The host is a willful great devil

In the past, fans didn't know why Xiaotong, who was warm and healed on Tianlai.com, disappeared on the dark road after entering SME.But after listening to the "little story" at the beginning, the fans felt that they understood it.

In Chu Tong's lyrics, the world is always so ugly and unbearable, despair spreads everywhere, and gray fills every corner.But if it was just like this, Chu Tong might not be sought after by so many people.The most fundamental reason is that in the dark world constructed by the lyrics, Chu Tong ignited a torch of hope for everyone with his worship of life, desire for beauty, and pursuit of kindness... These cry from the depths of the soul .They allow you to disdain cowardice and choose to be strong when you are lonely and helpless; when you are perplexed, never give up and persevere to the end;

Chu Tong's songs are always so cold and ruthless to pierce the unbearableness of this world, but they are always so tough and warm people's hearts.

After four years of precipitation and refining, his world is no longer filled with gray but completely black, and what he lights is no longer a bunch of torches but just a spot of light.It's just that this small spot of light condenses super energy like an atom/bomb/bomb. Although it is a spark, it has the potential to start a prairie fire.

Such contrasts, such extremes, and such divisions make the soul throb and tremble.

[For this dream]

[Come to this bustling city]

[Today is also the same as usual]

[mingling among the bustling crowd]

[Even broken wings]

[There will always be a day when you will fly high]

[Come on! Letmetry]

[Hey, Iwannado Amiracle]

[My history, from this moment, start]

[Yeah, When does it feel the moment]

[How to be confused again]

[Iwannafly! Iwannafly! ]

[I want to be like a phoenix in Nirvana]

[will not stop and will not be blocked]

[Burning to burn to ashes]

[Courage gathers and swells in my heart without reason]

[It's my turn]

[Oh, dead-alive]

[discouraged, complained]

[Always been like this in retrospect]

[Maybe I don't know when]

[will retribution unhappy]

[I don't want to suffer the consequences]

[You should change yourself]

[Alright, don't you feel the same]

[Hey, why don't you break the ordinary]

[digest the loneliness and despair]

[Yeah, we can go to a paradise]

[Accidentally discovered that this world is not incorrigible]

[At this time!This is the moment! ]

[I want to be like a phoenix in Nirvana]

[Won't let it slip away, I'll hold on tight]

[Even if I lose everything for this]

[To the sky, to the sea, to the earth, convey my belief at this moment]

[It's my faith]

[Oh, dead-alive]

[Hey, young me]

[with clear eyes]

[speak softly to me]

"Hey, it will definitely come true"

[to the light of this city, swear]

[Iwannafly! Iwannafly! ]

[I want to be like a phoenix in Nirvana]

[Go forward bravely, without fear]

[abandon that cheap pride]

[Igottafight! soyougottafight!]

[Dreams are like phoenixes in nirvana]

[Won't let it slip away, I'll hold on tight]

[Even if I lose everything for this]

[Although only a little]

[But I feel that today I have grown again]

[Look at it]

[Oh, It's my dream!]

""Nirvana" is used to crush the former "BreakOut"." After the 8th song, Chu Tong, who has been singing and dancing, has already been sweating profusely. At this time, his speech is obviously a little unstable, but his smile is still bright . "Ah, I'm really tired, let me catch my breath first."

The fans smiled dotingly, and the antis who turned from pink to black sat quietly and did not speak—Madan, they seemed to recall the feeling that even a slight expression on his face would cause heartache and pain, let alone every time The concert saw him dripping with sweat.While feeling extremely distressed, at the same time wanting to hold him and sing like this forever.

"I can't see that the leader is still a show-off emperor." Backstage, Xu Jin, who was showing eight bright white teeth, smiled very happily, "Actually, I really want to say, leader, you don't need it at all. Which new album No change, no innovation, what time is it not crushing, just this growth rate, it is definitely not comparable to those old guys in SME, and I am ashamed to say that those lyrics were written by them. Tsk tsk. But I really don’t want to Stop it, I like to see him standing there so domineeringly preaching 'I want to crush', this time again and again, he blasted those antis into scum several times~ hahahaha. Oh, I'm so happy~"

Tong Tong pursed her lips and smiled lightly.

Xu Jinhuan glanced at her a few times, then bumped into her, "Hey, I told you, don't laugh so hard~ What's wrong with that expression of 'I'm the best man, I'm so proud, so proud'!"

Tong Tong patted her, "Damn it, what 'my man', it doesn't seem like 'your man'. I don't know which lady is yelling all day long that she will not marry Chu Tong in this life."

Xu Jinhuan pretended to be jealous, "That's why I can't stand your expression just now~!" After finishing speaking, she said seriously, "Seriously, who doesn't love him to death, but... can do what you do To a certain extent, you are the only one." Xu Jinhuan bowed to Tongtong, "The little girl is willing to bow down, and the leader will let you."

"..." Tong Tong looked at Xu Jinhuan, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Xu Jinhuan hooked her shoulder, "I'm serious, for a man like Chu Tong, only a tough woman like you deserves to be with him. Then, don't tell me that Chu Tong is a god and is out of reach. You can be with him, not because he stepped down from the altar, but because you are the only one who climbed to the altar among the many people who look up to you. It is what you said yourself, liking someone is not for looking up , but to have the ability to stand shoulder to shoulder with him and keep pace with him. Congratulations, girl, you have made it. So, go after it bravely, and the fat people headed by me are your strong backing!"

After Tong Tong was embarrassed for a while, "Is the topic a bit far away?"

"It's not far!" Xu Jinhuan said with a look of resentment, "An hour and a half has passed, and there is still an hour and a half at most, and the concert will end. What are you going to do then? Wait for the leader to come and hook up Are you? Although in the past half a year, everyone can see that the leader treats you differently, but, yes! Everyone can see that the leader is currently in a ruthless and loveless state. So, attack, girl!"

Tong Tong quietly looked at Chu Tong who was recovering his strength while chatting and interacting with fans on the stage.Xu Jinhuan stood beside her with shining eyes, waiting for her friend to make up her mind.However, what she heard was——

"But, the leader has someone in his heart." Tong Tong turned her head and smiled slightly.

Xu Jinhuan was surprised for a while, "Damn it! You didn't tell me such a big thing!"

Tong Tong smiled mischievously, "I'm kidding you."

Xu Jinhuan was suspicious.

Chu Tong: "In the past, you always complained to me that I have created so many songs, why there is no love song. The reason is very simple, because I have never been in love."

"is that a lie?"

"Ask for a relationship!"

"Master, I am willing to give you a monkey!"

The audience immediately roared into chaos.

Chu Tong gestured for everyone to be quiet. "Really, I've never been in a relationship. How can I use something I haven't experienced to create—I don't want to write something that moans/groans without illness."

"Isn't "Glaring Dream" a love song?" A fat person who was closer to the stage shouted.

""Glaring Dream"?" Chu Tong heard it, was silent for a few seconds, and then sang a cappella——

[dream held in the chest]

[frozen in icy hours]

[Fallen in the days without light and shadow]

[points with trembling fingers]

[Falling and falling through the palm]

[Shards of Dreams]

[woke up with a wish]

[Your shadow is reflected in the shaking phantom]

[The words I want to tell you, but I can only speak to myself silently]

[Things that should be sure, but erratic]

[What should I believe to meet you? ]

In the last line, Chu Tong sang very slowly, gently, and affectionately.On the big screen is his slightly lowered eyelids, singing earnestly near his face, his expression seems to be missing his beloved but distant lover.

After singing a little bit, Chu Tong lowered his eyebrows, took a deep breath, then raised his head and said, "The preface is withdrawn."

There was a small commotion in the venue, and everyone didn't quite understand the meaning of this sentence.

"I don't care if all the songs I've written before are mine or not, except for this debut song 'Glaring Dream'. I don't allow anyone to swear ownership of it!"

"If I remember correctly, Ye Xian asked Mr. Chen Weijia to replace the real songwriter of this song." Chu Tong found the position of the camera, stared at the camera and said, "Teacher Chen Weijia, I know you and others The teacher was also coerced by Ye Xian at the time, and now that Ye Xian is dead, I advise you to return my ownership of this song. Otherwise, I will definitely pursue it to the end."

"'What should I believe in order to meet you?' This song was written for someone I met when I was young. It can be said that without him, there would be no Chu Tong that you met yesterday, let alone the Chu Tong who stands today. Me on stage. So, "Glaring Dream" means a lot to me. I won't allow anyone to take it away from me."

"Glaring Dream" still has such a background?" Xu Jinhuan asked Tongtong, "It seems that I have never heard of it. Do you know who Chu Tong is talking about?"

"It's also the first time I've heard such revelations today. How could I know?"

"Damn, it can't be Asura SAMA, right?" Xu Jinhuan suddenly had a flash of inspiration. "Ah~~! Oh my god! I'm so cute, they're a cute couple! I thought they were dead, but I didn't expect the leader to mention Asura SAMA today!"

Xu Jinhuan suddenly pulled Tong Tong up and down as if he had been beaten with blood.

Knowing that Xu Jinhuan has been a heavy CP fan since she was a girl, Tong Tong gave her a big white eye.

While the two were whispering in the background, the audience had already started to cook.Chu Tong motioned for everyone to be quiet again, "Okay, let's get back to the topic. I am able to stand here today, and there is someone I should thank no matter what. And for her, I wrote the first... um, love song in my life."

As soon as this remark came out, no one cared about who Chu Tong "meeted when he was young", who was the person who was given this song is the key point, okay? !

The author has something to say:

Favorites are creeping slowly...

Click to fall off a cliff...

Little angel's heart is hard to guess TT

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Thanks to the little angels who slowly surfaced for accompanying Yuelian-kun~

Special thanks to those who have left footprints many times:

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