mountain sleep

Yao Ge followed Yang Yiwen, it was already class time, the two of them had nothing to say all the way, only the sounds of reading and lectures from the surrounding classrooms.He lowered his eyes and watched Yang Yiwen's stiletto heel go up and down on the floor, wondering how she could walk faster than himself in this kind of shoes.

Walking to the school gate, Yang Yiwen turned around, Yao Ge was stunned for a moment, took out a pack of tissues from his coat pocket, took out one and handed it over, but turned his eyes in another direction.

Yang Yiwen looked down at the paper towel that was handed to her eyes, the hand holding it was clearly knuckle, already bigger than her palm.She took the piece of paper, but just rubbed it in the palm of her hand.

Very frustrating.She was the last to know about these things from beginning to end.She stood face to face with Yao Ge, but felt that her son was far away from her.

Without losing her composure for a long time, Yang Yiwen reached out and patted Yao Ge's arm, only to let Yao Ge go back to class: "Let's talk about it when we go home."

Yao Ge lowered his eyes, nodded, turned around and walked back.

Yang Yiwen looked at his back, couldn't help but called him again: "Little Ge." She still couldn't figure it out, obviously the two of them should be the closest people, "Why didn't you tell mom?"

Yao Ge paused for a moment, but answered the question in silence.

When Yang Yiwen returned home, Aunt Zhen came out of the kitchen in surprise: "What's going on? Isn't it a business trip?"

"I have something to do, so I'm not going." Yang Yiwen hung up the windbreaker, took off her high heels and put them on the shoe rack, and said with a forced smile, "I'll go upstairs first." Don't let others see the clue, it's the skill she has practiced for so many years .

Sitting on the dressing stool in the room, Yang Yiwen felt the breath relax, and the ensuing heartache almost beat her.She bent down and opened the bottom of the dressing cabinet. Inside was a thick photo album.

When Yao Ge was just born...Yao Ge was one year old...they were so close at that time, the little baby was happy in her arms.Yao Ge participated in performances at the age of eight, and would hide in her arms and act like a baby before going on stage.Turning back, they were once a family of three on the streets of Japan, Yao Ge sat on Yao Zhencheng's shoulders, and she held his little feet.

Yang Yiwen reached out to wipe away the tears that slid down.Was he scared?Why don't you go to your mother when you are scared?Yang Yiwen's fingers touched the sharp corners of the photo album, and she couldn't turn it down, because Yao Ge suddenly grew up when she turned backwards.

When Yao Ge stood at the door of the classroom, the whole class was silent, even those who whispered in class shut up.Although he didn't say his name on the radio, as long as the students in his class got acquainted with him a little bit, they could recognize Yao Ge's voice.

The physics teacher pushed his glasses and asked Yao Ge to return to his seat: "Sit down quickly, let's continue talking..."

He stared intently past the gazes that remained on him, the chair being pulled away with a screeching sound.When he sat down, the class that had been silent just now began to discuss in a low voice again.Yao Ge automatically blocked these voices, opened the textbook expressionlessly, and listened carefully to the class as usual.

The physics teacher coughed on the podium and resumed the lecture. Everyone's attention was barely concentrated, and the classroom was temporarily quiet.

"Crack." A ball of paper was thrown on Yao Ge's table.Yao Ge didn't look for who lost it, so he opened it to see.

*You were really raped by Tian Fei?

After reading the note, it was casually thrown aside, his deskmate squinted at it, subconsciously looked at Yao Ge's face, but couldn't see anything.

"Crack." Another ball of paper.Yao Ge lowered his head to copy the notes, but didn't go to get them again.From time to time, there was a burst of low-pitched laughter from the back row. The physics teacher's ruler tapped hard on the podium twice, pointing at the laughing and shoving people behind: "You guys talk to me again!"

The girl at the same table rustled and didn't know what she was doing, and pushed a note over 10 minutes later.

Yao Ge's pen tip paused, and he turned his head slightly to look at it.It read: "Are you okay?"

The corners of his mouth curved imperceptibly, this was the first kindness he received after the incident happened.

*Very good, thank you.

After class, most of the people pretended to be the same as usual and never mentioned what happened in the broadcasting room today. Even though they were extremely curious, they knew that they should not gossip in front of people.

Yao Ge walked to the back row, and those boys hugged each other and groped around, trying to provoke Yao Ge.But their provocation was unsuccessful, and they almost didn't exist in Yao Ge's eyes.After all, who cares what the trash thinks?What's more, they are still a group of cowards who only dare to hide behind their backs and throw paper balls.

A day like no other.If there is any difference, it is that whether it is when Lei Zi and Lei Zi are eating in the cafeteria at noon, or in the bathroom between classes, or on the way after school, they are discussing this matter before and after.

"I thought it was a big deal. It turned out to be sexual harassment. What is sexual harassment?"

"I don't know, maybe I touched him? Or forced a kiss?"

Yao Ge was drinking the seaweed and egg drop soup in front of him without changing his face, Lei Zi was stirring the rice in front of him uneasily, he opened his mouth but didn't know what to say.

"It's an exaggeration. They're all men. What's the big deal? Don't all the boys in our class hug each other like this?"

"You won't fire Tian Fei, will you? Wow, those who participated in the Olympiad will collapse!"

Yao Ge pushed his plate towards Lei Zi, and touched his clenched fist with the back of the chopsticks: "Would you like my sweet and sour pork ribs?"

Lei Zi glanced at him dejectedly, took a piece of ribs away, and ate silently with his head down.Yao Ge shared a meal with him for the first time, but he didn't feel excited at all.

Is it numb?no.Hearing these words, Yao Ge bit the tip of his tongue.Huge pain swept over him, and his brain nerves had no time to distract from the buzzing discussions.

For a whole day, Xu Zihang kept refreshing Yao Ge's school's post bar in a nervous manner. Whenever he saw a post that seemed to discuss today's affairs, he clicked into the Tu forum. This kind of meaningless little thing is the only thing he can do now.

He bombarded Yao Ge with text messages more frequently than usual, asking him what he was doing, where he was going, and who he was with from time to time.

Xu Zihang was fidgeting at a place more than half an hour away from Yao Ge. He wanted to run to appear in front of him immediately, but in reality he had to do a quiz, so he couldn't skip class.

Back home in the evening, Yang Yiwen had a rare occasion to cook with her own hands. Zhao Fengnian, who didn't know what happened, was very happy, and praised without hesitation while eating, Yao Ge and Yang Yiwen had nothing to say.

After eating, Yang Yiwen put the printed documents in front of Yao Ge, making him confused.

"I called Aunt Xiayue today, and she sent me a look at these two private schools near her home. One school was studied by Lin Jisen, but it's not as good as the other one a little farther away. You can see which environment you like."

Yang Yiwen stayed at home all day and didn't even have a good lunch.The plan to go abroad proposed by Xiayue once again occupied her mind, it seems that this is the best way she can think of now.

Hearing what she said, Yao Ge stopped turning the pages, and threw those pages on the table: "I'm not going abroad."

"Yao Ge, you are not a child now." Yang Yiwen knew that he would say that, "Tell me, do you know the consequences of doing this at school today?"

"know."

Yang Yiwen was choked by his righteous attitude, her chest heaved a few times, anxious and angry, she didn't understand why this kid still did this when he knew the benefits: "Knowing it and still doing it? What benefits do you get? What do you think this matter Is it so simple and easy? How will you be talked about by others? You..."

"Then tell me!" Yao Ge just couldn't believe it. Today, his mother who supported him at school turned against him. He asked her with wide eyes, "Then tell me, what should I do?"

"I..." Yang Yiwen closed her eyes and took a deep breath to calm down her emotions, and said in a gentle and persuasive tone, "Mom knows, this is not your fault, you did a great job. But, look Now, the attitude of the school today, do you think you can still stay? If you want to transfer now, you can only transfer to a private school, which is far away from our home, and you have to live on campus. You are definitely not used to it. If we go abroad, you can Living at Aunt Xiayue's house, you can still be with Lin Jisen. Are you right?"

Yao Ge didn't look into Yang Yiwen's eyes, but stared fixedly at the corner of his desk, with grievance and anger welling up in his eyes.So disappointed, he was so disappointed.He interrupted Yang Yiwen when she continued to tell him about the benefits of going abroad: "I'm not going abroad. I can stay. This is my own business, don't worry about it!" After speaking, he turned his back and pointed Plug your ears.

"Don't let me care who you want? When such a big thing happened, you didn't tell your mother before, and you did it yourself without discussing it with your mother. Now we have to solve it together..."

Yao Ge's anger was on the verge of erupting, every word Yang Yiwen said was like a thorn in his body, he gasped for a few breaths, turned around unbearably, and asked word by word with tears in his eyes: "Why are you so angry?" Who cares about me? Growing up, you only ask the teacher for grades. Have you ever signed my homework? Have you heard that I have endorsed and tested my dictation? Don’t you just want the result regardless of the process? I will give you the result! Let Are you ashamed?"

Yang Yiwen looked at him in astonishment, she didn't expect Yao Ge, who was always well-behaved, to have so much dissatisfaction with her, her lips trembled, and she didn't speak for a long time.

Zhao Fengnian, who heard the quarrel at the door, knocked on the door: "What's the matter? Come out and eat some fruit!"

Yao Ge turned his back, put on the earphones and stopped communicating with her.Yang Yiwen hadn't digested those few words of accusation, it was like a sudden aftershock, which made the already broken emotions even more broken.

After she went out, Zhao Fengnian who was holding a fruit plate asked her in a low voice: "What's wrong?"

Yang Yiwen waved her hand wearily, not wanting to say more: "You can take it in for him."

Could she not feel sorry for Yao Ge?She was heartbroken when she heard this.But what's the use of heartache?Things have happened, she can only try to find a way to minimize the damage.

Why can't this child understand her heart?It is true that she seldom accompanied Yao Ge, but she never lacked what should be given to him, much more than what Yao Zhencheng could give him, so why did she become a villain who ignored him?

Yao Ge rubbed his eyes, he regretted the two words he couldn't help yelling at his mother just now, but he couldn't take back the words once he uttered them.He sent a text message to Xu Zihang: "What are you doing?" As soon as he sent it, the phone vibrated.

"Hello?" Yao Ge supported his forehead and asked him in a calm voice, "What are you doing?"

Xu Zihang, who was squatting in front of Yao Ge's house at this time, faltered: "I, I didn't do anything, I just waited for you."

Today after school, the teacher dragged the hall, Xu Zihang ran to the door of Yao Ge's house without eating dinner, and when he came, he was about to call him, but the faint sound of arguing got into his ears, and he didn't dare to disturb him rashly at this time, so he kept on Waiting for Yao Ge to contact him first.

"Oh." Yao Ge was quite annoyed. He was fine at first, but now he is not. He wanted to see Xu Zihang, but he didn't want him to run around at night.

"Your mother and the others went upstairs?" Seeing that the light in the living room was off at the door, Xu Zihang stood up and shook his legs, and squatting would be numb.

"I don't know." Yao Ge was annoyed when he heard his mother, and wanted to change the subject, so he asked again, "What are you doing?"

Xu Zihang was poking his head at the door, and when he was about to answer, the security patrolling behind him took a flashlight and said, "Hey! Who are you! What are you doing here?"

"Ah," Xu Zihang quickly explained, covering his blinded eyes with his hand, "I am looking for a friend!"

Seeing him wearing a school uniform and carrying a schoolbag, the security guard wondered why he would come to find his classmates at night: "What's your name? This is your classmate?"

Yao Ge heard the sound on his mobile phone and opened the door leading to the courtyard. The voice came from the door of his house. He ran out to open the door and said, "Uncle, he is my friend, he sent me something."

Seeing him coming out, Xu Zihang nodded his head like a chicken pecking rice: "Yes, yes, yes!"

Originally, he was thinking of sneaking in like last night, but Yang Yiwen overheard the commotion on the second floor.

Xu Zihang stood in the yard of Yao Ge's house with his head up and awkwardly greeted Yang Yiwen who was wearing a nightgown and standing on the balcony on the second floor. Yao Ge walked back to his room and asked him loudly and uncomfortably, "Are you still coming in?"

"Oh oh oh."

As soon as Xu Zihang entered, he found that the draft in front of the desk was covered with messy lines again.This is what Yao Ge would do when he was anxious.He didn't know what they were arguing about just now, and he didn't dare to offend Yao Ge.

Xu Zihang walked behind Yao Ge, and hugged him from behind: "Baby." As soon as the words fell, Xu Zihang was startled by Yao Ge's suddenly turned up music. In the middle of the night, the deafening volume was quite frightening.

After Yao Ge finished adjusting the music, he turned around, pushed Xu Zihang onto the sofa with Xu Zihang's hands, squeezed himself beside him, put his feet on Xu Zihang's lap, and adjusted his head to the position comfortable location.

"Tell me, is it meaningful for me to do this?" Xu Zihang could hear these words clearly even though there was strong music in the background.

"Yes." Xu Zihang hugged Yao Ge's hand tightly, leaned close to his face, and said seriously, "It's very meaningful."

"it is good."

I'll believe it if you tell me.Yao Ge clings to Xu Zihang, his nerves that have been tense all day finally relax, those stimulating remarks and those sad things are far away from him, and he has obtained a short but safe world.Xu Zihang thought he couldn't do anything, but he didn't know that with Yao Ge, he didn't need to do anything, as long as he hugged him quietly like this was enough.

Xu Zihang patted him on the back slowly like coaxing a child, the manic music in the air contrasted with the two of them.

"Cuckoo"

"Cuckoo..."

Yao Ge raised his head, and sure enough, he met Xu Zihang's forced calm expression.

Xu Zihang scratched his face, this unsatisfactory stomach can spoil the atmosphere too much.But I was really hungry, and I didn't drink a drop of water all night.

Yao Ge held back his laughter, got up and turned off the music, and went to the living room to look for snacks. There was no such thing as instant noodles at home, and he seldom ate overnight dishes.

When he went to the living room, Xu Zihang wanted to pick up his schoolbag from the ground, but out of the corner of his eye he saw a few pieces of paper dropped under the table.He bent down to pick it up.

Yang Yiwen is very meticulous, comparing the two schools from the environment to the teachers and even the rugby team.Xu Zihang squatted on the ground, carefully flipping through the pages.

Yao Ge found the beef jerky that Xu Zihang brought last time in the kitchen, and he took two packs into the room.

"Today our Chinese teacher played the PPT of ancient poems, and the background music was "Moonlight in the Lotus Pond"," Xu Zihang said to Yao Ge while tearing up the beef jerky, "You don't know how funny it is, so he started singing, and then our classmates coaxed him He was so happy to sing it again, ha ha ha ha! Guess how many times he sang it in the end?"

Xu Zihang didn't wait for Yao Ge's answer, and stretched out his finger to make a 3: "Sing it three times! Hahahaha, it's so funny, half a class is over."

"Lin Ruiding seems to be in a relationship. He changes his QQ signature every day. It's so silly hahaha. I'll find one to read to you later..."

"The fourth child in our dormitory, he played basketball in physical education class today in order to perform in front of the girls. He wanted to slam dunk, but he fell off the backboard hahaha and twisted his foot..."

Yao Ge held his face and watched Xu Zihang beaming happily while eating, he wasn't in such a bad mood anymore, anyway, Yang Yiwen couldn't force him to do something he didn't want to do, it was impossible to tie him up and send him to America.

Yao Ge pinched Xu Zihang's lips with two fingers: "No talking for 1 minute, start!"

Xu Zihang held his breath for an instant, and the hand holding a piece of beef jerky was still half in the air.

"I told you not to talk, not to let you stop breathing and move!" Yao Ge found it funny and cute at the same time, how could he like such a silly person, "Xu chatterbox."

The person in front of him finally showed a little smile, but Xu Zihang was fighting against the snow mountain in his heart, not to collapse, not to collapse.

That night, Xu Zihang kissed Yao Ge very hard, for fear that he would lose him if he let go of his hand a little.He urgently needs to find Yao Ge's presence by his side, so he draws on all the strengths that can prove that he is with him.I want, I want this person to be with me, I want this person to be mine.

Yao Ge's shirt was lifted up. "Uh...don't..." He instinctively stretched out his hand to touch Xu Zihang's head, Yao Ge flinched back, but still couldn't avoid Xu Zihang's wet tongue.He bit his lower lip, Xu Zihang took his hands away and pressed them on the bed, he touched his fluffy hair as soon as he lowered his head.

"Xu Zihang," Yao Ge sensed that Xu Zihang was a little out of control, thinking that he was still worried about today's events, so he stroked his hair while he was biting his neck, "I'm fine."

"Yeah." Xu Zihang clasped his limbs firmly on Yao Ge's body.

When Xu Zihang saw the document, he was caught off guard, as if he was hit by a huge wave head-on, and his whole body was blown to pieces. He felt unable to move, dizzy and unable to struggle for dozens of seconds.

However, when he calmed down and saw Yao Ge, he had a strange feeling, as if Yao Ge should be in the sky, he should go far away, leave home, and leave everything that was muddy for him.

Xu Zihang buried himself in Yao Ge's neck, and said sadly: "What should I do... I really want to." I really want to have you at this moment.

Yao Ge, who understood what he was talking about, touched Xu Zihang's ear, and responded softly: "I think so too."

They are like two trapped beasts, eagerly seeking a way to escape from the cage, but they can only stay in this small square.Their desires are relieved in each other's hands, but it's not enough, not far enough.

It was late at night, and Yao Ge's breathing gradually stabilized, but Xu Zihang was struggling in his heart whether he should ask him about what he had kept in his heart all night. He wanted to ask clearly, but this time he didn't dare.

He wants to ask Yao Ge, if you go abroad, we can still be together, right?He was afraid of hearing a negative answer, even if Yao Ge hesitated for a second, he would be hurt.

America is so far away.For children from ordinary working-class families like Xu Zihang, the United States is out of reach.Obviously Xu Xingqiang also has many students who study abroad or even settle down, but going abroad is something that he and even his parents have never planned.

Xu Zihang kissed Yao Ge on the forehead.He couldn't tell Yao Ge not to go to America.