On the way to the hospital, Gu Chen remained silent.

He leaned on the back of the chair and stared out of the car window, his expression was unusually calm, and he couldn't see any waves.

But Chuno, who was sitting next to him, could clearly feel a dead breath spreading between them.

This beautiful boy is lifeless like a rag doll whose soul has been taken out.

Many times, verbal attacks are more likely to break a person than physical injuries.

Huang Qi's fist was indeed hard enough, and the words he said were much more terrifying than his fist.

A fist hit on the body is only a skin trauma, but sharp words can turn into a sharp knife and directly penetrate the skin and stab the most painful place in the heart.

Chuno understood that the sentence "sissy, gay" had deeply hurt Gu Chen.

Even if he and Qu Youxiang kept comforting and explaining, they couldn't soothe the wounded heart.

Looking at the bruises on Gu Chen's face, Chuno felt a little uncomfortable.

In fact, everyone should take some responsibility for what happened today.

Chuno couldn't remember when Huang Qi and the others started targeting Gu Chen intentionally or unintentionally.In this regard, he and Qu Youxiang had stepped forward to stop them, but most of the time, they used a dissuading method of "laughing and playing" to try to adjust the conflict between them.

He and Qu Youxiang always feel that we are all roommates, and of course peace is the most important thing in everything. They don't want to offend anyone, and they just hope that everyone can spend the four years of co-sleeping in college in peace.

But he didn't expect that their wholehearted desire to maintain stability and unity would actually fuel Huang Qi's arrogance.

If I knew this kind of shit would happen, I wanted to say anything back then, and I wanted to...

Fuck!

Chuno was extremely irritable.

The joke is that Gu Chen puts on a mask and sprays on perfume, he looks GAY in GAY, he doesn't look like a man.

He, Chuno, also has a share...

Although there was no malice, it was an indirect connivance, which made Huang Qi and the others more and more unscrupulous.

Gu Chen just looks better, has a quieter personality, and has more feminine hobbies. What's wrong with him?

Chuno remembered that when school started, Gu Chen came to the dormitory alone with his luggage. Everyone else was accompanied by their parents, but he was alone. He packed up his things and went to sign up by himself. , and helped him lay the bed sheets.

Chuno really couldn't remember whether he thanked him, but only remembered that his first impression was that he was beautiful, and then he was boring.

He is somewhat introverted and not good at communicating with others, just like a melancholy boy who came out of Two-dimensional, unable to blend in with the surrounding environment.However, he has a gentle temper. No matter who asks him to borrow things, such as shampoo, shower gel and other daily necessities, he is never stingy, and he also puts those things in a more conspicuous position, so that everyone can borrow them next time. use.

Chuno has always believed that Gu Chen belongs to the kind of person who doesn't like to show his emotions but is very soft inside.

However, everyone seems to be unable to see his shining points, but instead focuses all his attention on his "distinctiveness".

Why don't his socks stink?

Why is his hair not oily?

Why doesn't he have acne on his face?

Why doesn't he smoke or drink or even swear?

Why doesn't he play online games and doesn't like sports or take part in any activities?

Why doesn't he talk about girls not watching pornographic movies and those girls are very interested in him?

Why is he different from us?

At first, everyone was confused.

Soon, I found that he would dress himself up every day before going out.

Sometimes I wear a scarf, and sometimes I wear a hat. It takes a lot of effort to match, and I don’t wear a duplicate for a week.

And he not only loves to be clean and tidy, but also always makes himself look good, just like those girls.

Yes, he is a man with a heart and a heart.

He is a sissy!

Then someone put on a gesture of disgust and spread extreme remarks such as "sissy is the most disgusting creature in the world" in front of everyone.Gradually, there are more and more such voices. Even if some people disagree, they will not express it. After all, people follow the crowd.

Not everyone hates sissies, it's just that they don't want to be the one who goes against the crowd.

……

Chuno glanced at Gu Chen again, and couldn't bear to look directly at him.

Depend on!A good face was ruined into such a virtue?

Don't lose your face!Otherwise, how could their consciences survive!

After coming to the hospital for the examination, Chuno was greatly relieved, but luckily it was only a trauma and no bones were injured.

But Gu Chen was still silent, told him to go and leave, told him to stop and listen, told him to have an examination, and he just sat obediently, so obedient that it made people feel distressed.

After treating the wound, they went to get the medicine. When they walked out of the hospital, it was almost nine o'clock, and the dormitory would be closed soon, so they rushed back without stopping.

In the car, Gu Chen finally spoke.

He asked Chuno how much he spent on medical expenses, and he would return the money to the other party when he returned.

Chuno didn't intend to ask for his money, but he was afraid that his kindness would hurt his self-esteem, so he handed him the receipt.

Then fell into silence again.

Until the taxi was about to arrive at the school, Chuno, who was wandering away, vaguely heard Gu Chen calling his name.

Chuno came back to his senses, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Gu Chen's eyes still stopped outside the window, his eyes were empty and lifeless, as if he was looking at a certain point in the sky, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

After a long while, without waiting for a response, Chuno began to wonder if he had auditory hallucinations.

He was about to confirm again, but Gu Chen said suddenly.

"Am I a terrible person?"

The voice was soft, as if asking him, but also as if talking to himself.

Chuno felt uncomfortable hearing this, sighed, moved his buttocks, and moved closer to him.

"Are you bad or not? It doesn't matter if I say it. If you think you are bad, no matter how good or excellent I say you are, it won't make any difference. Do you understand what I mean?"

Chuno rubbed his hair while talking, and then hugged him into his arms, hugging him like a big brother.

"Haven't you always lived by yourself? Even if many people slander you, you have never changed anything. If you can't get everyone to agree with you, it's enough to be yourself as you used to be, don't do it because of others malicious slander and despise yourself."

Caught off guard, Gu Chen didn't resist for the first time in being embraced.

He had been confused before.

Ever since Huang Qi scolded him loudly, he was thinking, what did he do wrong to make people hate him so much?

He's really not very warm to people, and that's just a matter of character.

He grew up in a single-parent family, because his father's infidelity caused the family to break up, and their family lost their laughter overnight.

His mother, Gu Shengnan, is an independent and strong woman. Sheng Nan is a homonym for Shengnan. She is indeed not inferior to men at all, especially her endurance and dedication.After encountering her husband's betrayal, she calmly collected evidence without crying or making noise, forcing Gu Chen's father to leave the house, mercilessly kicked out the man who had lived with her for more than ten years, and resolutely kicked out his son. His surname was transferred to his own, and he resolutely broke off with the other party.

She doesn't want to be looked down upon by relatives and friends, and she doesn't want to be laughed at by her neighbors. After the divorce, she works harder and only hopes that she can become stronger and stronger.

If you focus on your career, you will naturally ignore the people around you.For a while, Gu Chen was completely ignored by her.

At that time, Gu Chen had just entered junior high school, and Gu Shengnan's beauty salon planned to attract foreign investment to expand its business scale. She spent all her time and energy on work, and had no time to take care of other things.

Gu Chen never sees his mother when he comes home from school. He cooks, washes and takes care of himself every day.Slowly, getting used to being alone, he seems to have lost the ability to communicate with others.Except for his neighbor Jian Faxiao, he had no one to talk to, and it didn't take long for his family to move out of town due to his parents' job transfer, and he only came back occasionally to visit relatives, and his world became even more complicated from then on. deserted.

He once blamed his mother, why didn't he give him more love?Why not spend more time with him like other parents, listen to him more, and learn more about his thoughts?

But he understood his mother very well.

If you are too strong, you will often hurt yourself rather than others.

His mother was actually strong and fragile.

Her heart is as fragile as glass, unable to resist any collision.Only by constantly arming herself and wrapping herself layer by layer with an armor-like shell can she prove to everyone that she can still live well without a man.

She does not need sympathy and pity, she needs admiration and respect.

Of course Gu Chen respects her and adores her, but he won't get close to her.

The mother and son got along very politely, and even deliberately maintained a slight alienation. Sometimes they felt awkward, but they never thought of changing the status quo. In the final analysis, it was because of their personalities.

Gu Shengnan is so strong, he can't let go of his figure.

Gu Chen is used to burying his thoughts in his heart, forgetting how to express his truest self.

Gu Chen doesn't know how to get close to others.His mother, and Xu Fang, whom he likes, are the people he wants to get close to, but he can't find the right way.

It's not that he doesn't want to pay attention to those classmates and alumni, but he doesn't.

I can't chat, I can't joke, I can't talk nonsense, I can't make jokes, so I just ignore it.

But he didn't expect that his words and deeds and his style of doing things would be deeply hated and disgusted by others.

Could it be that he has failed too much in life...

Gu Chen was silent all the way, thought all the way, but finally couldn't figure out the reason.

After beating and scolding, he was angry, sad, confused, and even denied himself, but Chuno's words made him feel a lot better.

It was only then that he noticed the wound on his face. He moved the corners of his mouth, and every tiny movement could touch the wound, causing him to hiss and gasp in pain. It's so meaty, I don't know if I can go out to meet people tomorrow...

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like