mountain sleep

"Do you feel that the years are passing faster and faster?" Yao Ge sucked on the Coke in his mouth, "It won't be long before the New Year again."

It was only three days since Yao Ge and Xu Zihang came out, and he went back to Chuandao City on vacation. He went to see his father's youngest daughter first, and then came to play with Xu Zihang.

"I'm asking you something." Yao Ge waved his hand in front of Xu Zihang, "What are you thinking about?"

"Ah? Oh, it's really too fast." Ever since Yao Ge told him that he likes boys, he hasn't slept well for several days, thinking about it, and even dreamed that Xia Chu was Yao Ge last night, It scares him a lot.

Xu Zihang swears to God that he has no opinion on homosexuality at all, otherwise he wouldn't have watched "Brokeback Mountain" with him before.Yes, Brokeback Mountain, no wonder...Xu Zihang suddenly realized in retrospect. At that time, Yao Ge was embarrassed, so he said it was recommended by the teacher, right?

Yao Ge is really not like someone who likes boys.In his impression, people who like boys should be like Dongmeng, they look very shy, like girls.When Yao Ge was a child, he was indeed a little coquettish, but now, anyone who sees him will only praise the handsome guy, anyway, he has nothing to do with the "gay" he thought.

Xu Zihang observed Yao Ge secretly, but no matter how he looked, he could only tell from his face that he was good-looking.The corners of the eyes are curved, the nose is straight, dimples appear when she smiles, thin lips...the lips are stained with sauce, and the pink tongue gently sweeps...

"Why are you absent-minded?" Yao Ge felt that Xu Zihang was acting weird, and he started to be in a daze after eating, "Don't eat cold anymore."

Xu Zihang blinked, and then came back to his senses.

"You, how about you go to your dad's place today?" Just after saying this, he slapped himself in the heart, and he really didn't want to open any pot.But the words had already been asked, Xu Zihang could only bite the bullet and dare not look at Yao Ge's face.

"It's good." Yao Ge's face didn't change much, he was still squeezing the ketchup, "The newborn baby is so ugly, my dad is quite happy."

"That's good. Do you want ketchup? I'll get it."

"No need, this bag is almost finished." Yao Ge took the French fries and stuffed one into Xu Zihang's mouth, "Don't eat it all by me, please do it."

"Oh oh..." Xu Zihang licked the French fries that were delivered to his mouth, stretched out his thumb and wiped the corner of his mouth, he secretly glanced at Yao Ge, "I think you seem to be in a good mood."

This time Yao Ge looked different from before, that is, Xu Zihang didn't know how to describe it, more cheerful?No, it just seems that the whole person is more relaxed, and there was always a feeling of preoccupation before.

"It's not bad." Yao Ge couldn't help eating a spicy chicken wing. The tip of his tongue seemed to be on fire. He opened his mouth slightly and kept inhaling, "Wow, it's so spicy..."

Xu Zihang stared at the tongue sliding back and forth between his lips, and moved his fingers uneasily, feeling the urge to pinch his tongue.

"Are you still drinking?" Yao Ge finished his own Coke, and Xu Zihang still had half a glass, "If you don't drink, I will drink it?"

"Oh oh oh! You drink, drink."

Xu Zihang handed over the Coke, Yao Ge opened the lid and took a big sip from the cup.The carbonated drink crackled and danced in the mouth. Although it will not relieve much after it disappears, the short-term paralysis is also irresistible.

"If you can't eat it, just leave."

"Well, I won't eat, it's too oily." Xu Zihang was indeed not very hungry.

Yao Ge and Xu Zihang walked downstairs, Xu Zihang suggested: "It's still early, do you want to go to the old school?"

"Anything." Yao Ge didn't care too much, he didn't have any feelings that he had to watch, but Xu Zihang could go if he wanted to.

Winter looks the same year after year, but the changes lie in the days that seem to be the same day after day.

When Yao Ge was standing in front of the elementary school, he realized that the streets in his memory had all changed. The school gate was replaced with a more advanced automatic retractable door. The bungalows at the front gate were demolished due to the widening of the road. building.

"It's changed a lot."

The temperature difference was a bit big after coming out of the air-conditioned room, so Xu Zihang went to the milk tea shop in front of the school and bought a cup of hot cocoa for Yao Ge to hold.

"Really?" After experiencing all the changes little by little, Xu Zihang, who was used to it, couldn't remember what it was like before, "It changed a long time ago. When we were in the sixth grade, the road was being built here, and the breakfast stalls were all in. Not coming."

They greeted the uncle at the school gate and said they would come out right away after a while.The 400-meter playground, which I thought I could never finish running, seemed so small, and the teaching building was also very old.

"Do you remember?" Xu Zihang touched him, "Back then we went to that grandma's in the grocery store every day, and the potato pancakes she made were delicious."

Yao Ge nodded: "Of course, you can eat two every time."

"Two and a half, you eat half and give me the rest."

"What do you mean I'll give it to you?" Yao Ge kicked him, "You've been staring at me, I'm embarrassed to eat it, okay?"

Xu Zihang suddenly told him not to move, but before the smile on Yao Ge's face was withdrawn, Xu Zihang stretched out two fingers and precisely touched Yao Ge's face.

"Wow." Xu Zihang sighed softly, as if he had discovered something interesting, "I used to like your dimples the most."

Yao Ge froze there, Xu Zihang's fingers were cold, as if he had pressed the pause button for his heart, and it stopped with a click.

They were so close that they could touch each other just by bowing their heads.

"Ah!" Yao Ge covered his forehead, and Xu Zihang bumped him suddenly, "You really..."

"Hahahaha, I suddenly remembered that once the two of us were locked up here, you were still crying!" Xu Zihang frowned, deliberately crying like a child, "What should we do, we can't get out... .Hey, hey, don't go, don't go hahahaha..."

Yao Ge walked towards the outside of the school without looking back, turned his back to Xu Zihang and raised his middle finger.

Xu Zihang stood on the spot, with a smile on his face; he let out a breath, and managed to calm down the rapid heartbeat just now, and chased after a few steps, but was knocked away by Yao Ge, and he passed by again.The two bumped into each other just like they did when they were young, and then they were laughed out loud at the end.

"What are you thinking about today?"

Yao Ge stayed at Xu Zihang's house at night, and Chen Siyi specially added a quilt for them, and told them to remember to turn off the electric blanket.

"Huh?" Xu Zihang didn't understand what he was asking, "What?"

"While eating." Yao Ge hesitated, "Still thinking about Qiu Ting?"

"What...how did you talk about her..." Xu Zihang felt a little shy when he thought of his wild thoughts at that time, he stretched out a leg from under the quilt, "I didn't think about anything."

"Oh." Seeing that he didn't want to say anything, Yao Ge stopped asking, "Turn off the electric blanket."

Xu Zihang dialed the button at the head of the bed, and when he lay back down, he sighed comfortably: "It's warm."

"Sleep over a little bit, I'm so crowded in here." Two big boys squeezed into Xu Zihang's 1.5-meter bed, touching each other with every movement.

"I'm about to fall, I can't get through." Xu Zihang turned over and put his legs on Yao Ge, "It won't be crowded like this."

"Get out!" Yao Ge kicked off his leg, and turned to press him on top of him, "That's good."

"Look at my Eighteen Dragon Subduing Palms—" Xu Zihang pretended to dance for a while, and made a gesture to push Yao Ge into the wall, "Boom—"

Yao Ge couldn't help laughing at his childish behavior, and stretched out two fingers to tap him twice: "Then my Sunflower Acupuncture Hand—"

The two of them quarreled under the covers for a while, until Yao Ge laughed so hard that his stomach ached and he yelled to stop, and then he lay down properly again.

The cold wind outside the window beat violently, and the stars on the ceiling emitted a warm light.

"Yao Ge, you...let me ask you," Xu Zihang wanted to ask for a long time, this question scratched his head, "Do you have someone you like?"

Yao Ge was silent for a few seconds, then said, "Yes."

Obviously he asked the question himself, but he felt a little uncomfortable when he heard Yao Ge's answer.Even Yao Ge knows what it feels like to like.

"What is he like?"

"He—" Yao Ge dragged out the end, turned over, and put his hand on the side of his face, "I don't know."

"Huh?" Xu Zihang didn't expect him to say that, and smiled curiously, "Don't you know what you like about him?"

"I don't know." Yao Ge rolled his eyes, "I just like it, don't care what he does."

Xu Zihang turned sideways, and asked him a confused question seriously: "Then, what does it feel like to like?"

Yao Ge met his eyes, Xu Zihang's pupils were very dark, when he smiled, he looked like heiqiao melted into his eyes, and when he opened his eyes and looked at you, it looked like a deep well, making people want to lie down on the mouth of the well and jump down.

"Like is..."

"What I like is that when you look into his eyes carefully, your heartbeat will speed up, like... the stretch of mountains are all asleep, and the strong wind is blowing." Yao Ge stretched out his hand, gently covering Xu Zihang's eyes, feeling Starting from the feeling of being scratched by his eyelashes, "It will be sad to hear that he likes others, but I still hope that he is happy."

Xu Zihang was blindfolded, as if he was in a quiet and empty valley, he could only hear the echo of his own heart beating, which made him panic.

"Ah, it's really complicated! I fell asleep, I'm so sleepy." Xu Zihang said while taking Yao Ge's hand, looking very sleepy, "Good night."

The touch in the palm of his hand was still there, Yao Ge responded softly: "Good night."

After Xu Zihang waited for the people around him to breathe steadily, he tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.He took out his phone and sent a text message to Li Chengjin: "What does it feel like to like?"

After 5 minutes, the phone vibrated.Xu Zihang picked it up and took a look: "Are you looking for death?"

After a while, there was another shock: "Who do you like?"

Before Xu Zihang had time to reply, the phone hung up. The continuous vibrating sound was very clear at night. Yao Ge moved uncomfortably. What are you doing?"

Li Chengjin was lying on his big bed, unable to sleep: "Hey, it's been a long night, it's boring."

Just as Xu Zihang was about to speak, Yao Ge who was next to him turned around again, still muttering in a daze.Xu Zihang hurriedly patted Yao Ge on the back like coaxing a child, and then said: "I won't talk to you anymore, hang up!" and pressed the phone.

Li Chengjin gave a "reply": "Didn't you send me a text message first?!"

What a shitty question to ask.Li Chengjin clicked on his QQ blacklist, and the black and white avatars were still the same as those of the previous couple.

Li Chengjin dropped the phone casually, ah, it's really annoying.

Xu Zihang was carefully preparing to lie down when Yao Ge next to him suddenly turned over and sat up: "Huh?"

"It's okay, you sleep and you sleep." Xu Zihang thought he had woken him up, half propped up and gently supported his arm, trying to make him lie down.

Yao Ge followed his movements obediently, while stretching out a hand to pull the quilt on Xu Zihang: "Be good."

Xu Zihang burst out laughing, only then did he realize that Yao Ge's eyes were not open, he was so cute.

The sleeping Yao Ge was defenseless, his mouth would poot slightly, and occasionally he would pat Xu Zihang when he became conscious.Xu Zihang watched him for a while, and gradually fell asleep without knowing it.