci in Mengli felt that she was back on the stage where he won the first actor trophy. After the award presenter handed over the trophy to him, the audience applauded continuously There were approving smiles on both sides, and suddenly someone yelled, "Reject the scandal artist! His trophy is fake! It was bought! Don't give him the trophy!"
The faces of the originally kind people were suddenly distorted. A metal object was thrown up from the stage and hit his forehead. The blood flowed down his cheeks. The crowd rioted. rushed to him.
He seemed to be firmly held in place by an invisible hand in the void, unable to move a single bit, only letting countless people with distorted faces rush towards him...
Su Jingci suddenly opened her eyes, breathing heavily in the dark like a drowning person desperately trying to get air, a large drop of sweat dripped from her forehead, and wet her messy bangs.
He turned on the bedside lamp and looked at his watch. It was five o'clock in the morning, and he had only slept for less than three hours.
Maybe it was because of the nightmare just now, Su Jingci felt that the whole room was unspeakably stuffy. He sat on the bed for a while, guessing that he would not be able to fall asleep again, so he got up to wash, got dressed and went out. The cold air gave his brain a little sobriety and relaxation. The grass on the side of the road was covered with dew, the street lights on the road were still on, and occasionally there were a few cars and two or three joggers in the morning.
He walked along the road for an unknown amount of time, and came to a park, where he sat on a bench to rest. Today was a cloudy day, the sun that had already risen was covered by dark clouds, and the gray sky was hanging down, like can touch the top of his head.
Su Jingci rested for more than half an hour, then stood up and continued walking. He was aimless and didn't know where he was going, but he just kept going with the flow of people, as if he was going to walk out of Paris on his own legs generally.
Suddenly the phone in his pocket rang, and Su Jingci picked it up as if waking up from a dream, and Wen Zhengyan's voice came, "Where did you go?"
"I..." Su Jingci said blankly, "I'm going out for a walk."
"You don't even know the way to go out and walk around!" Wen Zhengyan's voice sounded a little depressed and anxious, and he said again: "Where are you now, can you still find it?"
Su Jingci looked around, this was a downtown area, it was already eight or nine o'clock, the streets were full of pedestrians, but none of them he was familiar with, including this road.
He suddenly discovered that not only did he not know the way, but because he came out to record a program this time, the program team arranged for food and lodging, and he did not exchange foreign currency himself, so he was penniless.
He whispered: "I'm lost."
There is no recording task today, Wen Zhengyan thought that Su Jingci didn't eat much last night, so he wanted to ask him to have breakfast together, but he couldn't knock on the door no matter what, he went to the front desk to find out that he was alone in the early morning After going out, I immediately became worried. When I heard Su Jingci say that I was lost, I couldn't help being a little angry. After realizing it, I suppressed myself and said patiently: "Just stand there and don't move. Send me the location. I'll go find you."
Just as Su Jingci was about to say something, Wen Zhengyan hung up the phone, so he had no choice but to send his location as Wen Zhengyan said, and then stood there and waited quietly for him.
Ten minutes later, it started to rain, and Su Jingci stood there unconsciously, allowing the rain to wet her hair and clothes, and flow down her cheeks, like blood from a dream last night.
He stood there quietly, like a forgotten statue, silently facing the entire gray, boundless world.
The rain washed him over and over again as if it would never stop. Su Jingci felt that she would be submerged in the heavy rain like the city, and would lose her trace in this world since then.
All of a sudden, Su Jingci saw a person holding an umbrella and breaking through the dense rain curtain. The people passing by hurriedly walked, and their faces were unclear. Only one person's face was clear, and his handsome face was full of tears. Anxious, I was looking around at this time, and after a long while, I finally found my target and ran over immediately.
Su Jingci watched him getting closer and closer, and his face became clearer and clearer. Her own shadow was in those worried eyes, which were dark and bright.
Then the rain stopped.
Wen Zhengyan quickly ran to Su Jingci's side, and covered his head with an umbrella. If he was just anxious before, he could be called angry now.
"What's the matter with you? Even if you don't have an umbrella, at least find a place to shelter from the rain, just stand here stupidly! What if you get gonorrhea?"
As if waking up from a nightmare, Su Jingci raised her head to look at him, Wen Zhengyan saw the wet hair hanging down his forehead, and the rain seemed to live in his eyes, covering them with a layer of gray moist.
"What's wrong with you?"
Wen Zhengyan was taken aback, thinking that he had spoken too seriously, and hurriedly explained, "I don't mean to blame you, but I'm just a little impatient to find you. I'm wrong, so don't think too much about it."
Su Jingci was not upset by his yelling, but the moment he found her, her unconscious heart suddenly ached, and even her eye sockets began to ache.
Wen Zhengyan asked him to hold an umbrella, took out his handkerchief to wipe off the rain on his face, and coaxed him softly: "Okay, okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't feel bad, look at you like this My heart is about to break."
He took off Su Jingci's wet coat, took off his coat and put it on him, and then called a car to take Su Jingci back to the hotel.
During the whole process, Su Jingci fiddled with him without saying a word.
After returning to the hotel, Wen Zhengyan accompanied Su Jingci back to the room, put hot water for him, and then urged him to take a bath.
Su Jingci stayed in the bathroom for a full hour before coming out. He was wearing a white bathrobe, his hair was still wet, but maybe the hot water soothed his nerves, his pale cheeks had faded, and he looked fumigated. The light red, the look is much more natural.
Wen Zhengyan pulled him to sit down by the bed, and wiped his hair with a bath towel, but Su Jingci stopped his hand, and said softly, "Thank you, I'll do it myself."
Wen Zhengyan looked at Su Jingci, he had a feeling that Su Jingci in the rain just now was so broken that she could fall down almost at any time, but it seemed that during the hour in the bathroom just now, Su Jingci had already He put on a mask for himself again, as usual, gentle, polite, but alienated.
He stopped his hands, and said briskly, "Okay, but you have to answer a question for me."
He fixed Su Jingci's eyes firmly, because he knew that this person was especially good at avoiding, he said: "Su Jingci, what happened to you just now?"
Sure enough, Su Jingci turned her eyes away, "I'm fine."
Wen Zhengyan sneered, pinched his chin with his hands, and forced him to look at him, "It's okay? Are you really okay or are you unwilling to tell me? I didn't mean to pry into your privacy, but Su Jingci, you have been Since then, you have kept people away from people thousands of miles away, kept everything in your heart, and those who wanted to help you didn't know how to do it. Do you think it's right for you to treat others' kindness like this?"
The corners of his eyes were red. "I don't care how you reject me, but you can't hurt yourself like this. What's the difference between you doing this and stabbing me with a knife?"
Do you know how much I like you.
Su Jingci was burned by his eyes. He didn't want to see Wen Zhengyan like this, but was forced to look at each other. He slowly closed his eyes and said, "Zhengyan, I'm very tired."
Wen Zhengyan looked at his exhausted face, his voice was hoarse and tired, as if he couldn't pull up any strength, he didn't understand why this person always knew how to make him soft-hearted and compromise, he just sighed, let go of his hand, and pulled him away again. embraced.
Sighing in his ear, "Okay, I won't ask, I'll wait for you to tell me, I know everyone has their own secrets in their hearts, and I don't want to tell others," he paused, "It's like you, who can understand French clearly , but pretend not to understand."
Su Jingci looked up at him, a little surprised.
Wen Zhengyan smiled, "Last night I saw that you didn't come back for a long time, so I went to look for you, and then I saw you talking with Christopher there."
He rubbed Su Jingci's bangs, "And you have been to Paris before, right?"
Wen Zhengyan continued, "Maybe there have been unhappy memories here, so you don't want to express your familiarity with this city, or maybe you have had very happy memories, but these memories later turned into painful ones. memory."
"Who left you with such pain?"
He knew in his heart that he shouldn't touch that name, but a certain force drove him to continue, as if holding a key to grope for Su Jingci's heart, he said softly, "Is it Ji Chen?"
Maybe it's because the life in Paris these two days reminded him of too many things in the past, maybe it's because the panic of getting lost has not completely dissipated, maybe it's some kind of dependence that he doesn't want to admit, and I don't know when it started, Su Jingci was stunned for a while, and then nodded.
Then he said in a hoarse voice: "I learned French with him when I was in school. Later, we came here for a trip. He proposed to me, and I agreed."
However, not long after returning to China, the photo incident happened, and what happened later.
The place where Ji Chen proposed to him was at the Museum of Modern Art in Paris, the address on the postcard Xiao Nan gave him.
He stopped suddenly, raised his hand and pressed the center of his eyebrows fiercely, "No, how can I tell you this."
Wen Zhengyan took his hand away, where Su Jingci had already pressed a red mark, he rubbed his eyebrows, and said in a low voice, "No, you can say it."
He paused before saying: "I asked you before if you still love him, but you denied it, then I will ask you again now, are you still unable to let him go?"
"No." Su Jingci shook her head, "I don't love him anymore, I don't miss those memories, I even hate them, I want them to disappear from my mind, but I can't."
Once the love for a person disappears, the memories of the past turn into nightmares, entangled around him from time to time, making him unable to escape.
He looked at Wen Zhengyan and explained, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just..."
"You're just afraid of hurting me. You don't think you should mention these things in front of someone who likes you."
Wen Zhengyan smiled, "Su Jingci, you are afraid of hurting everyone, but you don't mind hurting yourself at all."
He didn't deny that he was very jealous of Ji Chen in the past, but at this moment, all that jealousy dissipated. How could he be jealous of a person who caused Su Jingci such pain? He just wanted to beat that person up and let him do it for him. Pay for what you do.
Wen Zhengyan patted Su Jingci on the back, and then said, "You'll be fine if you say it, just wipe your hair clean, and then sleep, everything will be fine," he joked again, "Or do you want to Shall I wipe it for you?"
Su Jingci nodded, then picked up a bath towel and slowly dried her hair, Wen Zhengyan asked him to drink the milk that the waiter had brought just now, then stuffed her into the bed, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, tenderly Said: "Everyone has a past. When I was very young, I broke my face when I was playing football and was laughed at by my opponent. I was so angry that I never touched it again. But after a long time, my memory faded away. After entering junior high school, I still played well." Very happy."
"The unhappiness in the past will pass. You haven't let go of it. It's just not long enough. After a long time, you will let it go. Before that, I will always be with you."
He blindfolded Su Jingci's eyes, "Go to sleep, I'll watch you, I won't leave, if you have a nightmare, I will wake you up."
Probably because he slept too little last night and exhausted his physical strength this morning, or maybe Wen Zhengyan really gave him a certain sense of security, Su Jingci quickly fell asleep.
Wen Zhengyan kept watching him by the bed until the phone rang, and he quickly pressed it off, then left the room and walked a few steps in the corridor before calling back.
"Hey?"
"Brother Wen," it was Xiao Lin who called, "I've finished washing the clothes you asked me to send for dry cleaning, and I've already sent them to you. Why aren't you here?"
"Oh," Wen Zhengyan worried about Su Jingci all morning, but forgot about it, "I'll go back now, just wait for me."
His room was originally next to Su Jingci, but the shower system in that room broke down for some reason, so he changed to a room upstairs.
Now I took the elevator back and saw Xiao Lin waiting at the door. He took the bag and explained casually, "Ms. Su is in a bad mood today. I'll go and accompany him for a while. Thank you for your hard work."
Xiao Lin's face froze for a moment, hesitant to speak.
Wen Zhengyan said strangely: "If you have anything to say, just say it, what are you covering up with me?"
Xiao Lin still hesitated for a moment before saying, "Well, is it because of that Xiao Nan that Mr. Su is in a bad mood? I accidentally heard that they seemed to be arguing that day, and they seemed to have a bad relationship."
"Xiao Nan?" Wen Zhengyan frowned, "How did you hear that?"
Xiao Lin scratched his head, "That's right, the day you went to meet the three new guests together, my classmate and I were also eating in that restaurant in Paris, and we accidentally heard it when we were going to the bathroom."
He told what happened, but did not mention the specific content, because from the content of the two people's conversation that day, the matter of Su Jingci and Ji Chen was exposed to the media back then, it was Xiao Nan's tricks, he intuitively felt He thought that if Wen Zhengyan found out about this matter, he might be impulsive and cause irreparable consequences.
He has followed Wen Zhengyan for so long, and Wen Zhengyan in his eyes has always been defiant, arrogant, and narcissistic. Although he is not harsh on his subordinates and treats most people with courtesy and tact, he is the proud son of heaven. That kind of innate pride is engraved in the bones and cannot be erased.
He has seen Wen Zhengyan in many ways, but he has never seen him like someone so much, so careful, treating Su Jingci like a treasure, reluctant to touch Su Jingci, it is not a secret until he finds out Don't be surprised when it comes to the secret, it turns out that the young master really likes people, and he is so serious and persistent.
Xiao Lin remembered Wu Lan's usual entrustment, so he didn't dare to tell Wen Zhengyan the whole story. Even so, Wen Zhengyan's face immediately darkened. He glanced at Xiao Lin, his eyes were like lightning, "Lin Yang, that's all. ? Are you sure you didn't hide anything else from me?"
Xiao Lin shuddered and said, "No, that's all I heard."
Wen Zhengyan nodded, sneered, and handed him the clothes bag in his hand, together with the room card, "Put your things in, and I'll make a call."
And patted him on the shoulder, "From this month, the salary will increase by 30.00%."
Xiao Lin hurriedly said something, although he was a little bit guilty in his heart, he still did as he said.
Wen Zhengyan walked to the end of the corridor and made a phone call. Xiao Lin was coming out of the room. He took the room card and went downstairs.
He walked to the door of Su Jingci's room, opened the door with the room card he took out from the pocket of Su Jingci's changed clothes before leaving, walked lightly to Su Jingci's bed and sat down again.
Su Jingci in her sleep seemed to be troubled by something, her brows were furrowed, Wen Zhengyan gently smoothed his brows, and then held his hand.
He will always be here. If Su Jingci wakes up from a nightmare, he will let him see himself at first sight. If he is afraid, he will hug him. If he is sad, he will comfort him. He faces everything alone.
What he didn't know was that at this moment, the repeated abuse and rioting crowd in Su Jingci's dream stopped, and the whole dream fell into a soft whiteness.
It was already five o'clock in the afternoon when Su Jingci woke up. He opened his eyes and saw a tall and slender figure standing in front of the window sill. Wen Zhengyan saw that he was awake, turned around and opened the curtains, the rain outside had stopped , The golden sunshine wantonly sprinkled into the house, just like the smile on the corner of that person's mouth, able to disperse all the damp rain and gray curse.
Then gently, give him the most peaceful sleep and the brightest dream in more than three years.
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