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Every time he thinks of the end of the world, the only thing that can make the resentment collapse automatically is his self-comfort: it was Yan Mingxin who saved him.

Some things can only be appreciated when looking back. If it wasn't for Yan Mingxin's encouragement from the sky, he would have almost lost his way and ruined his future.

Several other officers could return to the original military area if they failed the exam, so they could be treated as learning exchanges, but if he gave up on himself to the end, he might not know what to do at this moment.

Standing at the turning point of his life, he should say thank you.

It's not that he made a big fuss, you know, not everyone's words can be overwhelming.

When Yan Mingxin invited him to his home as a guest, he ordered a few home-cooked dishes-not everyone can buy the store near the family courtyard of the military area. I heard that the humble restaurant was opened by a military wife in their compound. Yan Mingxin had no one to look after him when he was young, so he went there for dinner after school.

Jun Yang didn't know how he remembered the appearance of those unattractive side dishes, he didn't eat a few mouthfuls, maybe it was the blessings of the past that doubled their value and seemed precious.He seemed to have taken a panacea, and walked into the deepest part of another world, uncovering and sharing a whole sealed memory.

The bricks and tiles there, the man's words and smiles, the promises and outlines of the future, are all so perfect that it is unreal.

So is the world of fairy tales.

It is because it is like a dream that people have endless motivation to realize it, but after it is realized, it will not be so beautiful.For example, Yan Mingxin may have put this matter behind him long ago. For example, he received some teaching tasks that he did not understand: writing lesson plans, grading subjective questions for the latest exam.

The leader of the former was negligent and did not specify the time, so Jun Yang defined it to infinity; he flipped through the latter, and closed it with a glance—the answers were all about stuff.

The leaves outside the window are becoming more and more ostentatious, and the sunshine is as beautiful as that afternoon.

That day, Yan Mingxin turned his head sideways in front of the window of his small dormitory, looking towards the direction of the sea.

In fact, when looking towards the sea from that window, containers, buildings, and tower cranes all block the view, and in the end you can only see a small section of the sea skyline, but as long as that beautiful mouth opens its mouth, he will believe whatever it says.

He almost forgot the huge waves he saw through the porthole in the blink of an eye, fell in love with this "pseudo sea view room", and believed that Yan Mingxin really liked the place where he stayed.

Thinking of this, he almost jumped up!He was sincere and sincere to Yan Mingxin, he did more than he said, why didn't that person even give him a formal phone call?

He suddenly clenched his fists, wanting to vent his anger by swearing some nasty words - don't mention quality, tear off the coat of quality, who wouldn't swear?

But after thinking for a while, he still let go and didn't curse.

The trees cast a shadow, and his figure was reflected in the glass.

He saw that his well-dressed training uniform was useless, and he was very lonely.

Jun Yang thought about it again: A big liar, don't even lie to him.

He should also have the decision to cut the mat with a knife, and he will never think of him again.

At lunch time, Jun Yang accidentally met Liang Sansheng in the cafeteria.

He remembered this man, when he was in Yan Mingxin's ward, the doctor asked him to talk to the patient every day, trying to wake him up.

It can be seen that there is not much overlap between Liang Sansheng and Yan Mingxin. Among his few perfunctory things, he pulled out an old story that was found out by a blood test after taking sleeping pills, and insisted that Yan Mingxin must remember In this paragraph, he also laughed and said that after he was transferred, his class would take him as a negative example.

On the surface, Liang Sansheng no longer cared about it, and laughed it off as a joke, but Jun Yang knew that he had a lot of unwillingness at a glance. Even if Yan Mingxin was lying unconscious on the hospital bed, this man looked as if he wanted to crash the plane is himself.

Not necessarily, Jun Yang thought again.

Even putting aside his identity and occupation, seeing Yan Mingxin, who can not be embarrassed by the comparison, who can not dream back to Shifen and want to replace him.

Unwilling to return, this person is a bit exquisite, as soon as he saw him, he came up to him with a plate to say hello.

Jun Yang has always been able to deal with people who stick up to him with ease. The two came and exchanged pleasantries, sat at the same table, and had lunch together.

If you say no, you don't want to.

During a lunch that took longer than usual, Liang Sanxing was very curious about why he appeared here. Jun Yang said a lot in his answer, but he never mentioned Yan Mingxin.

This meal made him feel quite tragic while being careful, and he put down his heart and gallbladder when he was packing the tableware.

He casually asked, "Are you here on business?"

Liang Sansheng wiped his mouth: "I'm here to implement the lecture. A captain of our military region, oh, is Mingxin's father, I remember you know?"

"..." Jun Yang nodded, "Yes."

Of course he knew.

When Yan Mingxin's army leader visited Shanhaiguan Medical Center, he cried and cried, and said incoherently that he didn't know how to explain to Yan Mingxin's father, and let everyone know about the family affairs of Yan's family.

Not only did Junyang know that Yan Mingxin's mother died young in the line of duty, and his father went to sea all year round. Thinking about it carefully, he also remembered that Yan Mingxin was almost taken away by human traffickers after school.It is said that Xiao Yan Mingxin was caught and cried on the spot. The patrolling guards blew their whistles and caught the traffickers on the spot... Jun Yang paused, realizing that his so-called cutting the mat with a knife was just a name.

Due to human nature, the more you want, the more you can't get it, the more you can only hesitate in the place where you can't let go.

He was thinking all the time, thinking everywhere.

He couldn't move an inch, couldn't get out.

A lecture notice was posted on the bulletin board in front of the teaching building. Check the date. It has been posted here for many days, but Jun Yang has been nesting in an office in another building and isolating himself from the world.

...Once negative emotions arise, he can't control the urge to self-isolate.

He knew it was bad, but no one could understand his loneliness.

This is not the loneliness that people must go their own way in this world, that kind of loneliness is too superficial, as long as you keep your head down and walk the path under your feet, you will be able to get out one day.What he was in at the moment was unprecedented. If they were not in the system, he guessed that he might guard the door of that old building day and night until that person appeared.

No end, no deadline, longer than life.

The colleague got up to pour water, passed by Jun Yang's desk, glanced curiously out of the corner of his eye, and saw that the lesson plans spread out on the desk were empty.

He only saw one thing, but didn't know the other thing. On the surface, Jun Yang didn't start writing all day, but in fact, Jun Yang didn't have a moment's idle time——Thousands of thoughts flooded his mind again and again, endless and repeated, and he couldn't handle it. , so busy that I have no time to do anything else.

As the sun went down, the office was gone.Day after day, another day.

Jun Yang flipped through the calendar casually, the blank pages were all the same, no stars popped out, no petals fell, and none of the pages had a special mark.

Just when he was about to get up, his virtual mobile phone rang suddenly, and a video call came from an unknown number.

Zhishen appeared on the screen with a kind face and said, "Long time no see."

"..." Jun Yang really wanted to punch himself who was just tidying up his appearance.

Zhi Shen said: "Maybe you have noticed the recent news..."

"No." Jun Yang was too lazy to act and interrupted with a cold face.

Even if he heard something, he didn't take it to heart. His world was already filled with someone's dishonesty, and there was no room for him to take advantage of it.

What's more, since he called to report to the Ministry of State Security, hasn't he and Zhishen torn faces?Zhishen ordered the reconnaissance plane to shout to him in the airspace, which also pushed their relationship into the abyss. The attitudes of each other were very clear, and no matter how hard they tried, they couldn't change it. .

Zhishen didn't take it seriously, just thought he was blunt: "I have recently collected some steel and carbon materials, and I have also reserved a little bit of precious metals, and of course, there are other things."

He tuned his tone with a sense of superiority: "Many people are speculating on the future international situation, don't you care at all?"

Metal structural materials and new-type semiconductor materials are important raw materials for the military industry. It is not surprising that a small amount of acquisition and hoarding is not surprising, but the scale of the acquisition is so large that it is worth mentioning that it has the smell of gunpowder.

Jun Yang heard his implication, Zhi Shen was hinting to him that war might be close at hand.

It's a pity that Jun Yang's life is almost empty these days, he doesn't care about the things around him, he can't figure out where the war is going to start for a while--when he thinks of Yan Mingxin, he falls into paralysis, not more than ten hours a day, three days or five days at a time. In the end, if there is no tea, no food, no production, how can there be any relationship between leisurely pursuit of clues in the news?

"If you're willing to come back, I might change my mind, it's not too late." Zhi Shen was very satisfied with his aphasic response, and said generously, "I don't want to hurt the place where my brother's descendants lived."

Area D?

Jun Yang was suddenly enlightened—Fengtian and Shanhaiguan are important defense passes facing Area D. If there is a signal of war, the armed forces will deploy it immediately!

It's because someone else is in the school, far away from the front line, and wandering in the sky, his sensitivity has been greatly reduced!

Jun Yang immediately thought of Yan Mingxin——he has never heard from him, so there must be a reason for the incident!

Yan Mingxin is an extraordinarily pure person under the protection and influence of the culture of the military region. He is full of passion and practiced a difficult and dangerous road. On the contrary, he is very kind to the world.He would stretch out his arms for him to lean on when he was tired, and he would tirelessly come to the academy to cheer him on. All his persistence and retreat were justified and cute. The flower of self-knowledge.

How could such a person backtrack?

Jun Yang took the phone closer and took a good look at the bastard's appearance. The more he looked at it, the more disgusting he looked.

He didn't know why, so he raised his eyebrows.

The rank of lieutenant colonel is too low for him, so low that he is not worthy of talking to him, he can easily summon a hundred of them when he opens the door.He thought about everything, and felt that he would never be able to hold down even a small lieutenant colonel.

A man is a kind of animal that admires strength. Last time, his posture was too low. He needs to let the other party realize that his ability is beyond imagination.He wanted to see Jun Yang be at a loss or even beg for mercy. Although that lost a bit of fun, it at least met his expectations for the call.

But he didn't expect that the person on the screen sneered, more confident than him: "Fight! Why don't you fight?"