mountain sleep

After Yao Ge got home, he lay on the bed for a while, feeling a little annoyed. When he was annoyed, he wanted to listen to music, but at this moment he didn't even have the energy to reach for the earphones.He closed his eyes and hummed softly: "Someday you will find me, Caughtbeneaththelandslide, Inachampagnesupernovainthesky..."

"Xiao Ge, do you want to take a shower?"

"Oh, good." Yao Ge got up, hid his emotions just now, and smiled at his mother, "I'll go right away."

"Yeah." Yang Yiwen was completely relieved after seeing his state, "Wait a while to dry my hair."

After Yao Ge took a shower, he went back to his room and saw Xu Zihang asking him what he was doing, but he had zero desire to communicate today, even if the other party was Xu Zihang.

[Ge] I went out today, I'm a little tired, I'll go to bed first, and we'll talk tomorrow.

Dongmeng lay on the bed, had a video with Xiaojing and Juaner, today is a holiday, and the two girls slept together.

"Nobody noticed anything wrong today, did they?"

"No." Dongmeng bit the milk tea straw, "I was scared to death, I didn't expect him to take me there, I knew Qiu Ting, she was my elementary school classmate, but fortunately, they didn't find out. "

"That's good. You don't talk much, I don't think you can tell, the main reason is that no one would guess like that." Juan'er leaned in front of the screen, "Then how are you two doing now?"

"Excellent." Dongmeng said this with a bit of shyness, but only good sisters are the ones he can chat with freely, "We were studying in the library this morning, and Li Chengjin is not very good at physics, so I can teach him. "

"Tell us the details, who wants to hear you teach physics," Xiao Jing winked jokingly, "You two, have you been tweeting?"

"Hahahaha, yes, yes, just like the two of us..." Juan'er pouted, and performed exaggeratedly with Xiao Jing in front of the camera, "Or you are very intense like this, that, that, that ..."

"Oh, you two!" Dongmeng covered her face with the paper on the table, "No more! Don't talk nonsense!"

The three of them laughed together across the screen, Dongmeng's cheeks were flushed, and he looked forward to holding his face: "Actually, Li Chengjin is very nice, even holding hands carefully."

"His hands are very dry, and after holding them for a long time, they become warm and very comfortable."

"Yesterday he took me to eat at the newly opened ice cream store, which is so precious."

"Also, the last time we were in the movie theater, we covered my eyes when we encountered bloody scenes, as if I were a child..."

Xiao Jing and Juan'er leaned their heads together to listen to him, and the two girls sighed sincerely: "That's great, I'm so happy for you."

Dongmeng hummed, and then became a little downcast: "But I'm quite guilty, and he will definitely know that I'm a liar in the future."

"It doesn't matter! Just talk about love, you may not find out," Juan'er's attitude towards love is to enjoy herself in a timely manner. Years later, she recalled that she did not take strangers' feelings seriously, as long as she As long as your friends are happy, "Who will know if you change someone in a few years."

"You can't say that," Xiaojing has a different attitude towards this. Her personality is relatively well-behaved. At first she just thought it was fun. If you can't help it, just confess. I think if he really likes you, he shouldn't blame you. "

"Well," Dongmeng hugged her doll, "Let's talk about it later..."

"Don't think about it so much, we can't continue playing, my mother urged me, your grandma hasn't slept yet?"

"My grandma has already gone to bed, so I'm offline, and we'll talk at school. Goodbye."

Dongmeng was lying on the bed, before falling asleep, he thought in a daze, if only he could be with him for a long time.

On May 5, a magnitude 12 earthquake occurred in the county seat of Sichuan Province.

In the next few days, no matter where we went, as long as there was a TV, there would be a circular report on the disaster situation. The surrounding provinces and cities held disaster news conferences. In just two days, there were thousands of aftershocks and tens of thousands of casualties.

"Dear audience friends, let's connect with reporter Wang at the scene and ask her to report the latest situation for us..."

"...According to our report, the Secretary-General of the United Nations sent a message to the Minister of Foreign Affairs of our country to express his sincere greetings..."

"...One party is in trouble, all parties support, unite as one, unite as one..."

Chen Siyi watched the crowd gathered in the shelter on TV, weeping silently, and she couldn't bear it even more when she saw a child crying.

"Mom, our school wants to organize donations."

"Everything you want, our unit has donated." Chen Siyi blew his nose with a tissue, "You take the money from your mother's wallet and donate 100 yuan."

"it is good."

Xu Zihang didn't expect that his 100 yuan was already a lot, most of them were 20 yuan, and rarely even 50 yuan.

He was a little puzzled by this, his family was not considered rich, but he took it for granted that he should be more generous at this time.Yao Ge thought it was cute for him to think this way, but he couldn't agree with it: "It would be nice to be able to donate 20 yuan and 50 yuan. It's about giving love, and the most important thing is to participate."

"Some people didn't donate yet... The half-mast ceremony was held this afternoon, and some people were laughing and laughing behind..."

Xu Zihang has a kind of innocent kindness in him, he thinks that everyone should be like him, so he will be confused, why can someone turn a blind eye to such a disaster?

"Xu Zihang, you can't ask everyone to empathize with others' suffering." Yao Ge frowned, "It's enough to be yourself."

"...Well." Xu Zihang recently watched the news and felt very frustrated. Life is too fragile, and he may lose everything in an instant. "You said, what is the meaning of our life? We are still sitting in the classroom talking Happily, some people have lost their homes.”

"I do not know either."

Yao Ge seldom thinks about the meaning of life.The earthquake was far away from him, and he couldn't imagine how painful those people were. There were already many things and emotions in his life that he had to deal with, and he couldn't take care of himself.

On the news, there are stories about nurses who lost their children after the earthquake to breastfeed babies who survived but lost their mothers, about teachers who saved students by pushing their backs against tables, and about girls who persevered until they were saved but lost their legs.

It's not easy for Yao Ge to empathize with other people's sufferings. When watching these news, even if he feels sad, it's more like a thin layer of veil.

He nestled in the sofa, picking up the table casually.

"I always come to this place, and I just want to be with him. I haven't been with him since I was a child. I didn't expect that I saved so many people, but I couldn't save my son."

The remote control stopped, and on the screen was a reporter interviewing a frontline firefighter who saved many lives but lost his son.

The man in the dirty uniform was in front of the TV, even crying restrainedly, pressing his rough hands on the corners of his eyes: "They said he persisted for a long time, and when I thought of him being pressed down, I just... I OK......"

Yao Ge thought, if the person lying down was him, his father would be so sad too.The man on TV said that his son liked to sit on his shoulders when he was a child.It was the same when he was a child. He liked to climb on Yao Zhencheng's shoulders most when he was a child.

He still has more than this fireman dad, right?Yao Ge smiled, even at this moment, he was still selfishly congratulating himself.

Yao Ge hung up on his father, since Yao Zhencheng told him that Aunt Xiaoqin was pregnant, they hadn't spoken for three months.

"Father," Yao Ge stood on the tall building and looked down, as the cars came and went, a little bit might have a different story, "You know I love you very much, right?"

"I know." Yao Zhencheng has always been in debt to this son, in the past, now, and in the future, "Daddy loves you too."

"Yeah." Yao Ge felt that the depression in his heart had dissipated a lot, and he began to have a different view on life, marriage, and relationship. Many worldly right and wrong seem to be less important in the face of life and death, "Summer vacation I'll go see you."

After the work of post-disaster reconstruction gradually unfolded, the trend of TV news began to develop in a positive direction.Stars participated in the disaster relief show, and the rescued children talked about their new lives and expressed their gratitude.

One afternoon after that, Xu Zihang received a love letter.

Xu Zihang had confiscated the love letter, so he still felt a little strange sitting at the desk.He carefully tore off the sealing sticker and pulled out the paper inside.There were five full pages.

Xu Zihang turned to the signature, Qiu Ting.

As expected, Xu Zihang couldn't tell how he felt, and was a little shocked. He didn't expect someone to like him so much, but he was also a little stressed.

Xu Zihang went back to the first page and looked down carefully. It wrote the scene when he saw Xu Zihang for the first time, how nervous he was talking to Xu Zihang, and how happy she was when Xu Zihang tasted the sushi she made. How precious the time of going home together is to her.

In the last paragraph, Qiu Ting said: "Xu Zihang, originally I might have kept this passage in my heart longer, waiting for you to approach me. But I don't want to wait anymore, I like you, so I have to tell you bravely. I I know you don't like me very much yet, but I hope you will give me a chance. If you want, let's go home together on Friday."

She is a very cute girl who dares to express herself.

Xu Zihang sat in front of the desk and read the letter twice.It is impossible to say that he is not moved, but he does not know whether he likes Qiu Ting or not.

Xu Zihang folded the letter, hung up the phone to Yao Ge, and asked him, "What's it like to be in love?"

"I haven't talked about how I know. It should be sweet, like white rabbit toffee."

In fifth grade, Yao Ge often brought white rabbit toffee to Xu Zihang.That should be sweet, right?

Xu Zihang hummed, and switched the phone to the other ear: "I want to try a little bit."

Yao Ge stopped his fingers throwing nuts into his mouth, and asked him, "Who are you trying with?"

"A girl, she just confessed to me." Xu Zihang didn't know why he asked Yao Ge's opinion, but he just wanted to ask.

"...Oh." After a while, Yao Ge chuckled, "It's pretty good."

fine.His happiness is so fleeting.Hot air balloons also land sometimes.

After hanging up the phone that day, Yao Ge sat in front of the window and played the single "Don't Cry" all afternoon.

Don't you take it so hard now

And please don't take its obad

In summer, the sky darkened very slowly, and the clouds came and went.Some things become clear, and some corners quietly collapse.All the turbulent emotions he couldn't shout out were buried in the hoarse singing in his ears.

But it doesn't matter, the dawn will come when the dawn breaks.