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Yao Ge followed Wang Jun and sat in a good position, in the middle of the second row.Wang Jun gave him a headband with a light plate, and said to him: "Xu Zihang is the only one in our class, so I made this for him, and everyone in our row has to wear it."

Yao Ge took the lighted headband with the three characters "Xu Zihang" on it, and looked left and right. There were many colorful fluorescent lights around him. He couldn't help laughing: "Do I have to wear it?"

Wang Jun didn't expect that he would not want to wear it. Hearing this, he looked at him in surprise, after all, his relationship with Xu Zihang... But she still nodded and agreed: "If you don't want to wear it, forget it."

Xu Zihang heard the host's voice in the backstage room, and knew that this was the beginning.He took out Zou Baba's lyrics in his pocket and read them silently again carefully.These lines have long been familiar by heart, and he has listened to this song countless times.He closed his eyes and took a deep breath to calm down his nervousness a little.

Some people sang "Fairy Tale" and others sang "Rainbow". They were all familiar songs. Many people sang along to the climax.Yao Ge put the headband on his head when the third person came on the stage. He saw that the contestants in front were all sent flowers, and he couldn't help regretting that he was too inconsiderate, so he hurriedly asked Wang Jun next to him: "Did anyone send flowers to Xu Zihang?" ?”

"Ah? No." Wang Jun just yelled out for the freshman student in front of him, and suddenly realized that Yao Ge was beside her, a little embarrassed, "We are going to get these light signs after school, it's too late .”

Yao Ge calculated the time, and the total time for everyone singing and commenting was at least 5 minutes. Xu Zihang told him that he was the ninth to appear on the stage, and Yao Ge confirmed with Wang Jun that he could enter the stage again with the ticket.

"I'm going out for a while." Yao Ge took off the headband and handed it to Wang Jun, and got up carefully to borrow it, "Please help me check the location, I will be back soon."

Yao Ge walked out with the lively stage on his back, and the wind blew his face as soon as he went out. He put his coat and hat on his head and ran to the nearest flower shop.

What other people have, Xu Zihang also wants to have.

After Yao Ge returned the same way with a small handful of tulips all the way, Wang Jun, who was sitting in the seat waiting for him, finally breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that he had finally returned: "I will be arriving at Xu Zihang soon, where have you been?" After finishing speaking, something was stuffed in her arms. She lowered her head and could only see clearly with the light from the stage. It was a bunch of red tulips. "Are you going to buy flowers?"

Yao Ge fanned the collar of the sweater, took the headband with Xu Zihang's name written in Wang Jun's hand and put it on, smiling a little: "Can I trouble you to give it to him later?"

Wang Jun was a little dazed, said "Oh", and sat down with the flowers in his arms.Her favorite "Tornado" was being sung on the stage, but she didn't care to listen to it.After a while, Wang Jun turned his head to look at Yao Ge wearing a headband and looking at the side of the stage intently, thinking vaguely, it seems that there is no difference between two boys falling in love.

"The next contestant is Xu Zihang from class 6 of senior high school. The repertoire he brought is——Secret."

"Is this song called secrecy?" The host next to him answered with a smile.

"Haha no, it's our contestants who said they should keep it secret. Next, please—"

Shouts and cheers erupted around Yao Ge, all shouting Xu Zihang's name.The lights dimmed, and Xu Zihang sat on a high stool that had been prepared in the center with his back to the audience.He lowered his head and shook the microphone.

The song he's about to sing next, he heard for the first time four years ago.At that time, he was sitting in front of the computer, secretly following Yao Ge through the network cable, but he couldn't understand the lyrics, let alone Yao Ge.Now he understands, but he didn't expect the process of understanding to be so sad.

When the prelude sounded, Yao Ge sat up straight and opened his eyes slightly.The surrounding voices gradually weakened, and everyone became quiet. Occasionally, there were a few discussions, asking what song it was.

"When you were here before,

the moment you are in front of me

Couldn't look you in the eye

I can't look you in the eyes

You're just like an angel,

you are like an angel

Yourskin makes smecry

Your skin makes me cry"

It's Creep.Yao Ge stared straight at the back of the person in the middle of the stage, feeling wind and rain blowing in his ears, Yao Ge was pulled back into many scenes, the heart palpitations when he heard this song for the first time, seeing Tian Fei talking to him I was disgusted when I heard this song, and the night I confessed to Xu Zihang, I sang this song to him.

All these fragments hit him, the drenched Orsay test paper in the rainy winter, the night when no one wanted to ride him in the muddy water, and the way he vomited in the sink a few years ago, all these and Xu Zihang hugged him carefully The moments of asking "Are you afraid" overlapped, and each sentence was like lightning splitting the night instantly, making him tremble.

"You float like a feather

you float like a feather

Inabeautiful world

in the beautiful world

I wish I was special

i wish i was special

You're resofuckin'special

You are so different"

Xu Zihang turned around amidst the strong drum beat, and declared his love to everyone restrainedly but presumptuously: "But I'macreep," dotted lights in the darkness shone in his eyes, and he looked straight in the middle direction, knowing that Yao Ge Looking at him, it made his voice hoarse and his throat started to hurt, "I'maweirdo, WhatthehellamIdoin'here? Idon'tbelonghere, Idon'tcareifithurts…"

Yao Ge sang this song to him one night.It is Yao Ge's favorite song.

Every cell in Xu Zihang's body remembered how he felt that night, and the pain points in his memory never disappeared.

He sang You'rejustlikeanangel, and Whatevermakesyouhappy, the choking made him unsteady, and a few trills made him almost fail.He wanted to tell the person in the audience loudly that the memory this song will remind you of in the future will only be tonight, only tonight.

Yao Ge looked at the man under the spotlight, listening to the sound of rain in every sentence of his, his eyes began to become warm.I know, I've known for a long time, even though I'm a weirdo, there are people who love me.

Yao Ge sat in the crowd and wept along with the people on stage.The spectators next to him didn't understand, they didn't understand why Xu Zihang cried when he sang such a song.

At the end of the song, Yao Ge went to the side of the stage, and Wang Jun was standing there holding flowers.

"I'll deliver it."

Yao Ge asked for the small bouquet of flowers back from Wang Jun, and walked onto the stage when Xu Zihang said the last sentence.

Xu Zihang knew that his face was covered with tears, but he didn't want to reach out to wipe it off.When Yao Ge walked towards him with flowers in his arms, he was repeating the lyrics: "You'resofuckin'special. Thank you everyone."

Yao Ge walked up to him and handed him the flowers.There was an explosion of screams and whistles all around, but at this moment they all looked into each other's eyes, hugging each other with their eyes in the dark, and their world was completely silent.

Xu Zihang didn't get the top few in the end, the instructor praised him for his emotion, and said euphemistically that he needs to practice more on pitch.But no one cared what the instructor said, and no one cared how many places they got.Holding the bouquet of flowers, Xu Zihang followed behind the silent Yao Ge, stepping on his shadow, not daring to speak first.

The winter night is not friendly, and the biting chill creeps in.Yao Ge was walking in front, looked up at the tree without a leaf, and stopped suddenly.Xu Zihang almost bumped into him, and then stopped.

Yao Ge turned around, put his hands in his pockets, kicked Xu Zihang's shoes, and said in the same tone as usual, "Xu Zihang, it's all over."

"I'm fine." The dimple on Yao Ge's cheek poked out quietly, "Don't worry."

There are many common signals between them, just one sentence is enough.

Xu Zihang looked at him and said, "Bebe, do you know that you are still wearing a headband?"

"..." Yao Ge really forgot about it, reached out to touch it, and sure enough he was still wearing it.Xu Zihang pulled down the turtleneck sweater, he lost his eyes with joy, and acted like a good boy when he got a bargain: "You look good in it."

The two stood on the deserted street and giggled face to face. It didn't seem so cold in winter.

Yang Yiwen opened the door, a bouquet of flowers was stuffed in her arms.

"Auntie, I'll see you off!" As soon as Xu Zihang entered the door, his mouth was like honey, and he smiled so that people could feel his happiness, "Happy New Year's Day!"

Yao Ge didn't expect the flowers to be sent out, so he glanced at him, but didn't say anything.

Yang Yiwen took a step back unnaturally, tried her best to hide her embarrassment, and smiled as usual as much as possible: "Hey, where did you get the flowers?"

"I have a singing competition today, and it was given by someone who likes me." Xu Zihang opened his mouth and said, "But I think this flower is more suitable for my aunt, and they are both beautiful."

Hearing this, Yao Ge glanced at him again, and the corners of his mouth curled up when he lowered his head to change his shoes.

The small expressions of the two of them, who thought they would not be noticed by others, were caught by Yang Yiwen's eyes. She was in a daze for a moment, not knowing whether she had neglected too much before or they were too restrained now.When Xu Zihang said that the person he liked gave him flowers, the joy on his brow burst out and splashed on Yang Yiwen's face, it was hot.

"Let me see," Zhao Fengnian came over, the fresh and tender petals nestled together obediently, and there were transparent drops of water on it, he commented, "It's really pretty. I'll find a nice bottle."

Yao Ge and Xu Zihang didn't feel anything unusual, and went straight to Yao Ge's room as usual.

The door closes.Yang Yiwen's stiff smile finally collapsed.Zhao Fengnian took the flowers and put them in a transparent bottle.When I saw Xu Zihang, he was still that sincere looking kid who would call her aunt sweetly and chat with her patiently.In just one and a half years, Xu Zihang has long been a junior whom she trusts and admires very much. It is difficult to hate him.

As soon as he entered the room, Yao Ge jumped on Xu Zihang's back and grabbed his neck: "Why did you give the flowers I gave you to my mother?"

"Borrowing flowers to offer Buddha." Xu Zihang turned around behind his back with a smile on his back, "Giving it to your mother is still at your house, and I always come to your house, which is equivalent to letting it go at my own house, killing two birds with one stone."

"It's quite calculating." Yao Ge heard him say "my home", it was very helpful, and he bit Xu Zihang's ear that was flushed by the wind.Xu Zihang shuddered, Yao Ge's hot breath sprayed on his face, arousing the lingering desire in his heart.

Xu Zihang didn't speak, threw Yao Ge on the bed, leaned over him, and said in a hoarse voice, "You'll mess with me."

Yao Ge was smiling, and his cute dimples were captivating. He licked his lips and smacked his mouth: "It's a bit salty."

Yang Yiwen was lying on the bed, holding the remote control in her hand and pressing it back and forth, but she couldn't tune to a station she liked.Both Xu Zihang and Yao Ge looked so small and so sunny, Yang Yiwen couldn't imagine that the two of them would do such an outrageous thing.She even suspected that they might not know that there was such a thing as homosexuality in the world.

Yang Yiwen pulled her hair irritably, a voice began to emerge from the bottom of her heart, blaming her for not trusting her.Even if everything is connected, she can already be sure that the relationship between the two children is not simple, but she still doesn't want to admit it, feeling very conflicted in her heart, for fear of making another mistake.

Yao Ge sat on Xu Zihang's body, stroking his abdomen with his fingers, and leaned forward.Xu Zihang put his hands on Yao Ge's buttocks, slid to the place where they connected, and said, "It's all in."

"En." Yao Ge replied sullenly, and it took him a lot of effort to swallow Xu Zihang's penis whole into his body.He raised his hand to brush his hair back, looked down at Xu Zihang from top to bottom, and slowly tried to move his hips.He frowned and panted lightly after he moved a little, and a thin layer of sweat broke out from his forehead.

Xu Zihang couldn't wait any longer, he pushed his waist up, supported Yao Ge's waist with both hands, and fixed him on his body.Gravity made Yao Ge involuntarily sit down, he was pierced by Xu Zihang from bottom to top, deeper than other postures, like returning to the way he jumped on the trampoline when he was a child.

Zhao Fengnian was already asleep, but Yang Yiwen was still tossing and turning.The dark night fueled her crazy desire to spy, and maybe at this moment, the two people downstairs opened a box of condoms, doing things they shouldn't do at their age.As soon as she closed her eyes, there were two overlapping bodies. She opened her eyes and gasped for air in the dark, her stomach began to hurt again.

Yang Yiwen sat up in the silent night, surrounded by Zhao Fengnian's sleeping breath, she tiptoed to the cloakroom, hesitated for a long time, reached out and took out a bunch of keys from the second drawer.She can't lie to herself, she needs to convince herself, she needs answers.

The two boys, who were unaware of the danger, concentrated on researching ways to make each other more comfortable. Yao Ge lay on the desk, his cold feet pressed against Xu Zihang's warm skin, and his restless toes fiddled with his breasts. tip.

Xu Zihang grabbed his two ankles, lifted them together, supported his penis, and slowly inserted it from the hole covered with transparent lubricating oil. A grunt.

Yang Yiwen, with disheveled hair and bare feet, stood at the empty staircase and walked down the stairs slowly. Every step she took was suffering, and every step she took was a punishment for herself.Standing in front of the black wooden door, she could only hear a little music coming from inside.

Believe it or not, she just needs to open the door.Yang Yiwen looked at the key in her palm, shook it lightly, raised her hand and slowly inserted it into the door hole.

"Uh huh..." Yao Ge suddenly let out a short moan, his hands grabbed the edge of the table, his brain was knocked to pieces by the overwhelming pleasure, and he didn't know where he was for several seconds.

Inside the house is the thrill of orgasm, and outside the house is the struggle like ice and snow.

Yang Yiwen knelt on the cold hard floor in pain, and the key fell beside her.She can't do it, she can't do it.There were a thousand crazy images in her head, and she imagined that opening the door would be a false alarm, or that they would die together.She wanted to become a lunatic no matter what, as long as she could kill this matter, she could bear any embarrassing situation.

But she didn't know if Yao Ge could bear it, she couldn't twist the key, she couldn't imagine how Yao Ge would hate her, just thinking about it made her feel suffocated.

Yang Yiwen lay on the ground and retched silently. She had experienced betrayal by her subordinates and her ex-husband's derailment, but those pains were not half of what they were at this time.

The atmosphere in the room separated by a door panel is completely different. The two boys who are unaware of the upcoming danger are immersed in the joy of body fusion, flying like clouds and fog, very happy.

Yao Ge's two long legs were hanging high, and his slightly opened mouth made a panting sound that made Xu Zihang's heart flutter. The sound made when the bodies collided was like drums falling in the air, hitting their hearts.

Xu Zihang's head suddenly popped up a famous passage in an ancient book he had peeked at. He read it as a young boy at the time, and his heart was full of emotion for the picture he imagined in his mind: "In the shadow of the light, in the shark's tent, once you come One to one, one to one collision, one to one collision,...the vows of the mountains and the seas are faintly heard in the ears; the butterflies love the bees, and if they fail, let it go."

Only when he has experienced it like this at this time can he understand what a beautiful scene it is, so fascinating.