After much deliberation, Gu Chen felt that his encounter with Xu Fang was probably just a coincidence.

There was no class on Tuesday afternoon, and Gu Chen had nowhere to go after dinner. He wandered around the campus aimlessly for a few times before returning to the dormitory.And another coincidence, several of his roommates were actually inside.

Gu Chen spends most of his time on Xu Fang every day, and usually has very little communication with his roommates. Although there are no major conflicts, the relationship is really ordinary.

Gu Chen has five roommates in total.

The head of the dormitory is called Qu Youxiang. He is the oldest, and he was already 20 years old before he went to college.Probably a little older, his mind is much more mature and stable than his peers, he is responsible, responsible, and quite caring.On the first day Gu Chen came to school, he helped make the bed.

The person who slept in the bed next to Gu Chen was called Chuno, he was a sunny and cheerful handsome guy.He is familiar with everyone, even in the face of a boring gourd, he can still sing a double-reed play, he can ask and answer by himself, talk to himself, and never let the atmosphere become cold, he is a good friend in the dormitory. The person Gu Chen communicated with the most.

The person with whom Gu Chen has hardly spoken is called Xiang Yiwei. He is a local, rarely lives on campus, and leaves immediately after class, always giving people a mysterious feeling.

Gu Chen once heard people say that his father was a high-ranking official in the government, and his mother was a well-known real estate developer in the city. He was both the second generation of officials and the second generation of rich people. It's all luxuries, his life is a capitalized "trench", and there are countless people who think of ways to curry favor with him every day.However, he himself is not particularly ostentatious. Although he doesn't have a heavy air of dandyism, he is born with a sense of superiority. The distance between him and everyone made him unable to make himself approachable.

Gu Chen knew that he was hard to mess with at the backstage, and when he saw him, he would always deliberately avoid him.It's like an instinctive reaction, he is an ordinary college student, and his light is too dazzling, it seems that he is already inferior to him at the starting point of life.

I don't know if it's because he has been carefully avoiding Xiang Yiwei, Gu Chen found that he was not very friendly to him, every time he met his gaze, Gu Chen could always see a trace of contempt in his eyes.

At first Gu Chen thought it was just an illusion, he basically had no contact with Xiang Yiwei, he didn't understand why the other party was hostile to him.It wasn't until being deliberately or unintentionally targeted by the other two roommates that Gu Chen realized that they were partnering to exclude him.

The remaining two roommates are also locals, they are Xiang Yiwei's followers, one is Jiang Yufeng and the other is Huang Qi.I heard that they were admitted to this key university by relying on the connections of Xiang's family. The school arranged them and Xiang Yiwei to be in the same class and dormitory by the way. This is probably to facilitate Xiang Yiwei's arbitrary dispatch.

In his spare time, Gu Chen thought carefully about why Xiang Yiwei couldn't understand him.After repeated observation and thinking, he really found out the crux of the problem.

There are six people in the dormitory, except for Gu Chen, the other five people can't do without women in their daily conversations.To put it bluntly, they are straight men, and Gu Chen is gay, and he is obviously gay, so naturally he is not liked by others.

Gu Chen is a person who pays great attention to appearance, he will wear a tight vest under his shirt, he will comb his hair meticulously, he will trim his nails round and neat, he will apply a mask to maintain his skin, and every time he goes out, he will Spray some men's perfume on your body.

He is a bit of a clean freak, and usually can't stand the phenomenon of "dirty, messy and smelly" appearing on him.Most of the boys' dormitories are dirty. In order to keep out of sight and out of mind, he put a curtain around his bed. As long as he returns to the dormitory, he will shut himself in this small space, basically Connect with other people.

Sometimes he himself feels that his personality is not pleasing, so it is normal to be excluded.

Everyone often jokes that he is GAY in GAY. He neither admits nor denies it, but this kind of silence is the default attitude, which makes Xiang Yiwei and his group believe that he is GAY, and he is a very sissy GAY , thus unconsciously wearing tinted glasses when looking at him.

Gu Chen doesn't like going back to the dormitory, he hates hypocrisy, intrigue, and all complicated things.

Although Xiang Yiwei never targeted him publicly, Jiang Yufeng and Huang Qi's cynicism from time to time disgusted him.

The thought of living with these three people for four years gave him a fucking feeling.

In private, he gave them a blunt and vulgar nickname - Z Junior Bitch.

Because the three brothers are locals and from the low-class generation, they can just make up a combination.

Since Xiang Yiwei doesn't live on campus, the three of them rarely appear in the dormitory at the same time. It's really rare to see everyone in the dormitory like today.

As soon as Gu Chen stepped into the dormitory, he heard them discussing the flowers of a certain department.

Rolling his eyes involuntarily, Gu Chen didn't despise straight men, but it was hard for this group of people to have any other common topics besides talking about girls.

Seeing Gu Chen come back, Huang Qi, one of the three scumbags, whistled angrily first, then raised his eyebrows at the other two.

When Gu Chen passed by Jiang Yufeng, he stretched out his foot tacitly, intending to trip Gu Chen.

Gu Chenquan pretended not to notice their childish behavior, walked around Jiang Yufeng and walked to his bed.

Someone behind him sneered, the voice was not too loud, and Gu Chen happened to hear it clearly.

He didn't want to pay too much attention to it, but he froze in the air uncontrollably when he opened the bed curtain.

After a while, he gritted his teeth and endured it, took off his shoes and went to bed.

Closed the curtain with a "swish", Gu Chen buried himself in the quilt, he admitted that he was very cowardly, and he even found a very cowardly excuse for his forbearance and retreat.

He didn't want to make the conflict clear. He came here against his family's wishes, but he didn't want to waste time on these insignificant people. At least until Xu Fang graduated, he must stay in this school safely.

The roommates started discussing the previous topic again, Gu Chen was too lazy to listen to their nonsense, put on earphones to listen to music, but suddenly heard Huang Qi mention Xu Fang's name.

As long as it is about Xu Fang, it can easily and strongly touch Gu Chen's nerves.

He immediately took off his earphones and pricked up his ears to eavesdrop.

Huang Qi said angrily: "What do you think is good about Xu Fang, who is a junior? Isn't it just more handsome? The chick I have worked so hard to chase for a month, and today she actually told me that she has a crush on Xu Fang? What? ghost?"

Jiang Yufeng: "Didn't those girls regard him as a school girl? I think he is not as good-looking as our brother Xiang. By the way, I heard that Xu Fang, the department girl of the Department of Electronic Engineering, has been dating her for two years." The boyfriend broke up, and her boyfriend has been spreading rumors to trouble Xu Fang these days. The man is also from this city, and he plans to call people in the society to help."

Huang Qi: "Really? Let them fight. If things get bigger, it will be interesting."

Qu Youxiang: "I've also heard about this. I think Xu Fang is very innocent. He had rejected him a long time ago when he fell in love with him unrequitedly. He was too angry, so he had a showdown with his boyfriend, and then Xu Fang lay innocent. gun."

Chuno: "Ha! Some girls really take themselves too seriously."

……

Gu Chen put the earphones into his ears again, and clicked on his favorite rock, the male singer happily vented the restlessness and restlessness of adolescence with a neurotic singing voice: I just want to waste myself, he said, as if all the nerves Does not exist, instead of getting old day by day in society, it is better to burn completely while young...

So many people like Xu Fang.

Gu Chen thought in his heart that he could be presumptuous for a while.

Learn to say no, know how to refuse, dare to resist, and actively strive for what you like.

……

A song plays in an infinite loop until I fall asleep listening to it.

In the dream, Gu Chen returned to high school.

He dragged his friends who had played since he was a child to the classroom door of Class [-], Senior Three, and pointed at the boy sitting in the last row by the window, showing off as if offering a treasure.

"Did you see it? He is Xu Fang, my favorite person, isn't he good-looking?"

Xu Fang's appearance is indeed outstanding, this is a fact recognized by everyone.

Just looking at him silently, Gu Chen felt that the world was quiet and time stood still.

The sun was just right that day, and strands of gold-like light passed through the glass window pasted with colored paper, transforming into circles of colorful halos.

He sat motionless in the halo, like a static oil painting, with a different kind of beauty.

It was that moment of astonishment that made Gu Chen dream for three years.

Every time I wake up from a dream, I am half happy and half worried.

Just like in lonely nights, he thought about Xu Fang's self-abuse, although the process was wonderful, but after venting, what awaited him would be an even more empty abyss.

The feeling of emptiness from body to heart and from inside to outside is like a terrible black hole, no matter how hard you try to satisfy it, no matter how many things you stuff inside, you will never be able to fill it.

Gu Chen spent the whole afternoon in bed. He fell asleep and woke up, woke up and slept again. When he was awake, he thought about Xu Fang. Before he fell asleep, he wanted to dream of Xu Fang. The poison of "Xu Fang" is the same, more poisonous than poppy, and more addictive.

In late autumn in the north, it gets dark very early.

When Gu Chen got up from the bed and stepped out of the dormitory building, the street lights on the main road of the campus had already turned on.

At noon, he gave most of the meat to Xu Fang, and now his stomach was growling with hunger, and the cafeteria was closed at this time, so he had to go for food outside the school.

Gu Chen has a habit of always thinking about things with his head down when he walks.

His mother reminded him many times to let him get rid of this bad habit.Walking with your head down is a sign of lack of confidence.But he didn't take it seriously, he never thought of changing himself, just like his roommate joked that he was GAY because he was GAY and he still had to put on a mask. He didn't think he did anything wrong, so why should he force himself to cater to others?

When he came to the school gate, he raised his eyes inadvertently, and a tall figure broke into Gu Chen's eyes.

Gu Chen paused and looked at him in surprise, with an incredulous look on his face.

The person walking towards him was clearly Xu Fang!

His face was still the same, but his attire and temperament, including his eyes and demeanor, had all changed.

In my impression, Xu Fang is a calm and introverted person.In high school, even though he was rated as a top three student every year and ranked first in the grade every time, he never made it public.He was even more so when he was in college, even more silent and low-key than before.

Take his dressing style as an example, his clothes are all well-regulated, mainly in black and gray, which fits his aloof image that cherishes words like gold.

However, the man in front of him was actually wearing a very fashionable punk leather jacket, paired with a pair of pull-up jeans and a pair of dark brown short boots.

He combed his hair back, exposing his full forehead and angular face, showing his advantages without any concealment.

Gu Chen couldn't help thinking of a word - arrogant.

This adjective, which is obviously completely irrelevant to Xu Fang, can be accurately applied to him at this time.

Why is he dressing himself up like this?

Are you stimulated?Or what happened?

How did he become so strange?

Gu Chen stared at him blankly, full of doubts.

Because he was too focused on watching, when passing by, Gu Chen accidentally met his gaze, and Gu Chen even forgot to avoid it.

The four eyes met, and the heart suddenly jumped into the throat.

Gu Chen wanted to avoid it, but he didn't even dare to move.

Because Xu Fang suddenly smiled at him.

The corners of the mouth are slightly raised, and the smile is wicked and seductive.

Gu Chen couldn't believe his eyes, he had never seen Xu Fang like this before, the other person seemed to be a different person, he became a stranger, which made him feel scared.

What was even more frightening was that Xu Fang suddenly poked his forehead with his hand and blinked at him.

"Hey, haven't you seen a handsome guy?"

The deep and magnetic voice seemed to come through time and space, breaking through the eardrums and hitting the deepest part of the brain.

Gu Chen was a little dizzy.

Is he possessed by a demon?

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