broken heart

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He continued to search for a week but still had no results. Xing Quyan did not withdraw the people he was looking for. He asked those people to search for Jiange from now on, no matter how much financial and material resources were used, until the day they were found.

Xing Quyan stood in the house where the two lived together, and on the window sill he saw Ge's favorite pot of orchids, which hadn't been taken care of for a long time.Xing Quyan changed into his home clothes, walked to the window sill, and carefully sprayed water on the orchid and took care of the leaves.

After spraying the water, Xing Quyan looked at the pot of orchids in a daze, with a sad smile unconsciously curled up on the corner of his mouth: I want to see people in life, and corpses in death, Yun Jiange, I will always be here waiting for you, spend my whole life to make up for you.

Just, will you give me this chance?The only blame is that he himself understood too late, even if he realized his emotions one day earlier, it would not be as bad as it is now, and there is still room for redemption.

If Jian Ge hadn't disappeared, and there was no punishment to remind myself, would I still be obsessed with it?Sure enough, people are stupid, and they always know how to cherish and the original preciousness only after losing it.

A year is neither long nor short.Xing Quyan turned back to the cold and serious superior in the eyes of outsiders.Only he and the members of the Xing family know the change. He is no longer the good son and big brother who is as gentle as before to his family. I can't make it up until I find the song.

Xing's mother has aged a lot in a year, and she regrets her pain. If she hadn't secretly interfered with her son's feelings, wouldn't it be like it is today.Xing Quyan Mingli still respects himself, but he will never take the initiative to call himself out, and he will disappear if he can avoid it.

The current Xing Quyan is a working machine without emotion. He often won't come back for two or three months, and will only stay for a while and then leave when he comes back. He won't even stay at home overnight.

Why did she forget what kind of person her son was? How could he be manipulated by others, not even his own mother?

But there is no one in this world who regrets selling medicine, no matter how much money she has, she can't buy back the previous Xing Quyan.Now she only hopes to find that man as soon as possible, and make her son return to a normal person as soon as possible.

Xing Guixin had a heart transplant operation a year ago, and the accident a year ago made him grow a lot, the operation was successful, and he recovered very well.

He continued his favorite acting job, but he rarely went home, he felt that it was his own fault that killed Jiange, and he couldn't face Xing Quyan who loved others.Maybe one day Jian Ge will come back, and he will be able to let go of the sentence and talk.

As for Zhao Dashun and Yun Degui, the prison is their final destination, and the life inside is like hell to them. There are many people who are tortured to speak, and it is not an exaggeration to say that their life is worse than death.

After Xing Quyan finished his busy day at work, Xing Quyan got home at six o'clock on time, and after taking a break, he washed rice and cooked. He basically lived like this this year.

There were a few more pots of precious and beautiful orchids on the window sill. Xing Quyan carefully poured the rice washing water on the flowers, watching them grow gratifyingly, and he felt much more comfortable.

Jian Ge likes orchids, and he especially likes those rare varieties. If he can't buy them due to economic reasons, he can at most read some Huaben books, and often looks at those flowers and sighs.

But the former self didn't understand, or didn't take it to heart at all, and never thought of buying it as a gift for him.Now that I understand it, the flowers are bought back, but the people are gone, which really fulfills the saying that things are right and people are wrong.

Speaking of which, if they were together, they would go. I only gave him a pair of shoes.And those shoes, Jian Ge, have never been worn, and they are still brand new at the bottom of the closet.

After finishing the meal, Xing Quyan arranged two sets of bowls and chopsticks as usual. He knew that he was neurotic, but he didn't want to change. He was looking forward to an impossible possibility.

He was looking forward to seeing Ge come back by himself one day, to see himself as soon as he opened the door, and to have hot meals to warm his body as soon as he came back.

Just like the previous self and his life, he prepared unpalatable meals and waited for him, but I couldn't bear to see him disappointed, no matter how unpalatable he was, he would accept everything.

Now I can figure out everything when I think about it, why I was so tolerant to him at that time, maybe love had sprouted at that time, or maybe it was earlier.

But why didn't the person he was waiting for show up? He believes that anyone in the country who has a mobile phone now knows that he is looking for someone. The news of Jiange is overwhelming in various media. Presumably there are not many people who don't know.

And there is no news after searching for such a big money for a year, Xing Quyan restrained himself from thinking about the bad side... If he can't find it like this, is that person still in this world?

Think about when he left, his legs were like that, did it get worse because of it...

Although Xing Quyan didn't dare to think that there would be such a result, he still made the worst plan in his heart. Maybe one day he saw a corpse; or maybe, in this life, he would never see Jian Ge again. Yes, even if it's just a cold corpse, a pile of white bones.