mountain sleep

The summer rain is coming as soon as it is said, but fortunately the make-up classes are over, so I can stay at home comfortably.

Xu Zihang is going to give Yao Gelu a hand today, making the lava cake he mentioned before.

"Do you want me to help?" Yao Ge had never been in the kitchen, and seeing Xu Zihang's posture all over the kitchen, he seemed very professional.

"No, just sit down." Xu Zihang straightened the newly bought baking scale, and poured in enough low-gluten flour, "This is simple."

It's really easy, just put the chocolate and butter in a bowl, microwave until melted, and set aside.Xu Zihang took out two eggs and beat them with a high-speed egg beater.

Yao Ge watched Xu Zihang carefully sift the flour he weighed just now into the beaten egg liquid, and felt a little strange: "Are you patient enough to do this?"

"That's it." Xu Zihang boasted, "The No. 1 bakery in Kawashima City."

Yao Ge braced his face: "Why are you so careless?"

The chocolate liquid was poured into the beaten egg mixture and turned into a black goo, although it did look a little gross.He handed over the cake cup: "Put it together, the most important thing is to participate."

"It's that simple?" Yao Ge still couldn't believe it, he didn't expect Xu Zihang to say it was really simple, "It's too simple."

"That's right, just bake it." Xu Zihang added again, "Although not everyone can succeed like me."

"Okay, then I'll wait and see." Yao Ge filled several cake cups and put them into the preheated oven.

While the two of them were waiting, the door opened and Yang Yiwen came back.

"Mom?" Yao Ge was still a little strange when he walked out, "Why are you back?"

"Ah." Yang Yiwen was a little embarrassed.She put the umbrella in the bamboo basket by the door and asked what they were doing.

"Bake a cake."

"Oh." Yang Yiwen and Xu Zihang in the kitchen smiled, and then said to Yao Ge, "Come over to Mommy's room."

Yao Ge glanced at Xu Zihang and followed his mother inside.

"Come, sit." Yang Yiwen pulled Yao Ge to sit on the bed, and sat on the dressing stool by herself.

"Originally, I wanted to find a more formal occasion to talk to you." Yang Yiwen stroked her hair, and the broken hair was hooked behind her ear. "But because Xiaohang is at our house, there has been no chance."

Yao Ge didn't speak.

"What I'm thinking is, if you don't reject Uncle Zhao, Mom wants to go with him to get a certificate." After Yang Yiwen finished speaking, she looked at Yao Ge's face cautiously, "What do you think?"

Yao Ge breathed a sigh of relief, his worst guess was that Yang Yiwen was going to tell him that she was pregnant.He nodded and said casually: "Sure, you don't need to ask me about your decision."

"Really? Are you sure you don't blame mom?"

"will not."

Yang Yiwen was a little happy when he heard him say this: "That's good." Seeing that Yao Ge didn't have any resistance, she simply said it together. Anyway, sooner or later, she would say, "There is one more thing."

"We may have to move. As for this house, I planned to live in it temporarily. Xiaoxiao will also come to Nai City for the exam this year. Your aunt will come to accompany her to study, so this house will be for the two of them to live in."

Yang Yiwen took Yao Ge's hand and pondered for a few seconds: "It's just right, aren't Mom and Uncle Zhao planning to get the certificate? Well... We bought a house in a neighborhood near here, which is very close to your school, and it is a single building Yes, it also has a garden. Mom just came from there, it’s very beautiful, and you should like it. So, I just wanted to discuss it with you, and we can move there before school starts, okay?”

Yao Ge lowered his eyes, looked at his mother holding his hand, and moved his lips. In fact, what right did he have to say no?He nodded: "OK."

"Hey, okay, you're so cute."

The two of them left the living room together, Xu Zihang had already brought out the lava cake, and greeted them both with a smile: "It's out of the oven, auntie, try my lava cake!"

"Wow, are you so good?" Yang Yiwen boasted, but soon stepped on her high heels at the door, "You two eat, Auntie has to go to the company, don't eat."

After Yang Yiwen left, Xu Zihang put the lava cake in front of Yao Ge and asked him to taste it repeatedly: "Try it."

It was raining heavily outside the window, and there were still a few lightning bolts from time to time.

Yao Ge sat down, took a spoon and dug a piece of the cake wall, the center of the cake flowed out, it was indeed a success.Yao Ge put it in his mouth, it was very sweet, a little too sweet.

Xu Zihang crossed the table and looked up at Yao Ge's face from below: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Yao Ge reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth, dug a spoonful of cake and fed it to Xu Zihang's mouth, "It's just that my mother is going to get a certificate, and then we will move in together before school starts."

With the spoon in his mouth, Xu Zihang's little brain began to function, digesting the information contained in this sentence.

The cake is still warm and melts in the mouth.Xu Zihang pursed his lips, licking off the remaining crumbs.Then he stood up straight, stretched out his hands and said to Yao Ge, "Come here, let me give you a hug."

Yao Ge was still sitting where he was, with a smile on his face: "What are you doing?"

"I want to hug you, can't I?" Xu Zihang went around the table, pulled up Yao Ge who was sitting, and forced him to hug him.

Yao Ge couldn't resist him, he stretched out his arms to hug Xu Zihang's waist while being pulled up by him, felt Xu Zihang's hands rubbing his hair, he laughed sincerely, and protested in a low voice: "What are you doing. "

Xu Zihang hugged his hand tightly, pressed Yao Ge's head to his shoulder, and whispered in his ear, "You don't have to do this in front of me."

Yao Ge wanted to continue smiling and say something, I'm fine, but Xu Zihang's words made him unable to say anything, his nose started to feel sour instantly, and his grievances were all stuck in his throat.

He buried his face in Xu Zihang's neck, trying to suppress his uncontrollable tears.

He is often contradictory, and intellectually knows clearly that this is his mother's life, and he shouldn't need his permission. He should just say that you are happy with generosity and kindness.

But he can't.

Yang Yiwen said, discuss it with him and ask him if he agrees, okay?

Obviously already bought a house, obviously it's been renovated, and obviously will move in soon, what's the point of him saying it's okay, agreeing or disagreeing at this time?As always, notifications only.

He was never told.

"Shall we go to get in the rain?" Yao Ge managed to suppress the emotions in his throat, and suddenly this thought popped up.The rain outside hit me, it should be very refreshing, I really want to stand under it and have a good shower.

"Okay." Xu Zihang agreed with a very relaxed tone, "Let's go!"

While talking, he pulled Yao Ge to the entrance with great mobility and was about to change his shoes before going out. Xu Zihang also recommended with experience: "Wear cloth shoes, they are easy to wash when they get wet, and it's not uncomfortable."

Yao Ge, who was just talking casually, followed him into the elevator, and the elevator floor kept going down. When the two of them reached the gate, he calmed down again, hesitating: "Is it a little silly?"

"Stupid." Xu Zihang tugged at Yao Ge while talking, and his laughter drifted to the empty street, "If you're stupid, you're stupid."

His voice spread out in the rain, Yao Ge couldn't open his eyes because of the overwhelming rain, and there were bursts of roars falling from the thick dark clouds, as if they could shatter the world.

Yao Ge's hand was tightly held by Xu Zihang, his shoes stepped on the water, and his clothes stuck to his body.He brushed his hair back with his hands, and laughed out loud with his whole face raised.

They let themselves soak in the rain wantonly, ran along the green belt for a while, and finally stopped beside the guardrail of the sidewalk, hanging on it together to watch the cars going by outside.Occasionally someone ran past with an umbrella behind him, and people riding electric bikes splashed puddles of water.

Can I be a little selfish?Can it be done without understanding, without generosity, without sharing with others?I also want to be weak, to be angry, to yell.

"Xu Zihang." Yao Ge's voice was indistinct in the rain, "Will you like others in the future?"

After he finished asking, he followed up: "Is it possible not to like others?"

He longed for the only one too much, and he was tired of the love that had to be taken away.But the more he desires, the more he cannot get it.

Xu Zihang wiped the water from his face. When Yao Ge asked this sentence, he felt a dull pain in his chest.A few years ago, Yao Ge, who was still very small, cried in front of him and said to him: "My parents are divorced." But when he stood at the school gate, he stopped himself and asked: "Will others see that I have cried?" ?”

Yao Ge has changed a lot, becoming more generous and casual, and he can even mention his father in a nonchalant tone.But now he overlaps with that kid back then, so Xu Zihang just wants to find a way to make him laugh with all his might.

"Okay. I don't like others." Xu Zihang solemnly repeated, "I only like you."

I am no longer the me who hurt you in the same way. I will not let you compare with others, and I will not make you laugh when you want to cry.

The vows of young people always contain sincerity, and all sincere hearts fall into the wind and clouds, and spread to the far and near future.

"Oh, you two young people, you didn't bring an umbrella!" The old woman carrying fruit in the elevator frowned and cared when she saw the two drowned people, "Go home and ask mom to cook some ginger soup! Don't catch a cold Oh!"

Xu Zihang and Yao Ge said hello one after another, and the two looked at each other's embarrassed look, and laughed at the same time.

Yao Ge looked down at their equally dirty shoes and the water stains on the ground... that's nice.Someone accompany me to do such silly things as being in the rain.

Maybe...his mother would be so happy when she was with Zhao Fengnian.She may also have many sad things that she cannot tell herself.If someone can accompany his mother through the storms of life in the future, that would probably be a very good thing.

When Yang Yiwen returned home at night, it was already very late. She entered her room and found a small lava cake on the dressing table.Later Yao Ge made it himself.

Yao Ge started to understand again, to be generous, and to share.