Love from the Male Protagonist's Harem

"It's just that the reality is often not as easy as imagined." Doudou's voice was faint, "The Sword of Enlightenment can only suppress misfortune for a while, but it can't suppress life forever."

Gu Peijiu looked towards the phantom.

It was a cold night.

After all, the puppet leader in white has not survived the disaster. With the "word spirit" of Xia Wushuang's body, Xia Wushuang broke free from the magic circle of the Wenqing Sword.

"Do you think you can stop me?"

The blood-eyed girl was holding a long sword and smiling wickedly. She walked up to Gu Peijiu, half-closed one eye, raised her chin with the hilt of the sword, and said in a wild voice, "Kneel down for me obediently!"

Gu Peijiu's pupils shrank, and the next moment, as if a huge boulder had fallen from her knees, she uncontrollably knelt down towards Xia Wushuang!

"Interesting, really interesting, hahahaha——" Xia Wushuang laughed wildly, and she squinted her eyes: "You can just kneel here——hahaha, or...you can accompany me to kill people?"

Gu Peijiu raised her eyes and looked at her.

The pitch-black eyes have no stars and no moon, like a deep snowy night, but with a shocking power!

The next moment, the Wenqing sword lit up with divine light!

Xia Wushuang threw away the sword abruptly, took three steps back, and said "tsk", "...it's really tricky."

The Wenqing sword drew a circle in mid-air, and then landed on the snow.

The divine light went out.

Gu Peijiu lowered her head slightly, forcibly mobilizing the power of her soul, which made her a little sluggish.

"Tsk... But you need a weapon that you can use to kill people, don't you think so?" Xia Wushuang smiled, went to pick up the sword again, glanced at Gu Peijiu, squinted his eyes and smiled, "This sword is stained with blood... It must be very beautiful."

Holding the sword in one hand and the bamboo sheath in the other, she licked the word "Qingqing" carved by the knife on the bamboo sheath, and turned to leave after being provocative.

Gu Peijiu knelt on the icy snow, looking in the direction she left.

... Not far from the foot of Lingxi Mountain, there is a small village.

... Definitely, must stop her! !

She absolutely, absolutely cannot—

Gu Peijiu tried hard to break free from the shackles of the word spirit, but the puppet master's "word spirit" is absolutely bound to the puppet, unless——

Someone came on snow.

She raised her eyes, it was Su Chan.

The girl in red clasped her hands, her face was a little pale, as if she was struggling and hesitating for something.

"Did you see her?" Gu Peijiu cut to the chase.

"..." Su Chan said, "I see."

"Why didn't you stop her?!" Gu Peijiu asked, "You know she—"

"Why should I stop her?" Su Chan was disgusted with her taking it for granted, and asked her back, "...that's what she wanted to do, why should I stop her?"

Gu Peijiu said: "That's not her!!"

"...I can't find the difference." Su Chan said, "Even if it's a curse, as long as she wants to do something, I..."

"That's not what she wants to do." Gu Peijiu stared at her, word by word, "That, no."

Su Chan was irritated by Gu Peijiu's determined attitude: "You know her very well?! Why are you here as if you know everything—"

"I don't understand her." Gu Peijiu said, "But I won't misunderstand her."

Su Chan laughed angrily, and she taunted: "Then you do it! Anyway, I won't do it! Isn't it just killing a few ants, so what if they are all killed?! Even if they are all killed, she will always be her! and--"

"You're a lump of wood that can't do anything!"

She paused, and then said softly: "You know, I followed her down the mountain——the way she kills people is really beautiful——"

"The screams of the villagers...the blood stained her clothes...the flowers on the other side of the clothes..."

Gu Peijiu said angrily, "Shut up!!"

next moment!

The dark night sky was full of light, the snowstorm was howling, the evergreen trees were crumbling, and the violent snowstorm rolled in. The forehead of the puppet in white clothes instantly lit up a mysterious symbol, and the dark eyes also lit up with abnormal blue starlight!

Su Chan's pupils shrank, "What are you going to do!"

"I have no love." The puppet in white murmured, "What you love is what you want."

"You want to lift the puppet curse?! Are you going to betray her?!" Su Chan asked in surprise.

Xia Wushuang has already handed over the control of all the puppets to Gu Peijiu. Once Gu Peijiu betrays her, it is not an exaggeration to say that Xia Wushuang is a lamb waiting to be slaughtered!

"Betrayal? No..." Gu Peijiu said, "I want...to protect her."

As soon as the words fell, the mysterious symbol on the forehead of the puppet in white instantly shattered!

Words fail!

There was a flash of light in Gu Peijiu's eyes, and she disappeared the next moment!

Su clung to the spot, tightly clenched his fists.

Snowstorm.

In the village, the cries of children resounded across the sky, and people fled in a hurry. Xia Wushuang held a sword dripping with blood, her blood pupils glowed with excitement, but the next moment, her pupils shrank slightly, and the sword in her hand suddenly swung backwards!

"boom--"

Snow and water splashed, crazy waves swept around, houses collapsed, and people screamed!

"Damn it-"

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh——"

"Someone slaughtered the village—"

In the violent wind and waves, Xia Wushuang's black hair curled wildly, her blood pupils opened wide, and she looked at the puppet who was blocking the interrogation sword with one hand, "...couldn't it trap you?"

Gu Peijiu said indifferently, "You, stop."

Xia Wushuang laughed, and slashed fiercely with the long sword: "What are you! You just die."

These words have the power of words.

"Chong-"

Gu Peijiu caught the sword without changing her expression, and said in a calm voice, "...you should go back."

Xia Wushuang's pupils shrank slightly.

...The spirit of speech failed?

She was a little dazed, and didn't quite understand why the word spirit, which was 100% effective against this tricky watchdog, suddenly lost all its effects.

At the moment when she was confused, the back of her neck hurt, her eyes went dark, and she lost all consciousness in an instant.

Gu Peijiu picked up the person who was about to fall to the ground with one hand, picked up the sword on the ground, and while the people were still in a panic, they teleported and disappeared.

The phantom disappeared.

Gu Peijiu looked at Doudou.

"After that..." Doudou's voice said, "Su Chan said that I would definitely regret it."

"But I don't think it matters." Doudou said softly, "I love this person, and because I love her, I want to protect this person, her own world, and everything she wants to protect."

"……Only in this way."

"I just feel like I've found myself..."

"I can feel free."

Gu Peijiu asked: "After breaking free from the puppet curse, didn't she notice?"

"Not found." Doudou said: "After I awakened my consciousness in Yundu, Xia Wushuang never used words to me."

Yanling can make the puppet obey, but after the puppet awakened and had feelings, Xia Wushuang never used this on her again.

She is serious, she sees Gu Peijiu as a "companion", even if she occasionally complains that "she is really a puppet..." She doesn't understand her heart, but she regards her as a "partner" from the bottom of her heart.

"...She doesn't want me to follow her occasionally, and she just talks about it." Doudou said, "The spirit of words is the most direct thing to test the puppet and the puppet master, maybe... there are feelings."

"The puppet will long for the absolute trust of the puppet master." Doudou said, "It will always, always long for this."

Even if betrayed, even if the fetters are broken, even if reincarnation, even if ever-changing.

As long as she is still Gu Peijiu.

She will hope that that person trusts her.

Gu Peijiu was slightly taken aback when she heard this.

She recalled in a daze, not long after seeing Xia Wuyin...

She inexplicably hoped that this person could trust her.

"...I see." Gu Peijiu said for a long time.

The words are divided into two parts.

After Xia Wushuang was rescued by Gu Peijiu, she felt something was wrong, but she was fooled by Gu Peijiu.

Out of absolute trust in Gu Peijiu, Xia Wushuang, who doesn't like to use words, didn't notice anything unusual.

It's just that Su Zang is a little strange these days.

She would stare at her from the corner with a very strange gaze. When she saw Xia Wushuang before, she would definitely run over and grab her sleeve without saying a word and let her take her to play, but now, she didn't say a word.

Xia Wushuang felt a little confused.

"What's up with her?"

After Su Chan avoided her for the nth time, Xia Wushuang asked Gu Peijiu in a strange way.

Gu Peijiu paused, and said in a calm voice, "Maybe there are some things that I can't think about."

Xia Wushuang found it interesting, "This Lingxi Peak bird doesn't shit, what unexpected things can happen to her?"

Gu Peijiu glanced at her without changing her face: "Who knows, it might be a demon."

"..."

Xia Wushuang felt that it was not okay to keep doing this.

So I found a sunny day and called Su Chan over.

"What have you been up to these days?"

She asked her with a smile.

Su Chan looked at Gu Peijiu, who was silent behind her, and pursed her lips.

"Why don't you talk?" Xia Wushuang also knew that the two of them didn't get along very well. When she saw her looking at Gu Peijiu, she also looked back at her.

Gu Peijiu was expressionless.

Su Chan suddenly said: "...I've been thinking about one thing for the past few days."

Xia Wushuang turned her head back to look at Su Chan.

Su Chan said: "I... have always had a demon since I was in the lower realm."

She stared at Xia Wushuang, "At first... I didn't care about it, but later it became more and more serious. If I don't care about it, I will feel uneasy, sleepless day and night, and think about the past and the future."

"It's like being sick."

Xia Wushuang said: "Ah? That's serious? No, it's a disease. Are you okay? Shall I find a psychiatrist for you... No, do you want to find a doctor who understands it for you?"

"...As long as I can figure it out." Su Chan looked at her with a confused voice, "But I can't figure it out now."

——I can't figure out what you look like.

"I can't figure it out..." Xia Wushuang scratched his head, then subconsciously looked at Gu Peijiu behind him.

Gu Peijiu looked at her innocently.

Su Chan's eyes lightened slightly, and without saying anything, he turned around and was about to leave.

"Hey—" Xia Wushuang turned her head to try to persuade her to stay, but she didn't know what to say, Su Zan said as she walked, "I want to stay alone for a while."

... ok.

After they left, Gu Peijiu said, "I should wait for her to figure it out."

"..." Xia Wushuang looked out with his chin resting on both hands, "How should I say it?"

"I'm not afraid that she won't be able to figure it out, I'm just afraid that if she thinks it through, she'll think wrongly."

Gu Peijiu was puzzled.

"A Chan is a Fallen Angel, and she has a somewhat paranoid personality." Xia Wushuang said: "Although she is clearly moving forward, once she takes the wrong path...no one can pull her back."

Gu Peijiu was silent.

Just as Xia Wushuang closed her mouth, she heard footsteps. Su Chan came back and asked her a question: "What do you want?"

Xia Wushuang was taken aback for a moment, and then he couldn't laugh or cry, "Are you really going to become a god to fulfill my wish?"

Su Chan looked at her.

Xia Wushuang thought for a while, then said cunningly: "I won't tell you."

Su Chan frowned.

"If you want to know, you can go to the cliff to blow the wind for a while." Xia Wushuang said, "Well... I know you are not in the mood to eat, right? Then when I am in a good mood after eating, I will go there and tell you .”

Su Chan didn't speak, turned his head and left.

Xia Wushuang said regretfully to Gu Peijiu: "You see, she really doesn't want to eat."

Gu Peijiu: "..."

It was cold on the cliff.

It can be seen broadly.

Su Chan sat on the rocky cliff, looking at his hands.

She remembered the scene she had seen before.

The blood-stained girl in white has a wild and evil smile, her blood-cold pupils are cold, and her sword is as sharp as a knife, and death and disaster can be seen with a wave of her hand.

...... disaster.

Counting by pinching fingers, the king of Chu will be able to unify the mainland if he breaks through another small country.

And that's not supposed to happen.

It should not be the princess of Chu that unified the mainland in the first place, but a person surnamed Ye after a long, long time.

But everything has already happened, and the one who caused all this is Xia Wushuang, who changed the fate of King Chu against the heavens.

Therefore, Tiandao imposed all the punishments and sins on her alone.

Her existence is destined to set off endless bloody storms for Chu.

It is said that success is also Xiao He, and defeat is also Xiao He.

And as a god left behind, she has a way to save her...

Su Chan lowered his head, his pale palms slightly lit up with white light.

A bead slowly floated up from her palm, half as white as ice and snow, and half as dark as night, and the two intertwined in the middle, dissolving a delicate blood color.

Darkness represents disaster, and white represents blessing and light.

And the blood in the middle is her feelings.

This is her soul.

Purifying Lingzhu.

The soul of a god has the power to suppress evil spirits, otherwise, the piece of divine soul that Gu Peijiu put on the Wenqing Sword would not be able to suppress the fate.

When the power of blessing fills this bead, it can wash away all the curses and disasters in this world, including the curse of fate from heaven.

But again, it also means...

"Isn't it nice here?"

The girl's voice sounded.

Su Chan's pupils shrank slightly, and the Jingling Pearl in her hand disappeared in a flash. She looked at the rolling mountains in the distance as if nothing had happened. The heavy snow in the past few days dyed the peaks of these mountains white. It reflects a somewhat dazzling and gentle light, which is very beautiful.

"……not bad."

She didn't look back, just said.

"Are you in a better mood?" Xia Wushuang found a clean place to sit down, and handed something over, "Here."

The scent of sweet-scented osmanthus cake rippling from Xia Ge's palm, Su Chan was slightly taken aback, looking at Xia Wushuang's fingertips stained with crumbs of sweet-scented osmanthus cake, his heart skipped a beat.

She took the sweet-scented osmanthus cake and took a bite silently.

"It's said that gods don't eat or drink." Xia Wushuang crossed his legs, "It seems that the legends are all false."

Seeing that there was no Gu Peijiu behind Xia Wushuang, Su Chan immediately felt much better.

However, it didn't take long before she remembered Gu Peijiu's words.

—I don't know her well, but I don't misunderstand her either.

It was this sentence that stuck in her heart like a thorn.

Difficulty sleeping.

When she came back to her senses, she retorted what Xia Ge said, "I am..."

She paused, and swallowed back the "half god" behind her.

In fact, he is no longer a demigod.

When she was punished and tortured by the heaven, the human half had already degenerated into a demon.

She didn't realize it at first, and even thought she was still a demigod.

But when she found out that whether it was war or Xia Wushuang's murder——

She has no mercy for humans.

Not the slightest bit of sympathy for being half of the same kind.

"What are you?" Xia Wushuang swallowed his sweet-scented osmanthus cake before speaking, smiling, "The pestering little God of Fortune?"

Su Chan was a little depressed: "...No."

"Haha." Regarding Su Chan's answer, Xia Wushuang smiled indifferently, "I have never experienced this thing of heart demons, and I don't know what it is, but... anyway, I guess I will be in a bad mood."

She put her eyes far away and looked at the overlapping mountains in the distance, "But it's okay, I'm in a bad mood, just sit here and be quiet for a while, it will be much better."

"...Whether it's missing, liking, or whatever."

"After a long time, it will always let go slowly."

Su Chan stared at her and asked, "What if you can't let go?"

"Ha, aren't you talking about inner demons? Why are you talking about things you can't let go of again? You've got me tested." Xia Wushuang laughed, "But I think there is nothing in this world that you can't let go of. "

"If you can't let it go, it must not be long enough."

Su Chan said to himself: "...time, isn't it long enough?"

"Think about it, you must have had a lot of things you couldn't let go of before—you must have! Everyone will have it! Think about it carefully? Oh, I'm sorry I forgot that you are not human... Oh no, anyway, think about it ah."

Su Chan thought.

Although she is not a human being, there are indeed things that she cannot let go of.

When I was young.

She didn't understand the disgusting gazes of other gods, but she just hoped that Father God and Mother would look at her more.

Later, when she grew up a bit, mortals began to believe in herself. She hoped that she could do her job well so that everyone would not be disappointed...

……

They are all obsessions.

But slowly, the things that once seemed very important were guarded in the bottom of my heart, and things that seemed to be impossible to let go, with the rolling of reality and the flow of time, slowly cast a layer Dust has become a dispensable thing in life.

...Slowly, let it go.

Xia Wushuang said: "Is there?"

Su Chan nodded indifferently.

"Then do you still care now?"

Su Chan shook his head.

Time is far away, and the regrets and right and wrong at that time have no meaning to pursue.

"Look, the things that I thought I couldn't let go of at the time will become nothing after a long time." Xia Wushuang said.

As she spoke, her own thoughts arose.

She remembered that when she was a child, she liked the Barbie dolls of the neighbor's little girl very much, but at that time her family was still poor and couldn't afford to buy them, so the little Barbie in her childhood became Bai Yueguang, which she couldn't let go of. no.

But when I grow up and have money, I can buy a truckload of Barbie dolls, and when I can buy a truckload and throw away a truckload.

She suddenly felt bored.

There is a time when I can't let go. When the best time has passed, the things that can't be let go will naturally be let go.

Whether demons or not.

Time is the best killer.

Su Chan looked at the sweet-scented osmanthus cake in his hand.

"...It's different." She heard her own voice, "This, it's different."

"I think... this, I probably can't let it go."

Xia Wushuang: "...then get some sleep."

Su Chan said, "I can't sleep after tossing and turning."

Xia Wushuang: "You sleep in a different way, I'll teach you, you think like this - you think, you can fulfill your wish in your dream while sleeping, and then think like this before going to sleep - no matter what I want, After waking up from sleep, Santa... No, after waking up, you can get whatever you want."

Xia Wushuang silently swallowed the phrase "Santa Claus will deliver it to me".

Su Chan: "..."

Su Chan lowered his eyelashes, "It would be great if this is the case."

"Yes, I will." Xia Wushuang talked for a long time, and finally returned to the topic, "...It's all said, what is your inner demon?"

"I...a long time ago there was someone I couldn't let go of in my heart." Su Chan paused and looked into the distance, "Then..."

Think of the blood-stained sword of the blood-eyed girl.

Su Chan lowered his eyelashes.

She didn't do what she was supposed to do.

"...I feel uneasy."

Su Chan's words were endless, and Xia Wushuang was also confused, but she understood that Su Chan didn't want to say more, and she didn't force her, saying: "...so there are demons?"

"Saving her, I'm sorry for myself." Su Chan murmured, "But if I don't save her, I'm sorry for my heart."

Oh, this is still a story about whether the hero wants to save the beauty.

Xia Wushuang: "...But is the price different for yourself?"

Su Chan said, "There is a difference."

She looked at the mountains, "Because I... am fine now."

Now she is neither a god who wants to bless the common people, nor a curse full of hatred. She is like a person, but she is not a person.

Because there is this person by my side.

She wanted to... always, always be by her side like this.

"Then how did you choose?" Xia Wushuang asked.

Su Chan didn't say clearly what the difference was between these choices, so Xia Wushuang simply asked.

"Guess what." Su Chan smiled.

"Hmm..." Xia Wushuang thought for a while and said, "I think you will save her...you will choose the former, um, for sure."

Su Chan said, "You're wrong."

"I chose the latter."

Xia Wushuang raised his forehead: "...Can you stop breaking the stage?"

Su Chan smiled, "Why do you think I would choose the former?"

Xia Wushuang sneered: "Instinct, haha, it doesn't seem very accurate."

Su Chan suddenly said: "...then what do you want?"

Xia Wushuang was taken aback.

"You said that if I come here, you will tell me what you want." Su Chan paused, and changed his words, "Or, you can't let it go."

Xia Wushuang didn't speak, and finished eating the sweet-scented osmanthus cake slowly.

Then he pretended to say affectionately: "Of course I can't let go of this common people."

Su Chan: "..."

Xia Wushuang: "You still ask me what I want, I can't pretend anymore."

You are not pretending.

Su Chan thought.

But he still asked kindly: "What do you want?"

Xia Wushuang said: "...I used to want to be with someone, but after a long time, I don't want to."

Su Chan knew who she was talking about.

"Because I let it go... So, there is nothing I want." Xia Wushuang said, "But it's a bit weird to do nothing, and the only thing I can do is to create some value for myself."

She stood up and patted the crumbs of the sweet-scented osmanthus cake on her hands, "It's worthless if you ask me what I can't let go."

"..."

She stretched out her hand towards Su Chan.

A breeze blows.

Su Chan was slightly taken aback, then reached out his hand, Xia Wushuang pulled her up and said, "The important thing is you."

- What matters is your own opinion.

She pointed to the lofty mountains, as if pointing to a novel world that had never been explored by human beings.

She looked at it and said with emotion: "Look, how tall this mountain is, how beautiful this water is, and how big this continent is."

"The world is so big, why do you set your sights so narrowly? Do you have to live or die for one person?"

Warm hands.

Su Chan stared at her blankly.

Looking back, Xia Wushuang said with a clear voice, "Sooner or later, you will let go of your inner demons."

"Believe me, one day, you won't be trapped by demons."

"At that time, the sea will be wide enough for fishes to leap, and the sky will be high for birds to fly!!"

Su Chan stared at her blankly, at that moment, the world was blank, and it seemed that she had only this person in her eyes.

She laughs and scolds, is in high spirits, and with a few words, can make people's hearts full of sunshine.

And Xia Wushuang will never know.

that moment.

She became the demon she, really, couldn't let go of.