mountain sleep

Yao Ge opened his newly bought exercise book. The old one was still readable after it was dried last time, but it was wrinkled badly, like dried pickles dried on the balcony.The paper was completely ruined, and those serious words were blurred and turned into meaningless shreds of paper.Fortunately, he didn't bring his wrong questions to class, so the important review points were all there.

Yang Yiwen was a little bit dissatisfied with him suddenly not going to Tian Fei's house for class. The competition was in April, and it was too late to change at the beginning of this semester. Now I don't know if I can adapt to changing teachers temporarily, and I asked him why he refused to tell.

However, Yao Ge seldom made requests, not to mention that it was related to learning, so she still started looking for a new supplementary teacher with all her heart.

"Then what do you do during this time? Learn by yourself?" Yang Yiwen poured a basin of hot water and dragged her to Yao Ge's room to soak her feet. She was exhausted from wearing high heels all day. "Is it because your teacher is not willing to teach? Do you want mom Give him a call?"

"No." Yao Ge cut her off firmly, "I don't want to go, I know what he taught me, it's useless."

"You can't do this, you think you can do it, but it's not necessarily..."

"mom!"

Yao Ge frowned and turned around. He wanted to say that you would verbally urge me to study. I never had time to really care about what I was studying. won't you?However, he turned his head and saw his mother yawned, and the dark circles under her eyes from lack of sleep were heavy on her beautiful face, which was particularly abrupt.So he didn't say anything, and his tone softened: "I know it myself. If you can't find a teacher, you can learn by yourself."

"That's not okay, it's good to have a teacher." Yang Yiwen flipped through Yao Ge's bedside book, "To Kill a Mockingbird", "It's good to read more books, what extracurricular books do you want to buy? ..."

Yao Ge sighed deeply, the rustling of his mother behind him made him feel like he was sitting on pins and needles, and he couldn't block it even if he tried to block it. After holding it for a long time, he couldn't control himself and asked her: "Mom, how long have you been soaking?"

"It's not long, just ten minutes." Yang Yiwen looked at her watch, sometimes she was busy at home, and rarely had this opportunity to chat with Yao Gedai, "You can follow your example, just leave me alone."

That's what he said, but he probably sensed Yao Ge's aura that he didn't want to communicate with. After staying for a few more minutes, Yang Yiwen took out her feet and prepared to go out.

Yao Ge heard the sound of water and saw his mother's feet carefully resting on the bucket. He knew that he was afraid that his cleanliness would dislike him, so he got up and went to the bathroom to get an extra towel and put it in front of her: "You step on it."

"I forgot to take it for fear of getting your floor wet."

"Yeah." Yao Ge took the initiative to pour water out, and then wiped the wet places on the ground with a rag.

Yang Yiwen watched him busy, and wanted to reach out to touch Yao Ge's hair, but he dodged it sensitively, she withdrew her hand and stroked her temples as a cover: "Let it go, go study, I'll take it out. "

He was the only one left in the room again, and Yao Ge was finally able to calm down and study hard.He made a set of competition papers with no distractions, the feeling was still there, and the thinking of solving the problems was still very clear. He let go of his tense heart and went to the living room to pour a glass of milk and want to rest for a while.

Leaning against the window sill and watching the lights of Wanjia outside, Yao Ge subconsciously took a sip from the glass.The fishy smell of milk rushed straight into his nostrils, and suddenly reminded him that every time he went to Tian Fei's house, the other party would pour him a glass of milk, saying it was for a child.

boom.

The cup fell heavily on the table, ignoring the splashing liquid, Yao Ge rushed into the toilet in embarrassment, lying on the side of the sink and retching: "Uh——"

His fingers reached into his throat and plucked fiercely, and the saliva flowed down his fingers.

I can't spit it out, let alone cry.Red bloodshots crawled up the fundus of his eyes, clinging firmly to the eyeballs.He hammered his stuffy chest hard, turned on the faucet, and splashed water on his face.

forget it.It doesn't matter.Nothing happened.

After returning to the room, the glass of milk stood at the corner of the table and stared at him innocently, and his stomach began to churn in protest again.There is no "forgetting" at all.Yao Ge rubbed his fingers against the glass wall for a long time, but poured out all the milk.

The desk was clean and tidy again, without any stains left.Yao Ge sat blankly for a while, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the mobile phone next to the pencil case, as if a heavy blackout curtain was opened a small crack by a fan, and the clear and beautiful light broke in quietly, emitting a gentle warmth.

Suddenly thought of Xu Zihang.

Yao Ge raised the corner of his mouth, feeling the turbidity in his heart dissipate a little.He logged into QQ casually, and Xu Zihang's profile picture jumped up, and the time showed two hours ago.

[I want to eat instant noodles] Do you still have your pair of AJ19s?

This sentence circled in Yao Ge's mind, and it took him a while to understand what Xu Zihang was asking.He thought about it, those shoes should be in his old home, his feet have grown a lot in recent years, he wondered if they were thrown away.

【Ge】I don't know, maybe not here.What's wrong?

After the news was sent out, Yao Ge didn't expect that the other party would reply in seconds, and before he could fully calm down, he was inexplicably lured into the topic of shoes.

[I want to eat instant noodles] I also want to borrow it for me to observe next time.

【Ge】... What is there to learn about shoes?

[I want to eat instant noodles] Look at this, this, and this, are they handsome?

"Shua Shua Shua" several pictures, it took a long time to click and open, Yao Ge patiently loaded them one by one.He didn't know much about these shoes, and there was no difference in his eyes, but he still looked good.

[Ge] Buy it if you like it

【I want to buy shoes】I really want to!When I earn enough money, I will also buy a dozen pairs. It would be better to build a shoe cabinet for the entire wall. At that time, I can write posts on the Internet and make others envy me...

【Ge】... Don't the shoes stink all over the wall?

[I want to buy shoes] You don't understand, this is a collection

Yao Ge was leaning against the table while reciting the text while chatting with Xu Zihang casually. Through the screen, he seemed to smell the sweaty smell of shoes.He couldn't help but raised his hand and pinched his nose, and felt that he was so stupid, so he laughed to himself.

In the evening of the next day, Tian Fei finally talked to Yao Ge in the alley behind the school.He looks sluggish, gaunt with an unkempt beard, and he's good at acting that way: "I'm sorry."

Yao Ge's chin lifted, he couldn't figure out how he could easily let go of his guard because he admired such a person before.

"Is Teacher Tian Fei apologizing for molesting me that day? Or for the slap you gave me?"

"I..." Didn't expect him to be so straightforward, Tian Fei looked around in a panic, but luckily there were fewer students passing by on this road.He lowered his voice: "Don't be like this." He took another small step forward, his annoyed expression seemed to be really reflecting, "It was true that the teacher was wrong that day, he misbehaved, it was too much, and it hurt you, but that It's because I drank some wine..."

These hypocritical words are not even a confession, every word is an excuse.Yao Ge took a step back, distanced himself from him, looked coldly at the teacher he respected in the past, and his voice was no longer as cute and friendly as before: "I don't need to pursue this matter, but I hope you don't call me by name in class in the future. We don't know each other."

"Do you think I'm disgusting because of my homosexuality?" Tian Fei stood in the shadow, looking a little hurt. He tried to lower his posture, as if he was the wronged victim, "Teacher showed you so much movie..."

As he said that, he stepped forward to grab Yao Ge's hand, but Yao Ge pushed him to the wall and strangled his neck without any defense. Just as he was about to resist, he saw the small carving knife in Yao Ge's other hand. The black pointed end was pressed against his fragile artery. He could only squeeze Yao Ge's palms with both hands, trying to get more breathing space: "I...you calm down...Yao Ge..."

"I warn you," Yao Ge paused. Tian Fei's nails drew several red marks on his arm and the tiger's mouth, which swelled unevenly, but his fingers did not relax at all, and they were firmly locked. On Tian Fei's neck, "Don't touch me, I didn't plan to pursue it with you, but I recorded it, if you want to die together, try."

Ren Xu Zihang would never have imagined Yao Ge's expression at this time, he obviously wasn't ferocious, but when he uttered every word, you could feel chills in your heart and know that he would do what he said.

When Tian Fei heard him talking about the recording, his mind thumped, and he knew that he had fallen. After all, this was the first time he did such a thing, and the deterrent effect of Dong Chuang's incident was very strong.He thought Yao Ge was a kitten, but he forgot that a cat can scratch people very hard even when its hair is fried.

There was no smile in the pair of peach blossom eyes so close at hand, Tian Fei hastily agreed repeatedly: "Okay, okay, I promise!"

Yao Ge let go of his hand, looking at the man who was coughing and bowing in front of him, there was a trace of disgust in his eyes.Before he left, he answered Tian Fei's question just now: "It's not that homosexuals are disgusting, it's you."

Yao Ge, who walked out of the alley, felt a burst of collapse. He didn't care about the dirt on the wall, so he stretched out his hands to support it.It was only then that the sharp pain in his arm became apparent. God knows how much effort he had just put in to pretend to be so stern.

It was December now, but his closest clothes were already wet with sweat, and when the wind blew, coldness crept in, and Yao Ge sneezed.

Yao Ge turned off the recording pen and put away the small carving knife.As if he had accidentally caught some bedbug, he was a little disgusted with the finger that touched Tian Fei just now, so he found a McDonald's and went to the toilet to wash his hands.He scrubbed every finger carefully, washing away the sincerity that he had mispaid.

Today Yang Yiwen said that there are entertainments outside, and there is only a nanny at home.Yao Ge, who didn't want to go home, took a taxi to the shopping mall.He opened his schoolbag on the back seat and checked to see that he had brought the money.

As soon as he got out of the car, he was stunned by the bustle on his face, as if he had unintentionally disturbed a field of pigeons, and groups of pigeons flew into the sky.Yao Ge didn't expect there to be so many people in the mall, and Christmas music resounded in every corner of the mall.He just remembered that today is Christmas Eve.

However, these have little to do with him.Yao Ge went straight to the Nike store.

"Do you have AJ8?"

"Yes, here it is. You may not have this kind of shoes in other stores, and you can't get them from other places. What size do you wear?" He gave him a list, and he didn't snub him because he looked young, "We will give you three pairs of socks if you buy 500 or more today."

"43."

"okay."

After getting the shoes, I looked up and saw that they were still a little heavy.Yao Ge put it on, and the size was just right.He took a look in the mirror and took it off: "Just this pair, get me a pair in size 44, thank you."

"What's the matter? Is it too small?" The shopping guide squatted on the ground to reinstall the shoes, and looked at his feet in confusion, "It looks just right to me, does it fit your feet?"

"No, I gave it away."

"That's it, okay. Then I'll put it on for you?"

"Well, how much?"

"We don't have a discount for this pair. It costs 1399, but I can give you three pairs of socks."

Almost without hesitation, Yao Ge said "yes" very straightforwardly.Today he opened a small treasury, which is full of New Year's money he has saved in the past few years. There are tens of thousands in the passbook his mother made for him, and there are still unopened red envelopes in his piggy bank. 5000 yuan in cash is more than enough to buy a pair of shoes.

Walking out with the bag in hand, Yao Ge called Xu Zihang.

"Hello? Yao Ge?"

Peng Dong, who was opposite Xu Zihang, put down the barbecue stick he was holding, and looked at him with his mouth wide open. Xu Zihang threw a bunch of meat onto his plate, staring at him to signal him to eat more and talk less.

"What's your address?"

"Ah? My address? 55, No. 308, Datong Road, Chuandao City. What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Yao Ge found a long chair and sat down, looked at the photo of Santa Claus and the children on the opposite side, and unconsciously followed them with a little smile, "Merry Christmas."

"You too, how are you doing? I'm having a barbecue with my friends." Xu Zihang took a picture of Lin Fengqi and told him to speak softly, "When will you come back, I'll treat you to dinner."

"Okay." Hearing the noisy environment over there, Yao Ge guessed that he should be having dinner with his friends, so he ended the conversation consciously, "Go ahead and play, I'm going home."

"Oh, well, Merry Christmas!"

Xu Zihang had long forgotten his question about his address, and just after hanging up the phone, Peng Dong pointed at him with a bamboo stick and asked, "Did I hear you right? Yao Ge?"

Xu Zihang fended off his hand: "Why, we used to have a good relationship, so we reconnected after adding QQ." He took a chicken wing and poured some chili powder, and squinted at Peng Dong, "If it wasn't for You were careful back then..."

"Stop, stop!" Peng Dong cupped his hands begging for mercy, "Can I make a mistake!"

Ever since Yao Ge said he transferred without even saying anything, Peng Dong actually felt a little guilty, after all, they didn't have any deep hatred.After graduating from elementary school, his small thoughts about Shu Xin's secret love have long faded, and he changed countless muses.

"Hey, if you want me to tell you," Lin Fengqi propped his head and let out a long sigh, "It's too miserable for us. On Christmas Eve, there is not a single girl. Xu Zihang is still a man when he answers the phone, so he is speechless."

Boys in adolescence gather together, apart from eating, drinking and having fun, it is inevitable to discuss girls in their age group.

"That's great. I don't want to live with girls." Lin Ruiding lost her old country flavor after junior high school, her dark skin is dotted with two bright black eyes, and her smile is energetic and straightforward. Many girls like it. His taste.The girls in the No. [-] Middle School were bold, and their seniors would often come to the door of their class to call him out. Lin Ruiding was afraid to avoid it.

"You don't know how lucky you are when you are blessed." Lin Fengqi was not happy to hear it, "Why is there no girl to bring us breakfast?"

"Leave us alone," Li Chengjin lowered his head and sent a message on his mobile phone without raising his head, "I am different from you, there are quite a few people who like me."

"That's right," Xu Zihang continued, "There are men and women."

"Fuck!" Li Chengjin kicked Xu Zihang's stool, "Shut up."

"Is there really a man who likes you?"

"Why are you bothering me?" Li Chengjin was unhappy, "I'm in a hurry with anyone who mentions this again."

The signboard of the barbecue shop has all faded, and a few simple plastic tables are set up at the door, and a few Christmas hats are hung in front of the stall as appropriate.

When Xu Zihang got home, Yao Ge was still wandering in the street.There is a river passing through the city of Naicheng, and he is standing by the river looking down, carrying the shoes he bought for Xu Zihang.

Merry Christmas.