3 years later it will still be you

Gu Siqi didn't dare to go home, or he felt that he had no home now.From childhood to adulthood, he never wants anything that is not his; he will be generous when others ask him for something; but if it is something that he cherishes, then no one else can touch it.Li Jing is more precious than those he once cherished, but in the end he found that this treasure does not really belong to him.It was already late at night when he came out of the bar, Gu Siqi had nowhere to go, his sister was by his side when his parents passed away, and Li Jing was always with him when his sister passed away, but now, he is really homeless.

"Tch, what a big deal, Gu Siqi, you're promising." Gu Siqi said to himself.At this moment, he felt that he no longer had the strength to move forward, so he found a dilapidated and old small hotel in the alley behind the street to make do for one night.

Before Li Jing entered the house, he suddenly felt two unusually strong spiritual forces occupying the room, and he hesitated.

"Now that you're home, why stay outside the door?" A voice came from the house.

This voice made Li Jing feel a little angry for no reason.He opened the door and walked into the room. Two middle-aged people were sitting on his sofa, dressed in white dresses, with ruddy complexions sitting on the main seat of the sofa, describing them as dignified and dignified.The other one with a stooped figure and a thin face that looked older sat at his lower seat.Li Jing ignored them, just poured himself a cup of tea, and sat on the other side of the sofa with it.

"The two of you came to Xingshi to inquire about the crime?" Li Jing's tone was not polite.

"General Li is serious. I am here with Tianjun. Firstly, I came to visit General Li. Secondly, I also wanted to see if the gods and ghosts can help me seal the evil spirits." Gan Shou Said the old man in black, his voice was hoarse and deep.

"Heh, let me just say, in the past 2 years, the heavenly king and the ghost king have never shown their faces. This time I didn't sacrifice the sun's energy to seal the evil spirits. You two came to see if I was dead. It's so early Plan." Li Jing's tone was calm.

"You..." Tianjun is the ruler of the Three Realms, and no one has ever talked to him like this.

"Don't worry about it, both of you. Your sudden visit has disturbed me so much. Please go ahead." After Li Jing finished speaking, he gently blew on the tea in his hand and took a sip.

"Hmph!" Tianjun walked away with a flick of his sleeves, and the sofa was immediately vacated.

"This... General Li, you... oh..." After speaking, the ghost king also disappeared.

When Li Jing could no longer detect these two strands of spiritual power, he let out a sigh of relief. Fortunately, Gu Siqi had never been home for a while. If the old man Tianjun found out about Gu Siqi... Li Jing dared not think about it.It's just Gu Siqi, where are you.Li Jing clasped his right index finger, wanting to use his spiritual power to perceive Gu Siqi's position, but he had no choice but to let go of the severe pain in his chest.

It was already afternoon when Gu Siqi woke up from the nightmare.The dream seemed to be a grand wedding. A young man was kicked away by someone, and everyone rushed to help him. When the young man raised his head, Gu Siqi found that it was Li Jing.

There was a choking musty smell in the dilapidated room.There are large water stains of different colors on the ceiling of the room, and some are covered with black and gray mold spots.Walking into the bathroom, Gu Siqi planned to take a shower to wake up.The bathroom mirror was visibly cracked, the sink was stained and the hot water from the shower head also had a stale smell.Gu Siqi laughed to himself, before being with Li Jing, he had never lived anywhere, so why can't he bear it now.

Walking out of the small hotel, Gu Siqi forced himself to cheer up.Thinking that I haven't returned to the company these days, I don't know how the project is going, so I have to go back and have a look.Suddenly felt a convulsion in the stomach, and sat in a small shop.

"Boss, two Xiaolongbao."

Gu Siqi was thinking about something, casually took a bite of the steamed bun, and tears fell down unexpectedly.It turned out that since he said on a whim, "This Xiaolongbao is delicious.", every time Li Jing would travel so far to buy him Xiaolongbao.In order not to let others notice the abnormality, he quickly lowered his head, tears poured out like beans in his eyes.

"Gu Siqi, you..." He quickly wiped away his tears, stuffed his mouth full, and wanted to finish eating quickly.

<The xiaolongbao from your favorite family, I thought you haven’t had it for a long time, so I went to buy it for you. >

<Eat slowly, it's all yours. >

Gu Siqi's mind was full of Li Jing's voice.

The serious injury made Li Kyung exhausted. When he woke up, he found that it was already afternoon, so he immediately called Yu Lili.

"How is it? Is there any news about Gu Siqi?" Li Jing asked on the phone.

"No, a colleague asked me where he was this morning, saying that he hadn't shown up for several days." Yu Lili replied.

"I'm causing you trouble." After Li Jing finished speaking, he hung up the phone.He suddenly thought of a place where Gu Siqi might go.Just as he was about to go out, the phone showed that Professor Cao was calling.

"Hello, Professor Cao." Li Jing took a deep breath and picked up the phone.

"Hello, Li Jing, what have you been up to lately?" Professor Cao asked, and there was some noise on the phone.

"Oh, I just finished my classes for this semester, and I'm going on vacation. I originally planned to visit you next week." Li Jing didn't lie, he did have this plan in the first place.

"Hahaha, okay, come if you're free." Professor Cao said.

Li Jing felt a little strange, Professor Cao would never make this kind of phone call just to greet him.

"Professor Cao, is there anything you need over there..."

"No, it's all right, you're busy with your work, I'll hang up." Professor Cao interrupted Li Jing.

Unable to think of the purpose of Professor Cao's call, Li Jing only hoped to find Gu Siqi quickly, and then go to see Professor Cao.I don't care about it anymore.

Li Kyung searched for his memory, came to this bar, opened the door, and a long, narrow, dark staircase leading to the underground appeared in front of him.Walking to the bottom, Li Kyung pushed open the heavy door, and a gust of air mixed with various flavors rushed towards his face.All kinds of lights flicker with the deafening music in the completely dark space. People who are not used to it can't see the faces clearly. Men and women of all colors follow the rhythm instructions from the speakers and sway on the huge dance floor.I once heard Gu Siqi mention that this is the most expensive bar in Jiangzhou, and most of the people who come here are the second generation of rich and second generation of officials, and of course there are people like him who swell their faces for some purpose to pretend to be fat .Li Jing walked across the dance floor, trying to keep a distance from the people inside. Suddenly, a beam of light shone on the man sitting on the sofa next to the dance floor. With just a flash, Li Jing could recognize Gu Siqi.At this time, a woman with heavy makeup and cool clothes was sitting on Gu Siqi's lap, clinking glasses with him. Gu Siqi finished drinking the wine in the woman's glass with a smile, and suddenly saw Li Jing, and he suddenly laughed,

<Gu Siqi, are you crazy?Sober up. >

Gu Siqi immediately wanted to drink the wine in his hand, but the person in front of him snatched the glass away.Only then did Gu Siqi realize that it wasn't his own dazzle, the person in front of him was indeed Li Jing, and his eyes were about to burst into flames.He was at a loss for a moment, Li Jing grabbed him and walked out,

"go home with me."

Gu Siqi broke free suddenly, smiled and said:

"I haven't finished my wine yet, why go home? Besides, it's your home!" Gu Siqi provoked.Turning around, turning his back to Li Jing and shaking his head: "It's not my house." After speaking, he gulped down the wine that had just been placed on the table, trying to swallow the wine and the tears that were about to come out together.He drank it all in one gulp, which attracted cheers from a group of young men and women around him. Everyone stretched out their wine glasses to clink glasses with him. Gu Siqi opened his mouth and laughed, picked up the bottle and poured wine into his own glass.A woman came over, hugged Gu Siqi and clinked glasses with him, wanting to kiss him, but Gu Siqi raised his head and drank the glass of wine in one gulp, avoiding the woman's kiss.There was another burst of cheers, and Gu Siqi was about to pour wine from the bottle again, but Li Jing took the lead.

"Do you want to go home after drinking?" Li Jing stared at Gu Siqi.Gu Siqi didn't understand what it meant for a moment, and looked at him blankly.Li Jing didn't even take the glass, and drank directly from the bottle.Gu Siqi looked dumbfounded.The first sip of alcohol slipped down the throat, and Li Jing's heart ached violently. He endured it, but the hand holding the wine bottle was firmly on the bottle. How could Gu Siqi pretend not to see it, so he waved the wine immediately The bottle fell to the ground and walked out.

The music was so loud that the wine bottle smashed to pieces on the ground, but no sound was heard.

Li Jing chased Gu Siqi out of the bar.Compared with the bar, the air on the street is much fresher, and the surrounding area is much quieter

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you." In the scene just now, Li Jing knew that Gu Siqi was angry with himself, so he said to Gu Siqi's back.

"If you are angry, you can hit me and scold me, but can you, can you not leave without saying a word." Li Jing begged.

Gu Siqi turned around, there were still tears on his face:

"Li Jing, I don't blame you. I really don't blame you. He appeared first. I have no right to ask you to forget him completely."

Li Jing was extremely surprised by Gu Siqi's reaction. He didn't know what Gu Siqi was crying for, and he didn't understand what he was saying.He thought that Gu Siqi would lose his temper at him, question why he didn't tell the truth, and despise him for always lying, but he didn't expect Gu Siqi to react like this.He wanted to go forward and hug Gu Siqi, but Gu Siqi took a step back and reached out to stop him:

"However, I can't accept that the person I love has someone else in his heart. I don't care if you lie to me or lie to me, but I have no way out." Gu Siqi said, a bright teardrop fell from the It dripped from the eye sockets, hit his shoe, and smashed into Li Jing's heart.Gu Siqi was about to turn around when Li Jing grabbed him and hugged him tightly.Gu Siqi felt that the inner line of defense he had built up with great difficulty was being dismantled bit by bit:

"Li Jing, I beg you, please let me go." Gu Siqi couldn't resist such a hug.After he finished speaking, seeing that Li Jing didn't intend to let go, he began to struggle violently, but found that the more he struggled, the tighter Li Jing hugged him, and he heard a restrained "hum" in Li Jing's throat,

"I must have made a mistake. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I was wrong. But, can you listen to my explanation and don't hide from me." After Li Jing finished speaking, he could no longer hold Gu Siqi tightly with both hands, knelt sideways on the ground, and vomited A mouthful of blood.The stimulation of alcohol and the fact that Gu Siqi's shoulder hit Li Jing's chest just now.

Gu Siqi quickly pulled down the sleeves of his rolled up shirt to wipe the blood from Li Jing's mouth.Li Jing grabbed his wrist, gasped heavily, looked at Gu Siqi beggingly and said:

"Come home with me, okay?"

Li Jing looked at Gu Siqi at this moment, as if a soul in hell was begging for light.Gu Siqi's psychological defense collapsed, he looked at Li Jing hesitantly, then lowered his eyelids, and nodded silently.

Gu Siqi helped Li Jing back home, filled Li Jing with bath water, took his pajamas and hung them in the bathroom:

"I brought your pajamas to Yu Lili's house. I guess you didn't take them, so you can make do with mine." Gu Siqi said casually.

Li Jing was a little surprised, this is what he usually does, and just as he was about to say something, Gu Siqi didn't dare to look at him, and turned around to do other things.Li Jing knew that Gu Siqi's heart knot was still unsolved.Then he hurriedly took a shower and changed his clothes --- I have to say that Li Jing is Li Jing, who can actually wear Gu Siqi's nightgown without a single button to look like a long gown of abstinence.Standing at the door of the shower room, he saw Gu Siqi's bare upper body, cleaning the blood stains on his shirt sleeves.He lowered his head very much, as if trying to hide something.Seeing Li Jing standing at the door of the shower room in the mirror, Gu Siqi consciously pressed against the sink to make enough room for Li Jing to walk.A smile appeared on his haggard face:

"I googled it and cooked porridge, which will be ready in a while." After speaking, he continued to wash his shirt with his head down.

Li Jing walked behind Gu Siqi and reached out to hug him, but Gu Siqi immediately pushed him away:

"No, I haven't showered yet, it's dirty."

Li Jing felt the pain of his heart being tightly grabbed, he clasped Gu Siqi's shoulder, turned him around, Gu Siqi hid to the side in the small bathroom, and leaned against the wall, Li Jing followed suit, She hugged him tightly, as if she wanted to push Gu Siqi into her heart.He whispered into his ear:

"Gu Siqi, listen clearly. You are the only person I, Li Jing, have loved in the past 3 years. I have never had anyone else in my heart. There was no past, present, or future. You never need to share me with others." Li Kyung spoke every word clearly, almost firmly.

"Really?" Gu Siqi asked softly. He was afraid that the soap foam in his hands would rub against Li Jing, so he didn't dare to hug him, and he stretched his hands weakly to both sides.

"Really" Li Kyung didn't hesitate at all.

"So, what about Huo?" Gu Siqi asked.

Li Jing was startled suddenly, his whole body was a little stiff, and he didn't speak for a long time.Gu Siqi's eyes dimmed, he gently opened Li Jing's hand, and looked at Li Jing with a smile:

"It's okay, it's okay, I won't ask, you go to rest first, the porridge should be ready to eat after I take a shower." After speaking, Gu Siqi quickly got into the bathroom.

After taking a shower, Gu Siqi, who didn't even have time to dry his hair, hung a towel around his neck, and handed a bowl of porridge to Li Jing.

"It's my first time cooking, don't think I'm not good at cooking, give me some time and I can learn." Gu Siqi said.

Li Jing couldn't take it anymore, he threw the book in his hand aside, took the porridge in his hand, and put it aside:

"Come here and sit down." Li Kyung ordered,

Gu Siqi obediently sat down in front of him.Li Jing took a deep breath,

"Listen well, I don't need you to learn how to cook porridge, and I don't need you to change anything. Can you tell me what I did to make you so sad?" Li Jing looked at Gu Siqi beggingly.

"When you were in a coma, you kept begging him not to leave you in a daze, begging him not to leave, not to leave you." Gu Siqi's hair was dripping with water, and his eyes were full of tears.

Li Jing gritted his teeth and frowned.

Gu Siqi took a deep breath, raised his head high, looked at the ceiling, but still curled up the corners of his mouth to force himself to smile and said:

"Xu is the protoss son who once saved you. I can understand. You were so young at the time, and he must have been very kind to you, so you should always have him in your heart. You should, really. It's just that I just found out At that time, I couldn't convince myself. I used to think that I was a person who lacked love since I was a child, so I can be very chic about loving others. If I didn't have it, I wouldn't be afraid of losing. This time I realized that I was wrong. I I can't accept that you have someone else in your heart, but I think about you all the time. Later, I came across a small shop and went in to eat when I was hungry, only to find out that it was the shop where you always bought me Xiaolongbao. I always I don’t know, because I said it was delicious, you would run so far to buy me Xiaolongbao every time. I cried while eating in that store, and I found out that I really don’t deserve to love you, and I didn’t even know that you loved me What did I do. When you showed up at the bar, I felt so, so happy, but the happier I got, the sadder I felt. I felt like I was split in two. I didn't know what happened to me. So, I was thinking Is it, is it if I treat you as well as that person, and you don't have to think about him." Gu Siqi said with tears, Li Jing couldn't listen anymore, and hugged Gu Siqi.Gu Siqi cried out in Li Jing's arms, pouring out all the grievances and sadness of the past few days.

"Sure enough, it's my fault. I should have told you earlier. I didn't expect to make you wronged for so long. I'm sorry." Li Jing kissed Gu Siqi's hair, gently took the towel off his neck, and helped him remove the hair from his hair. Wipe dry little by little.

After several days of not eating well, drinking heavily for two consecutive nights, and crying so much, Gu Siqi's physical strength was completely exhausted, and he fell asleep in Li Jing's arms. Lie down on the bed.Report to Yu Lili that she is safe.

Gu Siqi felt as if he hadn't slept so peacefully for a long time. When he woke up, it was dawn, and he found no one beside him, so he turned over immediately and found Li Jing sitting by the bed, looking at him with a smile on his face.

"Are you awake? Fortunately, the steamed buns are still hot. I was worried that you would sleep until noon." Li Jing said with a smile.

Gu Siqi was a little puzzled, this scene happened more than once, but everything is obviously different, could it be that he traveled through time?Seeing Gu Siqi's unbelievable expression, Li Jing smiled and read his mind:

"Hurry up and eat, today will be very hard." Li Kyung said.

"What are we going to do today?" Gu Siqi asked.

"I'll tell you after breakfast." Li Kyung said.

Gu Siqi immediately ate breakfast obediently.Li Jing looked at him, and suddenly felt that if he was always so obedient, he would be fine, at least he wouldn't mess around.But Li Jing knew that it was not Gu Siqi, so he couldn't bully him like this.

Gu Siqi stuffed a mouth full of steamed buns, and was about to get out of bed,

"Where are you going?" Li Jing asked while lying on the other side of the bed.

"I went to wash the dishes." Gu Siqi said.

Li Kyung pulled him back:

"Come back, put down the plate and sit down." Li Kyung said.

"Don't you have something to do?" Gu Siqi obediently put down the bowl and chopsticks, and sat back on the bed following Li Jing's pull.

Seeing his cute appearance, Li Jing suddenly smiled wryly in his heart, not knowing whether it was good or not to take him to see his own memory.

"Let's go!" Li Jing said.