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Friday, August 2018, 9

Originally, Friday should be a happy day, but because I have to go to work tomorrow and the next two days, a large part of this happiness has been cut off.

Oh yes, and because a very happy thing happened today, this Friday is generally good, I will talk about it later.

I woke up half an hour early this morning to attend an event. Our department had tossed about this event plan for a month, and was cut off halfway by another company, and was invited to attend the meeting as a visitor.

I saw Ruan Xinhe at the venue, the difference was that he was sitting in the guest seat as Party A, and a few people from my side were sitting in the viewing booth as Party B who had been screened out, and they got up half an hour earlier than him.

When several leaders in the district were speaking on the stage, he sent me a WeChat message saying that he would definitely have dinner with their directors out at noon and maybe at night.

I glanced at the place where he was sitting through a lot of people. There were so many people that I couldn't find anyone. I replied with an "OK" gesture and told him to drink less.

He also replied OK.

After all the leaders had talked for half an hour, I guessed that the people in their area were about to withdraw, so he sent me another WeChat message saying: "Come to the toilet to smoke a cigarette."

I said hello to Lao Liu and slipped out through the side door. I just took a cigarette out of my pocket and put it in my mouth, and he stood beside me from behind. I asked him why, why don’t you leave?

He said to go to the bathroom and leave.

After entering the toilet door, I took two packs of Chinese medicines from my pocket, stuffed them in my pocket, and said, "It was given by someone else."

I can't help but sigh for the hundredth time that it's better to be Party A. Party A is an uncle, Party A doesn't have to get up early, and Party A doesn't have to buy cigarettes by itself.

When he was standing in the urinal to discharge water, he asked me: "Where shall we go for National Day?"

I was smoking next to him, and I don't know how many sandalwoods were lit in the toilet, and the smoke made people's eyes hurt.

In fact, Ruan Xinhe and I hardly ever go out to play, usually we don’t have much time for work, but whenever he asks me where to go during the holidays, I must tell him that the ground is full of people, and it’s better to sleep at home if it’s crowded.

He even lost his temper with me because of this.

Before I could say anything, he persuaded him slowly, "Seven days off, big brother, it's too wasteful to lie at home."

I suddenly thought: "Zhang Han is getting married on National Day."

He fucked, stuffed it back into his pants after urinating, and said when washing his hands, "Why is it so annoying?"

I threw the cigarette butt into the urinal, flushed it and washed my hands, "Look, where do you want to go?"

He even gave me a blank look in the mirror: "Seven-day tour to Summoner's Canyon."

I couldn't hold back my joy.

When we were both in college, I went to visit him in the city where he went to school on National Day one year. I stayed in his dormitory for three nights and stayed in a hotel for three nights, and almost all the rest of the time was spent in Internet cafes.

Before he went, he made a long list of plans, what day to play, what to do and what to eat, which was very exciting. In the end, the two of us played games in the Internet cafe for seven days.

I wiped his shirt on purpose with my hand: "It's okay."

He said "fuck/your mother" silently, then shook his hands and walked out of the toilet.

When I returned to the venue, their section was already empty.

Going to work in the afternoon was very boring, and I was thinking about how to solve my dinner. Zhang Han called and asked me to have dinner with Ruan Xinhe.

At that time, I felt that this person who had nothing to offer was a rape or a thief, so I asked him very cautiously why he invited me to dinner.

He said, "He Ruoqian is here for dinner today."

He Ruoqian is an alumnus of Zhang Han, about two years older than him. When I was in college, this person was taking the postgraduate entrance examination, and every day he asked Zhang Han to drag me to play games with him idly.

I spent a year in Hangzhou after graduating from my senior year, and my life was relatively tight. Zhang Han slapped his thigh and said that his buddy happened to live alone in Hangzhou, and asked me to share the rent with him. Then I fought a lot with this Netizens of the game in [-] officially met and lived together.

Later, when I left my job and went back to my hometown, this person packed up two or three boxes of my things and sent them home for me. He took care of me more when we lived together.

My temper and personality are actually not very easy to make friends, but I always meet a lot of good people when I go out. To a certain extent, I am quite grateful.

So this dinner must be eaten, and my brother cannot be treated.

Dinner at night is actually okay, I haven't seen He Ruoqian for a few years and there is no sign of gaining weight. During the meal, I joked a few words and said that I am not ready to get married. I can barely survive alone, and it is too painful to drag a family.Zhang Han drank a few sips of wine and said that his wife and children were solved in one breath, which was quite refreshing.

At the back, Zhang Han yelled twice and asked Ruan Xinhe why he didn't come.

There is a very funny thing here, I still find it funny when I think about it now, Ruan Xinhe is sleeping on the bed after drinking too much, I will ask him when he wakes up tomorrow.

It was He Ruoqian who asked, "Ruan Xinhe? Little Ruan?"

It is reasonable to say that he and Ruan Xinhe should have never met. I think there should be no other contact except that he played several games together and was rejected by him because Ruan Xinhe's skills were too good.

I asked, "How do you know him?"

He said twice: "You don't know?"

I didn't know what I should know, so I had to spread my hands.

Only then did I hear him say to me: "Didn't you take me to play LOL during your junior year and fourth year, and then went to play Ghost Sword Online III?"

Oh, because I can always see Ruan Xinhe’s game ID in the game when playing games, even if I delete it, I can still see him from the mutual game friends. Yes, the school team also retired.

But school life is very boring, and a girl in the class suggested to play an online game.

He Ruoqian laughed twice: "Xiao Ruan was playing with you at that time, and he told us not to tell you, saying that he lied to you to play."

"..." I kind of guessed what was going on at the time.

He Ruoqian said: "It was the girl who had a relationship with you back then and called your husband with your butt every day, she has a cute ID."

"..." Ruan Xinhe was also really interesting.

At that time, I was bored playing games, and I thought it was meaningless. I didn’t know what to do every day when I reached the full level. Brother God, I don’t want me to buy an appearance for it, I don’t want me to buy some cards for it, and I don’t want me to do anything with it. I’m full every day and I’m so full that I’m calling my brother.

People in the whole gang felt that it was having an affair with me, so it simply called my husband directly.

Later, because this Ruan Mengmeng was too annoying, even more annoying than Ruan Xinhe, I didn't even play that game much.

He Ruoqian also told me that they organized several offline gatherings in the same city, and Ruan Xinhe went to them all, and asked him why I didn't go, that's why he knew Ruan Xinhe.

I thought it was funny when I first heard it, but I still find it a little funny when I think about it now.

After paying the bill and looking for a driver to drive me home, I felt that it was not the case.

In my relationship with Ruan Xinhe, I always get more than I give, I am loved more than I love, I see more than I think, it is not the same thing.

He and I are two independent men, and there is no subordinate relationship, so there should not be any natural giving and receiving, and because of the self-righteousness in my bones that is difficult to be peeped by outsiders, I am very stingy in giving emotionally, Be stingy with showing emotion.

This should be quite embarrassing for the people around me.

After all, no one is obliged to break your hard shell to spy on your soft heart. Modern people are very busy, aren’t they?

And for the one who wants to peek into your soft inner being.

I don't think you should use any method to measure the extent to which the person you love and loves you loves you. You must know that he loves you, and he is loving you at this moment.

Things have come to this, it is already a very beautiful thing.