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The National Day is approaching, and so is Ren Yan's birthday.

Duan Chuiyu still remembers the scene he saw in the library a year ago, and the heavy meaning of Ren Shengri.

Last year's birthday, Duan Chuiyu sent a broken shell shabbyly, this year can't be so hasty, there must be a line.After thinking about it, I didn't have any good ideas.

After school, the people in the dormitory were secretly cooking hot pot in a circle. Cheng Yiqing was going to the library, but was stopped by Xue Ning: "Isn't it enough for you to study all day long? Go to the library?"

Cheng Yiqing frowned slightly: "You're not afraid that the housekeeper will take your pot away."

"It's okay, the power I bought is low, and she won't be able to find it if she doesn't trip. When she comes, let's understand it with emotion and reason, and bribe it if it doesn't work." Xue Ning wiped a layer of sweat from his forehead, "Hurry up ,sit down!"

Duan Chuiyu was bothered by the birthday gift, sitting in a daze, Shang Huanyu called him: "Brother Chui, come and eat hot pot."

Duan Chuiyu remembered that Shang Huanyu had a senior girl girlfriend, so he planned to learn from him. He pulled the chair over and asked for advice: "Xiaoyu, what gifts do you usually give your girlfriend on her birthday?"

Shang Huanyu's nose was sweating from eating, his cheeks were flushed, and he looked at him: "Huh? Why did you ask this suddenly?"

Xue Ning's mind turned quickly: "Brother Chui, you already found a girlfriend?"

The eighteen bends of the mountain road are not as good as his brain's thousands of twists and turns. This ability to diverge thinking is really strong. Duan Chuiyu didn't bother to explain, and said casually: "That's it."

"God." Xue Ning held up the Coke can and clinked glasses with him, "When will you bring it over for us to see, I want to see what kind of fairy it is."

Duan Chuiyu touched him with a water glass, and said perfunctorily, "Let's talk about it."

Continuing to talk about the business, Duan Chuiyu looked at Shang Huanyu: "Tell me, I will refer to it."

"Usually it's lipstick or something, and a necklace." Shang Huanyu smiled innocently, "Last year, the gift was a necklace, which cost me two months of living expenses. She was not very happy when she received it, and said that I am not allowed to spend money indiscriminately."

These gifts are too feminine and have no reference, Duan Chuiyu sighed lightly, he also went to the doctor in a hurry.

Shang Huanyu asked: "What's wrong? Is there no reference value?"

Duan Chuiyu shook his head: "No."

"How could it be? There are women who don't like lipstick? It's so simple." Shang Huanyu thought for a while, "Then you buy what she lacks, buy what she lacks, and buy what she likes."

Xue Ning smiled: "What do you need to buy? If that person is short of a house, you will give her a suite?"

Shang Huanyu pushed his arm: "Hey man, can this be the same thing."

What is Ren Yan missing?What do you like?

Duan Chuiyu thought narcissistically: I'm missing him.like him.

This one doesn't need to be given away, it belongs to him completely.

Cheng Yiqing said lightly from the side: "You can send perfume."

At the barbecue restaurant before, the spicy cologne smell on Ren Yan was so strong that it could not be ignored.Cheng Yiqing thought at the time, this man is really particular.

Duan Chuiyu patted Cheng Yiqing on the shoulder: "Reliable."

Why didn't he think of it.

Although Ren Yan usually uses perfume, Duan Chuiyu always associates perfume with women in a habitual way of thinking, never thinking that perfume can also be given to men as gifts.

Cheng Yiqing glanced at him and lowered his voice: "You really don't look like a crook."

Duan Chuiyu's thinking is straightforward, and to a certain extent, the gays Cheng Yiqing has come into contact with are a bit different.

Duan Chuiyu stopped eating the hot pot, put down his chopsticks and went out, and called his mother.

It was still early in the morning in the United States, Xu Yafei got up early, sat at the dining table drinking coffee, and listened to the assistant's report on the work situation.

She answered the phone: "what's the matter?"

"Mom, I remember you have a long-term cooperation perfumer?"

I heard from Xu Yafei several times before that the perfumes she uses are all custom-made.

"Yes, what's wrong?"

"I want to customize a perfume, can you help me get in touch?"

Xu Yafei wondered: "When did you—" She paused, and immediately realized: "For Ren Yan?"

"Ah."

At such a young age, she is willing to spend money to please her boyfriend, Xu Yafei said: "The price is not cheap."

Young Master Duan Chuiyu's temper: "Whoever buys it if it's cheap."

What you want is that uniqueness, that extravagance and preciousness.

"You don't care about money, it slips out of my pocket anyway."

Duan Chuiyu wasn't embarrassed at all: "I will prepay my assets in advance, and I will return the principal with interest to you in the future."

Xu Yafei scolded with a smile: "You are so embarrassed to say."

Although these words seemed straightforward and arrogant, they actually reassured Xu Yafei that Duan Chuiyu had an idea to take over the family business.

Xu Yafei informed Duan Chuiyu of the perfumer's contact information and address, and said: "I will tell her in advance at that time, if you are in a hurry, you'd better go to her early, the cycle of making incense is not short."

Duan Chuiyu frowned: "How long? Is two weeks enough?"

"That's definitely not enough."

Hopes are broken.

Xu Yafei said: "Go to her studio first to have a look, she will make some perfumes regularly, each one is unique, don't you just want to give an exclusive one, go and see if there are any ready-made ones."

"also."

Duan Chuiyu didn't delay, and went to the studio after school the next day.Thanks to Xu Yafei's connection, he was treated as a distinguished guest, and he was not even required to make an appointment.

The perfumer brought Duan Chuiyu to the perfume storage room.The storage room displays a row of custom-made wooden shelves, on which are placed perfume samples and small bottles, lying in small woven baskets covered with feathers.

There is a test paper inserted in front of each bottle of perfume sample.

There are not many finished perfumes, and there are only a dozen or so styles.

The perfumer is a charming woman, estimated to be around 30 years old, her voice doesn't match her mature temperament, it's sweet and sweet: "President Xu has explained the situation to me, are you going to give it to a boy?"

"Yes."

"In two weeks, there is definitely not enough time to make incense. If you are in a hurry, you can only choose ready-made ones. What do you want? Or describe to me the character of the man you want to give."

Customized perfume is no different from customized jewelry, what you want is unique and exclusive.

Naturally, it is necessary to give a unique meaning according to the customer's situation.

Duan Chuiyu was stumped by this question.

Let him chat with Ren Yan, he can write a composition for the college entrance examination.

Seeing him in a daze, the perfumer pursed his lips and said with a smile, "Well, tell me a story that happened between you two."

Duan Chuiyu wrote it at his fingertips, and did not conceal the sweet past between him and Ren Yan. After hearing this, the perfumer was slightly surprised: "So it's your boyfriend?"

"Ah."

The perfumer was smiling, lingering in front of the wooden frame, carefully choosing the perfume she thought was suitable according to the short story Duan Chuiyu told.

After choosing a suitable one, she took out the scent paper and handed it to Duan Chuiyu: "Try it, is this scent okay?"

Duan Chuiyu sniffed it, and it smelled very special, but he couldn't describe the specific smell.

To describe it more abstractly, he does have a feeling that he can associate with Ren Yan when he smells this smell.

Kind of magical.

The perfumer said: "I chose this one based on my interpretation of your boyfriend. It may be more subjective. The main note of this one is fougere, but the taste must be unique. What do you think? How about it?"

Duan Chuiyu nodded and said: "Okay, that's it."

"So simple? Don't try anything else?"

"No, the first feeling is always the best."

The perfumer smiled and said: "Well, it will be shipped in about a week, and I will trouble you to come to the studio again. The perfume doesn't have a name yet, do you want to get one? We will engrave the name on the On the perfume bottle."

Duan Chuiyu thought for a while, and said casually, "Carve the square of y."

The perfumer froze for a moment: "What?"

Duan Chuiyu explained: "His name is Ren Yan, my name is Duan Chuiyu, and the last word of my name starts with y."

The perfumer nodded clearly: "Okay."

Duan Chuiyu thought about it for a while, and felt that it was a bit sloppy and not romantic enough, so he said, "Let's have another Chinese name."

He just had a flash of inspiration and thought of something fancy.

Duan Chuiyu asked for a pen and paper, and wrote down the Chinese name of the perfume with strong and unrestrained strokes. The perfumer took it and looked at it, smiling with his eyes curled up: "It's very suitable."

For Ren Yan, birthday is a heavy and old door, inside the door is locked endless nightmares, he isolates himself outside the door, he doesn't want to push it away, he doesn't even want to touch it.

The birthday is the death day of the dead mother, such an encounter is enough to become a shadow that will linger in my heart for a lifetime, and that kind of avoidance is subconscious.

So much so that whenever his birthday was approaching, Ren Yan would habitually wrap himself up in a cocoon.

When I am not busy, I stay at home alone, do not turn on my mobile phone and do not contact anyone.When I am busy, I am so busy that I don't let my thoughts be occupied by painful memories.

This unconscious action has penetrated into the bone marrow, just like a stress response.

These days, he even relies on sleeping pills to sleep.

Late at night, the sleeping pills failed, Ren Yan increased the dose and still had no sleepiness.

He lay on the sofa in a daze.

The lights were off, and the field of vision was dark and empty.

The rental house is almost furnished, just waiting for Duan Chuiyu to move in.

He remembered the agreement with Duan Chuiyu a year ago - he promised him to have a good birthday.Behavior is controlled by psychological reflexes, and there are faint signs of reneging on promises.

These days Ren Yan has been very busy, although he is indeed busy, but not to the extent that he can't take care of the news.

Duan Chuiyu sent him messages during the day, but he always delayed replying until late at night, in order to avoid continuing the topic.

Ren Yan turned over and lay on his side with one leg slightly arched.

He touched the mobile phone at hand, ready to reply to Duan Chuiyu.

Duan Chuiyu posted a lot, what did he eat, what did he drink, the class was full again, and he was so tired that he was even more tired than high school.I don't know if he is ignorant, or he doesn't remember, these days he never took the initiative to mention his birthday.

It's okay to forget.

Ren Yan thought so, but his chest seemed to be pressed by a huge stone, dull and depressed.

He was conflicted. On the one hand, he hoped that Duan Chuiyu would forget, but on the other hand, he complained about how he could forget.

People who are in love probably do it, and Ren Yan thinks he is easy to do it.

The screen flashed suddenly, it was two o'clock in the morning, and Duan Chuiyu was still awake.

Mouth: [kiss]

Ren Yan pursed his lips tightly, his chaotic emotions surging like a tide, but none of them could overcome the loneliness at this moment.

He really misses his little boyfriend.

Ren Yan lost his mind and lost his mind, so he made a phone call regardless of whether it would cause inconvenience to Duan Chuiyu.

It took a long time to answer the call over there, probably because he hid outside to answer the call.

"Hello? Brother Yan." Duan Chuiyu's voice was obviously lowered.

Ren Yan blinked, and his voice was hoarse: "Chui Bao."

"Yeah." Duan Chuiyu looked at the time, it was 10:4, October [-]th, today is Ren Yan's birthday.

Of course he felt that Ren Yan was avoiding him.

Duan Chuiyu has been "bearing the burden of humiliation" these days, almost suffocating him to death.Qi, Qi Renyan is exactly the same as a year ago.But even more distressed.

But no matter how much I feel sorry for tomorrow, I won't let him go.

Duan Chuiyu was cruel and wanted to pull Ren Shengsheng over from the other side of the door.

He gave Ren Yan time to buffer, just waiting for him until dawn tomorrow.

Everyone in the dormitory has fallen asleep, Duan Chuiyu is standing in the corridor wearing a T-shirt, the corridor is dimly lit, and his thin figure is hazily shrouded.

The person on the phone was silent for too long, Duan Chuiyu called out hesitantly: "...Brother Yan?"

Ren Yan gently pressed his chest with his palm, and stayed awake for many days, always prone to palpitations in the middle of the night.

Duan Chuiyu didn't know that he had been taking sleeping pills for the past few days, let alone that he still couldn't sleep all night after taking sleeping pills.

Ren Yan took a deep breath: "You can move here tomorrow—"

Originally, I expected to move here after the National Day holiday, because I had to submit an application to the school, and the dormitory had to be tidied up, which would take some time.

But Ren Yan could not wait until then.

His arms are so empty, if Duan Chuiyu was around, he would definitely not be in trouble like he is now.

Humans are greedy animals. A year ago, he had no serious status to ask Duan Chuiyu for appeasement, but now he can.

Duan Chuiyu's heartstrings suddenly loosened, and he smiled freely: "Okay."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-06-0920:46:55~2020-06-1020:43:17期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the rocket launcher: Karen 1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of Mr.; 5 bottles of Little Apple; 1 bottle of Yunshenhe;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!