The host is a willful great devil

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[my heart]

[The moment it stops beating]

[I will definitely feel that I have tasted all the good things in this world]

[As long as I can still smile by your side]

[Just die without regret]

[You are my whole life]

[The meaning of life doesn't matter at all]

[I wish this yearning]

[Can ride on this flowing note]

[and frantic heartbeat]

[to convey to you]

[I will never leave]

[Never let you be alone, make you lonely]

[my heart]

[70 beats per minute]

[swear I'm alive]

[but with you]

[Heart rate will increase slightly]

[100 beats per minute]

[shouting I love you so much]

[You are my whole life]

[The meaning of life doesn't matter at all]

[If our meeting needs a reason]

[I believe that's called fate]

[Although I don't know before parting]

[How many more times can I say 'I love you']

[But just such a watch]

[thank you so much]

[I wish this yearning]

[Can ride on this flowing note]

[and frantic heartbeat]

[to convey to you]

[I will love you forever]

[till this heartbeat]

[The moment it stops]

Chu Tong finished singing the last few lines of the song with sobs.The whole song ends with a heavy bass pluck.

""Heartbeat". After "Glaring Dream", the second song dedicated to you."

Someone reacted instantly—is "that person" at the scene?As soon as this remark came out, the scene immediately exploded.Different from the ambiguity of "Glaring Dream", "Heartbeat" is a proper love song!

Chu Tong picked up the electric guitar, stood the guitar by his side, and leaned on it gently with his hands. It seemed inexplicably that he had suddenly transformed from a radiant superstar into a fragile and lonely frustrated young man.

It was probably because Chu Tong looked too disappointed. Although the venue was still noisy, the voice gradually became much quieter.

Amidst the noisy discussions, Chu Tong stood silently on the stage with his head bowed for a long time.

After a while, he suddenly smiled slightly.

"You always say that I am mysterious and cold. Why don't you take this opportunity and let me tell you my story."

The fans were stunned, and Chu Tong simply sat down cross-legged in the middle of the stage.

"I can't see it!!!" The fans near the field shouted.After all, they sat so close not to watch the big screen, but to watch real people!When Chu Tong sat there, the fans nearby could only see the high stage.

"But I'm tired." Chu Tong's voice was suddenly full of exhaustion.

"..." The fans who felt sorry for the male god were speechless.

Chu Tong sighed, stood up, took two steps back, and sat down again.

The fans in the near field were even more unhappy, at least they could see a head over the high stage from the position just now, but now they can't see anything!

However, without waiting for them to make noise, Chu Tong gradually rose up—it turned out that he was on the lifting platform.

"I feel like a monk sitting in meditation on a high platform." Chu Tong said.

The fans below burst into laughter.

But soon, they stopped laughing.

"As you all know, my father is a scumbag and wanted to sell me to pay off his gambling debts. My mother killed him and died in prison while awaiting trial, so I was sent to an orphanage.

"But what you don't know is that my mother lost control at the time, and kept stabbing my father with knives after he died. A total of 74 stabs were stabbed. I stood beside her and watched motionlessly, counting number.

"I didn't feel scared, I didn't feel sad. Even when I learned that my mother died in prison, neither.

"It's not because I was young and didn't know anything. It wasn't like that.

"It's probably like what others said about me behind my back. When I was reincarnated, one of the three souls and seven souls was missing. At that time, I just didn't have... feelings. I didn't feel anything. I said that this world is It's not right that my eyes are gray or white. To be precise, it is pitch black.

"Until I was 12 years old, I accidentally entered Tianlai.com and listened to a person's song. Oh, yes, you know, the person I want to talk about is Asura.

"He is like the key, which unlocked the shackles on my body for many years, and the world I saw suddenly became colorful. I can feel the light, feel the warmth, and know that injury will hurt. Yes, tears are bitter.

"I couldn't help falling in love with him, madly in love with him, more than any of his fans, madly.

"Yes, even though I was 12 at the time, even though he was a boy, and so was I. But it has nothing to do with gender. It has nothing to do with anything. I don't care if he is old or young, fat or thin, tall or tall Shorty, the moment I heard his voice, I fell in love with him uncontrollably. That feeling...you don’t understand. Heh, I don’t understand myself either. It’s as if someone set up in my life A program, meeting, even just hearing his voice, is the password to start the program. After the program is activated, I have no way to control myself.

"I know he doesn't pay attention to fans, so I want to be a big god and let him notice me. This is my motivation to learn to write lyrics, compose and sing.

"It has nothing to do with dreams or anything.

"Then as you can see, I became the only one who was favored by the Great God.

"Actually, apart from the interactive messages on the front desk that you can see, the backstage private messages I sent to him are probably crazier than any of you. He has a very good temper and won't ignore me, but... he cherishes words like gold. He also He is very mysterious and never talks about himself. And no matter how much I begged, he would not let me meet.

"I proposed to sing a duet song just to take the opportunity to meet him. But in the end it was recorded separately and then synthesized. But... But when he sang the song "ALittle", he was really full of pampering. Apply to you There is a saying that I often say, why not marry me? Right."

"I asked him what he wanted, and he was willing to let me meet.

"He replied, I'll see you when you can hold a solo concert at the Skydome.

"I said, it's a deal.

"Then I joined SME, worked hard as a trainee for several years, and finally made my debut, and finally I can hold concerts here.

"But in fact, since I joined SME, he has been fucking disappearing. Before the first concert, I sent him countless messages and left him countless private messages on Tianlai. Nothing came to light.

"But I don't want to give up. It's almost like being possessed. Seriously, there are 16 concerts a year, one every three months, and every time I hold one, I stand on the stage and sing and dance for four consecutive days. Am I not tired?

"I'm tired, super tired. Like now, I don't even want to make the effort to stand up and talk. But I just want to see him, and I can't help it. I said to myself, when you are better, he will appear up.

"As for the days in SME, in all fairness, it was hard to learn all kinds of things every day as a trainee, but when I think about it, I can hold a concert at the Tiandome after my debut, and then I will see him. I'm happy, and I'm very ambitious. Ye Xian is also good. Those who invite me to teach me are all the best teachers.

"But when I debuted, everything changed.

"Ye Xian pulled me to accompany those high-ranking officials. He thought my weakness was that I wanted this job. In fact, it's the same. Because I have to hold a concert, otherwise how can I meet Ashura? If I If you don't listen to Ye Xian, with his powerful influence in the entertainment circle at that time, it's easy to block me.

"In the beginning, it was quite normal to accompany wine, and those dignitaries and dignitaries were all like dogs. But as time went by and the number of times increased, they started to touch me, and even drugged me. Maybe I really look like my mother Yes, they were too hot-tempered, they almost splattered blood on the spot several times, and then they stopped.

"Three years have passed like this. There are 48 concerts in three years. In each of the [-] concerts, I eagerly hope that there will be a moment when he will suddenly appear and tell me, Xiao Tong, I'm coming to see you.

"But it turned out to be disappointment again and again.

"I listened to his words, became a superstar, and almost occupied the Skydome. But he broke his promise with me.

"I can't lie to myself anymore. I feel so tired. So I asked SME to terminate the contract.

"Oh, and then I was accused.

"Actually, I know that you will misunderstand me and believe those public opinions. It is not only because some people are deliberately inciting, but also because I have been silent. In anyone's eyes, this is the same as acquiescing. But I really have nothing It’s easy to say. At that time, I was completely the same as I was before I met Asura. I didn’t feel anything. I didn’t care about anything. Whether the outside world spread me as an arrogant and domineering scum, it didn’t matter if I was I don't care if it is said that a bed with golden thighs climbs into another bed with golden thighs, and it doesn't matter if someone pokes rotten chrysanthemums.

"So in that lawsuit, I got utterly defeated and ended up in jail.

"What happened after that may be even more legendary.

"Hey, you know that someone paid off my huge debt of 25 billion yuan, so I was released from prison early. But in fact, I knew about it later than you. I didn't know until the reports were all over the place.

"When I walked out of the gate of the prison, a black luxury car stopped beside me and invited me to be a resident singer in a high-end cowherd shop.

"How high-end is this Cowherd's shop?...Let's put it this way, it's the palace of the gods, and even people like Li Huaiming are not qualified to enter. Got it?

"There is no salary for resident singing, it all depends on the mood of the guests. But the guests there are really generous, and once gave 10 as a reward. The Cowherd Store takes 30%, and the rest is my own. .I worked there for three years and earned more than 5000 million. This is what you have been wondering why I still have money to do a free concert here.

"Do you think that working there is not only a show, but also a joke? Oh, I think so too. So at first, I always wondered if I had fallen into a new and bigger trap.

"But I can't explain why, and I stubbornly believe that someone is secretly helping me.

"Later, I accidentally learned from the clerk's chat that there was indeed a big man taking care of me, so I came to work in this Cowherd's shop, 2 hours a day, earning an hourly salary of tens of thousands, and lived in a seven-star hotel The guest room at the highest level is obviously a cowboy's shop, and the customers are all powerful figures, but no one has touched me.

"And this noble person who secretly helped me is named Luo Xiu."