Love from the Male Protagonist's Harem
182 - Your eyes
After Xia Wuyin escaped from her, she returned to Chu's house alone.
At that time, she felt that she had to do something.
Do anything.
Take back everything you have, or forget it.
Forget the soft temperature of that person's body, forget her gentle and helpless eyes when she looked at her.
After a long time, she felt that she probably would never forget it.
I can't forget that time, her hands were wrapped with her chains, but there was another person in her eyes.
Heart ashes, that's all.
With the help of Hundred Ghosts Cave, she numbly took revenge on the family, watched her sister burn out because of her secret actions, and watched her father become ill step by step.
She is now the young master of the Hundred Ghosts Cave.
Her mother was not only from a famous family, but also used to be the head of the Hundred Ghosts Cave. Therefore, her mother knew exactly what her father did outside.
After her mother died, she was found by the gatekeepers of the Hundred Ghosts Cave and asked her to be the young master.
But at that time, as soon as she came into contact with everything about her mother, she would think of that time... the sticky feeling of blood sticking to her hands.
Disgusting.
She mercilessly rejected their request, then went on the road alone and met her brother.
All that happened.
Later, when her brother left, she was brought back to the family, and she searched for news about her brother like crazy.
She even agreed to the request, inherited everything from her mother, and became the young master of the Hundred Ghosts Cave that she least wanted to be.
For countless nights, she felt the smell of blood lingering all over her body - she wasn't really afraid of blood, she just couldn't forget the feeling of being rejected by everyone a long time ago.
At that time, she would hide in the corner, holding the corner of the dragon jade, desperately holding the feeling of her brother.
That was her only consolation.
——She knows that there are still people who love her in this world.
So she desperately went to find her.
However, she didn't know her appearance, nor her real name, and she searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, even in the cave of hundreds of ghosts with great powers, it was hard to find a drop in the ocean in her heart.
just can't think of...
Thinking of everything that happened at Lingxi Peak, Chu Yi felt like he was dreaming.
She didn't know whether she was sad or confused.
She closed her eyes, trying not to think about it.
...has no meaning anymore.
Soon, she will be able to take over the family.
Intentionally or not, after returning from Lingxi Peak, she refused to let the Hundred Ghosts Cave pass any more news about Lingxi Peak to her.
Now I hear this strange yet familiar name again.
Xia Wuyin.
She was stuck in the mud and couldn't get out.
She felt the same, felt the pain for her, but also vaguely felt the secret pleasure.
...if you're with me.
I will definitely protect you well.
Look... your choice is wrong, there is nothing your loved one can do to protect you.
I will never let you look like this.
If it were me...
I will definitely not hurt anyone, so I will tear the mouths of those who speak ill of you, making them unable to speak for the rest of their lives.
The girl's slender fingers slowly tapped on the meteor dagger, "So, now she has gone to the Demon Cult..."
"It's rumored that he had an affair with Su Chan, the leader of the Demon Cult, so he hurt his senior sister Gu Peijiu." The male voice continued.
Chu Yi sneered, "Aren't you joking?"
Thousands of miles away, the cave of hundreds of ghosts.
The man held the voice letter, his brows furrowed slightly, it was the critical moment for the Chu family to seize power, he couldn't let the young master get distracted by other things.
"...I don't know if there is an affair." The man thought for a while, and said in a low voice, "But according to the secret letter from the Hundred Ghosts Cave... Xia Wuyin summoned the evil spirits to refine the Wanhun Pill to save Gu Peijiu. Joining the Devil's Cult is also the antidote to asking Su Zang to save Gu Peijiu."
The smile on the corner of Chu Yi's lips froze slightly, and it was cold for a moment.
The dagger in his hand slipped and landed on the ground with a "bang".
"..."
Gu Peijiu.
"She really loves this man."
After a long time, Chu Yi's voice was low, "I fell in love so badly, my body was covered in mud, it's touching."
"..."
Chu Yi slowly raised his dull eyes, and his voice was indifferent.
"Why do you say that no one loves me so much?"
The male voice was silent for a while, and then began to make suggestions, "Young Master, if..."
"She is always so likable." Chu Yi interrupted him suddenly, "And, she also likes others."
"I heard that my sister also likes her very much." She stood up slowly, and the layered clothes slid down like water, and the blood-stained lotus was blocked by the folds of the clothes, as if this could hide the wounded heart, and no one could see it.
"...It has nothing to do with me." Her voice was shallow, as if she was talking to herself, "I just want to get back what I want."
The male voice quickly said: "Chu Zhan is already terminally ill, so there is nothing to be afraid of. The young master can make great achievements."
Chu Yi stood in the shadow.
She walked forward slowly, stepping on the meteor dagger with her snow-white toes, and tentatively touching the sun with her white hands.
She can't see.
But I can feel the sunlight on my hands.
She withdrew her hand.
A piece of ice.
There's just no way to be caught by her.
No matter how much she likes.
It's all... no.
……
Chu Yi thought indifferently.
Ants hiding in the dark.
How can we hope for the favor of the light?
— Even if she falls into the dust.
That was the light she couldn't hope for.
Chu Yi turned around and picked up the meteor dagger.
The dagger without the scabbard has been drained of blood.
Barefoot, she took two steps outside.
—We are on our way.
——what way?
- way of life.
The warm liquid slowly slid down from the corners of his eyes, and fell down his cheeks onto the back of his hands.
Reminiscent of maple leaves in late autumn.
Withering everywhere.
The girl covered her eyes, tears slipped from her fingers, and fell on her cold hands, which were even hot.
Although she was angry at the injustice of fate, she never shed a single tear for herself.
She laughed self-deprecatingly.
——Look, Xia Wuyin.
The eyes you gave me, even if I am blind, will only shed tears for your sorrow.
"Pass my order."
The girl's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Send someone to the Devil's Cult to find out what's true... come back and tell me the current situation."
"Young master..." The male voice hesitated.
"You don't have to worry about the Chu family's affairs." Chu Yi chuckled, with a slightly cold tone, "You don't need to worry about my affairs."
The male voice froze, "Yes."
==
Chu Zhan's condition worsened, and Chu Yao took care of most of the Chu family's affairs. When Chu Yao heard the news, the situation was over.
"Dangdang!"
The jade pot was smashed to the ground, thousands of pieces.
"What did you say?!"
Chu Yao grabbed the old man's collar, her face pale.
Before the old man could answer, she shook her head immediately, "Impossible! She can't do such a thing!"
The old housekeeper hesitated to speak, some did not understand why Chu Yao would get so angry for a person who was insignificant to Danfeng.
He thought to himself, the eldest lady was practicing at Jianfeng, and Jianfeng and Danfeng have never been at odds... She should have nothing to do with Danfeng.
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said calmly, "Sorry."
She also knew that her reaction was a little too extreme for the housekeeper.
The old housekeeper said: "It's okay, but... it's all about Lingxi Peak, miss, the master is not in a good condition, so don't worry too much about it."
The implication is that she hopes that she will take care of her health and not worry about these trivial matters that have nothing to do with the Chu family's pros and cons.
A servant came in and cleaned up the broken jade.
"I know..." Chu Yao suppressed her voice, "You step back."
The old butler left.
Chu Yao sat in front of the desk, holding her forehead with one hand, and tightly clenched the hand holding the pen.
"Snapped"!
The bamboo pen broke at the sound, but Chu Yao still didn't let go, the broken part almost sank into her palm.
Listen to what she just heard?
Xia Wuyin... secretly practiced puppetry, disguised herself as a man, colluded with the demon sect, betrayed Lingxi Peak, summoned evil spirits, and used evil spirits as materials to refine the Wanhun Pill, disregarding other people's lives. Does the leader have an affair?
ha?
Joke?
The boy who took her to the city that never sleeps to relieve her worries because she was leaving, the boy who in the letter was happy for a long time because of peach blossoms, but also worried for a long time because he was liked...
No, no, it should be... a girl.
But how could she do such a thing! !
Chu Yao tightly clenched her fists.
Those just now were really the funniest jokes she had ever heard!
Xia Wuyin said in the letter, what about the person who likes her?
Why do nothing? !
She got up to find Chu Zhan, but after taking two steps, she stopped again.
Her father is seriously ill, and at this time...
Chu Yao took a deep breath and let herself return to her seat, trying to calm down her chaotic brain.
No, Chu Yao, you can't be impulsive.Father, now, you have to...you have to calm down, and you have to think of a way.
Just like that, she sat for a while, and then, as if she remembered something, she lowered her eyelashes and pulled out a flat envelope from the bottom of the last stack of papers.
The envelope is very thin and seems ordinary, but the shimmering light refracts on it, and delicate dark lines can be seen.
Inside was the reply letter that she had not sent after receiving Xia Wuyin's letter.
I edited it many times and threw away countless rolls of waste paper. After writing it, some felt that the words were too tedious and tedious, and some felt that it was too simple and insincere. In the end, I revised and revised this letter, but I still couldn’t send it out. .
The most satisfying version is hidden here.
The handwriting she wrote was a bit casual and indulgent, and the pen walked like a dragon, like a dragon swimming, the overall rough atmosphere, but not tender.
Chu Yao took out the letter paper and looked at the elegant handwriting that she had barely perfected after several days of hard work.
——The road is under your feet.
I'm on your side.
Every stroke, every stroke, is the tenderness and freehand brushwork that she hides in her heart, which is hard to describe.
Outside the study, the sunlight is dim.
Chu Yao slowly moved her gaze out of the window.
The peach blossoms in Chang'an are in full bloom.
Chu Yao thought.
She kind of missed drinking the pot of bamboo leaf green with that person in Danfeng.
In the Chu family, they have followed the rules for too long, and occasionally, they want to be willful once in a while.
otherwise……
Chu Yao put the letter back into the envelope and hid it in the corner.
It was not her wish to live under the light of her ancestors and become the first daughter of the Chu family.It is also not her wish to inherit the family like this and bear the unreasonable hatred of her younger sister.
She has had too many regrets.
The rest of my life is so long.
She didn't want to make herself regret again.
==
The sun is setting to the west, and the twilight is getting darker.
Chu Yao stood in front of Chu Zhan's bed with a calm expression.
"Father, please allow me."
Chu Zhan is far from the tall and imposing middle-aged man, now he is plagued by illness, his cheekbones are raised, and he looks like he is dying.
He lay quietly on the bed, his voice was light and hoarse, "Ayao, this is not like you."
Chu Yao said: "Father."
"I have to."
Chu Yao paused and said in a low voice.
He looked at Chu Yao and looked at her carefully. Chu Yao was wearing the light blue young master's dress that symbolized the Chu family. The snow-white belt was neatly tied, but it was still a little loose, unable to tie her slender waist.
After a while, he sighed.
"Ayao, this family is in your hands."
"If you……"
The sun finally sets.
"not mine."
Thick and deep shadows fell on Chu Yao's body, dyeing the girl's light brown eyes deeply. She looked at her father, "You know, all this is not mine in the first place."
The family should have been inherited by the legitimate daughter.
And the original concubine was Chu Yi.
Chu Zhan looked at his proud daughter.
A little relieved, but also a little tired.
this kid.
From the moment she opened her eyes, she represented the proud son of heaven, different from others.
Chu Zhan said: "Whether it is yours or not, you have done a good job."
"I will be relieved to entrust the family affairs to you."
Chu Yao said, "Father."
Chu Zhan sighed again.
The child who grew up under King Chu's glory hoped to use his own strength to break out of his own world, but because of his recall, he returned to the Chu family. Although he handled affairs in an orderly manner, he became more and more calm.But day after day, he could see the silence in her eyes, the dream of a teenager, like a flickering, terminally ill candle, would go out as soon as it was blown out.
But now.
The sun went down.
But he saw the flickering fire in the child's eyes.
That flame is the blood of a young man.
He couldn't even believe that what he just said was the words of A Yao, who had always been calm in his eyes.
——"I believe in one person."
——"That person is in deep prison, and I want to rescue her back."
—Father, please allow me.
At that time, she felt that she had to do something.
Do anything.
Take back everything you have, or forget it.
Forget the soft temperature of that person's body, forget her gentle and helpless eyes when she looked at her.
After a long time, she felt that she probably would never forget it.
I can't forget that time, her hands were wrapped with her chains, but there was another person in her eyes.
Heart ashes, that's all.
With the help of Hundred Ghosts Cave, she numbly took revenge on the family, watched her sister burn out because of her secret actions, and watched her father become ill step by step.
She is now the young master of the Hundred Ghosts Cave.
Her mother was not only from a famous family, but also used to be the head of the Hundred Ghosts Cave. Therefore, her mother knew exactly what her father did outside.
After her mother died, she was found by the gatekeepers of the Hundred Ghosts Cave and asked her to be the young master.
But at that time, as soon as she came into contact with everything about her mother, she would think of that time... the sticky feeling of blood sticking to her hands.
Disgusting.
She mercilessly rejected their request, then went on the road alone and met her brother.
All that happened.
Later, when her brother left, she was brought back to the family, and she searched for news about her brother like crazy.
She even agreed to the request, inherited everything from her mother, and became the young master of the Hundred Ghosts Cave that she least wanted to be.
For countless nights, she felt the smell of blood lingering all over her body - she wasn't really afraid of blood, she just couldn't forget the feeling of being rejected by everyone a long time ago.
At that time, she would hide in the corner, holding the corner of the dragon jade, desperately holding the feeling of her brother.
That was her only consolation.
——She knows that there are still people who love her in this world.
So she desperately went to find her.
However, she didn't know her appearance, nor her real name, and she searched for him thousands of times in the crowd, even in the cave of hundreds of ghosts with great powers, it was hard to find a drop in the ocean in her heart.
just can't think of...
Thinking of everything that happened at Lingxi Peak, Chu Yi felt like he was dreaming.
She didn't know whether she was sad or confused.
She closed her eyes, trying not to think about it.
...has no meaning anymore.
Soon, she will be able to take over the family.
Intentionally or not, after returning from Lingxi Peak, she refused to let the Hundred Ghosts Cave pass any more news about Lingxi Peak to her.
Now I hear this strange yet familiar name again.
Xia Wuyin.
She was stuck in the mud and couldn't get out.
She felt the same, felt the pain for her, but also vaguely felt the secret pleasure.
...if you're with me.
I will definitely protect you well.
Look... your choice is wrong, there is nothing your loved one can do to protect you.
I will never let you look like this.
If it were me...
I will definitely not hurt anyone, so I will tear the mouths of those who speak ill of you, making them unable to speak for the rest of their lives.
The girl's slender fingers slowly tapped on the meteor dagger, "So, now she has gone to the Demon Cult..."
"It's rumored that he had an affair with Su Chan, the leader of the Demon Cult, so he hurt his senior sister Gu Peijiu." The male voice continued.
Chu Yi sneered, "Aren't you joking?"
Thousands of miles away, the cave of hundreds of ghosts.
The man held the voice letter, his brows furrowed slightly, it was the critical moment for the Chu family to seize power, he couldn't let the young master get distracted by other things.
"...I don't know if there is an affair." The man thought for a while, and said in a low voice, "But according to the secret letter from the Hundred Ghosts Cave... Xia Wuyin summoned the evil spirits to refine the Wanhun Pill to save Gu Peijiu. Joining the Devil's Cult is also the antidote to asking Su Zang to save Gu Peijiu."
The smile on the corner of Chu Yi's lips froze slightly, and it was cold for a moment.
The dagger in his hand slipped and landed on the ground with a "bang".
"..."
Gu Peijiu.
"She really loves this man."
After a long time, Chu Yi's voice was low, "I fell in love so badly, my body was covered in mud, it's touching."
"..."
Chu Yi slowly raised his dull eyes, and his voice was indifferent.
"Why do you say that no one loves me so much?"
The male voice was silent for a while, and then began to make suggestions, "Young Master, if..."
"She is always so likable." Chu Yi interrupted him suddenly, "And, she also likes others."
"I heard that my sister also likes her very much." She stood up slowly, and the layered clothes slid down like water, and the blood-stained lotus was blocked by the folds of the clothes, as if this could hide the wounded heart, and no one could see it.
"...It has nothing to do with me." Her voice was shallow, as if she was talking to herself, "I just want to get back what I want."
The male voice quickly said: "Chu Zhan is already terminally ill, so there is nothing to be afraid of. The young master can make great achievements."
Chu Yi stood in the shadow.
She walked forward slowly, stepping on the meteor dagger with her snow-white toes, and tentatively touching the sun with her white hands.
She can't see.
But I can feel the sunlight on my hands.
She withdrew her hand.
A piece of ice.
There's just no way to be caught by her.
No matter how much she likes.
It's all... no.
……
Chu Yi thought indifferently.
Ants hiding in the dark.
How can we hope for the favor of the light?
— Even if she falls into the dust.
That was the light she couldn't hope for.
Chu Yi turned around and picked up the meteor dagger.
The dagger without the scabbard has been drained of blood.
Barefoot, she took two steps outside.
—We are on our way.
——what way?
- way of life.
The warm liquid slowly slid down from the corners of his eyes, and fell down his cheeks onto the back of his hands.
Reminiscent of maple leaves in late autumn.
Withering everywhere.
The girl covered her eyes, tears slipped from her fingers, and fell on her cold hands, which were even hot.
Although she was angry at the injustice of fate, she never shed a single tear for herself.
She laughed self-deprecatingly.
——Look, Xia Wuyin.
The eyes you gave me, even if I am blind, will only shed tears for your sorrow.
"Pass my order."
The girl's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Send someone to the Devil's Cult to find out what's true... come back and tell me the current situation."
"Young master..." The male voice hesitated.
"You don't have to worry about the Chu family's affairs." Chu Yi chuckled, with a slightly cold tone, "You don't need to worry about my affairs."
The male voice froze, "Yes."
==
Chu Zhan's condition worsened, and Chu Yao took care of most of the Chu family's affairs. When Chu Yao heard the news, the situation was over.
"Dangdang!"
The jade pot was smashed to the ground, thousands of pieces.
"What did you say?!"
Chu Yao grabbed the old man's collar, her face pale.
Before the old man could answer, she shook her head immediately, "Impossible! She can't do such a thing!"
The old housekeeper hesitated to speak, some did not understand why Chu Yao would get so angry for a person who was insignificant to Danfeng.
He thought to himself, the eldest lady was practicing at Jianfeng, and Jianfeng and Danfeng have never been at odds... She should have nothing to do with Danfeng.
She closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and said calmly, "Sorry."
She also knew that her reaction was a little too extreme for the housekeeper.
The old housekeeper said: "It's okay, but... it's all about Lingxi Peak, miss, the master is not in a good condition, so don't worry too much about it."
The implication is that she hopes that she will take care of her health and not worry about these trivial matters that have nothing to do with the Chu family's pros and cons.
A servant came in and cleaned up the broken jade.
"I know..." Chu Yao suppressed her voice, "You step back."
The old butler left.
Chu Yao sat in front of the desk, holding her forehead with one hand, and tightly clenched the hand holding the pen.
"Snapped"!
The bamboo pen broke at the sound, but Chu Yao still didn't let go, the broken part almost sank into her palm.
Listen to what she just heard?
Xia Wuyin... secretly practiced puppetry, disguised herself as a man, colluded with the demon sect, betrayed Lingxi Peak, summoned evil spirits, and used evil spirits as materials to refine the Wanhun Pill, disregarding other people's lives. Does the leader have an affair?
ha?
Joke?
The boy who took her to the city that never sleeps to relieve her worries because she was leaving, the boy who in the letter was happy for a long time because of peach blossoms, but also worried for a long time because he was liked...
No, no, it should be... a girl.
But how could she do such a thing! !
Chu Yao tightly clenched her fists.
Those just now were really the funniest jokes she had ever heard!
Xia Wuyin said in the letter, what about the person who likes her?
Why do nothing? !
She got up to find Chu Zhan, but after taking two steps, she stopped again.
Her father is seriously ill, and at this time...
Chu Yao took a deep breath and let herself return to her seat, trying to calm down her chaotic brain.
No, Chu Yao, you can't be impulsive.Father, now, you have to...you have to calm down, and you have to think of a way.
Just like that, she sat for a while, and then, as if she remembered something, she lowered her eyelashes and pulled out a flat envelope from the bottom of the last stack of papers.
The envelope is very thin and seems ordinary, but the shimmering light refracts on it, and delicate dark lines can be seen.
Inside was the reply letter that she had not sent after receiving Xia Wuyin's letter.
I edited it many times and threw away countless rolls of waste paper. After writing it, some felt that the words were too tedious and tedious, and some felt that it was too simple and insincere. In the end, I revised and revised this letter, but I still couldn’t send it out. .
The most satisfying version is hidden here.
The handwriting she wrote was a bit casual and indulgent, and the pen walked like a dragon, like a dragon swimming, the overall rough atmosphere, but not tender.
Chu Yao took out the letter paper and looked at the elegant handwriting that she had barely perfected after several days of hard work.
——The road is under your feet.
I'm on your side.
Every stroke, every stroke, is the tenderness and freehand brushwork that she hides in her heart, which is hard to describe.
Outside the study, the sunlight is dim.
Chu Yao slowly moved her gaze out of the window.
The peach blossoms in Chang'an are in full bloom.
Chu Yao thought.
She kind of missed drinking the pot of bamboo leaf green with that person in Danfeng.
In the Chu family, they have followed the rules for too long, and occasionally, they want to be willful once in a while.
otherwise……
Chu Yao put the letter back into the envelope and hid it in the corner.
It was not her wish to live under the light of her ancestors and become the first daughter of the Chu family.It is also not her wish to inherit the family like this and bear the unreasonable hatred of her younger sister.
She has had too many regrets.
The rest of my life is so long.
She didn't want to make herself regret again.
==
The sun is setting to the west, and the twilight is getting darker.
Chu Yao stood in front of Chu Zhan's bed with a calm expression.
"Father, please allow me."
Chu Zhan is far from the tall and imposing middle-aged man, now he is plagued by illness, his cheekbones are raised, and he looks like he is dying.
He lay quietly on the bed, his voice was light and hoarse, "Ayao, this is not like you."
Chu Yao said: "Father."
"I have to."
Chu Yao paused and said in a low voice.
He looked at Chu Yao and looked at her carefully. Chu Yao was wearing the light blue young master's dress that symbolized the Chu family. The snow-white belt was neatly tied, but it was still a little loose, unable to tie her slender waist.
After a while, he sighed.
"Ayao, this family is in your hands."
"If you……"
The sun finally sets.
"not mine."
Thick and deep shadows fell on Chu Yao's body, dyeing the girl's light brown eyes deeply. She looked at her father, "You know, all this is not mine in the first place."
The family should have been inherited by the legitimate daughter.
And the original concubine was Chu Yi.
Chu Zhan looked at his proud daughter.
A little relieved, but also a little tired.
this kid.
From the moment she opened her eyes, she represented the proud son of heaven, different from others.
Chu Zhan said: "Whether it is yours or not, you have done a good job."
"I will be relieved to entrust the family affairs to you."
Chu Yao said, "Father."
Chu Zhan sighed again.
The child who grew up under King Chu's glory hoped to use his own strength to break out of his own world, but because of his recall, he returned to the Chu family. Although he handled affairs in an orderly manner, he became more and more calm.But day after day, he could see the silence in her eyes, the dream of a teenager, like a flickering, terminally ill candle, would go out as soon as it was blown out.
But now.
The sun went down.
But he saw the flickering fire in the child's eyes.
That flame is the blood of a young man.
He couldn't even believe that what he just said was the words of A Yao, who had always been calm in his eyes.
——"I believe in one person."
——"That person is in deep prison, and I want to rescue her back."
—Father, please allow me.
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