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The next day, Duan Chuiyu was woken up by his own biological clock. The winter days are long and the nights are long. He wakes up early on weekdays. When he opened his eyes, it was still dark outside the window, and he couldn't see the surrounding environment clearly.

His head was dizzy, his consciousness was vague, and he squinted his eyes in a daze.He had a drink, and his memory was cut off from the moment he saw Ren Yan, and he had long forgotten what stupid thing he did last night.

Duan Chuiyu covered himself in the bed and waited for the alarm clock to ring, closed his eyes and wanted to squint for a while, the sky outside the window was getting brighter, Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes, Yingying felt the voice of another person lingering in his ears.

Not only that, even the environment he was in at the moment felt strange.

Half of his face was covered with a quilt, and the breath he smelled was both familiar and strange.

When Duan Chuiyu opened his eyes again, it was already daylight, and his memory gradually came back. Looking at the ceiling, he suddenly realized where he was at the moment.

Ren Yan's dormitory? !

Duan Chuiyu suddenly turned his head to look.

Isn’t that right? Desks, wardrobes, all the furniture is stuffed into one side, and another look, there is another bed diagonally opposite, with a bulge protruding from the bed, and another roommate is whispering under the covers.

Duan Chuiyu's memories of last night were pieced together in his mind, and he could recall a little, the most vivid impression was the sentence "Do you like men?"

I don't know why I couldn't hold back so much, and asked without thinking because of the drunkenness, Duan Chuiyu grabbed the quilt and kicked hard, and competed with herself on Ren Yan's bed.

After tossing and tossing for a long time, a lot of drowsiness was also driven away. Duan Chuiyu stopped, and his thoughts gradually became clear. He wrapped Ren Yan's quilt tightly, turned over and stared at a certain empty space in a daze.

He smelled the faint smell of wine on his body, after a night, the scent of the wine evaporated completely, leaving only the smell of wine, which had already soaked up Ren Yan's fragrant bedding.

It stinks, anyway, Teacher Ren doesn't dislike it, and let himself turn the dormitory's sleeping place into a pig's nest.

Duan Chuiyu was confident, like a bandit was attacking, and rolled several times on the bed wrapped in a quilt.

There was a light sound of the key being inserted into the lock outside the door, Duan Chuiyu stopped his movements, turned his face, and glanced at the door from the corner of his eye.

The door was opened with a small crack, and a gleam of light came in through the crack, followed by the figure of Ren Yan who squeezed in together with the gleam of light.

Duan Chuiyu didn't know what was going on in her mind, she closed her eyes subconsciously, and lay motionless on the bed in this crooked position.

The footsteps were approaching, steady and light, and even the sound of closing the door was so small, for fear of waking up the people in the room.

Ren Yan came here according to Duan Chuiyu's usual wake-up time. He knew that high school students generally have biological clocks, but Duan Chuiyu didn't wake up right now.

...and still sleeping so sprawled.

Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes tightly, feeling Ren Yan's breath was close at hand, the mattress beside him sank, and Ren Yan sat down beside the bed.

He was surrounded by air-conditioning, and when he sat down, the air-conditioning dissipated and covered the bed, Duan Chuiyu couldn't help trembling his eyebrows.

Ren Yan didn't notice the subtle changes in his face, only pretending that he was still asleep, looking at him quietly with downcast eyes.

As long as he closes his eyes, his brows will be soft, still so handsome, the flush on his face after drinking has completely faded, and his fair face is sunk in the quilt.

Ren Yan watched for a long time, the cold air on his body gradually dissipated, his cold fingers warmed up, and he wanted to reach out to touch this obedient and delicate face.

After all, he suppressed the thought.

Ren Yan took out the phone from his pocket, looked down quietly, and waited for Duan Chuiyu to wake up.

Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes and pretended to be dead for a while, but he didn't see any movement from the people around him. If it wasn't for the heat of the human body floating around, he would have thought that Ren Yan had left quietly.

He couldn't help it, opened one eye and peeked at him.

With a narrow vision, Duan Chuiyu glimpsed Ren Yanying's side face from this gap, the light from the phone shone on his face, the light was weak, and it softly enveloped his facial features.

This man said that he didn't like women. With such a face, even a man would rush forward one after another.

Duan Chuiyu slandered, closed his eyes again, a strange emotion rose in his heart, thinking of this, he unexpectedly thought of Duan Xifeng again.

Does his brother know that Ren Yan likes men?Ren Yan doesn't have a girlfriend, does that mean that he may have been in love with a man?His brother is also quite handsome, will Ren Yan like his brother?

There are traces of all the wild thoughts, and he always feels that Ren Yan treats his brother differently from others.

And himself is like an accessory, because Ren Yan has an extraordinary relationship with Duan Xifeng, so he tolerates this annoying younger brother by the way.

Duan Chuiyu's brain was in a mess, and he couldn't break free like it was wrapped in a spider's web, and his brows frowned slightly.

Ren Yan just waited silently, without making any sound, Duan Chuiyu thought about it and guessed, his heart was blocked for no reason.

He couldn't hold back anymore, he didn't want to pretend anymore, he opened his eyes and said, "It's already here, why don't you say anything."

The room was so quiet that a needle could be heard, Duan Chuiyu's voice was hoarse after waking up, breaking the tranquility, his voice was not too loud, Ren Yan paused, and turned to look at him.

"Are you awake?" Ren Yan asked in a low voice.

"Always awake." Duan Chuiyu sat up, stared into Ren Yan's eyes, and suddenly asked: "Do you think I hate it?"

Ren Yan couldn't help being taken aback, wondering where Duan Chuiyu's question came from.

Only a fool would ask this question. Ren Yan felt that Duan Chuiyu was a fool, but he still answered him seriously: "I don't hate it."

Duan Chuiyu really breathed a sigh of relief as if he had received an amnesty, and Ren Yan watched, feeling resentment in his heart.

Resentful and helpless.

How could this man be so stupid.

Duan Chuiyu finally remembered to ask Ren Yan why he came: "Why did you come here so early?"

"Send you to school." Ren Yan said under his breath, "Wang Yuan wakes up late, I'm afraid you don't know where you live, and you won't know where to go when you wake up."

"When did you wake up? You came here so early." Duan Chuiyu lightly lifted the quilt, prepared to put on his coat, looked down at his red long johns, was startled, and rushed into the bed again.

Last night, Ren Yan was afraid that he would not sleep well at night, so he took off his school uniform and trousers, and stuffed light clothes into the bed.

"Damn..." Duan Chuiyu covered the quilt, didn't know where to put his face, and said vaguely: "I'll change my pants, you, you turn around."

Ren Yan chuckled and turned around as he wanted.

Duan Chuiyu is extraordinarily coy as if he is married to a bride, but he doesn't know that his face has disappeared last night.

After getting dressed, the two quietly closed the door and left.

"I want to take a shower." After leaving the dormitory, Duan Chuiyu finally let go of his voice.

"Then go home first." Ren Yan turned to look at him, "Where's your schoolbag? I didn't see your schoolbag yesterday, did you finish your homework?"

Duan Chuiyu was so annoyed that he wanted to bite him, and lazily replied: "I wrote it, I finished it at school, and I didn't bring my schoolbag back."

Ren Yan nodded clearly.

The temperature outside was not as cold as inside, and Duan Chuiyu huddled in the red scarf, and involuntarily slapped Ren Yan.

Ren Yan glanced at him from the corner of his eye.

"Do I stink?" Duan Chuiyu asked eagerly.

Ren Yan replied: "Smelly."

"Then I'll stay away." Duan Chuiyu left him again.

Just now, Ren Yan's resentment overflowed again, and he was so annoyed that he pulled his arm back to his side, and said stiffly: "No matter how stinky I am, didn't I let you sleep in my bed all night?"

Duan Chuiyu sniffed his nose, as if determined to arouse Ren Yan's resentment to the peak, he asked inexplicably, "What do you think of my brother?"

Ren Yan wondered: "Why do you ask this suddenly?"

"You don't think I hate it, but what about my brother, what do you think of him?"

"Very good." Ren Yan said.

Duan Chuiyu pursed his lips, and almost killed Ren Yan when he opened his mouth: "Don't you like men? Have you ever thought about my brother... um...?"

He loves brains, but he doesn't cover his brains tightly, so he can say whatever he wants, for fear that others will not know that he is a single-minded piece of wood.

There was no expression on Ren Yan's face, his face was paralyzed, he no longer wanted to speak, his face was like a glacier, it could freeze to death.

This kind of question can only be asked by this straight male single-celled beast.

"Why don't you talk?" Duan Chuiyu asked him with the nerve.

Ren Yan took out a thick coat from his schoolbag, threw it to Duan Chuiyu, said "Go back by yourself", and left.

A week after that, Ren Yan didn't talk to Duan Chuiyu again, and the class would still come, but he didn't say much except for the lecture content. Duan Chuiyu was left out in the cold. He thought he had hit Ren Yan's heart and made him embarrassed, so the cobwebs in his mind became more and more chaotic.

Ren Yan saw that his mind-wandering frequency was a bit high recently, guessing that it was probably because of what happened that day, so he simply told him clearly: "What are you thinking about every day? I don't care about your brother, do you think When I see a man, I like it?"

Ren Yanyi said frankly that Duan Chuiyu was really safe and sound, as if he had settled a worry, the cobwebs in his mind were torn apart, and he felt very refreshed.

Ren Yan kept him cold for several days. He knew that he was reckless and asked inappropriate questions, so he offered to invite him to dinner, Japanese food, as if to please him.

Ren Yan said "I don't like to eat" and ruthlessly refused.

Being rejected, Duan Chuiyu's mood suddenly changed, he flicked his face, and said to himself that if you like to eat or not, I won't serve you anymore, so he strode upstairs.

The mood was already bad, but in the end, there was another wave of ups and downs. Xu Yafei knocked on the door of his room, saying that he had something to tell him.

Xu Yafei closed the door and asked, "I saw Ren Yan go out just now, won't he stay today?"

Duan Chuiyu sat on the chair and kicked the trash can, and said angrily: "It's none of my business whether he stays or not."

"What's the matter with being so angry?" Xu Yafei pulled up a chair and sat down, "Why have you been a little distracted these days, have you encountered something bothering you?"

"Is there?" Duan Chuiyu frowned, "No."

Xu Yafei smiled: "It's fine if you don't. Mom will tell you something."

"what?"

Xu Yafei clasped his hands and said hesitantly: "Your father...he is going to get married."

Duan Chuiyu was taken aback, and subconsciously asked: "With that woman?"

Xu Yafei nodded: "The last time he came to see you, he told me about it. He was going to tell you that time, but he said wait."

Duan Chuiyu was expressionless: "The last time the co-author came to see me was to inform me that he was getting married."

Xu Yafei hurriedly said: "That's not true. He did come to see you. He just mentioned it to me. I think you will know sooner or later. There is no need to keep it from you. What's the point?"

Duan Chuiyu agreed: "You are right."

"Xiaoyu, we have nothing to do with your dad. Mom is fully capable of taking care of you by herself. I don't look down on the so-called having two families. He is him and we are us. Don't take this matter too seriously." Take things too seriously."

Xu Yafei's meaning was very clear. She wanted Duan Chuiyu to face the fact that Duan Shixian reunited with the family. She didn't want her youngest son to be trapped in the broken family in the past.

Duan Chuiyu didn't say a word, Xu Yafei said softly: "If you are unhappy, you have to say it, mom doesn't want you to be unhappy."

She didn't want him to be unhappy all the time, and if he was uncomfortable at this time, he would be happy later.

Dad formed a new family, so a child wouldn't care. She knew that Duan Chuiyu must have a grudge, but he might not reveal it.

He really won't reveal it.

"I see." Duan Chuiyu looked at her, "Don't worry too much, you finally have a rest time, worry about it."

Xu Yafei smiled in relief: "I don't worry about you, who else can you worry about?"

After Xu Yafei left, Duan Chuiyu picked up the unopened box of Lego in the corner, went downstairs, went out to the nearby trash can, threw his hand away, and threw the Lego into the trash can.

What is open-minded, what does not care, he really can't do it all.

Lego was thrown into the trash can, along with the remaining depression in his heart.

I feel much better in my heart, but I still feel uncomfortable, my breath is stuck in my chest, and my nose is sore.

Duan Chuiyu squatted down next to the green belt, took out his mobile phone and flipped through it.

He doesn't smoke, but now he feels that he should smoke a cigarette to meet the occasion.

He can go to the nearest convenience store and buy a pack, but if Ren Yan finds out, this person probably won't talk to him again until next year.

Duan Chuiyu called Ren Yan and got through in a second.

"What's the matter?" Ren Yan's voice was still cold, but Duan Chuiyu felt that this cold and deep voice could bring warmth.

"I want to treat you to Japanese food, now."

There was silence on the other end of the phone for two seconds, and this time he actually agreed: "Yes. Where are you now?"

Duan Chuiyu turned his head and took a look, and said, "Next to the trash can."

"..."

Ren Yan came very quickly, Duan Chuiyu was still squatting beside the green belt.

"Can't get up?" Ren Yan looked at him condescendingly.

Duan Chuiyu shook his head and hummed: "My legs are numb."

Ren Yan squatted down in front of him, and when Duan Chuiyu looked up, he found that his eyes were red.

Ren Yan said nothing, just looked at him quietly.

Duan Chuiyu drooped his eyelids, leaned forward, and knocked his head on his shoulder: "My dad married someone else."

Ren Yan gave a soft "um", raised his hand to cover the back of his head, and touched it lightly.

"You don't like me, and I'm not happy to invite you to eat Japanese food."

"I don't like to eat."

Duan Chuiyu arched his shoulders with his forehead, from shoulders to collarbone, bumped several times, Ren Yan held his neck to prevent him from moving, and said softly: "It hurts."

"It hurts so much that you pull down."

Duan Chuiyu's hot breath pounced on the side of Ren Yan's neck when he spoke, and he said that he was very uncomfortable.

Ren Yan wrapped his arms around him, hugged him, and gently rubbed his back.

Duan Chuiyu closed his eyes, enjoying this warm hug.

He felt dazed, and pretended to be so cool to his mother, turning his face away and begging the tutor for a hug.

He really didn't want to reveal it easily, he was just used to revealing it to Ren Yan.

The author has something to say: Brother Yan won't wait until Chui Bao becomes an adult, don't worry, Duan Chuiyu is the first one who can't hold back.