crime scene

The cafe is still the same as it was many years ago.

Just like many years ago, in front of Wang Ruixue was coffee without milk and sugar, and in front of Xie Qian was a Black Forest cake.

"Wang Ruixue, should you give me an explanation?" Xie Qian spoke first.

Wang Ruixue stopped stirring suddenly, and the smile on her face faded instantly, as if she was a different person.

"What do you want to know?" Wang Ruixue asked coldly.

"Everything Su read and why you want to go to America."

You can see many things and many people at a glance, or you may not be able to guess them all your life.

Wang Ruixue is an unpredictable person.

"He has PTSD." Wang Ruixue said.

He was aware of this, so Qianqian remained silent, waiting for her to continue.

“His stress disorder was because of the bombing, it was PTSD in children age 6 or younger, and you know I was too…so I couldn’t take care of him and it got worse. "

"You can think about it and say something I don't know."

Wang Ruixue picked up the coffee, thought about it, put it down again, and took out a box of medicine from the backpack, "Paxil, it helps sleep and reduces the number of flashbacks."

Wang Ruixue suddenly didn't know how to speak. She pushed the coffee forward and lay down on the table.

Complicated emotions, including sadness, guilt, distress, and unexplained hatred.

Xie Qian waited for her, without urging her.

"In addition to flashbacks and endless nightmares, PTSD patients are also accompanied by self-denial, overly negative views, and are very suggestive."

Xie Qian disagreed, he shook his head, "No, even if he didn't suffer from PTSD, he would still blame himself for failing to save others. He himself is too gentle and kind."

Wang Ruixue raised her head, looked at Xie Qian in surprise, pursed her lips and smiled bitterly, and said another sentence that shocked Xie Qian.

"Most individuals with PTSD have at least one other mental disorder. Unfortunately for him and my fault, the other disorder is... dissociative identity disorder, which is what we often call... split personality, academically known as "PTSD with dissociation" symptom""

"Wang Ruixue, tell me the fuck!"

The guests in the coffee shop cast unfriendly glances one after another.

"Sir, if there is any unpleasantness, please go out and solve it." The owner of the coffee shop said with a frown.

Xie Qian frowned, snorted coldly and tried to lower the volume, "Say it."

Wang Ruixue didn't even dare to look up into Shang Qianqian's burning eyes, so she lowered her head and said slowly, "I was physically and mentally exhausted after that case, so I sent him to my neighbor's house for half a year... When I calmed down, he When you brought him back, he has completely changed. He has become another person, do you remember his personality when he was a child?"

Xie Qian nodded without hesitation, "Lively, why is he so bored now, you mean he had...split?"

"I'm not sure." Wang Ruixue whispered.

"You!" Xie Qian almost yelled loudly when he was excited, and calmed down a bit, "You do this, don't you know?"

"Because of work, I actually... I don't know him as much as you do. The formation of personality is directly related to the environment in which he grew up, so... I don't know whether he has formed a complete personality when he was 5 years old. .”

"Say it straight."

"I haven't figured it out yet. All I know is that he has a violent personality. If he had formed a complete personality before the bombing, he would have been cheerful as the master personality. But according to the current situation, his master personality has disappeared. gone."

"That is to say, there is another possibility that the stimulation of the bombing changed his developing personality?"

Wang Ruixue nodded, "That's right, I hope it's the latter. The main personality is replaced or even wiped out...I don't even dare to think about it."

What does that mean if she accepts the former?

Su Nian killed Su Nian, is his son dead?

"Then what's going on with him now? You said he's split up for so many years, and I haven't noticed anything!"

Xie Qian was even more puzzled, and when he slammed the table anxiously, it made everyone roll their eyes.

"Another way to treat PTSD is hypnosis. I performed a deep hypnosis when his violent personality appeared. As long as he is not too emotional, there should be no problem."

"Can this also hypnotize?"

"I think your focus should be on him getting emotional."

"Then you clearly know his emotions...you still agree with him to touch the case! That's your own son! You don't feel sorry for me..."

When the words came to his lips, Xie Qian swallowed them back.

Wang Ruixue didn't care, "This is his own choice."

At that moment, Xie Qian suddenly understood something.

So he leaned forward and put his elbows on the table, "Wang Ruixue, let me ask you, do you love Su Jun'an more, or Su Nian more?"

This question is undoubtedly a sharp knife, piercing deeply in Wang Ruixue's heart.

There are many geniuses in this world, some defy the law with self-confidence, some degenerate and do nothing, and some are deeply injured and unable to recover.

Wang Ruixue is the last one.

Wang Ruixue was stunned, her eyes opened wide.

She didn't cry, perhaps because she had shed all her tears in the long river of time.

"I..." Wang Ruixue opened her mouth, holding back the bitterness that had been hidden in her heart for more than ten years.

"Actually, it's all my fault... If I had been careful back then, Xiao Nian wouldn't have run into the car for fun, so what excuse would I find to blame the child... But... how could this child sneak into the car if he was not skinny?" Here, if Old Su is more careful, he can find out earlier, and it won't be...he won't lose his life just to save him..."

"Every time I see him, it's like seeing Old Su. I can't face this child, nor can I face the guilt in my heart..."

So she couldn't bear it, in the intertwined love and hate, she couldn't bear such pressure, so she had to choose to escape.

She has been struggling in this whirlpool for more than ten years, tired, tired, and can't stand it anymore.

She fled to the United States to study.

Xie Qian shook his head, "I never thought it was a mistake. After all, he was just a child at the time. To be honest, an ignorant child made a mistake. Whose fault is it?"

"It's the mother's fault. It's the mother's failure to discipline her well... So I also know that I have no reason to blame him, but in my heart, I really can't get over this hurdle..."

"You're going to be stuck for the rest of your life, are you planning to let me take care of him for the rest of your life?"

"Sorry…"

"I'm a policeman. Where is my position? Do you know the overtime and attendance fee? You can't support him with [-] a month?"

"then you…"

"I just suddenly understood why Niannian said that when she was holding me and crying in my arms."

Xie Qian didn't touch the piece of Black Forest cake, got up, paid the bill and left the coffee shop.

What words?

"You are the only one by my side."

By his side, now he is really the only one left.