mountain sleep

Li Chengjin became a frequent visitor to Dongmeng's house, and told his parents that he was going to his classmates for tutoring, but in fact they all came to Dongmeng's place.Grandma was happy to see him. The house had been deserted for a long time, so it was good for Dabao to have friends.

In fact, Li Chengjin's grades are comparable to Dongmeng's, but he likes to see Dongmeng giving him serious lectures, so he often pretends to be stupid and asks questions when he encounters some problems.

"Hey." Li Chengjin arched Dongmeng's leg socket with his knee, "Why don't you wear women's clothes recently?"

Dongmeng let out an "ah", scratched her ears, turned a page of the textbook, and uncomfortably took the grapes in the bowl and squeezed them in her hands: "It's nothing."

The twists and turns in his heart are too complicated, he is afraid that women's clothing will bring back bad memories between them, and he is also afraid... Li Chengjin likes Xia Chu.Dongmeng didn't want to admit it, he was afraid.

Li Chengjin was lying on Dongmeng's hard bed. Seeing that he hadn't turned around, he got up and leaned over, and put the grape in his hand into his mouth.He is not a person who can hold back his words. When he found out that he was cheated, he immediately wanted to verify it face to face. Now that they are together again, the mess between them should be cleared up.

"Are you the one, transgender?" Li Chengjin did his homework, not to mention that there are many fake motherfuckers in Two-dimensional, "Or do you just like to pretend to be playful?"

"neither."

Dongmeng's pen tip paused, and his index finger pressed a little harder. After a while, he re-drawn the key points on the book.

"What's that?" Li Chengjin frowned, dissatisfied with his concealed attitude, "There's nothing you can't say, I don't mind anymore."

Dongmeng pursed her lips. In fact, he didn't like women's clothing from the beginning.Although he has always been joked about playing with girls every day, he never wore a skirt when he grew up.In order to get close to Li Chengjin, Jingzi and Juan'er jokingly came up with this idea, and she agreed to it on a whim.Since then, he seems to have fallen in love with that kind of self. No one knows who the face hidden under the makeup is, and he will not be laughed at as a sissy, but will be praised for his good looks.not to mention……

"It will make me think of my mother." Dongmeng turned around and told Li Chengjin the deepest reason in her heart, "My mother is very pretty, she likes to wear skirts."

Once he learned a new nude makeup technique, put on the newly bought long black hair, and when he looked in the mirror, he felt as if he could see his gentle mother.

"... Oh." Unexpectedly, for this reason, Li Chengjin didn't dare to say any more for a while.He seldom asked about Dongmeng's family affairs, and he even found out about the death of his parents by accident.

They walked in circles in the park that day. At eight o'clock, Dongmeng said she was going home, and Li Chengjin teased her: "Did your girls' parents set a curfew?"

At that time, Xia Chu was stunned for a moment, still smiling softly, and explained in a gentle voice: "No, they all passed away, and grandma will be worried if I go home too late."

Li Chengjin's heart twitched at that moment, and he changed the subject without daring to ask more questions.

One night in the middle of the night, he was in a drowsy sleep, when he suddenly received a call. The other end of the phone asked him in a low voice if he was Li Chengjin. He knew it was a prank, but he was too sleepy, so he asked :"who?"

"I have something very serious to ask you, are you dating Xia Chu?"

Li Chengjin closed his eyes and snorted, "Go ahead and play, Peng Dong, it's you when I hear it."

"Hey! Who said that! I'm Xia Chu's father!" Peng Dong was still pretending, and the laughter of several other people next to him was uncontrollable. , do you like my daughter? I..."

"Stop it." Li Chengjin woke up the moment he said "Dad". He opened his eyes and listened to the heartless laughing and joking of his good friends in the microphone. He felt unexplainably angry and felt a little grievance , gritted his teeth and said, "Stop talking."

At that time, Peng Dong and Lin Fengqi were having the most fun and were still teasing him, but suddenly they heard Li Chengjin's crying voice from the microphone: "His parents passed away."

Several people were frightened and dumbfounded, and the surroundings suddenly became silent. After Peng Dong and the others realized their reaction, they stumbled and apologized. Li Chengjin sniffed and didn't say anything, just said: "Hang up."

After that day, he was even more kind to Xia Chu. When he saw beautiful clothes, he would want to buy them for her. He would definitely want to take her to eat at a newly opened delicious ice cream shop. He clumsily expressed his cherishment in his own way.

"Li Chengjin, do you like me wearing women's clothing?"

Li Chengjin withdrew his thoughts.He couldn't tell.Of course I like it, but since I knew he was Dongmeng, I became curious about his usual appearance again. After watching him for a long time, I found it pleasing to the eye. Started to be indistinguishable.He asked back, "Then do you like it?"

The lamp on the desk shines through the back of Dongmeng's head, Li Chengjin can't see his expression clearly.

"I really like it." Dongmeng sat still on her seat, turning the pen in her hand, "But I'm afraid you only like Xia Chu."

In fact, he is not that magnanimous at all. He used to think that if he could keep pretending, it would be good to just be Xia Chu who he likes, but as time goes by, his desire will grow and he will be unwilling. Why, Xia Chu is him, why not? like him.

Hearing what he said, Li Chengjin was silent for a moment, then stood up and opened his arms: "Hey, come here."

"Why?" Dongmeng knew that he meant to hug her, she asked why, but her body moved honestly.

Li Chengjin embraced him, and the two of them fell on the bed together. He smelled the faint fragrance of shampoo on Dongmeng's hair, and muttered awkwardly: "At that time, that is, when I pushed you...did it hurt you?" ?”

"...It's okay." Dongmeng closed her eyes, how could it be okay, the pain was to death, the back hurt when she hit the wall, the hand that was pinched by him hurt, and her heart hurt even more.

"I was so angry at the time." Li Chengjin groped for Dongmeng's hand, interlocked his five fingers, and said solemnly, "I'm sorry."

He never apologized for what happened at the time, and even though he occasionally felt a little guilty afterwards, he still insisted that he was cheated, so he suppressed and hid any regrets.

"I used to think I only liked Xia Chu. But now, I like them all. I like Dong Dabao, and I also like Xiao Chu."

"If you like to wear women's clothes, wear them. But if you don't like them, don't wear them." Li Chengjin repeated what he said just now, "I like them all."

It has been raining continuously for more than a week in Naicheng, and the air is filled with the smell of humidity.

Xu Zihang and Yao Ge had a quarrel.

The reason is very simple. On the phone, Xu Zihang asked Yao Ge what he had eaten. Yao Ge said he drank porridge. Xu Zihang wondered why he drank porridge for two days.

"Wisdom tooth extraction? When did it happen?"

"The day before yesterday, after months of pain, I finally found time to see a doctor, and then it was pulled out."

Yao Ge tried to use the shortest sentences to express, because it hurts to open his mouth.

"Have you had a toothache for how many months?"

At that moment, Xu Zihang couldn't believe it.He and Yao Ge are in contact every day, and when they have no time to call, they will leave messages on QQ, but he is completely unaware of Yao Ge's toothache, and he doesn't even know when he had his wisdom teeth pulled.

Yao Ge was very sensitive, and immediately heard his questioning tone, he became unhappy: "I'm in pain, you still don't care about me."

He was a little intolerable to anesthesia, and tears rolled down uncontrollably during the tooth extraction, which was excruciatingly painful.I can't sleep at night, the nerves in half of my head are like the heavy strings of a guzheng being plucked randomly.But he resisted not telling Xu Zihang when he was in the most pain, for fear that he would be worried.Mingming didn't want to speak at all, afraid that he would see the clue, but insisted on speaking.

Today Xu Zihang asked him why he had been drinking porridge all the time. He was a little bit aggrieved when he had lost his appetite, and wanted him to comfort him.

"If you don't tell me, why should I care?" Xu Zihang has been in a state of distress lately, waiting for his grades to make him fidget, and he dare not relax for a moment in his studies. Even though he knew the time for the grades, he still couldn't help but log on to the official website and keep brushing. Yao Ge had a toothache. The incident stimulated one of his tense nerves, and he blurted out without thinking, "Don't you think we are getting farther and farther? I don't know you as much as Lin Jisen."

Yao Ge was so angry by him, the physical pain made him irritable for no reason, what is the accusation that they are getting further and further apart?What's the relationship with Lin Jisen?

"Don't be so inexplicable, okay?"

"No, I just don't understand why you didn't tell me about it, I..."

"Is it useful to tell you? Are you by my side?"

This sentence is a torpedo thrown into the water and suddenly exploded. After the huge explosion, it brought a dead silence.Realizing his indiscretion, Yao Ge covered his swollen and bruised cheeks, and subconsciously licked the wounds of the rear molars with his tongue. The smell of blood from the first day returned.

Xu Zihang was speechless, like dizziness after long-term hypoxia, he closed his eyes, and whispered: "I don't want to talk anymore, you..."

He wanted to say "have a good rest", but before he finished speaking, Yao Ge hung up the phone first.

Yao Ge arched his body uncomfortably, a little out of breath.He didn't know what was wrong with him, he didn't know how he could say that sentence, the moment Xu Zihang said "I don't want to talk", he just wanted to silence that voice.

Lin Jisen came up with a basin, knocked on the door, went to Yao Ge to put down the basin, and was still muttering: "My mother said that two days ago I had cold compresses, and today I need hot compresses. I brought you some warm compresses. Boiling hot water, oh, this towel is really hot..."

He pinched the hot towel in his hand with two fingers, resisted the heat and squeezed it dry, mumbling in his mouth, carefully folded the towel and handed it over: "Here."

"Huh? Are you crying?" He retracted his half-stretched hand, poked his head over and patted Yao Ge's head, thinking that he was crying because of the pain, "Our poor little Yao Ge, don't cry, don't cry! "

Coaxed by Lin Jisen like a child, Yao Ge's grievances were like glass beads accidentally shaken off, bouncing on the ground, he turned his head in embarrassment to avoid Lin Jisen's concerned gaze, took the hot towel and covered his eyes.

In the past few days, Aunt Xiayue felt sorry for him, spoke softly, and asked him what he wanted to eat every day. Porridge and soup were brought to the room. Bao ah treasure in the mouth called.

Only Xu Zihang blamed him for not telling him the first sentence.

Holding the hung up phone, Xu Zihang broke out in a cold sweat as if he had been hit by a dull hammer.

The sky in the early morning was groggy, as if the sun had not been seen for a long time.In the past few days, Xu Xingqiang's words have been repeated in Xu Zihang's heart. The most difficult thing is that he knows that they have expectations, but he still insists on choosing to go against them.

very dazed.He was like a thin steel wire hanging in the valley, and countless heavy objects were dragging him down. He seemed to be able to see himself being cut apart, little by little, slowly, and he didn't know when it would break.

Are we getting further and further away?Do distance and jet lag still play a role?Xu Zihang turned on the phone screen and clicked on the number, but he didn't even have the ability to call back.Between him and Yao Ge, even the phone calls are separated by expensive international roaming.

Here it comes again, the feeling of the kite flying farther and farther comes again.Panic and annoyance began to occupy his brain, and the most unforgivable thing was that he put those meaningless questions before caring about Yao Ge.

*sorry.

*babe.It was my fault.

*I've been under too much pressure lately, I shouldn't be talking like that

*Does your tooth still hurt now?How long will it take to remove the stitches?

*sorry

*...

Xu Zihang's profile picture kept jumping, and the QQ notification tone "Dididi" kept ringing.Yao Ge slid across one by one, and the flicked glass beads were neatly collected again, and he became obedient and obedient.

They were already so far away, and there was not much time to speak a few words every day, and he didn't want to waste even a minute and a second in arguing.

Xu Zihang, who received Yao Ge's call again, seemed to be born again, and apologized immediately: "I was wrong, I'm sorry."

"Ah."

Hearing his voice, Xu Zihang felt that the heavy object hanging on his body could hold on again, and his steel wire rope could not be broken for the time being.

"I……"

"you……"

The two spoke at the same time, and immediately held their breaths waiting for the other to speak first. Later, whoever started laughing was unknown, and the other followed suit.

"... Aww." Yao Ge was shocked by the pain as soon as he moved his facial muscles, and quickly said with a stiff mouth, "Don't make me laugh, it hurts like hell."

"What did the doctor say? Do you have a fever? Is your face swollen? Is it painful? What should I do? How long will it take? Do I need to pull it out again?..."

After being bombarded by Xu Zihang's series of questions, Yao Ge felt much more at ease, and patiently answered one by one: "I don't have a fever, it's a little swollen, I'll be fine next week, I won't pull it out. It hurts like hell." He whispered softly, "Blow it to me. blow."

"Huh...huh..." Through the microphone, Xu Zihang frowned. Although he hadn't had his wisdom teeth pulled, Xiao Wu had done it. At that time, his face was swollen and he hid in the dormitory crying in the middle of the night.

The hissing sound irritated Yao Ge's ears, and the corners of his mouth were slightly bent: "Okay, it doesn't hurt that much." I miss him so much, I don't want to do this anymore, I can only contact by phone, "Just now I Don't take what you say to heart."

"Anyway, you'll be here soon, and it won't be far away."

"...En." Xu Zihang replied in a low voice, but he was not as sure as he said in his heart.