love in bloom

I am a cat named Fukumaru, who has been living a stupid, lazy and carefree life.

Being able to have a human-like consciousness is something that suddenly happened when I woke up from a nap today.It was as if the mist covering the glass was wiped away at once, and I saw many things that I hadn't noticed before.

I became smarter, so smart that I could even understand why Ayue took me away from that big house.

Ayue is the human girl who is taking care of me now. Her parents call her Ayue, and I will follow suit.

I think I liked her very much when I first met her.Now that there is human consciousness, the love in my heart will only increase.

After stretching, I jumped on her legs, squinted my eyes when she touched my head, and shook my tail happily a few times, to let her know that this is not an intimacy that can be exchanged for a few feedings.

But she didn't understand at all, she just rubbed my hair and said with a smile that my tail was fun.

Silly girl.I licked the tail she had touched.

A few days ago, Ah Yue brought me to this strange residence, and I began to spend energy to familiarize myself with the surrounding environment and construct a new map in my mind.

But I still can't get used to it.I miss that big but quiet house, the carpet that can be rolled in the house, the garden with flowers outside, and the grass with green grasshoppers.Also, that woman.

That's right, I used to live there, with Ah Yue, and another beautiful woman.

Although I am a little face blind to human beings and don't know much about their aesthetics, I always feel that she must be a beauty, otherwise how could Ah Yue be so obsessed with her? After being hugged by her, I can't close together all day Mouth.

I've seen them do shameful things, so she should be Ah Yue's spouse.

They liked each other but didn't spend much time together.

As a cat, I think if you like it, you should get tired of licking each other's fur together.However, when I was in that house before, I almost played by myself and waited for Ah Yue to come back, and then waited for the beautiful woman to come back with Ah Yue.

Every day is spent like this, joy and regret.

Sometimes when I come back late, Ah Yue has already fallen asleep on the sofa, and the beautiful woman will gently remove me from Ah Yue's arms, then lean down and secretly kiss Ah Yue's face.

This is probably similar to the meaning of licking fur.Now that I have become smarter, thinking about it again, maybe she really likes Ah Yue.Although I can't remember why they started fighting.

For a period of time, both of them left early and returned late, and later, they only saw beautiful women. Ah Yue hadn't been back for a long time, and it was a little strange girl who fed me during the day.

Pretty women don't hug me very often.Once I dared to lie on her lap, but she didn't move me away, and finally put down the papers in her hand, and looked down at me for a long time.

It seems to be looking at me, but it seems not to be.I don't understand what's hidden in her eyes, but I know she must have thought of Ah Yue, so she imitated Ah Yue's movements, raised her hand so unskillfully, and stroked it slowly on my head superior.

Maybe a gentle person.

"I miss her."

Then she said softly.She was referring to Ah Yue, but she never said such words in front of Ah Yue.

She didn't say anything until Ah Yue reappeared that day and took me away.I leaned on Ah Yue's shoulder and tried to look back, and saw her standing there, covering my wet red eyes with my hands.

Now she is left alone in the big house.

Will you be lonely?I thought of her lonely eyes when she smoothed my hair.

I know, they had a fight, so they separated.Although doing so will make them unhappy.

"Are Fukumaru hungry? I'll find something for you to eat."

I came out of my memory, saw Ah Yue touched my tail again, and got up to open the can.Her voice was still soft, but it lacked the liveliness and joy of the past, like a flower short of water.

I suddenly got angry.He jumped up on the table, slapped his paws on the books, and yelled loudly.

She stopped to look over, surprised for a moment, and then her eyes dimmed.

One of the books had the face of a beautiful woman printed on the cover.She bought it herself.

Ah Yue turned around and picked me up.I heard her sigh softly.

"I miss her too," she said.

"But we can't go back to her yet, Fukumaru."

I don't understand.

Why is human love so complicated.

Why can't we live together easily and simply?

Why can't the intimacy be longer?

Why should we separate and miss each other.

I tried to figure it out, but my mind started to get blurry again.

Getting more and more confused.

I knew that I was about to lose this ability to come suddenly.

It's short, but it's enough, isn't it?I'm just an ordinary cat, don't think too much, just continue to live stupidly and lazily.

At least, it won't feel so bad.

"Meow—" I raised my head and let out a muffled cry.

The sky outside the window has cleared up, and the sun has come out, so there is no need to worry about thunder.The scented plant on the balcony seemed to be called, but I couldn't remember it.

Before this consciousness was stripped off, I rubbed Ah Yue's sun-stained palm for the last time.

Everything will be fine, right?

I don't want to see you alone anymore.

I hope you will be happy and happy. This is what I have been looking forward to when I was not smart.

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