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With a sudden touch, Jun Yang's hand trembled, and half of the cigarette between his fingers fell straight down from the window.

The excited nerves of business depression were activated one by one in this arm, and he replied in one go: "Okay."

The team that blasted the mountain did not work that day, and the sea breeze blowing in front of them was rare and fresh.Looking at the clear water and green mountains, Jun Yang realized that it was not that difficult to reach a settlement with this land.In his heart, he wiped out all the old grievances and sorrows - amnesty for the world.

However, since he came to the academy, he has been hiding in his own world as a prison. Perhaps he has been locked up too tightly for too long, and his brain has been soaked in the jar of sorrow for spring and autumn. When he first went out, he felt uncomfortable in every way. .He is like a fallen phoenix, and he can't help but think of the past. You must know that in Shanhaiguan, apart from the inconvenience of tanks, he hooked his fingers and could use transportation at will. He also opened green lights all the way to do things. I haven't experienced this in many years. stop.

Walking side by side with Yan Mingxin for just a few short steps, he thought about many things. He found that his sense of security does not come from the absolute preferential treatment that treats everyone equally. feel at ease.However, the most unmentionable thing in the army is the privilege, because once a person has the privilege, there will be a group of people watching closely.

Only when it is unique to a certain extent and sits in an irreplaceable position, ordinary people can let it go because they cannot be touched, and let it go.

He is a person who has witnessed the misery of being unknown with his own eyes, and he cannot be content with being in the state of being obscured by everyone.

Either don't do it or do it, he has to be the most special person.

At least let Yan Mingxin go out without getting a ride.

Seeing Yan Mingxin waving to others, Jun Yang felt a little annoyed.

Yan Mingxin said that it is not good to go out in military uniform, why not eat at home, he thought so, and immediately agreed.Because this person was wearing a standard military uniform, he was a bit too handsome and upright, and it was obviously inconvenient to enter and exit public places with any human beings, let alone restaurants.Once he enters the door, Jun Yang will feel embarrassed for the diners. It is really difficult for ordinary human beings to distinguish whether they should eat people first or vegetables first.

But wearing this uniform is also convenient. An empty army equipment vehicle drove out of the gate of the college. When Yan Mingxin waved, the other party stopped immediately.The two communicated in their native dialect, and when they learned that they were going to the compound of the old military region, the driver said that not only would he go along the way, but he could also deliver an extra trip, and left them at the door of the house.

Yan Dingbo had an appointment with an old friend this day and went out for a party.Older people, no matter how high or low they are, always talk endlessly when they see old friends, and he rarely goes ashore, so he will definitely not come back for a while.

Yan Mingxin naturally didn't have the ability to cook, so he ordered a few dishes at the restaurant at the gate of the community and delivered them to his home.

As for the college, although Jun Yang couldn't get past that hurdle in his heart, he never expressed his position in the teaching and research meeting, seemed cynical, and couldn't support the wall, but he was not a person who closed his eyes and listened indifferently. Regarding the situation of the college and other people Sometimes watching him with a cold eye can see him more clearly.

Yan Mingxin likes solid and definite answers, but Junyang's disgusting attitude and ambiguous promises made him feel uneasy when they first met.He repeatedly asked about the situation of his competitors, so that Jun Yang had to eat a few quick bites, sat down on the sofa, and started from the beginning.

Each military region has its own historical traditions and styles. If the Fengtian Military Region is like an uncompromising patriarch, then Shanhaiguan is the vanguard of the upright and vigorous youth, and Baimaguan is the old pedant who is hardworking and knowledgeable. Nanguan is a menopausal woman, full of details and chattering endlessly.

Several military officers sat around the same table, and they could see where the troops came from.Each has its own strengths and abilities.

Jun Yang casually mentioned, and said, "Regardless of the aircraft type, the accumulated flight time of these few people is at least 2000 hours."

For carrier-based fighter jets, the cruising time of a fighter jet with a full load of fuel is generally about one hour, and it is already a fairly high-intensity flight mission for a fighter jet to go into the air twice a day.To be able to accumulatively fly 2000 hours, either a veteran who has served for many years, or a young pilot with very good conditions, otherwise it is impossible to have so many opportunities to take off.

The former is rich in experience, while the latter is a genius, neither should be underestimated.

After listening, Yan Mingxin stared at him for a long time.

Jun Yang was so seen that he was almost distracted, Yan Mingxin said, "I'll take you back. Go back and write the teaching plan."

As an instructor, isn't one's bounden duty to write teaching objectives and teaching plans?Jun Yang hasn't written yet, isn't he giving up the opportunity?

Time passed by every minute and every second, and when the leaders of the other college made a final decision, everything would be nothing but nonsense.

He can't hide his ears and steal the bell, can't let this happen.

The ancients said that a journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, and now is the best time!

Jun Yang sat on the sofa with him, very comfortable, and didn't want to leave: "It's not that urgent."

"Why are you not in a hurry? It's just that when you go back to write the lesson plans, I will also write my self-criticism." Yan Mingxin said in a few words that the self-criticism had to be returned to the furnace, spread his hands, and complained, "Handwriting cramp, really. You Do you know how many years I haven't written so many words?"

It was certainly a handsome hand.Jun Yang has seen it a long time ago, and has quietly held it more than once, which is not enough for outsiders.Today, its palm prints and some of its veins are also clearly visible. Each finger pulp has a pleasant arc, and each joint easily outlines an elegant and smooth curve.

This hand was spread out unreservedly in front of Jun Yang's eyes. This seemingly random movement was like an inviting gesture.

So tempting, no one can resist.

Just looking at that hand, a silent volcano gradually became frenzied and restless, causing an indescribable impulse to surge up in his heart.Xiao Xiang's spark seemed inconspicuous, but it was accurately sprinkled on the dry firewood piled up over the years-in an instant, the whole world crackled without warning, and the flames shot into the sky.

In the raging flames, all the home-cooked dishes that I ate just now were not spared, and all of them evaporated like water vapor.

He became very hungry again, eager to use all his strength to suck, bite and occupy fiercely.

Yan Mingxin let out a weak "Hey", and Jun Yang immediately felt that someone had stabbed him with a knife.

He moved his eyes away with difficulty, he was afraid that if he took one more look, the devil in his heart would break through the shackles and possess him with a grinning smile, but he didn't dare to move rashly, he was afraid that if he made a move right now, he would have no conscience to ask Afterwards, it will be rested until death, and there is absolutely no way to stop.

He didn't know what step he would take with Yan Mingxin, but it must be unacceptable to ordinary people.

Wanton indulgence is the instinct of animals, and restraining impulse is an arduous struggle against human nature.However, human nature is rooted in the flesh and blood, and has a long history, and the survival of the fittest through evolutionary iterations is not so easy to be eliminated.

If you want to fight against the reason that has only been built for more than [-] years, it is tantamount to fighting with your life.

Only by distraction and Yan Mingxin's timely silence can he gradually calm down.

His face was calm and unwavering, but his heart was beating wildly like the rest of his life after a catastrophe.

He comforted himself that everyone has a love for beauty, and the reason why people can be distinguished from animals and are called "human" is not because of wearing clothes to hide their shame, nor because of speaking advanced languages, but because of whether they can Use your own power to restrain the nature of the beast.

Reason and impulse had a bloody battle, torn and wounded, and collapsed to the ground exhausted.

On the contrary, Jun Yang was relieved, leaving a harmless smile for humans and animals.

He showed a few teeth, and said very gently: "Ten thousand words? That's too much."

Yan Mingxin's eyes were almost wet after hearing this - the captain and his teammates were the first to know that he was punished to write a self-criticism, and they immediately expressed their helplessness. After all, the handwriting was there, and no one dared to share their worries; The comrades-in-arms are also the same. One said that his handwriting was not neat enough, and the other not only did not comfort him when he learned that he was ordered to rewrite, but instead laughed at him mercilessly.

In fact, Yan Mingxin did not understand the principles of right and wrong.He is not stupid!He already knew that his behavior was wrong!It's just that he's not a bad guy who never changes his mind, so there's really no need for so many voices eagerly instilling right and wrong and values ​​in him.

Sometimes he also wants to hear voices other than these voices, thinking that there is someone who is wholeheartedly on his side and on his side.

He doesn't need someone to help him argue with the whole world, he just needs to say a word for him in a place where there is no one: They are too much.

enough.

Yan Mingxin was very moved: "How is it too much?"

Jun Yang: "..."

Yan Mingxin was dissatisfied, this matter itself was already too much, why did he have to say why?

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