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The rain outside the window was slow and fast, accompanied by lightning and thunder all night long.The windows that should have been closed in time were ignored, letting the rain and the wind blow in.

The notebook with the structure diagram of the ship was spread out on the desk, soaked in water, the ink was rippling layer by layer, it was a pity that the beautiful font and the neat composition were hard to distinguish.

When the hazy morning light revealed some clues from a gap in the sky, there was an alarm ringing from the bedside.

Hearing the sound, Jun Yang propped himself up on the edge of the bed and sat up.

Yan Mingxin also woke up.

He was so exhausted that he couldn't move a finger.

Ordinarily, such a bizarre body was enough to arouse his vigilance. If he didn’t call the police, he would have to call 120 at least. However, he didn’t make a sound after the attempted opening of his eyes, and accepted the status quo—a fire burned him all night. Every living cell in his body was never spared. He may still look the same, but he has been reduced to ashes from the raging fire from the inside out.

Yan Mingxin sees through the destiny, and thinks in his heart: How can Ashes get up?

But it is still hard for him to imagine how the always arrogant Jun Yang is willing to let go of his figure?

He was shocked and turned pale, he refused to be polite, and he tried again and again, but everything was in vain.He felt pity and pity, and wanted to treat each other tenderly, but Jun Yang provoked him intentionally or unintentionally. Finally, Yushan collapsed, and he was pulled into the vortex involuntarily, which made him have a psychic life in a trance where he lost his mind. Where does the question come from—maybe he is just passing through this world, and he will soar up every late night full of affection and return to the sky.

After a few seconds of rest after the alarm rang, Yan Mingxin finally opened his eyes and saw the world again.

Seeing the darkness in the room, he felt relieved, and asked "Jun Yang, what time is it?"

Jun Yang said hoarsely, "Five o'clock."

Upon hearing this voice, Yan Mingxin's face instantly became hot: "...I told you not to hold your breath so deeply, what are you doing?"

"I'm fine, just drink some water later." Jun Yang comforted.

He cleared his throat, but unfortunately instead of improving, it made his voice even hoarse: "Don't you like it a little more?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Yan Mingxin liked to listen to Jun Yang's voice but it was too late, how could he bear to hurt it?

But when he thought of the collision he caused at an almost cruel depth, he couldn't speak the next day, so he couldn't help covering his face with his hands: "I said 'stop doing this', I'm afraid it will hurt you, you Why still..."

"Yes," Jun Yang picked up the clothes that fell on the ground and shook, and said sharply, "You mean 'no', but it's just a talk."

"..." Yan Mingxin was speechless, and buried his face in the pillow silently.

Jun Yang found some casual clothes from the closet: "Put on my clothes later, remember to bring two more when you come next time. Get up, it's almost time."

It was still early for the hospital office to go to work at [-] o'clock, and Jun Yang couldn't drive him back in person.The first bus departed from the vicinity of the college half an hour later, Yan Mingxin could only take the bus back to the city, and then take the bus from the base to return to the army.

Yan Mingxin was still a pool of ashes: "I can't get up."

Jun Yang lay beside him and asked in a low voice, "Don't tell me you want me to take you back?"

Yan Mingxin stretched out his hand and put his arms around his waist: "I don't want to leave."

Jun Yang: "..."

In the past and future, the years are long and the universe is vast.

He has a lot of time to think about infinite problems, but at this moment, he doesn't want to think about anything, he just wants to quietly feel this nostalgic embrace.

Yan Mingxin let out a desperate moan in his chest, whimpering: "How could you be like this!"

"What? I don't think the same as you do?" Jun Yang moved his hand down, teasing him, "You think the same as I do."

It is overly beautiful and strong, with a sincere heart as hard as steel. It not only expresses the raging and fiery energy of youth, but also upholds the spiritual will of Lu Yao who knows the horsepower. It responds to every call throughout the whole night. Excellent quality without disobedience.

He never gets tired of watching it, cherishes it endlessly, tastes it not enough, indulges in it, and is not ashamed of it, but takes it as the honor given to him by this world.

Yan Mingxin got up slowly.

He has never been so slow in getting up, and he has fallen into the embarrassment caused by ignorance - last night Jun Yang's undulating shoulders were like erratic clouds, and the sweat dripping down was the rain in May, asking for his opinion and pleasing him Sensual... But he didn't do anything, why does he look more tired than Jun Yang?

I can't figure it out, but it can only be attributed to the fact that I flew through the clouds and fog several times last night, and the consumption of the lift-off was too great.

Jun Yang found out two umbrellas: "Let's go, see you off."

"No." Yan Mingxin took a handful, "It's raining, don't give it away."

"Is this also called rain?" Jun Yang didn't pay attention at all, and said, "You don't want to go, and I don't want you to go, so what's the matter?"

"Lie down, hurry up, rest your throat first." Yan Mingxin warned him, "Don't go to lecture like this, don't talk to others like this!"

"I don't have any classes at all." After speaking, Jun Yang was startled, then understood and stopped.

Yan Mingxin was straightforward and strong, and suppressed his voice: "What if! You don't have class? How did those few come here yesterday? Before you have a good voice, let them go wherever they like."

"..." Jun Yang looked at the man who declared to him yesterday that "Fengtian Coastal Defense is in your hands", and changed his words overnight to "hope for the future" and "where does love go", he had to sigh with emotion. The cruelty of learning can easily destroy the city that has been shaped for many years.

He said: "At first I didn't want them to come in, it was all for your face."

Yan Mingxin looked at his watch, hesitated for a while, and said, "I'll come when I'm on vacation. If I don't come, I have something to do, and I may not be able to tell you in advance. Just wait for me."

Jun Yang: "You are always welcome."

"When I come next time, I'll give it to you too..." Yan Mingxin washed his face and shaved his beard, his face was white and tender, and when he was shy, his face turned red, no matter how righteous he said It also makes people think, "Why didn't you remind me? I fell asleep last night and forgot."

Jun Yang held back a smile, and raised his eyebrows playfully: "Oh, it doesn't matter."

In the beginning, it was like an execution scene. Yan Mingxin liked to make a fuss, he wouldn't let him touch here, and he couldn't touch there. After being worn down until it was dark, Yan Mingxin began to bite his lip to accept it with an expression of resignation.

He really didn't believe that Yan Mingxin could reciprocate in the near future.

"Why doesn't it matter?" Of course, Yan Mingxin heard the overtones of distrust, and frowned, "Next time - if I forget, you have to remind me."

Jun Yang nodded, serious: "You forgot one more thing."

Yan Mingxin concentrated his attention: "What's the matter?"

Jun Yang took his hand, and the two interlocked their fingers tightly.

When Yan Mingxin looked at their overlapping hands curiously, he closed his eyes and kissed those lips that he dreamed of.

On rainy days, there was no urgent training mission. The most urgent task of Yan Mingxin's brigade was to write a report on the mission to No. 73 Base.

Yan Mingxin was very miserable. This time, the new engine of the 322 had reached the first dismantling and inspection period. He had to dig through the flight diary during this period, and then write another summary and submit it to Fengfei for reference.

Several people found a war room, formed a circle, rolled up their sleeves and started writing.

The action report is much easier to write than the review book. What is needed is a journal that reflects the real situation, and there is no need to express too many personal feelings.Just list all key time nodes and events one by one to ensure that there are no omissions, and there is no word limit.

Yan Mingxin bit his pen and asked, "The first time the radar found base 73, we descended. What time did it take?"

His teammates reminded him of the time and wrote a few sentences, Yan Mingxin asked again: "What time did we see the runway?"

Lin Ji thought for a while, then raised his head and asked him, "Mingxin, where have you been these two days?"

"..." Yan Mingxin choked.

Knowing that he has training and usually has a lot of contact with his teammates, Jun Yang was very careful when walking on him, only gently kissing and licking him, leaving no traces, let alone hurting him at all .But he still couldn't help covering his neck, and said incoherently: "I went home, I didn't go anywhere, I didn't go anywhere, what's wrong?"

Lin Jisi asked with concern: "Are you okay? Why don't you remember anything? It's only been a few days?"

"Yeah," the teammate was also surprised, and asked him, "I don't think I will forget this mission in my life, but you don't remember? Aren't you the first one to fall?"

Yan Mingxin hesitated: "Yes, I fell for it, but..."

But just after he came out of Longtan and Tiger's Cave, he sent himself into Pansi Cave for a day and two nights, his heart and soul were sucked away.

As soon as he closed his eyes, he couldn't stop thinking about that night.There was no moonlight that night, and the room was darker than the night before, and it was hard to tell who was sweating on the wet bed.

As soon as he lowered his hand, he could touch the wet face of the man, the curve of the jaw changed by the over-opening of the mouth, his slender fingers and distinct wrist bones.He wanted to call out his name unscrupulously, but most of the time he wanted the rain to be heavier and the thunder to be louder. He couldn't even hold his breath...

After Yan Mingxin left, Jun Yang thought about it for a while and felt that it was wrong, it was too uncomfortable to use the car like this.If Yan Mingxin always spends the night with him and leaves early in the morning, won't he never get the key?

Before he could figure out how to deal with it, the director of the hospital office came to him as soon as he got to work: "I heard that you helped Mr. Wang with a section on the history of war? Come, come to the hospital office to have a chat."

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