mountain sleep

Tian Fei was fired.

This matter finally came to fruition. I heard from Lei Zi that the boy in the second year of high school had transferred to another school.The whole process was tightly covered, without any negative reports, nor was it spread outside the school.After knowing the result, Yao Ge breathed a sigh of relief. Although he now knew that a competition teacher like Tian Fei would find other places to go after leaving their school, he still let himself truly free himself from that night a few years ago, because he did all he could do.

Just as Yang Yiwen expected, there was no Yao Ge among the three good students at the end of the semester.But he doesn't care, these are not his pursuits, but Yang Yiwen's pursuits.

On the evening before returning to Kawashima City, Xu Zihang stayed at Yao Ge's house.Throughout the night, no one touched any unpleasant topics, as if everything had already been turned over.The two of them lay quietly together, listening to songs and reading books.But Xu Zihang was not as calm as he seemed.Yang Yiwen told Xu Zihang that there was no Yao Ge among the three good students this semester, and when he wanted him to persuade Yao Ge again, he panicked.

This kind of sequelae of not knowing what to do appeared when they were making out. Yao Ge noticed that Xu Zihang was absent-minded. His right hand kept moving, and the thumb of his left hand stroked Xu Zihang's brow: "Why are you frowning? No Comfortable?"

Xu Zihang shook his head, a little listless, the burden in his heart made him unable to raise his interest.He took Yao Ge's hand out and leaned over to kiss him: "Beibei, why didn't you tell me about the three good students?"

"Ah?" I didn't expect him to mention this matter, Yao Ge didn't take it seriously at all, "How did you know? If you don't have it, you don't have it. What's the matter." After speaking, he joked, "You don't have nothing. Take it, we're both in the same boat."

Xu Zihang felt aggrieved for him, and stretched out his arms to hug him: "What's the difference? I can't compare with you. You are the first in your class, the top five in your age group, why not give it to you?"

Yao Ge didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he didn't understand why Xu Zihang suddenly cared about this: "Never mind him." He straddled Xu Zihang and put his hands on his chest, "That's all?"

Xu Zihang seemed to be thrown into a front-loading washing machine, turning clockwise and counterclockwise for a while, the forces on both sides were just balanced, but he was twisted into a mess.His Yao Ge is so good and deserves the best.

Yao Ge was concentrating on studying the mole on Xu Zihang's collarbone, but he hadn't found one here before.

"Really not going abroad?" Xu Zihang listened carefully to what Yang Yiwen said.Will my own selfish possessiveness be able to keep Yao Ge?

Yao Ge was about to pick the mole with his fingers and stopped, the smile on his face suddenly collapsed, and he frowned, not knowing why it was related to going abroad again, one or two were endless.

He straightened up, pinched Xu Zihang's stomach, and asked him, "You want me to go abroad that much?"

"I think what your mother said makes sense. This time the three-good students will not give you, maybe there will be some opportunities in the future to wear small shoes for you. For example, when the college entrance examination comes, there will be places recommended by the school to participate in independent enrollment..." Xu Zihang seriously Di and Yao Ge began to analyze, trying to list all the possibilities that Yang Yiwen told him, "And you should be recommended by the teacher when you participate in the competition, right, if..."

Yao Ge rolled over from Xu Zihang's body, lay on his back on the bed and covered his face with a pillow.The breath sprayed on the cotton wool, and the warm and humid heat enveloped him.Xu Zihang was still wringing his fingers and listing to him how good it is that he doesn't have to take the college entrance examination after going abroad, even mentioning the afternoon high school closing time at three o'clock in the afternoon, for fear that Yao Ge wouldn't know that he had done his homework in private.

Seeing him covering his face and refusing to talk, Xu Zihang was a little anxious. He really wanted to seriously discuss this topic with Yao Ge. Yang Yiwen was right in saying that their current choice might be different. Affects a lifetime, and they are not yet responsible for their own lives.Xu Zihang turned sideways and lifted the pillow that was stuffy on Yao Ge's face: "Ge Bei..." He opened it without much effort, but he couldn't continue after he said two words because he matched Yao Ge with hazy eyes.

"Will my going abroad have any effect on you?" Yao Ge didn't want to hear him talk about those cold comparisons, which meant nothing to him. He would fight for what he wanted. Will it affect his college entrance examination?He tried to restrain his sadness, but tears still came out of his eyes. He asked Xu Zihang word by word, "Do you want to get rid of me too?"

"No..." Xu Zihang opened his mouth, frantically trying to wipe Yao Ge's tears that kept falling, his hands became wet, and he wanted to kiss Yao Ge's face distressedly, "Don't cry, baby Bei, how could I..."

"You just want to get rid of me. Just like my mother." Yao Ge blocked his hand, turned his head away from him and leaned forward to kiss his lips, "Go away!"

Xu Zihang was so frightened that he didn't know what to do, he felt that he couldn't argue, he would just hug him and say no: "No, I swear..."

The more Yao Ge thought about it, the more annoyed he became, but he couldn't let go, he slapped Xu Zihang's body indiscriminately to push him away.Why is he always being thrown away? Has no one thought about what he really wants?

Xu Zihang ignored the hands that hit him, turned over and pressed on Yao Ge, hugged him hard, his eyes began to turn red, and those selfish possessive desires began to prevail again: "Really not. How could I be willing?" .”

I am afraid.Fear that the distance will eventually become separation, and the fear that the day and night will be reversed will make them lose their common topics.I worry.What to do if you are alone and being bullied by others, worry that I am not by your side when you are being bullied.

Once because of his ignorance, he almost lost this friendship, and during the days when they were disconnected, Yao Ge was groping alone in the dark.Although Xu Zihang knew that he was not the one who caused it, how could he not blame himself?He wanted to hold Yao Ge's hand when he was wading across the river, but he was afraid that this time he would be the rock that would trip him up.

"...You cry a fart." Xu Zihang's tears flowed down Yao Ge's neck, making him feel relieved all of a sudden.Yao Ge sniffed, knocked Xu Zihang on the back hard, and said fiercely, "I'm not willing to give up and keep asking me to go abroad. Let me tell you, I won't."

"Okay, I see." Xu Zihang admitted his mistake very well, raised his hand and put it next to his head, "I won't mention it. I was wrong."

No matter how attractive the conditions Yang Yiwen said were, they couldn't be worth Yao Ge telling him that he didn't want to go.If it's the wrong choice, then he will redouble his efforts to grow up to take responsibility with him.If he is the stone that influences Yao Ge's choice, then he will be a stepping stone for Yao Ge to cross the river smoothly.

The two became quiet again, and Yao Ge let him hold him.The randomly played music never stopped, and Ashin's voice was singing "Long Live Love".

"I need your body temperature, although I don't feel cold at the moment"

The temperature of hugging makes them fascinated and addicted. No one is willing to endure the cold that they want to hug but can't. They need each other's body temperature.Xu Zihang put his forehead against Yao Ge's and coaxed him softly: "Don't be angry with me now, okay?"

"Yeah." Yao Ge raised his chin slightly to touch Xu Zihang's lips.The temperature continued to rise, and the song told them not to wait any longer.Xiao Xiang, who is so close at hand, makes people not want to wait, let alone wait any longer.

"Xu Zihang. I regret it. I don't want to wait until graduation." Yao Ge's voice was still a little trembling, but there was a bit of temptation that could not be refused, "I want to do it."

He said something that only the two of them could understand, and stretched out his hand to invite the other party and himself to jump down at the same time.

Xu Zihang was stunned for two seconds, his ears blushing. He quickly responded to the invitation, half-grievously saying, "Did you just think about it? I've thought about it a long time ago."

Yao Ge pushed Xu Zihang to sit up, opened the side drawer, took out the things secretly bought in the summer vacation, and put them in front of Xu Zihang.

Xu Zihang didn't expect that he hid something in the drawer, and he was a little dazed for a moment. When he saw what Yao Ge was holding, he couldn't speak clearly, and asked stammeringly, "You...where did you come from?"

"You don't care about me." Naturally, I had this idea long ago, so I prepared secretly, wanting to be with this person completely, wanting to do all taboo things with him.

"Just let me kiss you kiss you kiss you till dawn just let me go through your coat and then your underwear"

The ignited firecrackers crackled in their ears, and the drumbeat of the music struck their hearts precisely.The quilt that was kicked to the foot of the bed, the wrinkled sheets that were rubbed, the kisses that fell on the butterfly bones, and the scorching panting sound, all made people feel confused and rational.

"Bei Bei, come on." Xu Zihang panted slightly, brushed Yao Ge's hair back, and offered him a condom.

Yao Ge stared into his eyes, which contained complete trust in him.It was the physical body that he wanted countless times in his dreams but dared not have.

Half an hour later, three useless condoms were discarded in the trash can, and the two were panting and sweating profusely. Yao Ge angrily reached out to turn off the music, and the room suddenly became quiet, but this did not calm his impatience. , he frowned and said, "What's going on? Why is it so difficult."

The atmosphere is just right, the passion is just right, both guns are loaded, but they are either out of alignment or unable to get in, why is it so difficult to be with him?

Xu Zihang grinned in pain, but he still comforted him first: "Don't be angry, it's all like this, just try it slowly." He saw that it would be painful to do the bottom one before, so he took the initiative to say that he wanted to be below, Yao Ge didn't I knew whether it was because I felt sorry for him or something, but when I heard him gasp, I was so nervous that I didn't dare to move.

"Otherwise you come here." Yao Ge didn't want to waste time on this, he desperately wanted to combine with Xu Zihang quickly, and he couldn't stand it if he tried slowly.

Xu Zihang, who was calm just now, suddenly became shy, and his desire, which was weakened by the pain, instantly raised his head.He hasn't really looked at Yao Ge carefully, and the scene of what is about to happen makes him preoccupied.He blushed, and he let out an oh, and looked at the person who took the initiative to lie under him: "Then you... open your legs a little bit?"

One sentence made Yao Ge lose the ease he had just now, and his pursed lips showed his uneasiness.There was only a warm bedside lamp left in the room, Yao Ge pressed his canine teeth against his thumb, tilted his head to look at the cup by the bed, and did not make eye contact with Xu Zihang.

The song "Long Live Love" sounded in their minds just now.

— Just let me kiss you kiss you kiss you till dawn.

Xu Zihang held his ankle, put it on his shoulder, kissed him from his calf, all the way to the inner thigh, belly button, and stayed on Yao Ge's chest.His tongue wrapped around the little bean, and he learned how to lick it without a teacher.Yao Ge restrained himself from twisting his body away, tried his best not to be overwhelmed by the small electric sensation emerging from his chest, and closed his teeth tightly to pretend he didn't feel it.

"Is this okay?" Xu Zihang drew circles on Yao Ge's areola with his fingers, fiddled with it from time to time.Yao Ge felt that his whole body was concentrated on those two points, as if being pressed by Xu Zihang with his fingers and tongue, unable to move.

"Don't do this..." Yao Ge's face was flushed, his sense of shame was about to explode, he just wanted to finish it quickly, why are these vain foreplays so embarrassing.

Xu Zihang knew that he was embarrassed, so he didn't say much. He took the lubricant on the table and squeezed it into his hand, then touched Yao Ge's waist to let Yao Ge relax, and stretched out a finger.Yao Ge's arms were pressed across his face, closing his eyes could avoid Xu Zihang's gaze, but at the same time, it also sharpened his sense of touch.

He felt Xu Zihang's beard stubble touching his inner thigh, itching, and he just wanted to put his legs together.There was darkness in front of him, imagining that he was opening his legs completely to Xu Zihang, and the darkness deepened the stimulation, Xu Zihang's gaze was like a substance leaving warmth on his body.

Xu Zihang's wet fingers slowly spun around the entrance, as if touching a piece of jelly, it sank in when touched, but bounced out in the opposite direction.

"..."

When the first finger was inserted smoothly, Yao Ge couldn't help pinching the bed sheet under him.Very strange foreign body sensation, neither comfortable nor uncomfortable.Xu Zihang, who is usually so careless, became infinitely careful at this time, observing every micro-movement and micro-expression of Yao Ge, to confirm whether he felt unwell.The softness touched by the fingertips makes the image explore more and deeper.

——Don't wait for the truth that never came, I just want to play with you before dawn.

"Just try it." Xu Zihang moved lightly, Yao Ge gradually relaxed, he reached out and touched Xu Zihang's lower body, the fiery temperature in his palm ignited the desire in his heart.

This sentence is simple to say, but it is still very difficult to operate.Yao Ge couldn't control his physical reaction, the corners of his eyes began to get wet, Xu Zihang took his arms away from his eyes, and wrapped them around his neck.Even though Xu Zihang's speed was gentle and slow, Yao Ge continued to shrink and resist his forward strength.

Xu Zihang was already sweating profusely. Every time Yao Ge tightened his grip, he wanted to penetrate even harder, especially when he met his tearful eyes, he wanted to ravage him even more.But the desire is still firmly suppressed by himself, and the worry of hurting Yao Ge is even stronger.He lowered his head to kiss the position of Yao Ge's dimples, made up his mind and stood up, a rose broke through the ground.

Yao Ge snorted, took a deep breath, then stretched out his hand to caress Xu Zihang's brow, and asked him, "Are you comfortable?"

"Comfortable." The feeling of being wrapped is amazing, Xiao Xiaohang's surroundings are covered with soft suction cups, just like when he inserted his hand into the rice vat when he was a child, and sank deep into it.

"Yeah." Yao Ge's greatest sense of satisfaction came from the closeness between the two of them at this moment, and there was no longer any distance between them, "Then don't frown."

—Let me pry into your deepest secrets.

Xu Zihang put Yao Ge's legs around his waist, bent down and held Yao Ge's face: "Baby, look at me."

He arrived at the farthest place again and again, the gasp leaking from Yao Ge's slightly opened mouth was his ignition, he just wanted to hear more.They were hearty and indulged and jumped into the unknown abyss together.

"Beibei." Xu Zihang pinched Yao Ge's waist, put his lips on Yao Ge's earlobe, and said to him, "I feel so happy."

"I'm very afraid that you will leave me." Xu Zihang's sweat dripped down his chin and landed on Yao Ge's collarbone.

The joy that people can't help but sink seems so unreal. Xu Zihang stretched out his hand to touch the cheek of the person in front of him. It was a touch that he couldn't live without and couldn't forget. When will the unknown tomorrow come?He didn't dare to think about it.

"Hmm..." Yao Ge bit Xu Zihang's shoulder, and the strange pleasure hit the top of his head and then spread along the nerves to the whole body.I am also very happy.Yao Ge, who was speechless, hugged Xu Zihang tightly. This embrace belonged to him alone, completely and exclusively to him.

I like you so much.Loved it so much I was about to cry.