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Sunday, March 2018, 10

I really have to lament that you should not go to any domestic tourist attractions on statutory holidays, except that everyone is everyone, and you can lose Ruan Xinhe by walking two steps with the crowd and turning around.

Zhang Han got married on October 10st, I was drunk a lot as the best man, and I was blocked by the bride and groom when they were going to make trouble at night. .

Then at night, Ruan Xinhe drove to the high-speed rail station. He carried a small suitcase, dragged me to get the train ticket and passed the inspection.

When I slept on his shoulder and woke up, I didn't know how far I was from home.

When I went to the hotel, I almost immediately lay on the bed because of dizziness and couldn't move, so that I didn't seem to settle accounts with Ruan Xinhe until now.

He expected that if I was Zhang Han's best man, I would definitely drink and drink too much, and he could go wherever he wanted.

Forget it, I'm too lazy to settle accounts with him, the two of us are exhausted from the holiday, and now this man has fallen asleep in bed.

However, I roughly counted the number of times Ruan Xinhe lost his temper during the National Day holiday. He lost his temper once because I was lying on a hotel bed almost all day on October 10, and quarreled with others because he suspected that others wanted to steal. Once, because someone jumped in line while waiting to take the cable car in the scenic spot, I almost got fucked with someone.

Ruan Xinhe is a real person, if he is released without a rope, he will probably die.

If it wasn’t for the fact that I don’t remember the exact number of nights one night, he leaned on my arm and said that he wanted to stay with me in a strange place, I would suspect that he was here because the frequency of our sex life has declined recently. Question my fitness.

The two of us climbed the mountain and walked the stairs for several hours during the day, and we had to walk hand in hand with him through the sea of ​​people at night.

To be honest, I don't like traveling very much. I prefer to sit at home and play games or just lie in bed when I'm on vacation.

But Ruan Xinhe seems to really like to walk with me hand in hand in the crowd, he will be very happy anyway, since he will be very happy and we can come out to play together on statutory holidays and there is not a lot of time like this, I think I am still very happy to satisfy him of.

It seems that on the [-]th, I walked with him on a very famous local ancient street. I felt that the small stalls driving next to me sold small commodities from Yiwu. Ruan Xinhe took my hand and watched with relish.

When I went to the toilet on the way, I was smoking at the door and waiting for him to come out. A big brother from Hubei came to borrow fire from me, and asked me to travel with my family after a few chats.

I said yes, I usually go to work and don’t have time so I can’t go out to play on the National Day.

When Ruan Xinhe came out of the toilet shaking his hands, the big brother let out a hey: "You two brothers come out to play, you look alike."

Ruan Xinhe came over and glanced at me, a little amused: "Why, do we look like brothers?"

People say it looks like it was born by a parent.

Ruan Xinhe asked his elder brother where he was from while chatting about family affairs, and when he heard people say hey from Hubei, he said that he and he were fellow villagers.

I heard that I wanted to beat him, but I didn't know where he was going with his fellow villagers.

He said with a smile that his grandfather still didn't know which generation moved from Hubei.

After the elder brother finished smoking a cigarette, his wife and children came out of the women's room and greeted us to leave, Ruan Xinhe asked again: "Do I really look like him?"

The eldest brother laughed: "Like, you two aren't brothers, are you?"

Ruan Xinhe said: "No matter how I look at it, I am more than a hundred times more handsome than him."

I lifted my leg and gave him a buttock, pinched a cigarette to say goodbye to him, and before leaving, Ruan Xinhe shook his head: "It's not a brother."

I took his hand and led him to the crowd again.

In the afternoon, when there were a little less people, I took him to go back on a small path that was a bit off. There were not many people on that path. We walked a few steps and found a few girls looking back at us from time to time. He smiled and walked away.

In the evening, Ruan Xinhe and I had a good chat while we were sleeping on the bed.

He first complained that others said that I looked like him, and when he said too much, I pressed him on the bed and pinched his face, and my temper became less good: "Why do you feel sorry for looking like me?"

He pursed his lips and said happily: "Please, I have been recognized as a handsome guy from elementary school to university, okay?"

I pinched his face hard: "Oh."

He bared his teeth and said, "It hurts, it hurts, it's not serious, you."

I let go and watched him for a while.

He sighed for a while: "Marry a chicken like a chicken, marry a dog like a dog, I didn't expect to follow the appearance too."

I flicked his head: "Is it disgusting?" I felt happy and felt that what he said made me want to hit him.

He stretched out his hand and rubbed his face, turned over and looked like he was not going to talk to me, and after a while, he didn't know what he thought of and laughed inexplicably.

I lay next to him and looked through Moments to see other people's travel photos: "Don't get crazy."

He turned his face and rubbed against my arm again: "Actually, I envied you when I was a child. Your parents don't care about you. You hang out with Zhang Han at grandma's house every day. My parents control me to death. I don’t even have a cousin to play with me.”

I said, "Is this why you bullied me every day when you were a child?"

He blinked and blinked, with a shocked innocent look: "Where do I have it?!"

I said, "Go and play with eggs."

He hehe stretched out his hand and put his arms around my arm.

After five or six minutes, I did suddenly think of it and asked him: "You said that if some little girls who peeked at us came up to us and said 'I wish you happiness' when we were walking today, what would you do? What's the reaction?"

Ruan Xinhe's first reaction was: "I kicked her away."

What he said amused me.

I don't quite remember how long ago, I saw a video on the Internet, which probably meant that several comrades stood in the crowd with their eyes blindfolded and opened their arms to ask strangers to give him a hug.

After I finished reading it, I showed it to Ruan Xinhe, and asked him if he was moved. Ruan Xinhe almost rolled his eyes.

I think a hug full of kindness from a stranger is quite emotional.

Ruan Xinhe said: "I am no different from others, from any normal person. Why do I need to ask strangers to hug and comfort me, and ask strangers to treat me normally?"

I kind of understand his thinking.

Why should we treat ourselves differently, stand in the crowd as an alien that is not accepted by society, and then pray for the mercy of this society and others.

There is no normal heterosexual couple walking hand in hand and suddenly a sentimental girl will stand in front of you and say "I wish you happiness".

But that night when the lights were turned off and ready to go to sleep, Ruan Xinhe suddenly said: "Of course, if someone really said 'I wish you happiness' in front of me, I would still say 'thank you' to her."

"Any sincere blessings should not be kicked away by me, it would seem that I am too unreasonable."