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Duan Chuiyu's lips were bloodless, but his face was red hot, Ren Yan raised his hand to touch his forehead, and felt cold sweat.

"Why didn't you say it earlier?!" Ren Yan said anxiously, raising his voice.

Duan Chuiyu is usually a strong and strong looking person, but after all he is still delicate and fleshy, but when he came to the south, he was not acclimatized and developed a fever.

Ren Yan hurriedly put him on the bed, and added a thick quilt. Hearing Duan Chuiyu's hoarse voice, he muttered in a daze for a long time, saying that his stomach was uncomfortable, he couldn't vomit, and he was too cold to sleep.

His eyes were watery and red, and his voice was aggrieved: "I've been in pain for a whole day, and you still beat me..."

Ren Yan hurriedly poured hot water for him to find some pills. Hearing what he said, he sighed helplessly, and sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him: "I'm so cruel to you."

"You're killing me everywhere."

Ren Yan is not good at expressing emotions, he doesn't like to get angry with others, and his temper is as soft as a cup of warm water, but as long as he has a slight emotional ups and downs, Duan Chuiyu can feel it.When he is angry, he will be cold and reticent, but in Duan Chuiyu's eyes, he is fierce.

Ren Yan used to be cruel to him.

Ren Yan pursed his lips and said nothing, touched Duan Chuiyu's cheek with his fingers, his cold fingers pressed against his hot face, Duan Chuiyu's eyelashes fluttered abruptly, and he flinched under the quilt in a daze.

He was so tired that he couldn't open his eyelids, the tip of his nose was covered with fine beads of sweat, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

It was still cold, so cold that his voice was trembling when he spoke: "I'm sick and you still attack me, why are you talking so loudly?"

"I didn't do it on purpose, but... I was in a hurry." Ren Yan scratched Duan Chuiyu's slightly trembling eyelashes with his fingertips, and said in a low voice, "I don't like people getting sick."

Back then, his mother suffered from one illness after another. At first, it was just a minor illness with a cold and a fever. Later, the minor illness turned into a serious illness. Gradually, she became bedridden.Afterwards, she left.On Ren Yansheng's day, he closed his eyes after saying "Happy Birthday" to him. The voice was so gentle and soft, but it carved a stinging mark in Ren Yan's mind like a sharp knife.

Ren Yan got up and went to the kitchen to boil a pot of ginger soup for Duan Chuiyu to warm up.

It was already two o'clock in the morning, no matter how lightly Ren Yan moved, he still disturbed the sleeping Ji Min. When he walked into Duan Chuiyu's room with the boiled ginger soup, he saw Ji Min sitting on the edge of the bed in a cotton-padded coat, leaning over to touch With Duan Chuiyu's forehead.

Ji Min turned his head when he heard the sound, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong? Fever? Are you acclimatized?"

Duan Chuiyu recovered a little after taking the medicine, opened his eyes a little, and looked at Ren Yan lazily.

Ren Yan came over with ginger soup in his hand, and said "hmm", "It should be because the climate is not acclimatized, maybe I am not used to the climate here."

"Have you taken the medicine?" Ji Min asked.

"have eaten."

"Should I be sent to the hospital? This face is so red, don't burn it."

Duan Chuiyu said hoarsely: "No need for auntie, I don't need to go to the hospital, just cover it overnight."

"Drink the ginger soup first." Ren Yan said.

Ji Min raised his hand to take the ginger soup from Ren Yan's hand, and said, "I'll come, Yan Yan, you go to bed, it's so late."

Ren Yan held the soup bowl and stood still, not intending to pass the ginger soup to Ji Min, he said, "I'll do it."

Ji Min's hand stopped in mid-air, and he looked up at him.

Ren Yan's tone was gentle but persistent: "Go to sleep, auntie, I'll just take care of him."

Ji Min stroked Duan Chuiyu's forehead with his hand: "Let me do it—"

Ren Yan suddenly grabbed her wrist, and said in a calm voice: "He is my friend, someone I invited, and I should take care of him. I really don't need to trouble you."

Ji Min's lips moved, his expression a little lonely: "...I see, then you help him finish it, remember to rest early."

Ji Min closed the door and went out quietly. Ren Yan sat down beside the bed, holding ginger soup and looking at Duan Chuiyu.

After a moment of silence, he asked, "May I feed you?"

Duan Chuiyu was too tired to roll his eyes: "What else?" After finishing speaking, his lips parted slightly, looking like a spoiled young master waiting to be fed.

Ren Yan supported Duan Chuiyu halfway on the bed, took ginger soup with a spoon and put it in his mouth.After half a sip, Duan Chuiyu wrinkled his nose and turned his head away. He thought it was bad, so don't drink it.

Ren Yan was not used to him, and passed the spoon to his mouth expressionlessly, pressing it against his lips, without speaking, forcing him to open his mouth with freezing eyes.

Duan Chuiyu frowned and struggled for a long time, but he still opened his mouth obediently, with the tip of his tongue looming between his teeth.

"Auntie seems a little unhappy." Duan Chuiyu said suddenly, referring to Ren Yan's stepmother.

Ren Yan said "Mmm" indifferently, and continued to feed ginger soup into Duan Chuiyu's mouth, and said lightly: "I don't want her to meddle in business, and I don't want her to take care of you."

Just like when he was sick when he was a child, that person insisted on entering his room to take care of him, he didn't like it.He doesn't like others to touch him casually, and he doesn't like others to sit by his bed instead of his mother.

From the corner of his eye, Duan Chuiyu caught a glimpse of a framed photo on the bedside table, which showed Ren Yan and his biological mother.Ren Yan was still young at that time, only as tall as the crook of his mother's arms, the two cuddled tightly, one smiled softly, the other tightly pursed lips, their eyebrows and eyes were so similar, whether they smiled or not, there was a smile in their eyes. Warm water with clear waves.

Duan Chuiyu asked Ren Yan: "You don't like that aunt?"

"No." Ren Yan said, "She is fine, but she is not my mother."

He can tolerate Ren Yihong finding someone who is very similar to his mother to spend the rest of his life, but he will never let this woman replace his mother.

Duan Chuiyu suddenly thought of Zou Yi, and thought of his sentence "I will still think of my dad".

There are so many separations in this world, and due to one or another reason, people will always fall apart.A small home is like a piece of brittle porcelain, broken, bonded, replaced by the new, and then pieced together to form a complete product. In the end, it was discovered that the new piece of porcelain that was forced in was not worth the original piece after all.

A bowl of ginger soup entered Duan Chuiyu's stomach, but it didn't dispel the chill all over his body.Ren Yan touched his forehead and found that it was still very hot.

"Shall I take you to the hospital?" Ren Yan said.

Duan Chuiyu flatly refused: "I don't want to go, I don't want to make trouble in the middle of the night."

Ren Yan frowned: "Are you cold? I'll add another quilt for you? Cover."

Duan Chuiyu shook his head and hummed: "Three quilts crush me to death."

Ren Yan reached into the bed and squeezed Duan Chuiyu's hand. It was cold, and his palm was covered with sweat.Duan Chuiyu's fingers lightly moved, Mimi stared and opened her eyes: "...What are you doing?"

Ren Yan bent down to look at him, his shadow enveloped him, and asked in a low voice, "I'll sleep with you all night, do you want it?"

A gleam of light flashed across Duan Chuiyu's hazy eyes: "...what?"

"It's too cold on your body, you can't sweat if you cover it." Ren Yan pursed his lips and wanted to say "I'll cover you for you", but before he opened his mouth, Duan Chuiyu had already lifted the quilt.

Duan Chuiyu pinched the corner of the quilt, his cheeks were flushed, and he stared at Ren Yan without saying a word.

After a few seconds of silence, the man still hadn't moved, Duan Chuiyu said urgently: "Come in, are you going to freeze me to death?"

Ren Yan took off his coat and lay down next to Duan Chuiyu in his cotton pajamas. Fortunately, the bed was big enough to accommodate two tall men with long legs.

The hot air hit his face, and a human heater suddenly fell beside him. Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes in an instant, and involuntarily approached Ren Yan.

"It's so warm..." Duan Chuiyu pressed his cold paws on Ren Yan's waist.

Ren Yan's whole body tensed up suddenly, lying motionless like a mummy.

Duan Chuiyu's hands and feet were cold, but his body was scorching hot. His cold feet rubbed against Ren Yan's calf, looking for the source of the heat.Ren Yan didn't know whether it was cold or itchy, goosebumps appeared on his calves, he hesitated for a moment, turned over, and pulled Duan Chuiyu into his arms.

Duan Chuiyu shuddered all over, raised his eyes to look at him, then buried his head in the hollow of his shoulder, sighed "It's so warm".

Ren Yan felt his waist was encircled by Duan Chuiyu, and the side of his neck was also pressed tightly against his hot face.He could feel the heat of his body, and when he raised his hand to caress his back, he could also trace the outline of the young man's thin shoulders.

"You cover your hands for me." In the darkness, Duan Chuiyu said vaguely.

Ren Yan looked down at him, it was pitch black, he couldn't see the boy's face, but he didn't know that his face was flushed.

Ren Yan gave a deep "hmm", and groped to grab Duan Chuiyu's hand, wrapped his hand with his big hand, and asked, "Is it getting hotter?"

Duan Chuiyu rested his forehead lightly on Ren Yan's collarbone, stared down at Ren Yan's big hand with well-defined finger bones, and replied: "It's hot."

Ren Yan couldn't see it, but he could see it.

Looking down, you can see Ren Yan's slender and clean fingers, and looking up, you can see his gently sliding Adam's apple.

"Can you see me?" Duan Chuiyu suddenly asked softly.

"Huh?" Ren Yan lowered his head, and Duan Chuiyu happened to be raising his face. The two of them lowered and raised, and in the darkness, their lips touched the tip of their noses.

Ren Yan was startled, and felt that his lips touched the tip of Duan Chuiyu's nose. He has mild night blindness and cannot see his surroundings clearly.The person in his arms moved slightly, he nodded slightly, his lips touched a piece of softness again, and he rubbed against Duan Chuiyu's upper lip.

Both of them were stunned together, the hot air entwined with the ebony aloes, circling wantonly between their noses.

There are birds chirping lowly outside the window, once or twice, the sound hits my ears, it obviously passed away suddenly, but it lingered like a lingering sound, and it lingered in Ren Yan's heart for a long time.

Ren Yan froze, and slightly bent his fingers with the hand caressing Duan Chuiyu's back.The lip that he accidentally rubbed against was soft and delicate. He was obviously sick but not chapped at all. He couldn't help but licked his lower lip.

Duan Chuiyu fell silent in front of Ren Yan, his face and neck blushed.

What is Ren Yan thinking at this moment?Duan Chuiyu couldn't help thinking.He whispered: "Brother Yan...your heart beats so fast."

He felt that Ren Yan was breathing deeply, and he let go of the hand on his back several times, and finally he hugged him tightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "You heard wrong."

Ren Yan wanted to lift the quilt and leave directly, but he was reluctant to leave Duan Chuiyu in the warm quilt, he stopped talking, he couldn't stabilize his heart rate and breathing, and he couldn't even use silence.

The night bird has stopped singing, but Ren Yan's flustered heartbeat is still echoing in Duan Chuiyu's ears.

Bang bang bang.

Duan Chuiyu was a little dazed, and always felt that what he heard seemed to be his own heartbeat.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-05-0819:10:01~2020-05-0919:40:49期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of lotus seed sandwich;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!