The Marshals Want to Get Divorced

Xie Jianwei was comforting Lu Li.

But Lu Li's mind was full of chaos.

No change, really won't there be?When Lu Yan wakes up and joins their lives, will Xie Jianwei really choose him?

Or it really hasn't changed, Xie Jianwei likes Lu Yan, and this matter hasn't changed from the beginning to the end.

In the past three days, Lu Yan's situation was very unstable. Lu Li and Xie Jianwei never got to meet him.

After all, I have been sleeping for so many years, even if I am conscious, I have to slowly adapt.The doctor is trying his best to treat him, Xie Jianwei and Lu Li must not disturb him during this time.

Xie Jianwei appropriately pretended to be anxious, but in fact he had been secretly observing Lu Li.

No matter how much Lu Li tried to hide it, he couldn't hide the disappointment in his eyes.

He cared a lot about Lu Yan, and about this fellow brother.

Unlike the previous dream, where the brothers turned against each other, in this dream, maybe it was a pre-set relationship, he and Lu Yan grew up together, he took good care of this younger brother, and the relationship was not too deep.

So Lu Yan woke up, he was very happy.

But on the other hand, he was unhappy, because when Lu Yan woke up, he would most likely lose Xie Jianwei.

And this unhappiness quickly turned into a wave of self-blame.

How could he be so dark, just because Xie Jianwei liked Lu Yan, he didn't even want his only brother to wake up?

... He hoped that Lu Yan could live a long life, but a selfish villain was buried in his deepest thoughts.

The villain was even instigating him: If there was no Lu Yan, and there never was Lu Yan, then would Xie Jianwei belong to him completely?

You can't think like this, it's wrong.

Lu Li's thoughts were wandering in this hopeless vortex... In the end, there was only one root cause: lack of confidence and insecurity.

Xie Jianwei could guess what he was thinking.

He wasn't surprised at all, after all, he was already thinking about killing himself in reality.

He just loves him, how can he understand that he belongs to him, and he only wants to belong to him.

Maybe he wouldn't really believe it until his split personality was cured.

Lu Li's life in the past three days has been quite chaotic. First, he suffered from jet lag, and then he was too mentally stressed. When he closed his eyes, he would have nightmares. When he woke up and saw the person in his arms, he didn't feel at ease. He is also in vain.

When the doctor informed them that they could meet Lu Yan, Lu Li was really relieved: what should come will always come.

The doctor told them: "Although the patient is awake, his consciousness may still be confused. Try not to irritate him, mention something that makes him happy, and try to help him recover."

Lu Li responded, "Okay."

The doctor said some precautions before putting them in.

Xie Jianwei finally met Lu Yan.

He had several conjectures about Lu Yan's identity.

One is that he is Lu Li, and the other is that he is it.

But after seeing it, he quickly realized that it was neither Lu Li nor it.

He was a person in the dream, the younger brother in Lu Li's imagination.

Like the sister in the first dream.

This is actually quite good, if Lu Yan is Lu Li, I am afraid that the difficulty of appeasing the protagonist Lu Li will climb several steps; if Lu Yan is him, it will be troublesome, after all, he is his own brother, and it will take a lot of trouble to kill him. Be thoughtful.

It's much easier for an ordinary person.

But since Lu Yan, Xie Jianwei's mole in his heart, was sacrificed, the one who made the trouble would not let it go.

Lu Yan looked very weak, turned his head to look at the person who came, and then said in a very soft voice: "Brother."

Lu Li asked him, "Do you feel okay?"

Lu Yan was stunned for a while before slowly saying: "Fortunately...it's just that I can't remember many things."

Lu Li said, "Don't worry, it's good if you can wake up, and the rest will come slowly."

Lu Yan frowned very lightly, then asked blankly, "Where's Xiao Rou?"

Hearing his question, both Lu Li and Xie Jianwei's hearts tightened.

Xie Rou is dead.

Could it be that Lu Yan... forgot?

Lu Yan's already bloodless face suddenly became paler, his lips trembled, and his voice trembled rapidly: "Xiaorou is with me, she...she..."

The doctor's words sounded in his mind in time, "Don't let him be stimulated, tell him something that makes him happy..." Lu Li said decisively, "Don't worry, Xie Rou is fine, she was hurt much less than you."

"Is she okay?" Lu Yan looked at Lu Li trustingly.

Lu Li nodded and said, "It's fine."

Lu Yan was obviously relieved, and his excitement calmed down. There was even a smile on the corner of his mouth: "I miss her..."

He really liked Xie Rou, Xie Jian was slightly relieved seeing this scene.

It was almost time to say something, Xie Jianwei stepped forward and called softly, "Brother Yan."

Lu Yan seemed to see him only now, and he was taken aback again, but then great joy flashed in his eyes: "Xiao Rou, you are fine!"

Xie Jianwei: "..."

Lu Yan's eyes were full of nostalgia, and he stared at Xie Jianwei without blinking, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance into his heart: "Great, Xiao Rou...Great, you're fine."

He mistook Xie Jianwei for Xie Rou!

Xie Jianwei's heart sank, he looked up at Lu Li, and as expected, he saw Lu Li's tense expression.

Xie Jianwei immediately wanted to explain: "Brother Yan, I..."

Who knew that Lu Li would actually say, "I didn't lie to you, Xiao Rou is not doing well."

"Yeah." Lu Yan was so happy, he stretched out his hand, wanting to touch Xie Jianwei, "As long as she's fine, I'll be at ease."

Xie Jian opened his mouth slightly, and Lu Li gave him a wink.

He understands this.

Now that Lu Yan's condition is too bad, he must not be allowed to know that Xie Rou is dead. If this fact is revealed, Lu Yan may lose the strength to live in an instant.

If he said now that he was not Xie Rou but Xie Jianwei, then Lu Yan would definitely ask where Xie Rou went.

Xie Rou is his wife, he just recovered from a serious illness, why doesn't she come to see him?

This cannot be explained, and any explanation is full of loopholes.

Fortunately, Lu Yan took Xie Jianwei as Xie Rou.

In terms of emotion and reason, Xie Jianwei should cooperate.

Lu Yan is Lu Li's younger brother, and Lu Yan is also the person he admires. He can't let him die.

But... how cruel Lu Li was!

No matter whose imagination this setting is, it is big enough anyway!

Xie Jianwei could only hold his breath and pretend to be Xie Rou for the time being.

He said softly, "Brother Yan, I'm fine, take good care of yourself."

Lu Yan's eyes were full of her: "Okay."

Xie Jianwei forced a smile: "Want to drink water?"

Lu Yan shook his head and said, "No, you can sit down and talk with me."

Xie Jianwei looked at Lu Li worriedly.

Lu Li said, "I'll go outside first, don't chat for too long, pay attention to rest."

Lu Yan smiled gently: "I'm fine, as long as I see Xiaorou, I feel my body is full of strength."

Xie Jian smiled.

Lu Li responded and turned to leave.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't dare to look at Xie Jianwei.

What do you think?What kind of expression will you see from him?

Thinking about it is all fear, how dare he.

Lu Li stood outside the ward. The cool weather in late autumn was filled with chills, blowing in the icy corridor, enveloping his entire chest.

Xie Jianwei didn't talk too much to Lu Yan, he was out of spirits, and his eyelids twitched after chatting for a few words.

Xie Jianwei said softly, "Brother Yan, please rest for a while."

Lu Yan shook his hand and said, "Okay."

Xie Jianwei wanted to pull his hand back.

But Lu Yan held it tightly, and his voice was still whispering softly: "Don't go...stay by my side."

Xie Jianwei: "..."

Lu Li walked in after a while, and he saw Lu Yan who had fallen asleep and their hands clasped.

In a daze, he seemed to be back not long ago, when he was injured, Xie Jianwei came to accompany him in the ward, and they were lying on the two hospital beds holding hands like this.

After such a short time, it seemed that in the blink of an eye, this hand was held by someone else.

The frightening thing was that he didn't even have a chance to fight for it, and what was even more frightening was Xie Jianwei's mood.

He is very happy, right?Years of long-cherished wishes have been fulfilled, are you so happy that you don't want to let go?

It's completely different, the feeling of holding his hand is completely different from holding Lu Yan's.

Lu Li stiffly looked away, and said to Xie Jianwei, "I talked to the doctor, and he suggested to follow Ah Yan's wishes. Since he regards you as Xie Rou, you can..." Actually, he didn't need to say these words, Xie Jianwei compared He hoped that Lu Yan would recover even more.

Xie Jianwei finally withdrew his hand, stood up and said, "Let's go out and talk."

Lu Li said, "Okay." He was afraid that Lu Yan would hear it when he woke up. That's right, Xie Jianwei cared more about Lu Yan than he did.

Lu Li's whole body was covered with dense stinging pains. It was not sharp, but it was like being treated as a whetstone. The blunt blade cut on the flesh and blood. It wouldn't make you stop breathing instantly, but it was painful for a long time.

They stood outside, Xie Jianwei said: "Brother Yan just thinks of me as my sister."

Lu Li said, "Yes."

Xie Jianwei added: "This is temporary. When he stabilizes, he will be able to tell the difference without me telling him."

"Correct."

He jumped out word by word, Xie Jianwei actually didn't dare to say too much, he could only tactfully say: "I...our previous promise..."

Before he could finish speaking, Lu Li interrupted: "Needless to say, I know very well."

Xie Jianwei: "..." What do you know, Dali, you know best how to abuse yourself!It's a pity that he didn't dare to say it too bluntly, because he was afraid that his dream would collapse if he said it too white. After all, now Lu Li thought that he liked Lu Yan.

Lu Li took a deep breath and said, "For now, let's talk about it later."

Xie Jianwei didn't dare to provoke him too much, so he could only nod and said, "We'll wait for Brother Yan's situation to stabilize."

What he said was normal, but it was translated into another language in Lu Li's head, and then he tortured himself into a mess.

Xie Jianwei had no choice but to stop talking, lest he overcompensate and change the dream three more times.

Xie Jianwei took care of Lu Yan for the next few days.

Lu Yan doesn't wake up very much every day, only one or two hours in pieces, but as long as he opens his eyes, he must see "Xie Rou". If he doesn't see her, he will be very flustered.

The doctor had no choice but to advise Xie Jianwei to sleep in the ward.

Lu Li felt even more distressed. The sweetness that belonged to him instantly became someone else's. This similar scene made him constantly recall how happy the past was, but how cruel it is now.

If it is destined to have today, then why give him such good memories.

A week later, Lu Li had to return to country Z. Although most things could be handled remotely in country M, some things had to be dealt with in person. Moreover, he never returned to country Z, which would make some people want to move.

But Lu Yan couldn't be discharged from the hospital yet, let alone spending more than ten hours on the plane.

Lu Yan needed someone to take care of him, and the only person who could take care of him was Xie Jianwei.

Lu Yan even took the initiative to say: "Brother, go back first, you can't keep throwing away so many things, as long as Xiaorou is here."

Land from:"……"

Xie Jianwei had no choice but to say, "Yes...Brother Li, let's go back first, as long as I'm here."

Lu Yan turned his head and smiled affectionately at "her".

Xie Jianwei had no choice but to raise his mouth.

Lu Li didn't know how he made the sound: "Then I'm leaving." Throwing down these four words, he turned and left.

The ticket had already been booked, and on the earliest flight, Lu Li got on the plane without looking back, but when the plane took off, he was so regretful that he almost went crazy.

I can't imagine, I can't even imagine what it's like in the hospital now.

Xie Jianwei finally got his wish, right?

The person he loves looks at him with that kind of sight, speaks to him with that kind of voice, and depends on him and loves him that way.

Was he carried away with joy?Has he forgotten that he is Xie Jianwei!

Lu Li's mind was full of pictures of Lu Yan and Xie Jianwei together, Xie Jianwei smiling happily with his eyes bent, his obsession and infatuation for Lu Yan...

During the ten-hour flight, Lu Li's feet shook when he got off the plane.

He didn't eat, drink or sleep, he didn't even move.

It was a miracle that he could still stand up after being stiff for so long.

After returning to China, countless things came to him. Lu Li calmed himself down, diverted his attention by relying on work, and kept telling himself that it's okay...it's really okay. When Lu Yan recovers, Xie Jianwei will back to him.

But immediately he couldn't help but think again: Can he really come back?Will he come back?With such an experience, would he still see him?

If Xie Jianwei is really with Lu Yan.

Lu Li's pupils shrank. He couldn't imagine that the piercing pain covered all nerves, and even his sanity was corroded. He would break them up. He would definitely do something irreparable.

It can't be like this... Lu Li looked down at his trembling hands, as if seeing blood.

After returning home for three days, Lu Li didn't close his eyes. His assistant couldn't help but said, "Sir, it's time for you to take a break."

Lu Li couldn't sleep at all. When he fell asleep, it was like entering another world. In that world, there were only Xie Jianwei and Lu Yan, and only their mutual support...

He can't be swallowed by such a dream, he can't do something wrong to them.

One is his lover, the other is his close relative, he can't, can't do anything!

Lu Li worked day and night until Xie Jianwei called him.

Xie Jianwei called him a long time ago, but every time the assistant answered him, and the assistant replied: "Mr. is in a meeting, Mr. is talking to someone else, Mr. is..." In short, he is busy, so we have to wait I called him back when I was done, but no one came back.

Xie Jianwei had no choice but to keep calling him, and finally got through.

Listening to Xie Jianwei's voice, Lu Li realized that the distance between the two was thousands of miles away, but the distance between their hearts couldn't be compared.

"How is Ah Yan?"

Xie Jianwei said: "Very good."

Lu Li said, "Take good care of him."

Xie Jianwei said, "Yes."

After four sentences, they fell into an unspeakable silence. Lu Li had thousands of words, but he couldn't even say a word.

Xie Jianwei wanted to say I love you ten thousand times, but he didn't dare to say it even once. For Lu Li in this state, if he said that he loved him, he would probably be able to open his eyes.

After the silence, Lu Li spoke first: "If there is nothing to do, hang up."

Xie Jianwei had no choice but to say again: "Aren't you going to come to country M?"

Lu Li said, "It's useless if I go, as long as you stay here."

Xie Jianwei was silent for a while, but he didn't dare to say the three words "I miss you".

Lu Li breathed out and said, "That's it, I'm dead."

After speaking, he didn't give Xie Jianwei a chance to speak, and hung up the phone by himself.

After hanging up the phone, he began to listen to the recording again and again, listening to Xie Jianwei's voice, over and over again, listening to these few worthless words over and over again.

What can you hear?To hear him happy, or to hear him happy?

He doesn't want him to go to country M, does he?That's why I asked him that.

But he misses him, he really misses him.

Lu Li closed his eyes, leaned back, and leaned tiredly on the back of the wide chair.

He finally fell asleep, listening to Xie Jianwei's voice, and fell asleep in a daze.

After waking up, Lu Li couldn't bear it at all. He wanted to see Xie Jianwei, and he wanted to see him, even from a distance.

Lu Li called his assistant: "Arrange a special plane for me to country M."

The assistant froze for a moment: "Now?"

Lu Li: "Right now."

He went to country M again, went to the hospital, but didn't tell anyone.

Lu Yan recovered quickly and was able to go out for a walk.

Xie Jianwei supported him, and the two walked side by side, like a pair of loving lovers.

Lu Li didn't know what he was doing here, seeing such a scene, what else was there besides more pain?

The scary thing is that he may have to see such scenes every day in the future.

What if Lu Yan can never tell the difference between Xie Jianwei and Xie Rou?

Would Xie Jianwei be willing to be Xie Rou for the rest of his life?

Putting himself in his shoes, Lu Li felt that he was willing.

If Xie Jianwei regarded him as Lu Yan, he would rather be Lu Yan for the rest of his life, at least in this lifetime he could have Xie Jianwei and get his love.

So Xie Jianwei must be willing too.

With the one you love, even if you become another person, at least you get him, right?Not only get people, but also get hearts.

That was what Lu Li dreamed of.

Lu Li went to the doctor and asked about Lu Yan's condition.

The doctor said: "Everything is fine. If you want to go back to your country for recuperation, you can arrange it next month."

This is good news, but Lu Li really can't be happy, he can't help but want to visit him halfway across the world, if under his nose, he...

Lu Li didn't dare to think about it, he continued to ask: "He has always regarded Xie Jianwei as his wife, this..."

The doctor was also distressed: "His wife died, right?"

Lu Li nodded and said, "Yes."

The doctor said: "I think Lu Yan subconsciously knew that his wife had passed away. After all, they were together when the accident happened, but he didn't want to accept this fact, so he deceived himself subconsciously. A person who is very similar to his wife, so he formed a self-protection, believing that this is his wife, and believing that his wife is not dead, probably only in this way can he have the motivation to continue to be sober."

Lu Li tried his best to calm his voice: "Then...will he never be able to tell the difference?"

The doctor said: "When he is able to accept his wife's death, then... he should wake up."

Lu Li knew that it was useless to ask, but he still wanted to ask, "How long will it take?"

"It's hard to say," the doctor reassured him. "It may be a few months, or it may be... decades."

Decades... Lu Li's head buzzed, he took a deep breath and said, "I understand."

The doctor said again: "This matter mainly depends on Mr. Xie. If he can't cooperate, Lu Yan will probably wake up sooner."

Will Xie Jianwei be unable to cooperate?

Lu Li would always use himself to speculate on Xie Jianwei's mood. If Xie Jianwei took him for Lu Yan, he would cooperate all the time, until Xie Jianwei could never tell who was Lu Li and who was Lu Yan.

Who would have no selfishness?Facing the person you love deeply, who wouldn't want to seize such an opportunity?

Lu Li looked at Xie Jianwei from a distance and then returned home.

Afterwards, he would fly to country M from time to time, without showing up, just to see him.

Xie Jianwei finally waited for the day to return home.

In fact, Lu Yan is a very nice person, or rather a pretty good person.

He is gentle, well-spoken, and knowledgeable, and more importantly, he is devoted to his wife.

Looking at him, Xie Jianwei felt that this was probably what Lu Li wanted him to be, a well-educated, elegant, and gentle person, perhaps in Lu Li's eyes, such a person was suitable for Xie Jianwei.

But in fact, Junshi Xie likes his mud-legged Marshal, and doesn't want such a blue-faced confidant.

He and Lu Li like to talk nonsense when they are together, what academics are they talking about?To put it bluntly, in the entire galaxy, anyone who can talk to him about this aspect, he has to be respected as a grandfather.

According to this, he should love the grandpas?

No, he likes Lu Li. It doesn't have to be like-minded to like someone, complementing each other is also a great pleasure.

He just likes Lu Li's drive, his dark but shining eyes, and the way he loves him wholeheartedly.

How could he not like Lu Li who was so determined to protect him?

But Lu Li didn't know.

Hey……

Xie Jianwei just wanted to go back to China quickly, catch him, and put on a show to solve the current problem.

Lu Li was suffering all day long, so why not Xie Jianwei?Thinking of his old Gong's rich brains and full self-torture skills, he felt very distressed.

Finally, the doctor approved that they could go back to China for recuperation.

Xie Jianwei prepared quickly, wishing he could teleport to Lu Li's side.

After getting off the plane, Lu Li personally came to pick him up. Xie Jianwei really wanted to kiss him after not seeing him for so long, but then Lu Li didn't even look at him.

Xie Jianwei: "..." Endure it, and follow his train of thought to perform the trick.

Lu Yan fell asleep and didn't wake up until he returned to the villa.

Lu Li couldn't help but asked, "Is Ah Yan okay?"

Xie Jianwei said: "He is more prone to fatigue, this still needs to be recuperated slowly, more rehabilitation will gradually recover."

Lu Li finally looked at him: "It's been hard for you these days."

Xie Jianwei wanted to say that he thought I had worked hard and hugged me, but he could only calmly say, "It's okay."

Lu Li originally asked the question against his will, why would he find it hard?Taking care of Xie Jianwei will not feel hard all his life, he will only feel happy.

Feeling uncomfortable just thinking about it, Lu Li said, "You guys should live here."

Xie Jianwei asked, "What about you?"

Lu Li said, "I'm going elsewhere."

"Why don't we live together..."

Lu Li smiled and asked, "Do you really want me to stay?"

Xie Jianwei said, "We didn't..."

Before he finished speaking, Lu Li interrupted, "Be considerate of me."

Xie Jian opened his mouth slightly, and Lu Li said in a playful manner, "Ah Yan's mouth is full of Xiaorou, I... it makes me uncomfortable."

That's right, Xie Jian was almost assuming that Lu Li loved Xie Rou.

Xie Jianwei could only say, "Sorry."

Lu Li looked away and said, "That's it, I'll come see you tomorrow."

Xie Jianwei let him go first, this matter still needs to be paved and brewed.

At present, the most correct way to solve this situation is to follow the setting.

First of all, Xie Jianwei wants to "love" Lu Yan, which is in line with Lu Dali's "divine logic", and then do things under the premise of love, and find a way to use Lu Li to let Lu Yan tell who the person in front of him is.

How to do it?It's simple.

Who said Xie Jianwei was happy?Can you be happy as a substitute?Seeing the person I love so much calling someone else, or my sister every day, most people would be heartbroken.

After all, not everyone is as resistant to abuse as Da Li.

The next day, Lu Li came to accompany them for dinner.

Lu Yan suddenly said, "Where has Xiaowei been recently? I haven't seen him."

Lu Li and Xie Jianwei looked at each other, and said calmly, "He's studying abroad, it's not convenient to come back, he will come to see you later."

Lu Yan still cared about Xie Jianwei: "Is he okay these years?"

Xie Jianwei spoke up and said, "With us taking care of you, what are you worried about?"

"That's right." Lu Yan smiled and said, "Brother has always been very kind to Xiaowei."

Lu Li's eyes flickered, and he glanced at Xie Jianwei.

Xie Jianwei also added a note: "Yes."

Three people have a meal, and two people can't eat it.

Lu Yan was very happy. Family reunions always make people happy.

Lu Li did not show up again for the next few days, giving Xie Jianwei and Lu Yan plenty of free time.

Xie Jianwei reluctantly laid the groundwork for more than half a month. After feeling that Lu Yan's state was very stable, he decided to make a move.

Although Lu Li didn't see them every day, he knew what they were doing every day.

After the body gradually improved, Lu Yan became more and more intimate with Xie Jianwei in demeanor.

It's perfectly normal that they're a "couple" and want to do intimate things.

Lu Li didn't know how Xie Jianwei would decide, should he continue to cooperate?He should want to cooperate...but it doesn't seem to work?Although Lu Yan blindly regards Xie Jianwei as Xie Rou, men and women are different. When making love...but even if it doesn't go to the end, it's just a kiss...

Thinking about that scene, Lu Li felt that his eyes were pitch black.

That day, Lu Li went out to socialize very late, and when he came back, he smelled of alcohol.

Lu Li was not drunk, he drank a lot, it was not easy to get himself drunk, but right now he wondered if he was drunk.

Because he saw Xie Jianwei, Xie Jianwei who was supposed to be with Lu Yan.

Lu Li was in a daze for a moment, and after a while he asked, "See Wei?"

Xie Jianwei stood there for what seemed like a long time, his shoulders were covered with a faint layer of moisture.

It's almost winter, and it's frighteningly cold to wear clothes.

Lu Li hurriedly approached, and his pale face and slightly trembling lips were what he saw. "What's wrong? Is something wrong with Lu Yan?" He instinctively thought that something was wrong with Lu Yan.

Xie Jian shook his head slightly.

Lu Li took off his coat and put it on for him, but just by touching it like this, he could feel the stiffness and coldness of his body.

What's going on?

But Xie Jianwei held his hand all of a sudden, he lowered his head and said in a choked voice, "I can't take it anymore."

Lu Li was taken aback.

Xie Jianwei's voice was filled with deep pain: "I really can't take it anymore, I can't stay by Brother Yan's side anymore."

Lu Li didn't understand, but he was more worried about his body, so he said, "Go first."

After entering the house, Lu Li poured him a cup of hot water, seeing that he was still shaking after drinking, he wanted to wrap him in his arms to keep him warm, but he held back and didn't move.

Xie Jianwei was holding a hot water cup, sitting on the large sofa, his whole body was extremely haggard, he murmured softly: "This is too uncomfortable, I really can't hold on."

Lu Li comforted him softly: "What the hell...what's wrong?"

Xie Jianwei said painfully: "Brother Yan regarded me as my sister from the beginning to the end. He didn't smile at me, talk to me, or be intimate with me. The only thing he looked at through me was my sister from beginning to end. I knew him Love my sister, I know he doesn't mean anything to me, but...but now I really know how much he loves Xie Rou..."

He spoke intermittently, somewhat incoherently, but Lu Li understood everything.

Xie Jianwei was in pain, he was suffering from his identity as a stand-in.The more he gets every day, the more painful it is, because these should belong to his dead sister, and what Lu Yan misses is also his sister, he is like a thief, stealing everything that belongs to his sister, he can't be happy, He will only keep realizing the distance between himself and Lu Yan, and will only keep witnessing his despicableness and shamelessness.

He is guilty, he blames himself, he is tortured every day and every night.

Lu Li woke up suddenly and realized that Xie Jianwei was different from him.

Xie Jianwei is not as shameless as him, let alone as selfish, he thinks he is very happy to be a substitute, but it is a huge torture for Xie Jianwei.

Xie Jianwei respected his sister, so he couldn't bear this kind of thing that tarnished his sister's love.

He reluctantly cooperated, but his heart was suffering.

It turned out that Xie Jianwei didn't want to stay with Lu Yan like this, he didn't want to stay with someone who didn't love him, even if he loved Lu Yan deeply.

Lu Li's heart trembled because he heard Xie Jianwei say such a sentence again.

"Let's tell Brother Yan, okay..." Xie Jianwei said as if he couldn't bear it, "Brother Yan has recovered very well, let him see the reality clearly, let him know the truth."

Lu Li didn't dare to make a sound, Xie Jianwei grabbed his clothes, his knuckles were pale and raised, revealing the pain in his heart: "I really can't take it anymore, I can't stay by his side anymore, I can't continue acting."

Lu Li finally hugged him, his heat pressed against his ear: "Do you really want him to wake up?"

Xie Jianwei nodded vigorously.

Lu Li said again: "In that case, you will never get him."

Xie Jian paused for a moment, then suddenly said tiredly: "I will never get him, father, I said it before, we are the same."

It is the same?How could it be the same?

Lu Li rubbed his chin against his hair and remained silent.

Xie Jianwei almost begged and said, "I can't lie to brother Yan anymore, I believe he will accept it, he will, right?"

There was panic in his words, he was worried, not that he would lose Lu Yan completely after telling the truth, but that he could not bear another illness.

Xie Jianwei was more worried that Lu Li wouldn't understand, so he called out his names more bluntly: "Brother Yan won't have any accidents, right? If I do this, he won't have any accidents, right?"

God's will will not let him have an accident, it just depends on whether his god can help him.

Apparently, as long as Xie Jianwei begged him, his god would be willing to utterly ruin his life for him.

Lu Li comforted him and said, "Don't worry, nothing will happen. The doctor also said that Lu Yan is recovering well, so he should really wake up."

Xie Jianwei has reservations about whether the doctor will work or not, but Lu Li's words will definitely work.

Xie Jian heaved a sigh of relief, he was in Lu Li's arms, the two of them had been separated for so long, and now they smelled his breath again, already making their heart itch.

It's just that the current situation doesn't seem suitable for sex?

But I really want to, what should I do?

Xie Jianwei's eyes lit up, thinking of a trick, what about having sex after drinking?

He immediately said bitterly: "Father, can you have a drink with me?"

The author has something to say: it: You don’t give me a trick, I thought of a trick myself!It's just... why didn't they break up, how angry!