mountain sleep

Yang Yiwen had a high fever in the middle of the night, but it was useless for Zhao Fengnian to replace it with a towel.Yang Yiwen, who was sick, was very fragile, crying intermittently in Zhao Fengnian's arms, not knowing what she was talking about.Zhao Fengnian put on a coat for her, and prepared to send her to the hospital while coaxing her.

Yao Ge didn't fall asleep, he opened his eyes almost when Zhao Fengnian knocked on the door.

"Little Ge, your mother has a high fever, I'll take her to the hospital." Zhao Fengnian had just put Yang Yiwen into the car, and now he came over to explain to Yao Ge, "It's okay, you continue to sleep, and I'll talk to you. "

Yao Ge rolled his eyes, looked down at his toes again, nodded his head if there was nothing, and the door was quickly closed in front of Zhao Fengnian.Zhao Fengnian originally had a concluding remark, but the door was closed and the words were stuck in his throat.But he didn't have time to think about it, so he took the time to go out.

Yao Ge lay back on the bed and couldn't sleep anymore.Half of his body was immersed in the lava from the eruption of the volcano, screaming angrily that he hated her and hated her, and the other half of his body was soaked in the cold cellar, wondering in fear whether he caused her to be admitted to the hospital in the middle of the night.

But why?Why would she want to destroy his life when she could have her own happiness?Why?The flames spread, hatred prevailed, Yao Ge bit the pillow, trembling with anger, his tear glands were like a fountain that would not dry up, and could not stop flowing.

The crescent moon in the sky poked its head lazily, looking at the thousands of lights under its feet. The stories of human beings are really interesting, and the joys and sorrows are different every day.

Yao Ge lay in his room for two days. The first meal was hungry and he didn’t eat it. The second meal was Zhao Fengnian who knocked and knocked on the door before he would open the door. The rest of the meals were delivered by Aunt Zhen or Zhao Fengnian. of.

Yang Yiwen's spirit has recovered. Every time it's meal time, she sits still, but she doesn't stop them from delivering the meal, and occasionally asks Aunt Zhen to get more meat.

Xu Zihang's parents stayed with their son for a few days and returned to Chuandao contentedly.Yao Ge listened to Xu Zihang chatting non-stop with him on the phone, and couldn't bear to interrupt.But what should be said still needs to be said. He stayed in the room to calm down for two days, and finally convinced himself to accept this matter.

"Xu Zihang."

"Huh?" Xu Zihang gnawed on a pear, flipped through comics on the bed in the dormitory, "What's the matter?"

After Yao Ge called his name, he hesitated to speak.Xu Zihang didn't hear his answer, so he smiled and said, "Did you miss me?"

"Yeah." Yao Ge scratched his hand, almost unable to suppress the surging emotions, he took a deep breath before continuing, "Come and find me, I have something to tell you."

"Now?" Xu Zihang's pears rolled onto his chest, he took the phone off his ear to look at it, the time on the screen was nine o'clock, "You said I'm going to your house now?"

"Yes." Yao Ge added, "Don't call the door when you come, I will come out."

"What's the matter? What happened?" Xu Zihang got out of bed and began to put on his clothes while being puzzled. Fortunately, he didn't reach the gate and could still go out.

"Don't ask." Yao Ge didn't want to talk to him on the phone, so he picked up the ruler and stabbed it on his arm so that his voice wouldn't tremble, "I'll tell you when I come."

Zhao Fengnian just went to the window to close the curtains, and saw Yao Ge open the door.He hesitated for a while, but turned around and said to Yang Yiwen, "Wenwen, Xu Zihang seems to be here."

In the past few days, Zhao Fengnian finally figured out the whole story. He really didn't want to intervene in this matter, so he could only deal with their mother and son.

When Yang Yiwen heard the words, her tea-drinking hands paused: "Are you in?"

"No, there are two people at the door, and I can't see them now."

"Oh, let them meet." Now that the goal has been achieved, Yang Yiwen doesn't want to really push Yao Ge into a hurry. It's only a few days, so let's see each other.

Xu Zihang thought and thought along the way, but he couldn't guess what was going on. Now when he saw Yao Ge, he became anxious before he could speak: "What's wrong? Have you cried?"

Yao Ge's beautiful eyes were swollen into fish bubbles. Xu Zihang had never seen him look so haggard. He panicked. Before Yao Ge could speak, he kept asking, "What happened?"

Yao Ge looked at Xu Zihang, really wanted to put him in the suitcase and take him away.He sniffed, then pursed his lips and smiled: "Don't worry, it's not a big deal."

"It's not a big deal, why are you crying..." Xu Zihang was stared at by Yao Ge, so he had to calm down temporarily, "Okay, okay, I'm not in a hurry, just tell me."

Seeing his flustered appearance, Yao Ge thought it was a little cute.He stretched his arms around Xu Zihang, hung his whole body on him, raised his hand to touch his face: "I'm going abroad."

Xu Zihang suddenly grabbed Yao Ge's hand that was holding his face, and looked at him in astonishment.

"The exam the day after tomorrow, leave at the end of the month." Yao Ge tried his best to explain the matter calmly, but he didn't know what Xu Zihang saw with his expression of pulling the corners of his mouth even though he was about to cry.

Xu Zihang's Adam's apple twitched, suppressing his intense emotions, he managed to make a sound: "Is there anything else? There are other things."

Yao Ge was stunned for a moment, his eyes rolled up: "You're pretty smart." He didn't intend to hide it from Xu Zihang, "My mother found out about us, so you can't come to my house for the time being."

"...What else?" Xu Zihang didn't know that he could be so calm, his thoughts had never been so clear.It is impossible for Yao Ge to agree to go abroad just because he was discovered. Both of them have a tight string in their hearts, and that string will break at any time. They are careful to guard against it, but they are both ready.

Yao Ge didn't expect Xu Zihang to be so sensitive, and he didn't really want to hide it from him, so he had to say: "If I don't leave, she will tell your parents."

Xu Zihang pursed his lips tightly, and took out his mobile phone from his pocket: "You don't need her to say it, I will say it myself."

"Are you crazy?!" Yao Ge wanted to grab his cell phone, but Xu Zihang turned around and held it up to prevent him from snatching it. Seeing that he had dialed out, Yao Ge shouted anxiously, "Listen to me!" Okay! She's going to tell your parents, colleagues and students!"

Xu Zihang stood there dumbfounded, the beeping on the phone continued, Yao Ge grabbed it and hung up.

Seeing that the phone was disconnected, Yao Ge breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Xu Zihang crying and asking, "Does she just want us to break up? If we do, you don't have to leave?"

When Yao Ge heard this, his expression instantly became ugly. He would rather go to the United States than break up with Xu Zihang. He said rather angrily, "Don't even think about it."

He was upset but couldn't bear to see Xu Zihang's lost soul, so he suppressed his emotions, took his hand, and explained the truth to him like coaxing a child: "She is determined to let I'm going abroad, this matter can't be changed, it's useless for us to break up, it doesn't make sense whether you tell your parents or not, why make uncles and aunts sad? What if there is a big trouble, how will it end?"

As soon as he finished speaking, the mobile phone in Yao Ge's hand rang, showing his mother on it. He glanced at it, hesitated for a moment, and handed the mobile phone to Xu Zihang.

Xu Zihang lowered his head, slowly took it from his hand, and pressed the call button: "...Hi, Mom."

"Son, what's the matter? I didn't hear it when I was just watching TV." Chen Siyi's voice came from the receiver, and Yao Ge looked at Xu Zihang nervously.

"Oh. Just to see if you've rested at home." Xu Zihang's tears slid down his chin, dangling on it for a few seconds, but disappeared, "It's nothing."

"It's already here! I just got home from supper with Lin Bo."

"……Oh."

The phone hung up and neither of them spoke.Xu Zihang turned around and kicked the wall violently, knelt down and hugged his head, whimpering like a small animal trapped in a cage, it was the powerlessness he couldn't escape, and the shackles he couldn't break free.

Yao Ge's nose was sore, he squatted down, reached out and touched Xu Zihang's arm: "Baby."

Seeing that the other party didn't respond, he moved closer and coaxed him: "Don't cry."

Xu Zihang's head was still buried in his arms, and he rubbed his clothes vigorously before he said, "You are allowed to cry, but you are not allowed to cry?"

"Listen to me," Yao Ge said in a solemn tone, "I won't break up with you, and I won't let her succeed."

Xu Zihang raised his head when he heard the words, his eyes and nose were red: "Aren't you afraid? You are alone."

"What's there to be afraid of. And when I go to the United States, what else can she do with me? We can still chat on QQ, and we can also make videos." Yao Ge told him and himself, "It's like It was the same in junior high school, we were not in different places then?"

"Hmm." Xu Zihang sniffed, feeling better thinking about it.

Seeing that he had calmed down a lot, Yao Ge pulled him up: "Stop squatting, my legs are numb. Give me a hug."

Xu Zihang stood up obediently, and took Yao Ge into his arms.Yao Ge's collapse and hatred these days were all melted in Xu Zihang's embrace, he seemed to be rolling down from the top of a mountain, he was caught only after stumbles, and the peace of mind and steadfastness wrapped him up again.

"Is she still embarrassing you?"

"No."

"Then how long have you been away and when will you be back?"

"...I don't know." Yao Ge buried himself in Xu Zihang's neck, "Maybe he will go to college."

University, the time he thought was very urgent not long ago has suddenly been stretched, it sounds so far away and so unreachable.Xu Zihang's arms around Yao Ge were tight, he just didn't understand why they always had to separate, he finally passed the exam in Naicheng, as long as he persisted until the college entrance examination, he could go to the same city to go to university together again, why did he have to separate again?

"Xu Zihang." Yao Ge himself wantonly exposed the uncertainty in his heart, and said in a commanding tone, "You are not allowed to like others."

"I won't."

"You are not allowed to learn how to knit with girls."

"Then you are not allowed to play the piano with others."

The two of them were amused by their own childishness at the same time, no matter how heavy things were, they floated to the ground like feathers, as if as long as this person always likes themselves, other things are no big deal.

"Going back." Hearing the sound of the door, Zhao Fengnian opened the curtain and took a look, "Xu Zihang also went back."

Yang Yiwen breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that Yao Ge still knows how to measure.

"Hey, it's not a big deal that you and Xiao Ge are always in a cold war." Zhao Fengnian was quite worried about their state. Both mother and son are not people who are willing to bow their heads easily. Is someone’s unit suing imperial court?”

Yang Yiwen closed her eyes, actually she didn't know what she would do if Yao Ge really refused to give up.Although she said angry words that day, why didn't she have the idea of ​​making everyone feel uncomfortable when she was angry?Even now, she couldn't accept what Yao Ge accused her that day.Yang Yiwen shrank back under the quilt, no matter what, as long as this threat is deterrent, if you want to hate her, you can hate her.