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Ren Yan drank a lot, and it could be seen that he was a little drunk. The main reason was that the rice wine had a relatively strong stamina. This was the first time Duan Chuiyu saw Ren Yan drunk.

The sides of his face were reddish, his pupils were dilated, and his words and deeds inadvertently revealed a drunken sexy.

Duan Chuiyu helped him into the car and put on the seat belt for him.

The smell of alcohol lingers in the compartment, mixed with a faint smell of perfume.

Duan Chuiyu is very happy, because Ren Yan smells like this every day.

He raised his nose and sniffed lightly——

Acquaintance is a sunny day, heartbeat is a rainstorm, and the sum is sunshine mixed with water vapor.

I am a dripping rainstorm, eager to invade your heart.

That's what I thought at the time, so I gave the perfume such a name.

Duan Chuiyu opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat. The phone in his pocket vibrated. Just as he took out the phone, Ren Yan suddenly let go of his seat belt and leaned over to him.

"Chuibao..." Ren Yan's voice was laziness, one arm wrapped around his neck, and he couldn't help kissing him.

Duan Chuiyu's cell phone was touched by Ren Yan's arm and fell to his feet. He supported Ren Yan's shoulder and responded to his drunken kiss.

Ren Yan unzipped the zipper of Duan Chuiyu's down jacket, and poked his hand from the hem of the sweater. When his cold hand touched Duan Chuiyu's skin, he gasped suddenly.

Good ice.

Ren Yan was drunk, lost his composure, and was anxious.

"Brother Yan... Leng..." Duan Chuiyu's lips were covered by his lips, and he said vaguely.

Ren Yan breathed heavily, and moved his hand from Duan Chuiyu's tailbone to his shoulder blade, stroking, "Baby, I want you here again."

Duan Chuiyu's ears turned red, recalling the absurdity in the car before.

Now this is not an underground garage, it is surrounded by residential buildings, how can it be foolish, Duan Chuiyu maintained his rationality, slightly pushed him away: "Go back and do it."

"I just want to be here." Ren Yan cheated.

"Why are you such a hooligan when you're drunk?" Duan Chuiyu hastily covered his restless hands, "Hurry up and wake up! This is the community!"

"Then kiss me again." Ren Yan put his lips in front of Duan Chuiyu, pursing slightly.

Duan Chuiyu secretly cursed "Fuck", thinking to himself why this man is so coquettish and kills people.

So fucking cute.

He put his arms around Ren Yan's head and kissed it vigorously.

They didn't leave each other until the two kissed hard to breathe.

Duan Chuiyu tugged on his crotch-tight pants, bent down and picked up the mobile phone on the ground, ready to start the car.

He stared at the phone in a daze.

The screen of the mobile phone shows that the call is in progress, the call lasts 3 minutes, and the contact person of the call is his father.

In 3 minutes, from the moment the phone fell, Duan Chuiyu slid his hand and pressed the connect button.He swallowed, wondering if his father heard the conversation he had with Ren Yan just now, and how much he heard.

Duan Chuiyu raised the phone to his ear and said "Hello".

The other end of the phone was quiet for three seconds before speaking in a calm voice: "Xiao Yu, it's Dad."

Duan Chuiyu said "hmm": "Do you have something to do?"

"Who were you talking to just now? Or—were you watching TV?"

Duan Chuiyu licked the corner of his mouth and said, "Didn't you hear everything?"

There was complete silence over there, and after a while there was a shout: "You bastard! Where are you now?"

"Jiangsu."

"Come back to me now!"

"Why?" Duan Chuiyu frowned, "I just came here, I haven't played enough yet."

"You——" Duan Shixian was tongue-tied angrily, "What's the matter with you? Tell Dad, have you been cheated?"

"...Dad, I'm serious about dating people, who lied to me?"

"Dating? Are you looking for a man to fall in love with?" Duan Shixian was so angry that his voice trembled a little.

Duan Chuiyu was a little irritable: "Anyway, if I don't come back, don't worry about me, I'm going to drive, so hang up first."

The good atmosphere was destroyed by Duan Shixian, Duan Chuiyu was not very happy, and he was not in the mood to explain patiently to his father.

"What's wrong?" Ren Yan's eyes brightened, "Your father?"

"Yeah." Duan Chuiyu looked down at the phone, "He may have heard what we said just now."

Ren Yan's face changed slightly.

"It's okay, he will know sooner or later, so he should feel the shock of life in advance." Duan Chuiyu said in a relaxed tone, fiddled with his mobile phone and called someone.

"Hello? Mom."

"What's the matter son?"

"My dad knows about me and Brother Yan."

Xu Yafei was quiet for two seconds, and said indifferently: "If you know it, you will know it."

"He seems very angry and wants me to go back to Beijing." Duan Chuiyu acted like a baby to Xu Yafei, "I haven't had enough fun yet, I don't want to go back."

"It's none of his business." Xu Yafei clicked his tongue softly, and said domineeringly: "You stay in Jiangsu at ease, I'll tell him about it."

Duan Chuiyu smiled: "Thank you, Mom."

After hanging up the phone, Duan Chuiyu raised his eyebrows at Ren Yan: "It's done."

After the two phone calls, Ren Yan woke up quite a bit, remembering that Duan Chuiyu's father listened to all the dirty words he said just now, he was a little embarrassed.

He heard Duan Chuiyu sigh: "Fortunately, we didn't have much trouble just now, in case my dad hears something less inappropriate..."

Duan Chuiyu laughed limply, as if deliberately teasing Ren Yan.

Ren Yan raised his hand to cover his mouth, and said embarrassingly, "Drive."

"Will it open?"

"Who do you look down on?" Duan Chuiyu started the car, "My brother taught me to drive a long time ago, if he didn't allow me to drive without a license, I would have become an old driver."

Ren Yan laughed, but still put his hand on the handbrake uneasy, and said, "Old driver, let's go."

Duan Chuiyu put the car in gear, reversed the car, changed gears, and kicked the accelerator and flew out.

He is really an old driver, quite skilled and quite stable.

The two stayed in Jiangsu for three or four days, and returned to Beijing on the seventh day of the seventh day.

Duan Chuiyu counted the days, her birthday is coming soon.He never thought of his birthday in advance before, but this year he cared so much about it, needless to say the reason.

He has never disliked his birth month so much. He was born in the days after the Spring Festival, the month is earlier, and his age is younger than his classmates at the same level.

Bisheng Ren Yan is a rigid traditional man, and he is not willing to have a fling with him until he becomes an adult.

The day before his birthday, Duan Chuiyu began to faintly restless, and his mood was visible to the naked eye.

Cheng Yiqing felt the excitement exuding from Duan Chuiyu's body. When the two of them were sitting in the classroom, Duan Chuiyu's feet were shaking like sieves, and the pen in his hand was spinning non-stop.

After class, the two walked together, Cheng Yiqing couldn't help but said, "Why do I feel you are so excited?"

"Have it?"

"Have."

Duan Chuiyu said: "Tomorrow is my birthday."

The smile on Cheng Yiqing's face was fleeting: "Are you a kid, you're still excited about your birthday."

Duan Chuiyu leaned into his ear and whispered, "You will be an adult after your birthday. My boyfriend won't touch me if I'm not an adult."

His voice was kept very low, and the hot air he exhaled created an ambiguous atmosphere. It took Cheng Yiqing a long time to react before he understood, and his face blushed slightly.

After being speechless for a while, he cast a sidelong glance at Duan Chuiyu, cursed in a low voice, "Don't be ashamed." Then he left Duan Chuiyu with his schoolbag on his back.

His neck was still flushed when he walked.

Cheng Yiqing is a casual person, after all he has nothing but study in his eyes, although he is reticent, he gets along very well with Duan Chuiyu.

Duan Chuiyu was happy and at ease, so he didn't know how to be ashamed, so he went home humming a ditty.

Before going home, I went to the pharmacy and bought a bottle of lubricating fluid. There is a whole box of condoms at home, so I don’t need to prepare them.

When he got home, Ren Yan called and said that he was working overtime today and might be late, so he invited his aunt to cook for Duan Chuiyu.

Ren Yan said more than once that Duan Chuiyu was squeamish, but he pampered him unprincipled and never let him off the kitchen.

After dinner, Duan Chuiyu played with his mobile phone for a while, then went to the bathroom to take a shower, and washed himself clean, as if he was about to welcome a grand ceremony.

This damn sense of ritual.

Duan Chuiyu jumped onto the bed and rolled around, his eyes sparkling, and his mood was extraordinarily excited.

Xu was overexcited. After reading a book on the bed for a while, he suddenly felt sleepy, and his head was groggy and he wanted to sleep.

It was already late at night when Ren Yan came back, he gently opened the door, took advantage of the light leaking in from the living room, walked to the bed and turned on a bedside lamp.

The light was weak, softly illuminating Duan Chuiyu's face, and the sharp facial features became gentle.

Ren Yan's temples carried a little mist, which was melted snow, and it was snowing heavily outside.

He raised his hand and glanced at his watch, it was almost twelve o'clock.

The boy slept peacefully, the snow outside the window was beating against the glass window, mixed with the sound of the north wind.

The room seemed even quieter, Ren Yan could hear his own panting, and with a sense of coldness, his fingertips gently brushed the hair on the boy's forehead.

The pointer points to the whole point.

It was twelve o'clock, time seemed to be frozen by the cold north wind, Ren Yan had an illusion that the passage of time stopped here, at the moment when the boy stepped forward.

The phone on the bedside table blinked a few times, it was a birthday greeting from a friend.

Time has not stopped, but the boy has crossed the knot.

"Chui Bao." Ren Yan called softly, bent down and kissed his forehead, "Happy birthday."

Ren Yan wanted to go to the bathroom to take a shower, but when he turned around, his hand was grabbed suddenly. He turned his head and saw Duan Chuiyu's sleepy face.

Duan Chuiyu stared at Ren Yan in bewilderment, his eyes gradually focused and suddenly shone brightly, and jumped up from the bed in a jerk.

In his sleep, he always thought that there was still something he hadn't done, and he was forced to wake up when the time came.

"Did I wake you up?" Ren Yan asked softly.

"Brother Yan!" Duan Chuiyu's voice was bright, and he dragged Ren Yan onto the bed and sat on him: "I'm eighteen, I'm eighteen!"

Ren Yan was pressed down by him, unable to move, put his arms around his waist, and said with a smile: "I know, what's the matter?"

Duan Chuiyu leaned over and kissed him carelessly on the face, and said anxiously: "It's time for the two of us to do something!"

Ren Yan froze for a moment, realizing what he meant.He clasped Duan Chuiyu's head with his palm, and put his lips on his restless lips, and asked while kissing, "Why are you so impatient?"

"Aren't you in a hurry?" Duan Chuiyu stared at him, reaching out and gently pinching his Adam's apple.

A current flowed from the Adam's apple to the heart cavity, and Ren Yan turned over and pressed him on the bed.

Duan Chuiyu stared at him with fascination in his eyes: "How can you bear it for so long."

Ren Yan was waiting for him to grow up, and he was waiting for Ren Yan to break the principle.

"Brother is so upright." Duan Chuiyu raised his hand and scratched his chin, there were not so obvious green stubble on it.

Ren Yan grabbed his hand and interlocked his fingers.

How can he be upright.

Ren Yan's eyes were on fire, and his gaze was scorching hot. He said frankly, "You have cried countless times in my dreams."

Carefully pondering the deep meaning of these words, Duan Chuiyu's ears couldn't help but turn red.

The words were reserved, but the meaning was straightforward, but it was unnecessary for Ren Yan to ask: "Which side do you want to be on?"

Duan Chuiyu mocked: "Brother, you are so hypocritical."

Ren Yan chuckled and did not refute.

He hesitated to proceed to the next step, Duan Chuiyu said eagerly: "Hurry up, what are you waiting for?"

Without any restraint at all, Ren Yan asked, "Aren't you afraid of pain?"

"It hurts as long as it hurts, it depends on your skills." Duan Chuiyu was cool and chic, "Brother Ren Yan, hurry up!"

Ren Yan didn't expect the current situation at all, he never thought that Duan Chuiyu couldn't bear it even for a moment, it's absurd to pester him after his birthday.

Any anxious kids?

"I didn't prepare anything." Ren Yan frowned slightly, as if he was a bit embarrassed to say it, it was too embarrassing to say it, he was afraid that Duan Chuiyu would break up with him on the spot.

Unexpectedly, Duan Chuiyu pushed him away, twisted his body to pull the drawer of the bedside table, took out a paper bag from the drawer and threw it to him.

"I'm ready."

Ren Yan opened the paper bag and was surprised.

Duan Chuiyu felt shy after realizing it, turned his head away from him, his ears turned red: "I bought it after school, and the people in the pharmacy have been staring at me for a long time."

"Are you going to be ashamed again?" Ren Yan hooked his fingers around his ear, feeling a little hot, "Aren't you usually thick-skinned?"

Duan Chuiyu clicked his tongue: "Yes, I have a thick skin—"

Ren Yan kissed him and blocked his words.

After kissing for a long time, Duan Chuiyu's face turned red.

Ren Yan unwrapped the package, supported the bed with one hand, held up the bottle, and asked, "Have you seen how to make it online?"

Duan Chuiyu shook his head: "After watching the movie, I just watched the beginning."

"unacceptable?"

"No." Duan Chuiyu frowned, and asked curiously, "Do you usually watch it?"

"No."

"have not seen?"

"I've seen it." Ren Yan pursed his lower lips, "Then when you didn't know you liked me——"

He is just an ordinary person, and he always needs some sustenance.

"Damn." Duan Chuiyu understood in seconds, shy and happy, "You really have a crush on me a long time ago! Are you still flirting with me!"

Ren Yan naturally refused to admit it.

This sullen energy is very much to Duan Chuiyu's appetite.

The heating makes the room hot.

"Why is the heater so hot?" Duan Chuiyu's face flushed.

Ren Yan wiped the sweat off the tip of his nose with his fingers: "It will get hotter later."

There was a light sound echoing in the room, the sound of the foot of the bed rubbing against the ground was mixed with the sound of wind and snow outside the window, making it indistinct.

Beads of sweat hung from the hair on Ren Yan's forehead, and it dripped suddenly, landing on Duan Chuiyu's eyelashes. Ren Yan saw him blinking quickly, his eyes were misty, and he couldn't tell the difference between sweat and tears.

The scene in front of me overlapped with the scene in the dream.

Ren Yan lost his eyes.

Teenager's tears are an aphrodisiac.

It was the first time for Duan Chuiyu to cry like this. It was very cute and could easily trigger the desire to bully.

"Is it okay?" Ren Yan asked hoarsely.

There was no answer, only sobbing.

It snowed all night, and the heat in the house was steaming all night.

Duan Chuiyu fell asleep, and Ren Yan woke up.He was leaning against the head of the bed under the quilt, and there was still a layer of sticky sweat floating on his body.

Knowing the flavor by eating marrow, Ren Yan still has energy, but his soul has been scattered.

It was already slightly bright, and the young man beside him was breathing calmly.

The snow fell all night, the window was vast, the snow reflected everything, and the sky was brighter than usual.

Ren Yan lightly lifted the quilt, put on a down jacket, walked to the window sill and opened some curtains.The snow in the north always leaves very late. After the Spring Festival has passed for a long time, we can still see such vast snow.

The snow was so thick that it bent the bushes on the green belt.

Ren Yan took out a transparent box from his pocket and looked down.

Duan Chuiyu slept deeply, but he was always restless.

He passed out directly last night.

He's not weak, but he's inexperienced, and he can't stand being bullied over and over again, maybe four or five times. Ren Yan didn't give him a chance to breathe.

There was no one around, Duan Chuiyu stretched out his hand and only touched the warm mattress, he closed his eyes and let out a muffled grunt, frowning slightly.

He slowly opened his eyelids, and looked sideways at the figure in front of the window.

"Brother Yan..." Duan Chuiyu's voice was hoarse and weak.

Ren Yan turned his head, stuffed the box into his pocket, and hurried over.

"What are you looking at?"

"Snow."

Duan Chuiyu laughed feebly: "What's so interesting about snow."

"Who made me a Southerner?"

Duan Chuiyu, a northerner, wanted to join in the fun, so he stood up and said, "I want to watch it too."

Her legs hurt when she moved even a little bit, and her lower body seemed to be useless. Duan Chuiyu bit her lip in pain, and snorted softly.

Ren Yan picked him up directly by the waist, and carried him to the beanbag sofa by the window.

Ren Yan opened his down jacket and wrapped Duan Chuiyu around his chest. The two of them touched each other skin to skin, with their chests pressed against their shoulder blades.

Mottled marks were left on Duan Chuiyu's neck and shoulders, which were caused by Ren Yan, his chin was also blue, and several finger marks were made by Ren Yan.

Indulge to the extreme and still control the degree.

"What did you put in your clothes?" Duan Chuiyu moved uncomfortably, "It's me."

"A present for you."

"What gift?" Duan Chuiyu turned his head.

Ren Yan took out the transparent box from his pocket, which was a ring box made of crystal.

Duan Chuiyu was taken aback.

A small shell that was about to break was embedded in the transparent box cover, surrounded by star-shaped sequins. Although the box cover is transparent, it is smudged with blue ink of different shades, decorated with stars, like stars the sea.

Duan Chuiyu's memory became clear through the broken shell.

"This shell..." he murmured, "Is it the one I gave you for your birthday?"

"Ah."

"I rely on you to keep it?" Duan Chuiyu was shocked.

Ren Yan not only kept it well, but also used it to customize a ring box.

Duan Chuiyu was speechless, staring intently at the ring box in Ren Yan's hand.

Ren Yan opened the lid of the box, and two matching rings came into view.

"You—" Duan Chuiyu was speechless.

Ren Yan took out one of the smaller rings, held Duan Chuiyu's hand, and slowly slipped it into his ring finger.

"Happy birthday." Ren Yan kissed the back of his hand.

Duan Chuiyu's hands froze in mid-air for a long time without saying a word, his eyes were a little red, he blinked, trying to drive away a trace of sourness.

"Hug me." Duan Chuiyu begged.

Ren Yan hugged him into his arms.

"I almost forgot about this shell." Duan Chuiyu said sullenly.

"Remember what you said earlier?"

"what?"

"You said it was empty, and you will fill it up later." Ren Yan held the ring box in front of Duan Chuiyu, "I filled it up for you."

The universe and the sea are all contained in it.

Duan Chuiyu stared at the shell for a long time, then asked in a hoarse voice, "Is the snow beautiful?"

Ren Yan nodded: "It looks good."

"I think it looks good too." Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes and kissed his lips.

The wind and snow in winter is nothing special to Duan Chuiyu, it is just a precursor to the change of seasons.

The new wind welcomes winter, and the spring snow sends winter away.

A drop of snow water rolled down the window sill, winding down the glass.

A tear also fell from the corner of Duan Chuiyu's eye.

Just because you are by my side, I want to give beautiful meaning to all ordinary things.

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The author has something to say: Thank you, thank you, little ones.