mountain sleep

This is the first time Xu Zihang knew about cremation. As long as a person is pushed into that narrow entrance, the body will cease to exist.Everyone seemed to have made an appointment, and at the moment when grandpa was pushed in, everyone burst into tears together. There was a "wow", the dazzling fire was closed behind the carbon-black iron gate, and Xu Zihang didn't even realize how everything was going on. When it happened, he was pushed to the front, and after rushing over, there was no sign of grandpa anymore.

As if in a dream, this person will never appear in the world again.At that moment, all the forbearing emotions were ignited and exploded.

Yao Ge stood far away. In the past, if he passed a funeral procession at the door of his house, he would lie down at the window to listen to the music, just like watching the lively dragon dance on the Lantern Festival.He'd never empathized with someone else's grief, and this was the first time he'd felt sad at the funeral of someone new to him.

Flames, ashes, will disappear.Yao Ge pressed his fist against his lips, turned his head, resisting the urge to hug the crying man.

It takes more than an hour to wait for cremation.Xu Zihang went to the cremation furnace, and the staff sorted out the ashes of his grandfather one by one, while introducing: "This is a skull. Some big pieces need to be burned again." Xu Zihang watched the other party rummaging through the ashes, as if the pile of ashes It is the residue left over from burning coal in winter.

"Are you okay?" Yao Ge finally found a chance to ask Xu Zihang this sentence at the funeral banquet at noon.

Xu Zihang seized the time to eat two mouthfuls, and got up again to greet and thank his parents from table to table.He grabbed Yao Ge's hand and comforted him in turn: "It's okay."

After they returned to Naicheng, Xu Zihang wore a black cloth on his arm for a few days, and then returned to his own life track, falling into the preparation of the exam.Those unforgettable sorrows will eventually be quietly hidden in a corner of my heart and heal slowly.

"Sister Zhen," Yang Yiwen and Aunt Zhen were alone at noon, she pretended to ask casually, "Will Xiao Ge usually bring his classmates and friends back to play?"

"Classmates and friends?" Aunt Zhen recalled, "No, except for Zihang, I have never seen him bring any friends."

"Oh. I also want to say that the boy is getting older," Yang Yiwen said jokingly, "I don't know if I have a girlfriend."

"Yes! Xiao Ge looks good, I think many girls like him!" Aunt Zhen said while stuffing meat into her mouth, "Your family is a boy, don't be afraid, if you are a girl, be careful, the most fearful thing is With a big belly at a young age, you said that a mother should not die in a hurry."

Yang Yiwen frowned slightly, this sounded uncomfortable, but she still didn't say anything.In the evening, Yang Yiwen and Zhao Fengnian talked about this matter, not caring about what should or should not be. When she was helpless, she could only seek foreign aid, and wanted to see if Zhao Fengnian could help to talk to Yao Ge.

"Do you think he would be willing for me to talk to him about this?" Zhao Fengnian is a more measured person, and he never crosses the line when getting along with Yao Ge.

"There's nothing you can do if you don't like it!" Yang Yiwen's mouth has been blistered for the past two days, and she can't sleep well at night. What she dreamed about was that a baby was lost in front of their house, "His father can't be counted on, then Can't I just look for you? Do I need to install a camera at the door of my house to see if he brought the girls home? "

Zhao Fengnian heard her start talking nonsense, and hurriedly told her to stop: "Don't worry about this, I believe Yao Ge is sensible and will not mess around, maybe that box is not his."

"Then what are you talking about, he, he," Yang Yiwen suddenly thought of a possibility while talking, "Could it be Zihang's?"

"It doesn't make sense either. Don't think too much about it, just observe it again. If it doesn't work, just talk to him directly."

Yang Yiwen had no better way, sighed, and could only agree: "Okay, I'll take a look."

Yao Ge felt that his mother was always inquiring about his school life intentionally or unintentionally recently. She seldom asked him in the past, but now she took the opportunity to chat with him and asked him who he had a good time with in school and which girl was beautiful.

"Do you think she's been particularly annoying recently?" He didn't want to re-stifle the relationship that had been eased so hard, so he could only complain to Xu Zihang in private.

"Be curious, my mother often asks me if there is a girl I like, if I'm in a relationship, I say no, and I want to ask if no one likes you! Parents are like this." Xu Zihang lay on Yao Ge's chair On his back, he hugged him from behind, and kissed him on the cheek, "Don't be annoying, just look at me and I won't be annoying."

"What time are you going out tomorrow?" Xu Zihang's classmate asked him to go skating tomorrow, and Yao Ge is going to take piano lessons, "I'm changing my class tomorrow, so I might have to leave first."

"Okay, I'll go out at nine. By the way, a girl in our school jumped off the building today. It seems to be a third year in high school."

Yao Ge turned his head in surprise: "Why?"

"I don't know. Some people say it's because of the breakup, while others say it's because of the pressure of studying." Xu Zihang rubbed his arms and sighed, "Senior year is too scary."

Yao Ge turned around and held Xu Zihang's face seriously: "If you are under a lot of pressure, remember to tell me, let's resolve it together."

"What are you thinking? I have a good mental quality, but you," Xu Zihang pinched his face and pulled him from side to side, "You only tell me when you are stressed."

The next morning, when Yao Ge went out with a garbage bag, he met Yang Yiwen, said hello, and was about to pass her when he was stopped: "Just put the garbage bag there, and I will collect it for you in the future." " Yang Yiwen was going to pick it up while talking, but Yao Ge dodged it.

"No. I'll take it outside." Yao Ge has always paid great attention to personal hygiene. Aunt Zhen does not let Aunt Zhen come in to clean his room and bathroom.

Yang Yiwen stood at the door of his room, stretched her neck slightly to look in, and met Xu Zihang who came out yawning.Xu Zihang opened his mouth halfway, quickly raised his hand to cover it, and called auntie hello.

"Good morning, I'm still sleepy. Both of you should wear more clothes when you go out." The room was as tidy as ever, the quilts were rolled out and folded, the table was spotless, and the trash can was replaced with new bags.Yang Yiwen is distraught, her recent state is indeed a bit of a panic.

Yao Ge left first, Xu Zihang stayed for breakfast, he already seemed like one of his own in Yao Ge's house, Aunt Zhen knew what kind of food he liked to eat.Zhao Fengnian hadn't gotten up yet, only Yang Yiwen and Xu Zihang were left at the dinner table.

How could Yang Yiwen let go of this opportunity, naturally she wanted to get to know Yao Ge well from Xu Zihang: "Do you two have mutual friends in Nai City? Usually it's just you two?"

"That's right, I don't have any friends in common. All I know are in Chuandao." Xu Zihang ate the Hanamaki, the soft dough bounced in his mouth, every bite felt like he was biting on cotton, "I'll go skating with my classmates later, Yao Ge didn't know him, so he didn't go with me."

"What about skating? Girlfriend?" Yang Yiwen laughed teasingly.

"No no no no!" Xu Zihang said three times in a row, the roll was still full, he quickly took a sip of soy milk and swallowed it, "It's just an ordinary classmate."

"Haha, I'm in a hurry. It's okay to tell auntie, and I won't tell your mother." Yang Yiwen laughed so that people were defenseless, she looked like a friendly and ordinary auntie, "Do you like any girls, and Auntie said. It’s impossible, isn’t it?”

Xu Zihang thought to himself, as expected, all the parents gossip in the same way, but he wanted to say that there is someone he likes, wouldn't it scare them to death: "Really not, I study hard and improve every day!"

Yang Yiwen laughed along with him, praised him for being sensible, and then said: "But I think it's okay to fall in love, in fact, it's nothing to learn and make progress together, but now at your age, you are still too young, and many emotions develop into impulsive emotions." Yes, that will cause a lot of bad consequences. Auntie told you before, you can’t be responsible for your actions, right? If you have any feelings, it’s best to restrain yourself. Auntie can say that Let me tell you, you teach Yao Ge, he is not as good as you in the world."

Hearing these words, Xu Zihang was in a cold sweat, every sentence felt like insinuations, he almost thought that he and Yao Ge had been discovered, but after thinking about it, it should be just the truth that adults like to say.He put his heart down a little bit, nodded like pounding garlic, then buried himself in drinking soy milk, and changed the subject with a swipe of his mouth: "Auntie, did you know that a girl in our school committed suicide yesterday."

"Ah? What's going on?"

"I don't know. Rumors say that the breakup was due to emotional problems, but most people say that the pressure in the third year of high school is too great. Hey, our school teachers have begun to care about us. I'm afraid that we are under too much pressure from studying, so we need to communicate with our parents more. "Xu Zihang didn't say this casually, he glanced at Yang Yiwen while talking, and saw that she was frowning and listening carefully, as if she agreed with what he said, so he was satisfied, and hoped that she would put less pressure on Yao Ge in the future.

Yang Yiwen didn't focus on what Xu Zihang told her on purpose, but stayed on the relationship problem breakup that he casually mentioned. She sounded the alarm, so she made up her mind to explore slowly and never startle the snake.

Xu Zihang had long boasted to the people around him that Xiao Yao gave him tickets to Jay Chou's concert.Those students were half envious and half disdainful, or they said that his girlfriend could not be found even with a lantern, and then they said that the ticket was not sold out, who was cheating.Xu Zihang was proud of himself, so no matter what they said, he regarded it as jealousy.

It was really not easy for Su Songlin to get these two tickets. After all, he was only a sophomore, and the most important thing in his school was celebrities. He couldn't just ask for tickets to Jay Chou's concert.

But Su Songlin got a little lucky recently. He and a few friends went to audition for Director Wang's new movie "No Wind".He originally only planned to play casually. After all, he is not an acting professional. Who would have thought that he would be chosen by Director Wang. Even if he was a supporting role, it would be a coincidence.

After the starring role of "No Wind" was announced, Su Songlin jumped up from the bed in the dormitory, unable to believe that he would actually meet him.Jiang Zheng, a person he was destined to only look up to.That phone call was no longer available, and the fate of the previous chance meeting disappeared immediately, but anyway, life always has some extravagant expectations, and maybe one day wishful thinking will become a dream come true.

Su Songlin's role is to play the lead singer of a student band, and his demeanor is in line with this character because of his proficiency and youthful taste, which is why the director chose him.And another identity of this character is the heroine's deceased first love boyfriend, so most of his scenes exist in the memory of the heroine. Although he and the heroine are "rivals in love", there is only one rivalry scene.

In the past two years, Su Songlin seized any opportunity that might meet Jiang Zheng, but all died without exception. Later, he couldn't figure out what his obsession was.

This was the first time that Su Songlin saw Jiang Zheng's work status so closely, and it was completely different from that night at the bar.But Jiang Zheng will always be surrounded by a group of people. The familiar actors and staff have their own circles, and small supporting actors like Su Songlin can only sit by and act as background boards.Until the filming of the scene between the two of them, Su Songlin didn't say a word to Jiang Zheng.

The scene was very simple. The male protagonist played by Jiang Zheng watched Su Songlin's performance videos countless times. After a quarrel with the female protagonist, he fantasized that he dragged Su Songlin out of the TV and pushed him to the wall, asking him what to do. Ask yourself why you can't compare to a dead person.Su Songlin was very nervous, he didn't have a single line, he only needed to look back with a smile that was sure to win, and he practiced countless times in front of the mirror for this expression.

"Card--"

Jiang Zheng quickly let go of Su Songlin's collar, and then asked him with a smile, "Sorry, I'm a little heavy handed."

"It's okay." Su Songlin was indeed uncomfortable in the chest when he hit him. In the short few minutes of the rivalry scene, he was suppressed by Jiang Zheng and couldn't breathe. Fortunately, it finally passed smoothly.

Jiang Zheng's assistant quickly came over to put a coat on him, and Su Songlin was pushed to the periphery of the crowd, and their only interaction ended briefly like this.

Su Songlin got off the show, and before he was about to go back, he received a call from his friend, saying that it might be a bit difficult about Jay Chou's concert, but he will try his best to ask.Jiang Zheng came out of the toilet cubicle, and took the initiative to talk to Su Songlin: "Do you want tickets for Jay Chou's concert?"

Su Songlin was startled and almost peed on his body. He didn't know whether to continue urinating or stop: "Ah, um, it's..."

Jiang Zheng straightened his hair in front of the mirror, suppressed a smile, and said, "I'll help you."

"Ah?" Su Songlin endured embarrassment and finished urinating intermittently, and was about to button his pants when he heard this sentence, still dazed, "What?"

"I said I'll help you." Jiang Zheng, who was leaning against the sink, folded his arms, and made Su Songlin dizzy with a casual smile.

When Su Songlin went back to school, he bought a lottery ticket to see if the good luck could last longer.