broken heart

It took a lot of time to heal the wound, and it was almost done. When I saw Ge, I followed my grandma to help her do some farm work. The corn in the field could be harvested. Every morning, when I saw Ge, I would pick up the basket and go up the mountain to help grandma harvest. corn, and grandma was forced to rest at home by him.

Although it was only separated by a wall, Jiange never went back to the place he used to call home.That place was the source of his nightmares and the place where his life almost ended.

Other people's homes have always been a peaceful haven, a place for children to escape the storm and enjoy the warmth.No matter it is in the book or other people's mouth, the home is like this.

And my own home is the beginning of all horrors, the nightmare of my life.Now that I am with my grandma, I am happy every day, and I don't have to worry about being beaten or scolded.

Now I have to collect more corn when the sun is hot, otherwise I won't be able to get it when the sun is hot.The season for harvesting corn is generally the hottest time of the year, and it is best harvested only when it is cooler at dawn and in the evening.

Seeing that the singer is quick on his feet, he harvested very quickly. One mu of land was harvested early in the morning, and the corn planted by grandma will be harvested in a few days.At nine o'clock in the morning, the sun has already made people's skin sore.

Jiange put down the basket and took a bowl to add food.Generally, during the season of harvesting corn, people don’t eat breakfast until they are done with their work in the morning. Grandma wanted him to eat first, but he insisted on collecting more before the sun came out, and eating after harvesting.

After dinner, grandma came back from the market and bought him a piece of milk.

"Grandma, why did you buy such an expensive thing?" This one cost tens of dollars, what a waste of money.

"No matter how expensive it is, it is worth it. You are growing your body now, so how can you do it if you don't make up for it. Besides, you still have money from your uncle. Have you eaten? Come and drink quickly after eating. I heard people in the town say that many people All the children drink this, and say they can grow taller after drinking this." Grandma Yun put down her things and handed the milk to Jiange.

In fact, Ge is not short. Although he has not kept up with his nutrition in recent years, he has done a lot of work anyway, and his bones are well developed. He is more than 15 meters old at the age of 1.7. It is not a problem to grow to 1.8 meters in this way.

However, he is too skinny, plus he does a lot of work, so he is thin and dark, a standard little country bumpkin.

"Well, grandma, why don't you drink some too." Jian Ge plugged in the straw, and if there are good things to honor grandma first.

"I'll try it... Hey, it's so bad, you should drink it, grandma can't drink it." Grandma Yun took a small sip, the taste was weird, she couldn't accept it, she smiled and turned to go to work.

After a while, he came in again: "By the way, son, your uncle said that the town's conscripts came and asked you if you want to join the army. This is also a way out."

"Really? Join the army!" Jian Ge's eyes lit up, and he asked in surprise, while putting away the finished milk box, which can be sold to subsidize the family.

"Really. There's nothing to do today anyway. If you're not afraid of the sun, go to the town and ask about it now." Grandma took out a straw hat for him, and when Ge took the hat, she put it on and ran out the door.

"Remember to go under the shade of the trees, and don't get exposed to the sun." Grandma asked worriedly from behind.

"Got it, grandma." Jian Ge's voice was full of joy, and he ran towards the town.

It takes at least two hours to go back and forth from the town, and Jian Ge returned home just in time for lunch.

"It's so fast, young people have good physical strength, it's impossible for grandma and me to go back and forth in less than three hours." Grandma, who saw him coming back and was preparing to eat, went to fetch him bowls and chopsticks.

"How is it, can you go?" Grandma brought a bowl, but she was not very happy to see him downcast.

"I can't go, my family said I'm too young to be an adult." Jian Ge bowed his head to eat, and was extremely disappointed. He thought that with his physical fitness, he could pass any inspection, but he didn't expect to be older. .

"It's almost sixteen, so it's not too young. In this way, grandma will take you there after dinner, and let's talk to those people." Seeing him listless, grandma couldn't bear to see if he could think of a way .

After dinner, he tidied up, and grandma took him to the town again. Before leaving, Jian Ge saw her take out a cloth bag from under the bed, and took out a lot of money from it. There were all kinds of denominations. But it was all neatly stacked.

"Grandma... No, if, if you want to take the money, I won't go!" Jian Ge sat down next to grandma, watching her take out all the money that I don't know how long, I feel uncomfortable.

"What are you talking about, why don't you go? Grandma knows, you have envied those soldiers since you were a child. What a great opportunity, if we can get in with some money, we will go in." Grandma said while counting the money.

"But I can just wait another two years."

"Stupid child, even if you wait another two years, the result may be the same. In this society, money is the only thing to talk about."

Seeing that Ge didn't speak any more, his eyes were sour when he saw grandma carefully stuffing the money into her pocket for fear of losing it.

God is fair to people. He gave himself a pair of vicious parents, but he also gave himself a grandmother who loves him so much. Even if there is no love from parents, it is worth having a grandmother.

When I went again in the afternoon, my grandma didn't go to the uncle's house, but brought Jiange to the Armed Forces Department by herself, and finally met the person in charge of the conscription after a lot of trouble.

It turned out that the person who asked Ge was just a soldier, and he answered him according to the rules.

This time when she saw the person in charge, grandma told him about her situation, but the person in charge remained silent for a long time, then grandma took out her cloth bag again and took out the money inside to give to others.

"Comrade, look, this is a little thought from me... this..." Before the grandma finished speaking, the middle-aged man who had been silent all this time reached out and took the cloth bag. big bag.After reading it, the middle-aged man tied the belt of the cloth bag and returned it to grandma.

"Auntie, please keep the money. Let us check it out. If the child is really what you said, then we will accept him." The middle-aged man looked at Ge gently. "Great, thank you comrade, thank you comrade, son, thank you uncle soon." The grandparent and grandson thanked each other a thousand times and left the town excitedly.

Sure enough, within a few days, Jiange received a notice of enlistment from the county conscription office. Unlike the excitement of leaving that day, this time Jiange was silent and weeping. There was no one to tell him about.

On the day he left, he packed a few simple clothes. He never went back to his previous home since he lived in his grandma's house, and he didn't want any of the things inside.The current clothes are all brought by my grandma from my uncle, some of them are still very new, and there is a new set bought by my aunt to congratulate him on enlisting in the army.

No one knows about his joining the army except his grandma and uncle's family, even his biological parents.

When other people’s children join the army, it’s a good time to leave, just like the children of Uncle Li’s family in the same village as them, they held a farewell banquet, relatives and friends came to congratulate, and when they left, they were also sent off by a large family.

As for himself, there is only his dear grandma.

The old lady walked ahead by herself, and the grandfather and grandson were reluctant to take the car, and they set off at dawn.Looking at grandma's body getting thinner and smaller, she is getting older day by day while she is growing up.

I don't know how long it will be before I come back after leaving. Only I know how much I miss my grandma, but he dare not show it. Once he shows it, the old lady will definitely be more sad than himself.

With a warm heart, before leaving, grandma gave her all her life savings to herself, saying that living outside is no better than at home, and everything needs money. She is self-sufficient at home and doesn't need much money.

Jian Ge didn't refuse in person, but only took half of it when grandma wasn't paying attention, and put the remaining half back where she usually kept her money.

And in the simple big cloth bag on my back, besides some clothes, there are more than a dozen eggs cooked by my grandma early in the morning, some dried fruits made by my grandma, and the big bag is full of grandma. Love.

Along the way, the old lady kept urging and urging, and it was just that, but no matter how many times she said the song, she listened to it with a smile and remembered it in her heart.

Seeing that they were about to reach the place, there was a crowd of people in front of them.Jian Ge stopped at a place where there were few people, and it was still early before the departure time, so he didn't want to squeeze into the crowd.

"Grandma, I'm leaving. You should pay attention to your health at home. If the work in the field is too heavy, you should do less." Pulling grandma to sit by a flower table, Jian Ge held grandma's hand reluctant to let go.

"Grandma knows, but it's you. If you go to the army and you must be the leader, do it well. Don't be afraid of being tired and lazy." Grandma held his hand instead. Although she spoke harshly, tears were shining in her eyes when she spoke.

"Don't worry, grandma. What I'm most afraid of is suffering. You must be well at home. If you have anything to do, you can find Uncle Zeng and the others next door. They have a phone at home and can call uncle for you."

"Understood, little nagging. You can go at ease, grandma is not too old to be confused, she will take care of herself." The grandparents and grandson held hands and told each other, Jiange still couldn't let go of the sadness in his heart , gently leaning on grandma's shoulder, with crystal teardrops sliding down the corner of her eyes.

Even though he was reluctant and helpless, Jiange still listened to the instructions and got into the car. The opportunity was hard-won. For the better life of himself and grandma in the future, he must go for it.

The car drifted away, and Jian Ge looked at the thin old lady outside the crowd with tears in his eyes, waving his arms vigorously to bid farewell to him, and his grievances and sufferings in the past 16 years came overwhelmingly.

I finally left, and I finally walked out of this place where I have been trapped for 16 years, grandma, you must wait for me to come back, and wait for my grandson to come back to give you the best life.

Leaving here is equivalent to being reborn once, and from now on, he will live his every day well.