mountain sleep

After the college entrance examination month, the streets and alleys are full of vitality, and KTV has almost become a special show for graduates. A month ago, they were still sitting in the classroom wearing school uniforms and studying hard, but now they may be sitting in a certain house with the maturity they think Playing cards in the milk tea shop, noisily, looking outside the world of adults.

"Naicheng, Province C, City A," Peng Dong sighed worryingly, "There is another person going to the United States, so it will be difficult to get together again in the future."

His admission results came out faster than a book, and he had already decided to go to the Normal University in the next city to study physical education. Lin Fengqi was much better than him in his major. A well-known art academy in province C.

"We haven't seen each other a few times a year." Xu Zihang mercilessly poured cold water on him, "It's okay."

Peng Dong's sadness of encountering in 800 years came to an abrupt end: "It seems to be the same." After all, they have been in different places since high school, and they can only get together during winter and summer vacations.

They are in Nai City for the past few days, and they will send Xu Zihang to the plane together tomorrow.Xu Zihang took them to his school for a stroll, introduced his favorite Braised Pork Rice to Lin Fengqi who was about to go to school here, and took them to the most lively Yanqian Square, where he watched the night view on the bridge beside the Naicheng River.

Xu Zihang thought that he hadn't been to many places in the past three years, but he didn't expect to feel familiar everywhere he went.

"It's okay, we can still chat in groups anyway." Lin Ruiding's chin rested on the stone guardrail. He didn't expect Xu Zihang to be so determined to go to the United States. Although he voted against it at the beginning, he is still happy for him now.

He thought of something, straightened up and asked, "By the way, do you play WeChat? My classmates have started using it to chat."

"Isn't it similar to QQ?"

"It's different! The comments in Moments can only be seen if you have added the other party's friends." Lin Ruiding is rarely at the forefront of fashion. He took out his mobile phone from his pocket and proudly opened his WeChat to show them, "And Wechat can send voice! It’s cool, so press the button to talk, and the person on the other side can hear it right away.”

"Huh? Really?"

"So advanced?"

Lin Fengqi and Peng Dong looked over curiously, took out their mobile phones from their pockets, and neatly placed three identical black iPhone 4S together.

They got together and spoke to each other, Xu Zihang watched from the side, and stretched out his hand to squeeze Peng Dong's head.It's not very far to the United States, but he still has a little sadness, which he hides, hiding in the night by the river, not wanting to be discovered.

Xu Zihang turned his head and noticed Li Chengjin who seemed absent-minded.

"what happened?"

He had already seen that something was wrong with Li Chengjin, they seemed to be in a waned mood when they said anything, although they would laugh along with it, but they always felt forced.

"You won't miss me, will you?" Xu Zihang raised his fist and hammered his shoulder, "Why are you pretending to be melancholy here?"

Li Chengjin glanced at him, raised the corner of his mouth, and smiled: "Fuck you."

"It's nothing." Li Chengjin looked at the fragments of light reflecting off the dark river surface, and said in a nonchalant tone as much as possible, "Break up with Dongmeng."

He naively fantasized about walking with Dongmeng. Dongmeng said he wanted to see the snow, so he reported all his volunteers to City A without hesitation. They are unwilling to keep a few guaranteed colleges in the province, and they are afraid of "what if".

Li Chengjin will never forget the day when he excitedly ran to find Dongmeng after receiving the notice. After three years, he became a fool again.

"He stayed in Kawashima for school and didn't tell me."

Xu Zihang let out a meaningless "ah", trying to argue for Dongmeng: "Did you fail the exam?"

Li Chengjin glanced at Xu Zihang, as if he said something funny.Dongmeng's test was higher than his, and they agreed to apply to the same school, and he specially read the score line of Dongmeng's major.

"I'm not afraid of long-distance relationships, do you understand? I just think," Li Chengjin stopped here, and after a few seconds, he repeated in a low voice what he had said to Dongmeng, "I can't trust him anymore."

This change was too sudden, Xu Zihang opened his mouth, wanting to say something more, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only put his hand on his shoulder.

Dongmeng turned off the TV lightly, and patted the snoring grandma sitting on the sofa: "Grandma, go back to the room and sleep."

The sleepy-eyed old man said "ah" slowly: "Hey, good." He still struggled to stand up and needed to support his grandson next to him.I've been a little out of spirits since the last time I fell down the stairs.When people get old, they will have many kinds of problems.

He took the medicine and asked grandma to lie down after eating, checked the timing status of the electric fan, and Dongmeng went back to her room.There was a notification letter on the table, and he threw it aside after receiving it.

He couldn't justify himself for anything.

"Let's go? Go back to the hotel to play games?" The few people who finished researching WeChat couldn't stay still, and greeted them a few steps away.

Li Chengjin raised his hand and quickly rubbed the corners of his eyes, and felt much more comfortable after talking to Xu Zihang, it's no big deal to lose love.He raised his chin and responded to the three people: "Let's go, go back to the werewolf."

There are feelings in this world that are broken if they are broken, maybe they shouldn't be rounded up in the first place.

At the same time, Yao Ge was carrying the quilt to the balcony of Lin Jisen's room, and asked him to help spread it on the long table he cleaned.

"Hasn't this quilt cover been dried? Why do you need to dry it?" Lin Jisen muttered while helping him flatten the corner of the quilt, "Why are you as old-fashioned as my mother, and you plan to use the sun to sterilize?"

"What do you know?" Yao Ge pressed his hand on the soft quilt, and he could think of the warm feeling before drying it, "This is the taste of embracing the sun."

Lin Jisen's speechless appearance made Yao Ge laugh out loud, and began to hum happily: "Help me fix it, and I'll practice the piano with you later."

He thought for a while, and then added: "When Xu Zihang comes, let him play games with you. Don't talk to me about the piano, he doesn't know much about it."

"I know, I know." Lin Jisen continued, "He likes basketball and WWE, and he also likes Jay Chou, right? Make sure he feels at home."

Yao Ge smiled and nodded: "Well, it's good to know."

Lin Jisen was so disgusted by him that he uttered an "eww" sound, but he was looking forward to Xu Zihang's arrival, after all, Yao Ge's emotional change could be felt personally.

After they finished packing their bedding and went downstairs, Ji Xiayue directed Lin Silu to trim the branches in the yard. Seeing Yao Ge coming down, Ji Xiayue waved as she walked towards the kitchen: "Little Ge, come and see, I'll I listed a menu, is it Zihang's favorite dish?"

"Auntie, he can do anything, you don't have to bother." In the past two days, the vase next to the TV has been replaced with new dried roses, and the tablecloth in the corner has become a finely embroidered peony. Ji Xiayue and Lin Silu He kept all his hard work in his heart.

"That won't work. It's the first time you come here. Be serious. Come on, I asked your mother and said that he likes spicy food. Can you see if this dish is okay? There is no allergy, right?"

Lin Jisen leaned over to look at the menu, and he was delighted: "You were not like this when my girlfriend came."

Ji Xiayue glanced at him: "You have so many girlfriends, which one?"

Yao Ge suppressed a smile, seeing Lin Jisen deflated.He took the menu, read it carefully from beginning to end, and accepted this kindness and love seriously.

Night fell to the city of Nai, which was separated by the Pacific Ocean. The few people who said they wanted to play Werewolf ended up just lying together and chatting with each other. They didn't have any special words, and said whatever came to mind.

Peng Dong put one leg on Xu Zihang who was next to him, but was bounced off by Xu Zihang. He protested dissatisfiedly: "Well, Xu Zihang, do you think I'm still your best brother?"

"Come on this."

"I've seen through you a long time ago." Peng Dong vented his nostrils and snorted, "I thought I was your best brother, but it turns out that I can't compare to Yao Ge."

"Haha." Xu Zihang kicked him, unable to hide the embarrassment in his tone, "You only know."

As soon as the words were finished, Peng Dong pressed his face with a pillow, and the others laughed happily.

Several people were chatting, their voices began to weaken, and they fell asleep one by one.Xu Zihang lay in the middle, with his head pillowed and his eyes open.Except for Li Chengjin, he didn't tell anyone else about his relationship with Yao Ge. Lin Ruiding gave him a gift today. It was a ceramic bronzing cup made by himself. It was beautiful. There were two of them, and the other was for Yao Ge of.

Only then did he realize that everyone had been tacit understanding.

The next day, the separation scene was not less sad because of the addition of them.Chen Siyi's eyes were red, but she still held back her tears. She hugged Xu Zihang and patted her son on the head: "Take care of yourself."

"Well, don't worry."

Xu Xingqiang handed the luggage to him, and put his arms around Xu Zihang.

Xu Xingqiang was always stingy about showing his fragility, but the sobs in his voice were not fake at this time, he rubbed the back of his son's head vigorously: "You will have to go on your own in the future."

Xu Zihang bid farewell to his warm nest, took off from the East Eighth District, let the hour hand go back a little bit, the plane circled to the sky at the same time as Yao Ge, until there was no difference between a minute and a second.

Yao Ge took Lin Jisen to buy a bouquet of red tulips, which was similar to the one given to Xu Zihang on the stage before, but more beautiful.

"Hey, I'll be your driver?" Lin Jisen rolled his eyes.

"That's right, you are waiting for us in the car." Yao Ge was unwilling to share the moment of his reunion with Xu Zihang with others, that was his exclusive property.

Yao Ge stood at the arrival area, holding a bouquet of tulips, and finally waited until the man came towards him pushing the luggage.

"Tired?"

"Not tired."

Without any other superfluous words, their feelings have already settled down to the deepest seabed tens of thousands of miles away, completely silent.

Travelers at the airport come and go, no one cares about the young couple hugging each other tightly in the corner.

From the age of ten to the age of ten, they occupied each other for eight full years, but they spent only one-third of the time together. Others don't know how much effort they expended to stand together.

May, every day in the future, you and I will no longer be separated.

*The End–

Afterword The feelings and thoughts of the milk box

It's great that they are finally able to stand together.I really like every step of their efforts and their perseverance.

I want to quickly write down the feeling after writing the article, so as not to forget it in the future.

I wrote this article for a long time, so long that I didn't know if I could finish it at the beginning. I wrote the beginning on February 2019, 2, and finally finished it on April 21, 2020.At that time, it only took three months to write "The Wilderness", and there was a lot of inspiration even at the worst time.It may be because the timeline of this article is too long, and I have grown up. I have to go back to that time to figure out the psychology of many elementary school students and junior high school students. I hope I have done well.

The primary school part is very cumbersome, even though teacher Fusheng said please keep in mind Mr. Lu Xun's teaching: "It is no pity to delete unnecessary words and sentences!", but I still can't help but write down the seemingly "meaningless" trivial things very well. detailed.Those trivial times in my heart are just the part that I will recall the most in the future. Sweeping the floor after school, taking out the trash and putting out the blackboard newspaper, buying snacks on the way home, and children chasing each other on the road for no reason, laughing happily.I hope this part can remind you of your own childhood, a childhood far away from us.

I want to talk about Li Zhi.Maybe everyone has forgotten this person. He is a supporting character who appears and disappears in a hurry in the novel. Even his name looks very ordinary.We often talk about campus violence. When the victim becomes the protagonist, we will condemn and criticize the perpetrator. What about when the victim is a supporting role?Li Zhi is a very inconspicuous child. He comes from a poor family, but when he finds money, he will first ask if someone else lost it. He has been verbally abused by his classmates for a long time and has been ignored, but he will stand up when he thinks his friend is being bullied.

Sometimes I think that when I was in that environment, I might be Xu Zihang, Peng Dong, and all the other people who turned a blind eye. Even if I was Yao Ge, I only gave him a little kindness when getting along with him, but More still don't care that much.The bully Liu Hao may not be a bad person when he grows up, maybe he even forgot that he once treated a classmate like this.Thinking of the many unknown classmates who were bullied around me when I was young, and I can't even remember their names.

I also want to say Tian Fei, this part is indeed my selfishness.I’m really light-hearted, so I’m still reluctant, so I only wrote a little bit. There are too many unfortunate things in life, so I privately endowed Yao Ge with a brave and strong heart. I hope that all “you” who have encountered these can understand It is not shameful to speak out about your faults. Even if there are irresponsible "teachers" and gossiping classmates in the world, there will also be Sister Xiaoyu.There is a lot of helplessness in reality, and we can only hope that our judiciary will be more perfect in the future.I won’t talk more about it, but keep it in the text.

Finally, I would like to talk about the relationship between parents.

Yao Zhencheng, I don't want to criticize him, whether it's his love life or family reorganization, he still loves his father in front of Yao Ge, even if Yao Ge is disappointed, he will still say "You know I'm very happy" love you" dad.Human emotions are so strange.Of course, he will bear the price of not being close to Yao Ge.

As for Yang Yiwen, people love her when she is good, and hate her when she is cruel. The more we depend on each other, the easier it is to rely on love to commit murder.I like her very much. She is a strong and independent woman. The hardships behind her success in her career have never been told to Yao Goduo. Even when the hatred for her ex-husband is the greatest, she still tells the children "We are still your parents." ", in the face of criticism from outsiders, he will stand on his son's side, he loses control when dealing with Xu Zihang and his family, but rarely vents his anger.After all, no one is perfect. We have relatively high moral standards for paper people, and we want them to understand and tolerate at all times. In reality, it is too difficult. It is not uncommon for parents to interfere with their emotions.Doesn't she love Yao Ge?I think she's too loving, but sometimes the way the love is expressed goes awry.

I hope all such mothers can say "I'm sorry" to their children, and I hope that our generation will stop being such parents.

Needless to say, Xu Zihang's parents!They are so good.I owe it to me to be a child.

This article is like I grew up with them. From elementary school to high school, they have changed. The change is that you read Chapter 1 after reading the last chapter, and you will find that they have really grown up.There will be separation when growing up, and the familiar classmates and friends around you may end up with a name that will never be mentioned again in the future.But fortunately, there will be Peng Dong, Lin Fengqi, Li Chengjin and Lin Ruiding left behind, as well as Cheng Zi, Su Songlin and Lei Zi.

The ideal relationship in my heart is that as long as each other is firm enough, the pressure from the outside world can be overcome together. The only problem is that there is a rift between the two people.I hope that a good relationship will always make people better. It can really make people feel that "it is no pity to rebel against the world" when they put all their eggs in one basket. It can make people not regret trying once in the future, and it can make people who have opposed The bystanders were all blessed.

Regarding Xu Zihang and Yao Ge, I don’t want to simply use a few characters to describe them. In my heart, they have many, many cute things that can be talked about, so I leave it to you to experience!

I wish all the children who are still young can work hard to get the candy they want.

Thank you for your love.

PS Reading Comprehension: How many times does Happy New Year appear in the full text?Hahaha.I would like to wish you all a happy new year in advance :P

奶盒

2020/4/19