Love from the Male Protagonist's Harem

The stars are twinkling, and the night is as dark as an abyss.

Memories were numerous and blurred, but the girl's smile gradually faded, became shallower, and finally disappeared without a trace.

On that day, autumn passed and winter came, and with the fluttering snowflakes, the famine in Nanming Village, which had no harvest, became more severe.

The only ones in the village who have surplus food are the Zhu family at the entrance of the village, but the Zhu family is tyrannical and not a philanthropist.

Xia Ge still remembered that at that time, the two of them were secretly squatting in the firewood shed behind a family, their eyes were already black with hunger, but they couldn't even find any edible leaves.

That was the first time she felt that she was so close to death, so close.

Doudou can starve better than she, a beggar who has become a monk halfway. When she is too hungry to move, Doudou can still move.

"Doudou... am I going to die?" Xia Ge's voice was low and hoarse, and Doudou held her hand. In the twelfth winter, the girl's palm was cold but gentle.

she thinks.

People are always going to die. Master Sima said that people are mortal, either heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than a feather. She is just a helpless little beggar in this world. Apart from begging, she seems to have nothing else to live worth it.

Xia Ge's eyes were darkened, he clearly knew that he was going to die, but he didn't feel hopeless, just a little regretful.

I have no chance to come up to open some shops, restructure, make some money circulation, and make a big deal like other awesome traversers. When I come up, I am a six-year-old beggar who is about to starve to death and knows nothing. It's really, um, kind of a pity.

But even if there is a chance, whether she has this ability is another matter.

After all, how many catties and taels she has, she can still weigh it.Being able to take Doudou to dig out water chestnuts from the swamp is already a blessing from the God of Wealth, and if you think about it, it's really gone.

So when I think about it this way, I really have no regrets at the end.

Maybe it's because he doesn't have a sense of belonging here, Xia Ge doesn't feel lonely when he dies in a foreign land, and on the contrary, he looks quite open.

Maybe he died...and went back.

Maybe she didn't time travel, all this is just an absurd dream of her reality, she died here, and will come back to life there.

Sounds... pretty good.

It's just a pity for the girl Doudou.

Shuangshuang... This body must be Doudou's very important friend.

I'm sorry... Shuangshuang, borrowed her body, and failed to take good care of her friend. She was too useless. In the end, I counted all the good things I did for this child, and the only thing I can remember is the meal of water chestnuts.

After she finished saying "Am I going to die", Doudou didn't speak, but tightly held her hand, the frost was cold, and Doudou's hand was also cold. She looked at her and pursed her lips not talking.

"Doudou." Xia Ge even laughed when she heard her hoarse voice, "If I accidentally die, you will be prosperous in the future, remember to burn two water chestnuts for me."

Doudou's lips pursed even tighter, and she squeezed her hand vigorously, as if thinking that this would give her more warmth.

However, it is cold.

No matter how tightly you hold it, it's always cold.

Xia Ge thought vicissitudes of life, he was hungry and cold, and he used the words he had only read in the book to himself, what a fuck.It is no wonder that Shaoling Ye Lao would squat in front of the small hut and lament the eternal famous saying that An De Guang Xia has thousands of rooms, and it shelters the poor and the poor all over the world.

It's a pity that she doesn't have this realm, and now she can only sigh, ah, I seem to be starving to death.

When he was about to faint from hunger, Xia Ge finally heard the low voice of the girl who had been silent for a long time, firm and desperate.

"You're not going to die."

She slowly loosened her hand and said softly, "Shuang Shuang, you have to be good and wait for me to come back."

- What do you want to do?

Xia Ge subconsciously grabbed the corner of her clothes, but her body was too weak, and Doudou quickly tore it off.

--where are you going?

- Don't go... come back!

It was dark, Xia Ge still fainted, the last scene she saw was the girl named Doudou, wearing thin sackcloth, with cold red feet, pushing away the back of Caimen.

——It was windy and cold.

The next second is unknown.

But maybe she was too hungry, maybe her life was too late, she returned to the light, fainted for a while, Xia Ge woke up with severe stomach convulsions caused by hunger, she slowed down for a while, the first thing she did was to find Doudou .

——Doudou, where will Doudou go?

—Could it be...the Zhu family!

Xia Ge was flustered. Dragging her weak body, she staggered out of the small firewood house, passed through the wind and frost, and rushed towards the richest family in Nanming Village without hesitation.

——Doudou, don't do stupid things!

"Kill you little bastard!"

"Kill her!"

"He actually came to steal food from our Zhu family! I want to die!

The sound of a whip falling on the flesh came from inside the closed vermilion door, Xia Ge heard a familiar muffled groan, for a moment, her entire brain went blank, she slammed on the door desperately, her voice hoarse, " Open the door! Open the door!"

The falling snow on the door is icy cold, but Xia Ge feels that nothing is colder than his heart right now.

Her voice was hoarse and weak, and no one paid any attention to her.Xia Ge was digging at the copper buckle on the rich door, feeling the bleak cold wind, listening to the howling of wild dogs in the distance, and suddenly felt a sense of ignorance.

Who is she...why is she here?

Who was the person who was whipped for her...

"Snapped--"

"Snapped……"

"..."

One whip, two whips, many, many whips...

"Tsk tsk, it's not good to kill it, it's really bad luck, throw it out!"

The door opened, and Xia Ge accidentally fell in, but was kicked out again, "Where is the beggar coming from! What is it called, it's fine if you come to steal something, squatting at the door to hell! It's annoying to look at it! !"

Being kicked to the stomach, the pain in the already empty stomach was even more breathless, but Xia Ge, who had regained his senses, could no longer care about it.

All she could see was the little girl who was thrown out with the door opening, covered in blood on the thick snow.

Baixue was cold, Xia Ge clutched his stomach, and staggered to Doudou's side, "Doudo, Doudou... Doudou——"

The bloody girl was in a daze, reacted for a while, suddenly shivered, pushed Xia Ge away, and then got up and walked towards the direction of the small broken firewood house, but fell to the ground again after walking a few steps. The bleeding wound was torn open, and the blood continued to flow, Xia Ge ran to her and was about to help her up, but heard her hiss, "Who are you, you go, don't touch me, I'm going back... "

As if she didn't see her, Doudou's always soft and sweet voice became hoarse, as if she had hurt her vocal cords, and also brought on a ferocity that Xia Ge had never seen before, like a little beast in despair, desperately defending her. With his last ray of light.

Xia Ge was afraid of touching her wound, and afraid that she would struggle even more, so he endured the stomachache, his voice was so hoarse that he distorted, "—you can't move, you don't move! I'll go, I'll go—"

Xia Ge didn't dare to touch her, so he could only back away, a few steps back, perhaps feeling the retreat of the other party, Doudou pursed her lips, blood slowly slid down from her forehead, but she didn't care, she slowly got up , stepping on the snow with red feet, staggering forward, "I... I'm going back..."

The snow was slippery, and Doudou staggered and fell to the ground after walking a few steps. Xia Ge's heart twitched and wanted to help, but Doudou slapped his hand away, "Don't, don't touch me... ..."

Her voice was hoarse, with a faint cry, "Shuangshuang is going to die... Shuangshuang can't die."

"Shuangshuang..."

She was walking forward on her knees, one step at a time.

She is saying her name.

Painful and tender.

Like a bucket of cold water poured from head to tail, Xia Ge froze in place.

——Xia Ge has always thought that death is not a big deal. She walked through the gate of hell, and when she woke up from that fatal car accident, she also wanted to live a good life and bring her brother to live a good life.But she came here inexplicably and became a little beggar, suffering from hunger and cold, with no hope of returning home and no relatives.

She thought, it would be better to die than to live. If you can live, you can live. If you can't live, you can die. Anyway, she has no relatives here, and she can't see the hope of returning home, and she can't find the way forward—— No one here really cares about the life and death of a little beggar, no one cares whether she is alive or dead - and if she dies, she might be lucky enough to go home.

She thought that it would be better to die gracefully than to live hopelessly.

But now, Xia Ge saw this person kneeling on the icy snow, covered in blood, and called her name here one after another, saying, I can't die.

——Shuangshuang cannot die.

"Why?" Xia Ge looked at the back of the crawling forward, and finally couldn't help it anymore. She dragged her weak body, and finally knelt down in front of Doudou, pressed her shoulders, and burst into tears— —An inexplicable anger welled up in my heart, Xia Ge shouted hoarsely, "She's not worth it!"

She is so bad, she lived casually when she was Xia Ge, and she was garbage when she was Shuang Shuang-how can such a person deserve your hard work? !

"It's worth it..." Doudou was like an irritated little beast, she opened her dark eyes angrily, slapped her hard, and said, "Who are you?! Why are you Ask me, and I'll tell you, as long as it's Shuangshuang—it's worth it!"

——If it's both, it's worth it.

This slap didn't hurt, because the opponent had no strength.

For Xia Ge, it was like waking up from a dream.She suddenly remembered a very important thing.

She is not Xia Ge now, she is Shuang Shuang.

She can decide "Xia Ge"'s life and death at will, but she has no right to end "Shuangshuang"'s life.

Whether hopeless or promising.She has used her body, so she has the obligation to carry everything on her back to live.

She has no right to end anyone's life, since she used Shuangshuang's body, she is no longer Xia Ge.

She is not Xia Ge, not rubbish, not an ant, but Doudou's only friend, Shuangshuang.

——So, she wants to live.

"I'm Shuangshuang... Doudou, I'm Shuangshuang."

Doudou reacted for a while before she came to her senses. Her dark eyes clearly reflected her face, but there was only a daze inside, "Shuangshuang? Shuangshuang is here? Are you Shuangshuang? Why is it so dark... why can't I see... …did I just… hit you?”

"Does it hurt? Does it hurt? I'm sorry Shuangshuang, I didn't mean it!"

Doudou cried, "I didn't do it on purpose, I couldn't see it, I thought it was a ghost, I thought it was a ghost coming to catch me and left, I heard a lot of strange voices, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... woo woo woo... "

"It's okay, it's okay, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt at all, Doudou's hands are very soft..."

While talking, Xia Ge slowly touched the back of Doudou's head with trembling hands, and it was really warm.

Withdrawing his hand, the palm of his hand was bright red and dazzling.

It was the whip that hit the back of the head... Doudou, it seems... blind.

Doudou wiped her tears, stretched out her hand hard, wanted to touch her face, wanted to make sure she was Shuangshuang, blood smeared Xia Ge's face, the smell of rust was pungent, her dark eyes widened, but Seeing nothing, "Shuangshuang, are you crying?"

Xia Ge held her wrist, trying hard not to let tears flow on her hand, her voice was hoarse, "I didn't cry, I didn't cry, I'm amazing, that's because snowflakes melted on my face."

Doudou felt Xia Ge's outline bit by bit with her hands, feeling very sad, but her voice was soft, "Shuangshuang is lying... It is cold when snowflakes melt, but your tears are hot."

"Maybe it's because I'm...naturally glowing...and have a fever by the way?"

Xia Ge wanted to smile, but the corners of his mouth could not be drawn out after a long time. The abdominal pain was caused by hunger. In front of him was the blind girl's wide-open black eyes, and warm tears rolled down her face.

No way, how could this be the case.

You can't stop smiling in front of Doudou just because she can't see her anymore.

"Shuangshuang don't cry, Shuangshuang looks good when she smiles." After Doudou finished speaking, she smiled foolishly, "Shuangshuang eat, and you won't cry after eating."

Xia Ge saw her carefully take out half a bun from her bosom, her smiling face was as bright as the clouds in the sky, "Shuangshuang, I'm so smart, I hid it, they didn't find it, Shuangshuang, eat quickly."

Xia Ge froze in place, not moving at all. Doudou was very puzzled why she didn't speak. She reached out and groped for a long time, slowly moving down from Xia Ge's face, and finally touched Xia Ge's cold hand, and put the half of the cold Put the bun in her palm.

Because of the wounds all over his body, the bun was also stained with blood.

Holding the blood-stained bun, Xia Ge froze in place for a long time.

For the first time, she felt that when a person is starving to the point of death, there are still things that he does not want to eat.

The wild dogs howled fiercely, and the wind and frost were extremely cold.

"Shuangshuang, eat quickly. After you are full, you have to do me a favor."

Xia Ge slowly clenched the girl's hand, his voice hoarse, "Doudou, what do you want me to do for you?"

"Shuangshuang, let's go to a village in the east. There is a girl I like. She likes to stay at the entrance of the village every night to look at the stars. At that time, there are stars in her eyes. They are beautiful. Go and tell her for me. ...Just to say, Doudou has secretly liked her for a long time, for a long, long time."

Doudou's voice was gentle, and she opened her dull eyes, "Her eyes are black, very black, very black, but pretty. Doudou likes her... Shuang Shuang, after eating Doudou's buns, you Help Doudou to see her, okay?"

So there is a village in the east?Xia Ge was in a trance, and she thought that there was only a small village called Nanming within hundreds of miles.

"...Okay." Xia Ge heard his own difficult voice, "I'll carry you on my back, let's go together."

"But I just want to go together." Doudou's voice was soft, "I'm too ugly now, I will scare her, and I can't see her, I will be very sad if I go."

"..."

"Please, Gemini."

Finally, Xia Ge settled Doudou in the firewood room, and was about to leave the small firewood room with the half bun in his arms.

When the door was pushed open, Xia Ge turned his head and looked at the girl leaning against the corner. Although her eyes were blind, they were still open. It was dark and bright, as if she could see her turning her head.

Xia Ge felt warm liquid slipping down his face, but when he touched it, it was blood and tears.

Xia Ge heard her choked up voice, "Doudou, is that girl pretty?"

Doudou paused, then smiled, "Very nice."

Xia Ge made himself laugh, "If you have a good-looking girl, don't want me, you are such a little liar."

Doudou pursed her lips and smiled, "That's different, you are my belief."

She said, "Shuangshuang must live well all the time to give me strength and keep me safe."

Xia Ge held the cold bun in his hand, "...um."

"Both swear." Doudou smiled, "Swear to live a good life, so that I can feel at ease."

Tears slipped down his chin and fell into the thin skirt, Xia Ge heard his hoarse voice, "Well, I swear, no matter what, both of you will survive."

"Wrong, it's about living well." Doudou corrected softly.

Xia Ge finally couldn't bear it any longer, and cried out in his voice, "Well, live well!"

"Go quickly, if you go late, you won't be able to see the girl I like." Doudou's lips curled into a gentle smile, her eyes seemed to be full of peach blossoms in March, and she said, "I will be sad that way. "

After Xia Ge left, she thought, Doudou is so pretty.

She didn't notice it before, but now she thinks that she may be the most beautiful girl she has ever seen.

The wild dog howled fiercely, Xia Ge wore stars and wore the moon, and walked all night, listening to the howling of the wild dog gradually from screaming to almost inaudible, Xia Ge went to the village in the east, and went from house to house to find the prettiest girl .

Of course she didn't find the prettiest girl.

Because, she thinks that no girl is prettier than Doudou.

But this will not work.

So, she stopped every girl she met in the east village, and told her seriously that there was a girl named Doudou who might like her——she was good-looking, and after washing her face in the stream, she deliberately It's so sweet when you make yourself laugh. The girls in the village are simple and honest. Every time she stops someone, after saying this, she will have the cheek to eat it.

There was also a famine in the east village, so few people were really willing to give her food, but Xia Ge still begged for some with a smile on her face, and she was going back in a hurry with the food in her arms.

Xia Ge doesn't believe that there will be beautiful girls running out in the middle of the night regardless of the curfew to look at the stars. The original purpose of coming to this village is to ask for more food, and then go back quickly to use food to change medicine and heal Doudou's injuries.

"Ah, that little girl with a face." A little beggar in sackcloth saw that she was going in the wrong direction and grabbed her, "Where are you going?"

"I want to go back to Nanming Village." Xia Ge was anxious. After a night and a day, she found food, and she still had to use the food to ask the doctor in Nanming Village to help Doudou treat her wounds——

"What are you going to Nanming Village for?" The little beggar opened his eyes wide. "A porter who went there this morning came back and said that Nanming Village was attacked by evil spirits last night—ah, did you come from Nanming Village?"

"Then you are really lucky." The little beggar sympathized, "Is there someone important to you in that village?"

The stars were shining, and the food in Xia Singer who was standing at the entrance of the village fell to the ground.

"……What did you say?"

Evil tide.

Legend has it that evil spirits will descend in the middle of the night and eat everyone without a sound, leaving no bones left.

——Only dying people who can see ghosts can predict the arrival of evil ghosts.

——"I didn't mean it, I couldn't see it, I thought it was a ghost, I thought it was a ghost coming to catch me, I heard a lot of strange voices, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... woo woo woo..."

When Xia Ge rushed back to Nanming Village, the morning light was dim, and there was no living person in Nanming Village.

Nanming Village became a dead village occupied by evil spirits.

Doudou is gone.

Everyone is gone.

Going to Zhu's house at the entrance of the village, there was only a pool of blood.

The air is filled with a thick ghostly aura that even the sun can't melt away, and the sky is full of blood.

People who are eaten by evil spirits will not even leave their corpses behind.

Xia Ge knelt in the woodshed, staring at the pool of blood, confused for a long time.

It turns out... In this world, there really are evil ghosts that cannibalize people.

So...it should have been thought of earlier.

Think of the howling of wild dogs before leaving.

Thinking that Doudou has never even been out of Nanming Village, where did she come from, the girl she likes in the east village?

It hurts, it hurts.

With trembling hands, Xia Ge took out the half blood-stained bun she hadn't eaten, staggered to the crooked neck tree where they had seen the stars together, buried the bun in it, and then Girl, set up a monument without words.

Only then did she realize that she never knew Doudou's name.

He never asked Doudou what girl she liked before, who was in her family, and why she became a beggar.

She doesn't know anything, she doesn't understand anything, and when she came to this world, she has been muddling along, muddling around, not caring about world affairs, living a meaningless and indifferent life.

Her reason was simple, she thought she was dreaming.

But why.

She who is so indifferent, who regards everything as a dream, how can she let the girl named Doudou say such things?

She knelt for a long time in front of the stele, looking at the blood-stained bun, crying unceasingly, her heart breaking.

That was the saddest time Xia Ge came to this world and cried.

For the first time, she felt in a trance that this was actually a real world.

In this world, there is a girl named Doudou, in order to keep her alive, she steals buns to feed her, and lies to trick her away, and then she is alone in the corner, facing the raging evil spirits and the pain of her wounds .

Except for her, no one in this world knows that on this lonely and lost road, there once was a child named Shuangshuang, who was Doudou's belief.

Xia Ge no longer remembers how she left Nanming Village, she only knows that she put on Xia Wuyin's name in embarrassment—it seems like this, she can ignore that she is the girl Shuangshuang who is loved by Doudou, ignore She is Xia Ge who killed Doudou.

Just double.

And Shuangshuang had long since died with Doudou, sleeping in the bottom of my heart forever.

But she, Xia Ge, still has to live instead of Shuangshuang.

She swore.

But from now on, every night, Xia Ge's dreams are full of evil spirits eating people. She dreamed that Doudou was looking at her covered in blood, obviously about to die, but her eyes were still gentle when looking at her.

But that gentle girl was devoured by the evil spirit one by one like this, leaving no bones left.

And she watched helplessly in her dream, helpless.

Doudou's soft voice still rang in his ears.

——Shuangshuang, you have to live on.

At this point, Xia Ge began to hate his own weakness, and began to fear the responsibilities of being strong.

She is powerless to become someone else's belief.

No matter how powerful it is, it's the same.

She can't save anyone.

There was nothing she could do.

——That's different, you are my belief.

In order to save her, Doudou was covered in blood, and Xia Ge never wanted to see it on someone else for the second time in his life.

From now on, she doesn't want to be so powerful that she can be someone else's belief, and she doesn't want to be so weak that others will die because of herself.

Shit belief.

She is the incompetent Xia Wuyin.

That's it.